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    It’s sort of hilarious that Dean ever thought that he could not have this. That he was ever dumb enough to think that he could pass this up, with the option out there in the universe.

    (In which they continue to work on that domestic-bliss thing).

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    It's Thanksgiving and while Dean's never been completely normal about holidays, he thinks he can handle a few speeches.

    But then, Cas stands up.

    And it’s hard to describe the cold wash of fear that overtakes Dean’s body.

    Cas getting up to speak—in the same clothes he wears every damn day—should not be a big deal. But there’s a familiar nervousness and earnestness on his face that Dean has only seen briefly before. (“You know, ever since we met and ever since I pulled you out of Hell, knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam. I cared about Jack. I cared about the whole world because of you.”) And suddenly, the last thing that Dean wants to hear is what Cas is happy about.

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    Black ink spilled into the corners of the bedroom. Cas wrapped the cotton blanket more tightly around his shoulders and shook. And shook.

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    "Hello, Jack," Cas said, squeezing the baby's flailing hand. "Did you have fun at the library?"

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    Through clenched teeth Dean asked, "Snow's melting; why's it so fucking cold?"

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    100-word drabble for day 12 of Destiel Month: stroll

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    "It's November 5th." Dean waited until he saw Cas acknowledge this. "And I've been thinking."

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    Dean has one last chance to rescue Castiel from the Empty.

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    After they beat Chuck, everything goes back to normal. Except - Cas is not there anymore. And Sam can't stand to see his brother hurt again.

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    "Where are you going?" Dean murmured. The long pause made him open his eyes again. "Cas?"

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    Cas is gone, and every night Dean is haunted by the memory of their last moments together.

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     "You are ridiculous." 

    His tone laced with such fondness Dean's whole being ached with it.

    "Holy fuck," Dean blurted, blinking back the emotions he buried his head back into Cas, holding him again securely to him and he breathed.

    "I love you." 

    "Love you, too," Cas tightened his hold on him, too, embracing Dean even more. "I love you so very much."

    Dropping one last kiss on Cas' skin, Dean thought to himself, 'I could live here forever.'

    And he knew he would.


    Part of Suptober2022

    Prompt 2: Pillow Talk

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    Dean Winchester can’t keep his big mouth shut.

    And it has always gotten him in trouble. Especially, when witches are involved...

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    Set after the episode Despair, rescued from the empty, Dean and Cas live out in domestic bliss.

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    The world is empty. Castiel’s sacrifice has left them reeling. The aftermath of Jack’s detonation creates something in him that he doesn’t understand. Dean cedes all leadership to Sam, lost in the numb haze of guilt and grief. Sam’s renewed determination carries them all, and he refuses to accept any outcome that isn’t the world put to rights and his family, all of them, together again.

    The three of them aren’t all that’s left, however; Michael finds that his personal freedom and refusal to fight come at too high a cost. Suppressed voices fight to be heard, and Death’s absence creates a unique if morbid opportunity.

    Earth is a necropolis, Heaven is collapsing in on itself, and victory over Chuck won’t be enough to repair a crumbling universe, nor will returning to old regimes be enough to prevent a free world from repeating its mistakes. The actions and decisions determining the shape of reality can no longer be restricted to a road that always leads to the Winchesters.

    Updates Thursdays, starting April 1st, 2021

    A/N: Now updates every other Thursday, starting July 1st, 2021
    A/N, 12/16/21: This is not abandoned! I'm steadily plugging away and hope to have it up before the new year <3

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    Castiel has returned from the Empty, and he has no idea where he is. Dropped in the middle of an unfamiliar bunker and apparently missing all of his memories from the past ten years, Cas must navigate his way through a world full of people he does not remember, and a confession he can't seem to run from.

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    Castiel, Angel of the Lord, has a massive stick up his ass called Emotions which he must remove.

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    The first thing that gets stolen from Dean is his autonomy.

    The second thing that gets stolen from Dean is whatever last shreds of emotional control he thought he still had.

    The third thing that gets stolen from Dean is any sense of conscience or rational thought.

    The fourth thing that gets… oh, god…

    The fifth thing that gets stolen from Dean is just. His fucking sanity. Full stop.

    And Dean doesn’t think - y’know, he ain’t getting any of that shit back. Ever.

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    Matthew 19:6
    So they are no longer two, but one flesh. Therefore, what God has joined together, let no one separate.

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    There have been too many moments just like this one. Too many times that they have said hello or goodbye or you’re alive or help me or, most dire of all, I need you.

    Except for last time.

    I love you, Cas had said.

    Dean had said nothing.

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    Years ago, when they were teens, Sam and Dean figured out a way to communicate with each other in code so that their father never found out about Sam being genderfluid and pansexual, and Dean being bisexual. They teach Cas how to write in code when they meet and befriend him.

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