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    Sherlock is recovering from the Culverton Smith case. But there are some things that time or body can't heal. When John and Rosie unexpectedly move back in 221B the day after Sherlock's birthday, nothing is as it used to be. Both he and John are treading on thin ice. It is only a matter of time until the first cracks appear. Until they begin to sink into the freezing waters of the ocean beneath, and are forced to face their demons, each other, and what has been lurking in the dark for far, far too long. Until it is only them, the promise of sky above the surface, and the limitless ocean flooding into their hearts.

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    This is a story of finding what was deemed to be forever lost. Of hope, strength, togetherness, and the long journey to recovery.

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    After being in the army for almost 5 years Dean has things pretty figured out. Sure, he misses his brother often and the sights of America, but he thinks he doesn't have it too bad. But when he gets a letter from his father that his brother was in a car accident, he'll leave everything behind to go be with him. Finding new friends and maybe even a lover along the way.

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    Iknowthetitleischeesyok

    Flowers hadn’t come back into your life until you met Alexander Hamilton on Frances's sixth birthday at the park. Flowers lit up your bland world once again, an explosion of roses and daffodils, balsam and mallow flooding your vision. Suddenly hope was back, color spread to the edges of the earth. A blue iris bloomed inside your chest, a new hope.

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    John is invalided home after he is shot in Afghanistan.
    Official records diagnose him with PTSD.
    Yet he dreams of the perfect life with an amazing man.
    But is the truth worse than the dream?

    (Originally titled John's Imaginary Friend. 15/05/15 renamed to Our Love Is A Tragedy)

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    Dean and Sam are going through challenges as being rare human/gem hybrids such as harsh prejudice from humans due to the infamous Gem Invasion while the superhuman John is still somewhat traumatized about what has happened to him in Gem Homeworld breeding facility for Project Organic Gem & facing his loss of his beloved Emerald Gem who saved him, Bobby & Dean from Homeworld.

    Despite winning the war, the rebel gems literally have to pick up the pieces & captured the corrupted gems. Lucifer the leader of the rebel gems have a strong feeling that Homeworld is not done with Earth yet.

    The rebel gems are trying to recruit the Winchester brothers & other gem hybrids to join them due to the high chance of another Gem Invasion much to John's displease not wanting the boys to be involve with them.

    When a Homeworld Celestine comes to the planet, it alarms the Winchesters at first, but it shocks that the Celestine isn't doing any harm. The Celestine claims to be sent here as to research on the gem Hybrids and the superhumans & said that Homeworld isn't planning to invade again but the Winchesters don't trust him. Despite this, they are hiding him from Lucifer's Gems for their motives

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    Get in loser, we're going shipping.

    This is my version of life after the events of 'The Final Problem.'

    The last episode of season four, but it also contains elements from the entire series.

    So yeah...

    Obvious spoilers.

     
    Don't come after me with torches and pitchforks if Y'all don't take a moment to read my summary.

     
    But I digress.

     This fic contains RIDICULOUS amounts of smut since the BBC won't let us have nice things.

     

    But smut with a plot.

    I hope that my fic will make you laugh and also give you a good dose of the FEELS.

    This is SUPPOSED to be a mostly happy story because fuck knows we need one after season four.

    But.

    Like Mark Gatiss and Steven Moffat.

     

    I am not a merciful God.

    I'm an evil masochistic bastard and I survive on the tears of my viewers.
     

    So, naturally, It'll be fine and dandy for a suspiciously long time and then suddenly...

     

    All of the shit.

     

    Will hit all of the fans.

     

     

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    They stood face to face in the middle of a clearing. The dim light of the moon barely allowed Sherlock to see the glassy terror in John’s eyes and the sweat that glistened off his forehead. His nose was bleeding again, blood dripping in a slow stream from his right nostril.

    They were both gasping for air, John’s eyes locked on Sherlock’s. There was no recognition there, just wild animal fear.

    Time stood still for an eternal few seconds, and Sherlock took a shaky breath. “John—”

    Spell broken, John spun and bolted back into the woods.

    Still heaving for air, Sherlock took off after him.

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    After the events in the sweets warehouse, John and Sherlock try to make sense of their lives.
    The third and final (probably?) part of the Nodus Tollens series.
    If you haven't already, please read parts 1 (Lost) and 2 (Broken) before embarking on this one.
    Mix of fluff, angst, PTSD, depression, hurt/comfort, some arguments, and finally some actual interaction between these two in ways we've all been waiting for!! (hint: it's smut.)

    NOTE: I am a Clinical Mental Health Counselor, licensed in the state I live in, and I run an intensive, acute treatment program for adults who tend to have pretty severe symptomology and complex trauma histories. The way that I present mental health issues in this story is as accurate as I possibly can. Trauma affects everyone differently, but it has some hallmarks that will be present in this story, including: mood swings, intense anger/irritability, hyper-reactivity, sudden panic and anxiety symptoms, and some personality changes. This is very common in trauma, and unfortunately we will see these symptoms exemplified in our dear Doctor Watson. He will get better, but give him time. It's gonna be rough for a while!

    4/26 GO SEE THE NEW ART IN CH. 12!

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    Сказки существуют для тех, кто помнит, как мечтать, но не для Джона Ватсона, сломленного и прячущейся от своей мрачной судьбы в бежевой конурке-студии. И вдруг он обнаруживает некую лампу и оказывается в центре урагана — загадочный человек, чье существование само по себе кажется невероятным, обвинение сестры в убийстве и нарастающее мучительное ощущение возвращения к жизни.

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    Alex isn't by any means a perfect being, and he's had his fair share of screw-ups and predicaments, but this time John's the one caught in the crossfire.

    [In which Alexander is an asshole and he doesn’t always think about the consequences of his actions, but he's not intentionally a shithead and when push comes to shove he really does mean well. And poor John probably needs, like, ten hugs. (They probably both do tbh)]

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    Watson never plans to leave the ward. Life outside will likely leave him dead. So, he'll stay in his haven of safety for as long as he can and watch the world pass by from his window. After all, if there's one thing he's absolutely certain: he's not missing anything.

    And then along comes Sherlock, a crass, bratty patient who smells of adventure and a life well lived. This is new to Watson who has never been around someone screaming with so much...vitality before. Sherlock and Watson are nothing alike, but maybe that's why Watson's so drawn to him.

    Together they form an unlikely friendship and Watson soon realizes that maybe he wants more than to just sit on the sidelines. Maybe he wants the best that life has to offer. Then again, he may be in way over his head.

    This is a story of one man's realization that the greatest risk is not taking one.

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    It’s 1866. John Watson is a former army doctor who served in India. He left the service after a mysterious traumatic incident and has been farming in the backwoods of Canada. Sherlock Holmes is an avid botanist and possible hysteric who is a very loud thorn in his brother Mycroft’s side.
    Since Mycroft wishes to run for Parliament during the first Canadian election, he knows he needs his troublesome younger brother out of their hometown of Carleton before he can precipitate any scandal—and what better place for a botanist than a backwoods farm? Especially when it’s run by someone who just might be able to treat Sherlock’s hysteria?

    (Aka Red writes a m/m pioneer romance novel, complete with extra!virgin!Sherlock, rugged farmer in linen shirts!John and judgmental lesbian goats.)

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    John Watson comes home from the war, gets a new job and meets Sherlock Holmes through Mike Stamford. Same tale since 1891, except this time it’s 2008, John is Sherlock’s boss, and they work together at the Dead Letter Office in London.

    It's not a love story, until it finally is. (AU-ish/fusion with Herman Melville's 'Bartleby')

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    John is living on the streets the day he rescues Sherlock Holmes from a suicide attempt.

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    John Watson has had enough of surprises in his life.
    Most of them were unplanned and somehow managed to injure him.

    Sherlock Holmes wasn't the exception.

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    After being discharged, John really just looks forwards to trying to settle down, get his issues sorted out with a therapist, hopefully, and living a normal life. He doesn't suspect anything when he finds the offer for a roommate with some younger man in London- he's as broke as can get and the flat looks great, and there's some deal that makes it cheaper- of course he's going to take it.

    He ends up with more than he bargained for, though, with his young new roommate and the many problems that come with living with Sherlock Holmes.

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    Sequel to Work. Multi-chapter fic about John and Dorian's budding relationship. And the extra-curricular activities John and Rudy are involved in that only take place in the shadows. John tries to keep those activities under wraps from Dorian and the rest of the department, though his benefactors come to the rescue when something goes wrong.

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    After Sherlocks return from the dead, nothing is the same in 221B Baker Street. While Sherlock no longer denies his feelings for his best friend, John closes himself off and keeps his distance.

    One night after a devastating nightmare, John finally breaks and lets Sherlock in. Feelings are shared (that's never easy), promises are made (keeping them is a challenge), and cuddles are exchanged (they make everything better).
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    Now with a second chapter! (John is an anxious mess. Sherlock makes it better)

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    It's in our dreams that our conscience tries to organize the day's events. It's in our dreams where demons rule our soul. It's in our dreams where we try to come to term with what we beg of ourselves, and where we try to forget our nightmares. It's been months since the pool, weeks since Baskerville, and still Sherlock can't shake the sense that his dreams, although figments of his imagination, are trying to tell him something. John's dreams are more of the same pain and blood. Will they be able to pull each other out of the looping nightmare that is Moriarty? Or will the demon drag them down forever?

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    My life is a dream,
    like a tiger waking
    up from her deep sleep
    My life is like
    a dream,
    it's all
    up
    to
    me,
    the trees
    are
    purple,
    the
    stars
    talk
    away
    the night,
    the
    moaning moon
    lights up the sky.
    -Keyondra Gamble

    -or-

    What happens once Voltron wins the war?

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