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    -The case was a disaster. The storm had come early, and they were stuck in the hotel. John didn't want to be in the room, not now. Not with Sherlock right there. Just within his reach. If he wanted, he could reach out, pull Sherlock close, hold him, kiss him, love him. But he wouldn't. John couldn't. Because Sherlock didn't have feeling for him.

    -Sherlock was tense. John was sitting across from him, his head leaning against the brunette wall, his eyes closed, his lips slightly parted. He was thinking, Sherlock knew that. He had studied John for so long, he knew everything. Yet, John was still foreign to him. Sherlock wanted to kiss John. Wanted to show John he cared. But he couldn't. Because John didn't have feelings for him.

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    Get in loser, we're going shipping.

    This is my version of life after the events of: 'The Final Problem' but it also contains elements from the entire series. So yeah...Obvious spoilers, don't come after me with torches and pitchforks if Y'all don't take a moment to read my summary.

     But I digress.

     This fic contains RIDICULOUS amounts of smut since the BBC won't let us have nice things.

    But smut with a plot.

    I hope that my fic will make you chuckle to yourself or at least snort.

    This is SUPPOSED to be a mostly happy story because fuck knows we need one after season four.

    But, like Mark Gatiss and Steven Moffat...I am not a merciful God...I'm an evil masochistic bastard and I survive on the tears of my viewers.

    So, naturally, It'll be fine and dandy for a suspiciously long time and then suddenly...

    All of the shit...Will hit all of the fans.

    Enjoy.

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    Tras escapar de ser enviado a esa misión virtualmente suicida por matar a Magnussen, las cosas no están todo lo bien que debería ser, ya que es evidente que Sherlock ha regresado por completo a su vieja adicción a las drogas, aunque, a ojos de John, las cosas han estado lo suficientemente bien como para que no se justifique una recaída de tal magnitud, pues el detective se había mantenido limpio aún en tiempos mucho más difíciles. O eso es lo que John se esfuerza por creer.

    Sin embargo, un accidente obliga a John a encarar la realidad, una que le demuestra que las cosas han ido mal con el detective desde mucho antes. El ex-soldado y los demás, sólo han visto la punta del iceberg; debajo están las consecuencias directas de su trabajo desmantelando la red criminal de Moriarty, y lo que encontró el día de su regreso al mundo de los vivos, cuando volvió a ver a John esa noche en The Landmark. Y todo lo que ha ocurrido después.

    Traducción de un original de J_Baillier.

    Advertencia: Descripciones detalladas y realistas de procedimientos médicos. Descripciones gráficas de un síndrome de abstinencia. Posterior a "La Novia Abominable", pero sin nada de S4.

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    Post-Sherrinford, Sherlock is lost in his mind palace:

    It was late in the afternoon and the blue shadows were everywhere They cut across his field of vision, criss-crossing, overlapping, making it nearly impossible for him to see where he was.

    The shadows -- they were being cast by buildings, right? So he must be outside. He scratched his chin thoughtfully, his fingers encountering days-old stubble. Had he been sleeping rough? That didn't make sense; he wanted John to find him and save him. Go to hell, Mary had said...

    "And here you are," said an Irish lilt by his ear.

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    When Sherlock returns, John realises that he's angry, but most of all, John learns a lot about himself and about Sherlock's time away. Things seem to fall back into place, but Mycroft brings news that could ruin them all.

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    An extremely dead corpse's unholy stench draws an increasing number of flies to the crime scene. Confronted by a cluster of the insects merrily lapping at a puddle of don't-want-to-think-about-it, Sherlock backed up a pace and murmured, "John, please," while miming a shooing motion. Rolling his eyes at the thought of a man too posh to shoo his own flies, John complied. The flies scattered every which way. Some, of course, scattered toward Sherlock. One landed on his cheek.

    And Sherlock...moaned.

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    “Do you find it less frightening; knowing what will happen? I'd rather imagine the opposite were true. You see, my husband was a master at psychological games – planting seeds of intent and letting them grow whichever way his assets chose. The torments they imagined were horrors of their own design. Charles loved that – knowing they only needed a little... pressure. What horrors were you imagining, I wonder, when you blew his brains out?”

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    Shortly after Sherlock's return John realises something is very wrong with his friend. He, Greg and Mycroft try to help Sherlock as he falls deeper and deeper into the abyss called PTSD. But Sherlock is not ready to allow anyone in, but then the events of the current case cause him to hit bottom hard.

    This story starts quite slow, but it will gather momentum and later turn into a large pile of hurt, angst, and comfort chasing each other. Weekly updates.

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    "Your life is not your own."

    "Your life is not yours to choose."

    Two alternate people from a multitude of different worlds, and yet the same.

    On January 29, 2016, Sherlock Holmes tries to commit suicide by jumping into the Thames before being saved by a young woman he met by chance. The wounds by John Watson in the morgue only remind the Sherlock of his failed self, and of the deep deception that succeeded in protecting his true self from the other people: a self-medicating addict, prone to depression, suicidal thoughts, and low self-esteem. He knows that he has always been a fuck up.

    "I know what's like to be treated like that."

    Since the morgue, his body remembers even if his mind wants to forget and blame it on himself. For some reason, Sherlock Holmes is afraid of John Watson, even as he still desperately loves him. And John Watson doesn't understand what he did wrong.

    It seems that the only person who understands is the woman who is trying to save him.

    But do they all, all these actors in this tragedy, want to endure the journey in order to live again?

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    After being tortured by soldiers in Serbia, Sherlock is found by his brother. He's suffering from the PTSD and he has to learn to live with a little handicap - stuttering. How is John going to take his return after the worst two years in his life?

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    See, the thing is, is that when you're siblings with the British Government, people tend to utilize that.

    Or: after learning the relations between the two, Sherlock is captured by some of Mycroft's enemies in the midst of a political standoff and it doesn't end well. (One-shot) (No slash, no smut)

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    Memories and names are gone, emotions are hard to come by. Everything he once was has been painfully ripped away from him, they tore him apart and put him back together, and he doesn't know if he'll ever learn who he was... Then one day, he saves a little girl named Rosie....

    (Or: A story where Sherlock went on his six month suicide mission, and got kidnapped and put through winter soldier-like torture/experimentation and loses his memories.)

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    John can't tell if his blurred vision is from the lights shining into them, the alcohol burning through his veins, or the rage coursing through him. He glares at everything he passes, not really seeing anything. He's had enough.

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    Dissociative fugue is a rare condition in which a person suddenly, without planning or warning, travels far from home or work and leaves behind a past life. Patients show signs of amnesia and have no conscious understanding or knowledge of the reason for the flight. The condition is usually associated with severe stress or trauma. The patient rarely recovers their memory.

    Sherlock Holmes is dead. He's been dead for nearly two years. John is finally done entertaining the thought his closest friend is alive. Well, that is until one day he bumps into a man claiming himself to be Arthur Doyle. Is John willing to throw his new life out the window for Sherlock, or as he claims to be called, Arthur?

    Can the Baker Street Boys pull each other's life back together?

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    Some of you may remember the 2017 Johnlock Advent. It was a collaboration between @honeybeelullaby, @chained-to-the-mirror, and myself. @honeybeelullaby provided the wonderful prompts, @chained-to-the-mirror drew pictures based on those, and I wrote a ficlet for each one. It was a real blessing for all three of us then, so… IT’S BACK!!

    Starting today (the 1st of December) and all the way up to the 25th, the chapter of a fic and accompanying drawing will be posted here (and on my tumblr). It’s so great, and we are all very excited. I hope you are as well ♥

    I hope many of you will follow along! Love is in the holiday air! ♥♥♥

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    The prompt is from SherKat. Half of it will also serve as the summary of this work. More or less. If I could keep up with that.  

    The title came from the 1987 Fra Lippo Lippi studio album 'Light and Shade', whereas 'Beauty and Madness' was the fourth track of the album.

    —unbeta'ed for the love of mistakes—

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    John was still heartbroken about the sudden suicide of his best friend. There are so many things he wished he could've said, should've said but didn’t. "Married to my work" was pretty clear. Two years later still at 221B, John is barely living. He doesn't stray too far from the flat anymore, just to go for a shift at the surgery or to Tesco's around the corner. He's lost nearly two stone and he's honestly given up on properly functioning. He's ready to give up and end. All he wants is to be with Sherlock again.

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    Jack lives in Room with his Pa, Sherlock. They share everything, except the secret that Jack isn't privy to... Room is in Appledore's vault. Magnussen and the woman his Pa calls the Wicked Witch visit when Jack sleeps and Jack can't explain where the bruising on his Pa's body comes from...

    But if they get out, how will they both cope after years of imprisonment? Even Sherlock, who can imagine nothing other than the four walls he has known for thirteen years...

    (No knowledge of Room is required to understand this fic.)

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    This is how Sherlock fades from his own life- with a series of choices and mistakes and it's hateful, simply hateful that he had come so far, only to lose it all now.

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    Sherlock is Not Fine after Reichenbach, but the show must go on. He does his best for John and Mary, and ignores all his feelings as best he can. But, when Mary's secrets threaten to spill over and destroy them all, can Sherlock fix it in time?

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    An aged John Watson recalls the one case he never documented.

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