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    Sequential drabbles starting from season one.

    'All he has ever had- all he was ever allowed to keep- was people.
    But people aren’t things and they can leave, and they can be lost, and they can bite and fight and cry and each of these things will burn so much much worse than any fire that takes away just things.

    He cannot let himself keep things but he cannot seem to keep his people either. '

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    John Watson has been invalided home from Afghanistan and is struggling with anxiety, depression, PTSD and insomnia, when an old friend from med school recommends something that might help: An ASMR YouTube Channel run by a friend.

    One session in and John is hooked, not only by the way the ASMR seems to calm him after nightmares, and help him sleep, but also by the mysterious man who runs it.

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    -The case was a disaster. The storm had come early, and they were stuck in the hotel. John didn't want to be in the room, not now. Not with Sherlock right there. Just within his reach. If he wanted, he could reach out, pull Sherlock close, hold him, kiss him, love him. But he wouldn't. John couldn't. Because Sherlock didn't have feeling for him.

    -Sherlock was tense. John was sitting across from him, his head leaning against the brunette wall, his eyes closed, his lips slightly parted. He was thinking, Sherlock knew that. He had studied John for so long, he knew everything. Yet, John was still foreign to him. Sherlock wanted to kiss John. Wanted to show John he cared. But he couldn't. Because John didn't have feelings for him.

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    John's nightmares are triggered at a seemigly simple murder but Sherlock is there to help John through it. A glimpse into John's past and just a little fluff.
    Sorry I'm really bad at these things.

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    3/3
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    Dissociative fugue is a rare condition in which a person suddenly, without planning or warning, travels far from home or work and leaves behind a past life. Patients show signs of amnesia and have no conscious understanding or knowledge of the reason for the flight. The condition is usually associated with severe stress or trauma. The patient rarely recovers their memory.

    Sherlock Holmes is dead. He's been dead for nearly two years. John is finally done entertaining the thought his closest friend is alive. Well, that is until one day he bumps into a man claiming himself to be Arthur Doyle. Is John willing to throw his new life out the window for Sherlock, or as he claims to be called, Arthur?

    Can the Baker Street Boys pull each other's life back together?

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    It’s Christmas Eve 1944, and Sherlock Holmes has received his most precious gift already: after a long, dangerous deployment, Surgeon Captain John Watson of the Royal Navy has unexpectedly returned from the front. As if this weren’t enough, there’s a case. Both events make for a night full of promise, excitement, and the difficult task of getting reacquainted with the man Sherlock hasn’t seen in three years and feared he’d lost forever.

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    Sherlock is gone and with him John's reasoning.
    Stream of consciousness about Jonh's pain after the Fall.

    Chapters could seem very loosely linked chronologically, but each can be read as a stand-alone.

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    Sherlock is gone and with him John's reasoning.
    Stream of consciousness about Jonh's pain after the Fall.

    Chapters are very loosely linked, the first two are reworkings of the same thing, the last one is happier.

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    Ever wondered how Sherlock's black cab appears magically? Bryn Driscoll of Baker Cab Company tells his story.

    A/N: I've always wondered that. In my mind, Mycroft provides it and Sherlock is oblivious. I was inspired by someone's post about how sad it is to be Sherlock & John's cabbie in fanfics, because they always throw money at him. This fic is written in the cabbie's POV. This is a WIP, relationships and characters will be added as I post because #nospoilers.

    My goal is to post once a week, Saturday evening (I'm at +8 GMT). Also, the end game is always JohnLock/Mystrade, so you can look forward to that!

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    Bilbo had always had these dreams where he was taller. Where he lived in the outskirts of a city. Where he was an army doctor. Where he got shot in the shoulder. Where he met a man that was as smart as a whip and could be as cruel as one as well. Where his name was John Watson.

    Metempsychosis - the transmigration of the soul, especially the passage of the soul after death from a human or animal to some other human or animal body.

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    John进了一家提供死期电话服务的公司,这家公司会告诉客户们他们的死亡日期,而有一天,接起电话的人是Sherlock。

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    Als Sherlock fällt, fällt John mit ihm.

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    In the wake of The Final Problem, John Watson is falling apart. His PTSD is worse than it had been after Afghanistan, he keeps seeing Mary everywhere he looks, and he can't get over the feeling that every therapist might just kidnap him - or is, at the very least, not who they claim to be.

    Enter Mycroft Holmes, an obscene amount of medical grade cannabis backed by the British government, and a plan to help bring back Sherlock's John Watson. Which leads to an experiment, a woman perfect for John, and Sherlock realizing that he does have feelings, and they are for his John Watson.

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    Sherlock is recovering from the Culverton Smith case. But there are some things that time or body can't heal. When John and Rosie unexpectedly move back in 221B the day after Sherlock's birthday, nothing is as it used to be. Both he and John are treading on thin ice. It is only a matter of time until the first cracks appear. Until they begin to sink into the freezing waters of the ocean beneath, and are forced to face their demons, each other, and what has been lurking in the dark for far, far too long. Until it is only them, the promise of sky above the surface, and the limitless ocean flooding into their hearts.

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    This is a story of finding what was deemed to be forever lost. Of hope, strength, togetherness, and the long journey to recovery.

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    It's in our dreams that our conscience tries to organize the day's events. It's in our dreams where demons rule our soul. It's in our dreams where we try to come to term with what we beg of ourselves, and where we try to forget our nightmares. It's been months since the pool, weeks since Baskerville, and still Sherlock can't shake the sense that his dreams, although figments of his imagination, are trying to tell him something. John's dreams are more of the same pain and blood. Will they be able to pull each other out of the looping nightmare that is Moriarty? Or will the demon drag them down forever?

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    Sherlock Holmes lives in a large house in the country where he keeps to himself and tends to his bees. John Watson, who has just come back from the war rents a room in the house. At first, Sherlock tries to ignore the presence of the other man, only used to living on his own. But, John is everywhere and he is interesting. The two men slowly fall into a friendship. Sherlock helps John cope with his new PTSD and John helps Sherlock work through his own issues. Somewhere along the road, their relationship crosses into something more than just friendship. Slow burn, angst, fluff, a bit of everything.

    This is not set in 2018 or any recent years. There is no specific year or decade that it's set in, but not too modern. Title comes from the Led Zeppelin song.

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    Cathy is a young and bright medical student matched with widower John Watson eight years after the loss of Mary and the baby during childbirth. Sherlock is not thrilled that John is so easily distracted and puts his newfound distraction on Mycroft's radar. Sherlock's meddling leads to the assassination of a world leader, snipers and bombs returning to Baker Street, destructive affairs, and Mummy Holmes getting involved.

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    When John receives an invitation to a veteran reunion, Sherlock's military kink gets the better of him. Sherlock isn't sure how to negotiate his kink with John, but what's the point in kinks if you don't act on them?

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    John Watson knew it wasn't normal to be able to hear the incoherent whispers of passers-by, sometimes they were loud and he had to run to the nearest pharmacy to calm the increasingly painful migraines. He sometimes heard people talking to him through thoughts, it was mainly; "Who are you?", then he'd leave them be.

    Nobody's thoughts screamed louder than Sherlock Holmes' however, and his incredibly guarded nature conflicted with his loud mind. He would stare at John with resentment when he heard his voice in his mind, and it wasn't uncommon to feel a stern slap across the head when he was listening in to his screaming thoughts.
    Watson knew he needed to utilise this power.

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    “Sorry,” He laughed awkwardly. “This went better in my head. I uhm, I wanted to thank you, I suppose. Your playing, the violin I think it is? It’s lovely, quite lovely indeed.”

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