17 Works in Philip Shea & Helen Torrance

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    Philip and Lukas have been dating for over six months. In fact, it’s about to be seven in two weeks. Philip has known for four months of those six - four. They’ve had countless opportunities to mention it, even in passing, but they don’t. Even just thinking about it brings them to the brink of tears, panic attacks even, especially in the first few weeks of knowing. In theory it’s simple - just four words and Philip has communicated the most basic form of their news -

    “I’m not a guy.”

    Because they aren’t.

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    Philip's journey of coming out as nonbinary to their loved ones, and living the life they deserve to live.

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    Philip's thoughts during the dinner in Episode 6 (The Yellow Couch)

    Inspired by the absolutely heartbreaking looks Philip gave everyone after what Lukas says. I still have no idea how Philip forgave him for that one.

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    What if instead of Ryan Kane pushing Philip towards Helen in the forest and being shot dead, He ended up taking Philip as a hostage to revenge every thing that happened,
    What if the show had another end?

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    61
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    After weeks of keeping secrets, running, hiding, lying and finally being shot, outed and kidnapped, Lukas and Philip take a stab at being normal.

    Lukas tries to figure out how to slowly come out while Philip deals with trauma and his mother's death and Helen runs up against the parenting challenges of having a dating teenager in the house.

    Takes place between the end and the epilogue of Episode 10

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    11/?
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    Lukas decides to take Philip to Laser tag as a date, and mischief ensues.

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    4
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    "He made me steal from my dad to buy drugs"
    Basically filling in gaps in 1x06 from the picnic to Lukas's confession. Mostly in Philip's POV, but the party will be in Lukas's.

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    It's my fault... It's all my fault.

     

    Helen tells Philip that his mom is dead, and Philip's entire world seems to come crashing down. Lukas doesn't know how to comfort him, but he tries.

    (Takes place before the time jump in episode ten)

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    1/1
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    The events of the day following Philip falling in the Lake.

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    1/1
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    Philip is facing the life after he lost his mom but having the prove that he is not alone and there are people around him who care..

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    Seeing his foster mother in so much pain was hard and it wrenched his heart in his chest. So he did the only thing he could.

    He took a pot from the cupboard and placed it under the sink as he turned the tap on, letting the water fill the pot and then overflow, filling the small kitchen with the smooth, rippling sounds of the water. The sound of the droplets and running water were soothing and he hoped they helped Helen the way they often helped him.

    (Philip finds Helen having a panic attack and helps her through it.)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
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    36
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    Philip insisted he'd come with Lukas and Helen to the sheriff station for Lukas witness protection information meeting. And in steps Ryan - the very man whose face he's been afraid of seeing for months.
    He needs Lukas to know 'it's him.' With the panic rising and locking him in place, he just wonders how.

    Philip gets a severe panic attack seeing the shooter but luckily for him both Lukas and Helen is there to help him through it.Seeing Philip's wrecked state Lukas guilt wins over and he comes clean to Helen who pretty much puzzled the pieces together.

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    Chapters:
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    16
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    Bookmarks:
    48
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    Philip would never admit it to Lukas directly- but he was always the other guy, the rebound of sorts. And this is every universe where Philip and Lukas just don't work out, and Philip ends up back in the arms of Laurelle
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    minifics of a ship that my eyewitness friends and I have made and it's become pretty popular amongst us- so I thought you'd like it

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    3/?
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    1
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    After the triple-homicide, Philip deals with the stress in self destructive ways that cause the people around him to worry. He pushes away everyone's help until someone helps him put himself back together.
    (Trigger warnings for self-harm, depression, anxiety, panic/anxiety attacks, Homophobia, and alcohol abuse)

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    989
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    49
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    1012
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    Philip is used to being thrown away, but, he wasn't expecting it to hurt quite like this this time.

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    1/1
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    21
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    “No,” Caleb whispers. “No Anne wouldn’t… I know Anne and she would never. But him… he is violent with Philip. He always was and I tried to step in and we both know how Anne reacted. Or maybe it wasn’t Anne… god I don’t know what happened that night but I know Anne would never let that happen to Philip. She may selfish at times but she’s not that bad. She loves Philip. He’s all she has.”
    Somebody got their hands on philip and for fifteen minutes, Philip Shea was good as dead, and now his father- who cares so deeply for his son and just wishes he could be next to him- wants to know what happened and how this could ever be fixed. Philip falls apart, this was worse than witnessing the homocide, it was critical composure placed in pieces that he hid for so long, repressed, dressed up and a slapped a smile on. And now he was reverting back to the shell he was those three months in the hospital. He veers off, and Lukas has to get his love back- Caleb, Anne, Helen and Gabe have to fix things. Life goes on, but some things will always haunt us.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    10
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    14
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    1453
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    The first time Lukas meets Philip is at the grocery store.

    Language:
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    464

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