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    Get in loser, we're going shipping.

     

     

    This is my version of life after The Final Problem.

     

    The last episode of season four, but it also contains elements from the entire fourth season.

     

    So yeah...

     

    Obvious spoilers.

     

    Don't come after me with torches and pitchforks if Y'all don't take a moment to read my summary.

     

     

    But I digress.

     

    This fic contains RIDICULOUS amounts of smut since the BBC won't let us have nice things.

    But smut with a plot.

     

    I hope that my fic will make you laugh and also give you a good dose of the FEELS.

     

    This is SUPPOSED to be a mostly happy story because fuck knows we need one after season four.

     

    But.

     

    Like Mark Gatiss and Steven Moffat, I am not a merciful God.

    I'm an evil masochistic bastard and I survive on the tears of my viewers.
     

    So, naturally, It'll be fine and dandy for a suspiciously long time and then suddenly...

     

    All of the shit.

     

    Will hit all of the fans.

     

     

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    After the events in the sweets warehouse, John and Sherlock try to make sense of their lives.
    The third and final (probably?) part of the Nodus Tollens series.
    If you haven't already, please read parts 1 (Lost) and 2 (Broken) before embarking on this one.
    Mix of fluff, angst, PTSD, depression, hurt/comfort, some arguments, and finally some actual interaction between these two in ways we've all been waiting for!! (hint: it's smut.)

    NOTE: I am a Clinical Mental Health Counselor, licensed in the state I live in, and I run an intensive, acute treatment program for adults who tend to have pretty severe symptomology and complex trauma histories. The way that I present mental health issues in this story is as accurate as I possibly can. Trauma affects everyone differently, but it has some hallmarks that will be present in this story, including: mood swings, intense anger/irritability, hyper-reactivity, sudden panic and anxiety symptoms, and some personality changes. This is very common in trauma, and unfortunately due to the events in this story we will see these symptoms exemplified in our dear Doctor Watson. He will get better, but give him time. It's gonna be rough for a while! <3

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    Сказки существуют для тех, кто помнит, как мечтать, но не для Джона Ватсона, сломленного и прячущейся от своей мрачной судьбы в бежевой конурке-студии. И вдруг он обнаруживает некую лампу и оказывается в центре урагана — загадочный человек, чье существование само по себе кажется невероятным, обвинение сестры в убийстве и нарастающее мучительное ощущение возвращения к жизни.

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    John Watson has had enough of surprises in his life.
    Most of them were unplanned and somehow managed to injure him.

    Sherlock Holmes wasn't the exception.

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    After being discharged, John really just looks forwards to trying to settle down, get his issues sorted out with a therapist, hopefully, and living a normal life. He doesn't suspect anything when he finds the offer for a roommate with some younger man in London- he's as broke as can get and the flat looks great, and there's some deal that makes it cheaper- of course he's going to take it.

    He ends up with more than he bargained for, though, with his young new roommate and the many problems that come with living with Sherlock Holmes.

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    Sequel to Work. Multi-chapter fic about John and Dorian's budding relationship. And the extra-curricular activities John and Rudy are involved in that only take place in the shadows. John tries to keep those activities under wraps from Dorian and the rest of the department, though his benefactors come to the rescue when something goes wrong.

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    After Sherlocks return from the dead, nothing is the same in 221B Baker Street. While Sherlock no longer denies his feelings for his best friend, John closes himself off and keeps his distance.

    One night after a devastating nightmare, John finally breaks and lets Sherlock in. Feelings are shared (that's never easy), promises are made (keeping them is a challenge), and cuddles are exchanged (they make everything better).
    ***
    Now with a second chapter! (John is an anxious mess. Sherlock makes it better)

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    It's in our dreams that our conscience tries to organize the day's events. It's in our dreams where demons rule our soul. It's in our dreams where we try to come to term with what we beg of ourselves, and where we try to forget our nightmares. It's been months since the pool, weeks since Baskerville, and still Sherlock can't shake the sense that his dreams, although figments of his imagination, are trying to tell him something. John's dreams are more of the same pain and blood. Will they be able to pull each other out of the looping nightmare that is Moriarty? Or will the demon drag them down forever?

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    They stood face to face in the middle of a clearing. The dim light of the moon barely allowed Sherlock to see the glassy terror in John’s eyes and the sweat that glistened off his forehead. His nose was bleeding again, blood dripping in a slow stream from his right nostril.

    They were both gasping for air, John’s eyes locked on Sherlock’s. There was no recognition there, just wild animal fear.

    Time stood still for an eternal few seconds, and Sherlock took a shaky breath. “John—”

    Spell broken, John spun and bolted back into the woods.

    Still heaving for air, Sherlock took off after him.

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    My life is a dream,
    like a tiger waking
    up from her deep sleep
    My life is like
    a dream,
    it's all
    up
    to
    me,
    the trees
    are
    purple,
    the
    stars
    talk
    away
    the night,
    the
    moaning moon
    lights up the sky.
    -Keyondra Gamble

    -or-

    What happens once Voltron wins the war?

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    A series of oneshots based on headcanons, starting with how Greg met and got to know Sherlock. Will be updated periodically, depending on time. Will write based from prompts and requests. Cross-posted on fanfiction.net

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    Every day, John Watson thought about killing himself. Most days, he got very very close to actually doing it.

    (Huge trigger warning here. Please seek help if you are thinking about suicide. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (in the US) can be reached at any time at 1-800-273-8255 or online at https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org)

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    A little over a year has passed since the epilogue of Then There Was You. Members of the D'Angeline nobility are being kidnapped and murdered and Sherlock and John are called on to solve the case. It should be just another day of detective work, but before they are done their love and loyalty and faith will be tested in ways they never expected.

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    A bomber's latest victim causes John to have an emotional breakdown and accidentally hurt himself. Sherlock can't protect him from this, but he can hold him as he cries.

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    "How many times did you try to kill yourself?" John flinched slightly, "Too many times," he whispered. "It doesn't matter, it's not relevant anymore." Sherlock felt a chill go through him at John's words. H/C oneshot, rated Teen and up for mentions of suicide.

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    What if John hadn't seen the hound when Sherlock trapped him in the lab? What if instead, his very real nightmares of the war had materialized all around him? Trapped and drugged, John can't tell what's real and what's not. How will Sherlock react?

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    A take on the 'I need cigarettes' scene from 'Hound'. Sherlock miscalculates how far he can push John, and in the process uncovers a dark hidden secret the doctor has carried for years.

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    Sherlock's thoughtless actions cause some unexpected and unfortunate reactions from John. Also features Mycroft being annoying. (Mentions of the war, but friendship-centric throughout).

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    Wedding happens, crime doesn't, Mary isn't pregnant and Sherlock isn't the one who doesn't belong to ''The Sign of Three.''

    (Or a story where John realizes who he Really loves and Sherlock might as well just reciprocate.)

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    It takes a wounded subcontinental soldier to help a wounded subcontinental soldier.

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