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    Sherlock is recovering from the Culverton Smith case. But there are some things that time or body can't heal. When John and Rosie unexpectedly move back in 221B the day after Sherlock's birthday, nothing is as it used to be. Both he and John are treading on thin ice. It is only a matter of time until the first cracks appear. Until they begin to sink into the freezing waters of the ocean beneath, and are forced to face their demons, each other, and what has been lurking in the dark for far, far too long. Until it is only them, the promise of sky above the surface, and the limitless ocean flooding into their hearts.

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    This is a story of finding what was deemed to be forever lost. Of hope, strength, togetherness, and the long journey to recovery.

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    It's in our dreams that our conscience tries to organize the day's events. It's in our dreams where demons rule our soul. It's in our dreams where we try to come to term with what we beg of ourselves, and where we try to forget our nightmares. It's been months since the pool, weeks since Baskerville, and still Sherlock can't shake the sense that his dreams, although figments of his imagination, are trying to tell him something. John's dreams are more of the same pain and blood. Will they be able to pull each other out of the looping nightmare that is Moriarty? Or will the demon drag them down forever?

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    Bilbo had always had these dreams where he was taller. Where he lived in the outskirts of a city. Where he was an army doctor. Where he got shot in the shoulder. Where he met a man that was as smart as a whip and could be as cruel as one as well. Where his name was John Watson.

    Metempsychosis - the transmigration of the soul, especially the passage of the soul after death from a human or animal to some other human or animal body.

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    Cathy is a young and bright medical student matched with widower John Watson eight years after the loss of Mary and the baby during childbirth. Sherlock is not thrilled that John is so easily distracted and puts his newfound distraction on Mycroft's radar. Sherlock's meddling leads to the assassination of a world leader, snipers and bombs returning to Baker Street, destructive affairs, and Mummy Holmes getting involved.

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    When John receives an invitation to a veteran reunion, Sherlock's military kink gets the better of him. Sherlock isn't sure how to negotiate his kink with John, but what's the point in kinks if you don't act on them?

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    John Watson knew it wasn't normal to be able to hear the incoherent whispers of passers-by, sometimes they were loud and he had to run to the nearest pharmacy to calm the increasingly painful migraines. He sometimes heard people talking to him through thoughts, it was mainly; "Who are you?", then he'd leave them be.

    Nobody's thoughts screamed louder than Sherlock Holmes' however, and his incredibly guarded nature conflicted with his loud mind. He would stare at John with resentment when he heard his voice in his mind, and it wasn't uncommon to feel a stern slap across the head when he was listening in to his screaming thoughts.
    Watson knew he needed to utilise this power.

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    Dissociative fugue is a rare condition in which a person suddenly, without planning or warning, travels far from home or work and leaves behind a past life. Patients show signs of amnesia and have no conscious understanding or knowledge of the reason for the flight. The condition is usually associated with severe stress or trauma.

    Sherlock Holmes is dead. He's been dead for nearly two years. John is finally done entertaining the thought his closest friend is alive. Well, that is until one day he bumps into a man claiming himself to be Arthur Doyle. Is John willing to throw his new life out the window for Sherlock, or as he claims to be called, Arthur?

    Can the Baker Street Boys pull each other's life back together?

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    Ever wondered how Sherlock's black cab appears magically? Bryn Driscoll of Baker Cab Company tells his story.

    A/N: I've always wondered that. In my mind, Mycroft provides it and Sherlock is oblivious. I was inspired by someone's post about how sad it is to be Sherlock & John's cabbie in fanfics, because they always throw money at him. This fic is written in the cabbie's POV. This is a WIP, relationships and characters will be added as I post because #nospoilers.

    My goal is to post once a week, Saturday evening (I'm at +8 GMT). Also, the end game is always JohnLock/Mystrade, so you can look forward to that!

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    “Sorry,” He laughed awkwardly. “This went better in my head. I uhm, I wanted to thank you, I suppose. Your playing, the violin I think it is? It’s lovely, quite lovely indeed.”

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    Life goes back to what passes for normal at 221B Baker Street.
    Sherlock's back and his scars have faded.
    John's still a confirmed bachelor and his nightmares have mostly ceased.
    So why are there awkward pauses and uncertain glances? Why are they both on their best behaviour?
    It's been a long, cold winter in London and there's more to come before spring arrives.

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    In the wake of The Final Problem, John Watson is falling apart. His PTSD is worse than it had been after Afghanistan, he keeps seeing Mary everywhere he looks, and he can't get over the feeling that every therapist might just kidnap him - or is, at the very least, not who they claim to be.

    Enter Mycroft Holmes, an obscene amount of medical grade cannabis backed by the British government, and a plan to help bring back Sherlock's John Watson. Which leads to an experiment, a woman perfect for John, and Sherlock realizing that he does have feelings, and they are for his John Watson.

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    John is invalided home after he is shot in Afghanistan.
    Official records diagnose him with PTSD.
    Yet he dreams of the perfect life with an amazing man.
    But is the truth worse than the dream?

    (Originally titled John's Imaginary Friend. 15/05/15 renamed to Our Love Is A Tragedy)

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    After Sherlock fell, John began to see the detective everywhere, and the worst part is no one else could see him. With everyone seemingly after him, John finds comfort in the oddest of places: Jim Moriarty's arms.

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    Plot twists. So many plot twists.

    I regret nothing. ^_^

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    John starts receiving hate mail.

    He didn't want to tell Sherlock about it, it was just silly letters, plus, it wasn't a big deal. He pretends it doesn't bother him, but it really, really does.

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    It was the battlefield again, and men were dying under his hands. Blood ran thick on the ground, soaking his trousers to the knees. The ringing in his ears was a constant, grounding him, forcing him to think of the wounds before his eyes instead of the bullets flying by his head. Tears ran freely down his cheeks. A heartbeat stopped beneath a broken chest he had been trying to mend.

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    They stood face to face in the middle of a clearing. The dim light of the moon barely allowed Sherlock to see the glassy terror in John’s eyes and the sweat that glistened off his forehead. His nose was bleeding again, blood dripping in a slow stream from his right nostril.

    They were both gasping for air, John’s eyes locked on Sherlock’s. There was no recognition there, just wild animal fear.

    Time stood still for an eternal few seconds, and Sherlock took a shaky breath. “John—”

    Spell broken, John spun and bolted back into the woods.

    Still heaving for air, Sherlock took off after him.

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    All John wanted from his evening is to go to the bank, get some money, and possibly buy some groceries. But, of course the universe had conspired against him. Well, maybe not the universe, but certainly one handsome genius. John had escaped his past life long ago, but is he willing to risk it all for one man?

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    Dean and Sam are going through challenges as being rare human/gem hybrids such as harsh prejudice from humans due to the infamous Gem Invasion while the superhuman John is still somewhat traumatized about what has happened to him in Gem Homeworld breeding facility for Project Organic Gem & facing his loss of his beloved Emerald Gem who saved him, Bobby & Dean from Homeworld.

    Despite winning the war, the rebel gems literally have to pick up the pieces & captured the corrupted gems. Lucifer the leader of the rebel gems have a strong feeling that Homeworld is not done with Earth yet.

    The rebel gems are trying to recruit the Winchester brothers & other gem hybrids to join them due to the high chance of another Gem Invasion much to John's displease not wanting the boys to be involve with them.

    When a Homeworld Celestine comes to the planet, it alarms the Winchesters. The Celestine claims to be sent here as to research on the gem Hybrids and the superhumans & said that Homeworld isn't planning to invade again but the Winchesters don't trust him. Despite this, they are hiding him from Lucifer's Gems for their own motives

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    A loud rumble of thunder had John down on the floor. His head low, his arms over his head as he crawled his way under the table and clenched himself into as small a shape as he could.

    He needed to get out. He couldn't get out.

    “John...” a voice said softly to his left, a deep, mellow voice which John recognised as Sherlock.

    “No. No. No” John repeated, whispering and clenching his eyes closed.

    “It's alright, John” Sherlock was responding, seemingly repeating the same phrase over and over “It's alright. You're alright. It's alright now.”

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