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    Takes place right after current episodes, so this story may contain some spoilers for those who didn’t read the end of mid-season yet (Ep. 234)

    John desperately wants to change. He doesn’t want to feel like a monster anymore. Sera has his back, but he still has a hard time to resettle at Wellston High. He tries to avoid all conflicts so that he doesn’t loose control again and he still tries to suppress his abilities most of the time. And above all that, he still hast to sort out his traumatized self. What could possibly go wrong if a certain redhead is always at his heels?

    Mostly John being a mess and hating his own guts, and Blyke trying to be his friend without any good reasons.

    Note: I do not own any of those wonderful characters from Uru-chan but I sure love them!

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    John Watson is a former army doctor who became an anatomy professor at St Barth University.
    Sherlock Holmes is a former drug addict who works as a teaching assistant.

    They will cross path at the University, but their meeting will lead them even further.

    As to know if this means they are going straight into a wall, taking shortcuts ou find the right way, well, who knows?
    Anything's possible with these two!

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    John Watson est un ancien médecin de l'armée devenu professeur d'anatomie. Sherlock Holmes est un ancien addict devenu chargé de Travaux Dirigés.

    Leurs chemins vont se croiser à la fac de médecine, mais leur rencontre les emmènera plus loin encore.

    Quant à savoir si cela signifie aller droit dans le mur, faire un détour, prendre un raccourci ou retrouver le bon chemin...
    Well... qui sait? Tout est possible, avec ces deux-là!

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    "Can I be the only hope for you?
    Because you're the only hope for me
    And if we can't find where we belong
    We'll have to make it on our own
    Face all the pain and take it on
    Because the only hope for me is you alone"

    John and Sherlock survived Grimes Graves. What now? What will John's recovery look like? Will he ever fully recover? What about Sherlock and John's relationship? What happened to Sebastian? How will they find him and what, exactly, will Sherlock do to him once they do?

    Story Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/ReyEstraven/the-only-hope-for-me/

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    When John wakes up in the middle of the night screaming after a nightmare triggered by his PTSD, Sherlock comforts him and reassures him everything is okay and he's not alone until finally he falls back asleep.

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    John, a fierce tyrant who beats anyone who dared to even look at him wrong. Many people would have the assumption he was an Alpha, a strong, well-built, gifted, good looking god tier.

    But what if he wasn’t? What happened if the self proclaimed Alpha, was actually an omega? And with all of his past trauma knocking at his door, it wouldn’t be naive to think his omega side tagged along as well. As things start going to Shit, who’s going to help the poor omega get back up?

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    Sherlock is being noisy, John makes an impulse decision, and Mycroft is a good brother.

    (Originally Posted in Request Fic Compilation)

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    Sherlock and John have been officially in retirement at Sussex for one year. Sherlock thought retirement meant drinking tea and having walks in gardens and cuddles.

    Not John dragging him to a crime scene, again.

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    What happens when a post war vet with PTSD takes up with a madman detective and they spend time investigating and solving some truly horrific crimes? How does the doctor who can kill with steady hand process all that additional trauma? How do we recognise that our past still haunts us, in ways we don't realise?

    When you are caught in a vicious cycle of needing the thrill of the chase, and having to deal with the fallout...what happens when you might need to choose between the two for your own sanity?

    The story of how two damaged men managed to find their way back to each other and begin to make a future together.

    NOTE: Mind the TAGS - there are some short but detailed and graphic enough descriptions of violence to children, torture, dead bodies etc in the first chapter.

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    Sequential drabbles starting from season one.

    'All he has ever had- all he was ever allowed to keep- was people.
    But people aren’t things and they can leave, and they can be lost, and they can bite and fight and cry and each of these things will burn so much much worse than any fire that takes away just things.

    He cannot let himself keep things but he cannot seem to keep his people either. '

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    John saw it in his soldiers all the time. He never expected to see it in himself. Their red lace lattice flashed before his eyes like an image with double exposure. Physical pain was exchanged for mental anguish.

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    Hi! I wrote this bc I relate to John a lot, so I started projecting on him. This is sort of a vent fic I guess. Just somewhere for me to put my emotions. if this is triggering for you, please steer clear. If this is comforting to see the start of recovery, or someone you relate to or love, then by all means, continue. (Johnlock hasn't happened in this fic yet, it takes place slightly before & immediately after ASIP, & in my head they haven't gotten together yet.)

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    This is a self harm centric fic, so please be aware!

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    Сегодня канун Рождества 1944 года, и Шерлок Холмс уже получил свой самый драгоценный подарок: после долгой и опасной службы военврач Королевского военно-морского флота капитан Джон Ватсон вернулся домой. И как будто этого недостаточно – появилось дело. Оба события превращают ночь в волнующую и многообещающую и ставят непростую задачу заново познакомиться с человеком, которого Шерлок не видел три года и боялся, что потерял навсегда.

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    Sherlock sees.
    He sees things people tend to miss.
    Like the many hand prints on his door knob,
    Like the smudge of rosin on his violin bow,
    Or like John Watson, and his eyes.
    Those curious pair of blue-brown eyes Sherlock never seems to get enough of.

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    John uses sex as a weapon, wielding it as a barrier of protection rather than face the truth. Sherlock is a more than willing target, choosing to bear the scars of the man he loves in order to keep him close. If Sherlock is only allowed a fraction of John, empty promises in the middle of the night, that is enough. Isn’t it?

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    John Watson hasn't eaten a proper meal in over three years. Since deployment, he's only eaten Meals Ready to Eat, hospital food, & whatever he has the energy to cook up for himself.

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    I've always thought Sherlock was the one with crappy food habits, but then I realized John did too. I saw a post for the second time & was inspired to write a 221b ficlet about it. I'd rather write a longer one, but I don't have the mental capacity. This takes place in the Pilot. I'll write one for the series too, probably.

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    Everything has gone so so fucking wrong.

    All because you wanted to save your best friend.
    What a horrible game.

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    John Watson thinks he's Very Bad at Relationships.
    Sherlock Holmes dreams of wandering around his entorhinal cortex.

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    In this pre-Sherlock story and prequel to the series premiere, "A Study in Pink," Captain John Hamish Watson, MBBS, licensed general practitioner, and combat surgeon in training, is shot while on a retrieval mission in Afghanistan, and spends weeks afterwards battling complications and fighting for his life. Originally written and posted as a one-shot about the day he was shot, it has since been expanded into a 20-chapter story, covering the time from John’s shooting until he returns to London. Be forewarned: Sherlock himself makes no appearance at all in this story! I’ve modeled this story on Pompey’s “On Afghanistan’s Plains,” which is posted on Fanfiction.net. So is this story, for that matter! =) (Thanks to BesleyBean for beta-reading and Brit-picking my story! And to sgam76 for helping me to get some details straight.)

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    A fight between the detective and his blogger.
    John is kidnapped and tortured.
    Sherlock is devastated.

    (TW THERE WILL BE MENTIONS OF TORTURE AND OTHER THINGS IN THERE. I WILL PUT A WARNING AT THE BEGINNING OF EACH CHAPTER THAT HAS IT.)

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    John never could say no to a good bet. And Sherlock would always be a very good bet.

    Maybe it was unfair. Unfair that he knew Sherlock better than anyone else in the world and that the other onlookers that stood and cheered for the detectives’ demise had absolutely no idea what they were getting into. 

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