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    Connor is storming away again, clutching Evan’s letter in his fist and Evan tries to yell after him and plead for it back, but Connor seems like he’s on a mission. And, thankfully, he didn’t hit Evan, so Evan doesn’t feel like he needs to chase after Connor, but then again: he has Evan’s letter. And that letter is more personal than it usually would be and now Connor Murphy has it and it directly talks about Zoe Murphy and if Connor is as bad as everyone says he is, it will be plastered all over social media tomorrow, if not printed out and hung in the hallways for everyone to see and laugh at.

    Evan makes a decision.

    He chases after Connor.

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    or the one where Evan explains himself to Connor and they become friends.

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    _Ill have a new summary_

    Evan Hansen was announced dead and Connor couldn't help but feel remorseful. Out of pity he put some flowers on the boys grave and went to the park to clear his head, only to meet someone he didn't think he would be meeting somebody else in the dead of the night

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    Connor goes out into the water when he shouldn't have, and gets himself into trouble. Luckily, someone, or something, comes to his rescue.

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    “Can I?” he nods slightly, watching me cautiously as I lean down and swing one leg over the side followed by the other.
    “I, uh, I’m Evan.”
    “Connor.”
    Connor doesn't know why he's still alive. He's been this close to ending it for years, but right before he takes his plunge he finds another jumper there waiting for him. Evan is so bright and beautiful and full of life, and Connor can't bare the thought of those pretty blue eyes glazing over.
    And maybe in the middle of giving Evan something to live for, he'll find something for himself too. [Updates on Bi-Weekly(twice a month) Wednesdays]
    Title inspired by 'Jumper' by Third Eye Blind

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    Evan’s life is... fine. That is, until he starts seeing ghosts. Well, specifically Ghost. One. And Connor isn’t happy about the shit he’s been making up about them

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    Connor should've been the one to kill himself in the middle of the night, at least that was his plan. After seeing Evan, the guy he called out earlier that day for writing a letter about Connor's sisters, kill himself, Connor's life takes an unexpected turn.

    Especially when he starts seeing Evan, even when he's not high.

    [Or: if Evan committed suicide instead of Connor]
    [This story contains drug abuse, suicide, cursing and all that jazz. If you are sensitive for that kind of stuff, this is your warning]
    [also posted on wattpad]

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    What would have happened if Evan got a change to explain his letter to Connor?
    ...

    ‘Because there’s Zoe’! Is this about my sister!?”

    “No! No, not at all.”

    “You wrote this because you knew I would find it!”

    He can’t really believe that?

    “What? No. That's-that's crazy.”

    “Oh? I'm crazy now am I?!”

    “No! No, you're not crazy.”, Evan says backtracking. “You're not crazy. I’m the one with mental problems.”

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    He was finally slowly losing it, but at least his hallucination was just a sad looking boy in a pale purple hospital gown with hair Evan wanted to touch.
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    During a summer visit to his dad's house in Colorado, Evan meets a mysteriously ghost-like boy named Connor, and his previously boring summer is flipped upside down.

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    Connor found himself smiling slightly despite himself at this odd, awkward boy in the blue striped polo who pinned confidence notes to his wall.

    “What’s your name again?"

    "Evan. Evan Hansen"

    “Connor Murphy." he returned, getting up to shake Evan's hand.

    He just had time to notice how Evan’s left arm looked a little skinnier than his right, before their hands were clasped and he remembered too late that he’d taken his sweater off earlier. He hoped Evan wouldn’t notice the now faint white lines on his right forearm, turning his left arm slightly so those scars wouldn’t show either.

    "It’s been ages, they barely show anymore," Connor reminded himself. And after all, no one else had ever noticed them before, why should Evan?

     

    College Roommate AU!
    Connor POV, with some journal entries. Not really a romance fic, but with some slow build Evan/Connor friendship and eventual boyfriend-ness. Rated T for swearing and suicidal themes
    Newly edited! Let me know if there's anything else I can fix

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    Connor survives his attempt and slowly becomes friends with Evan.

    . . .

    Note: this is really slow and here's why: I personally think that Connor has Paranoid personality disorder, meaning he wouldn't trust Evan that quickly. However yes Tree bros is coming.

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    Bitch eats the same thing everyday, and it’s been pissing Connor off like, all the time. He’s in a constant state of tasting peppermint chapstick on his lips, and when it’s not that, it’s like, fast food or something, and it makes him so angry. Like, go out. Eat a freaking steak and drop the McNuggets, please.

    Being a picky eater was a pain, especially when he hates fast food so freaking much. Like, sure, Connor Murphy was the rebellious teen, but that doesn’t mean he has bad taste in food. He’s a picky eater, of course he wouldn’t want fast food. Hell, a majority of the time he just makes himself food.

    Which was why if he had to taste brown sugar oatmeal one more goddamn time, he was actually going to stab someone.

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    Connor Murphy thought he would be left alone in the peace and quiet of death. Oh boy was he wrong. Since Death didn’t account for him, now he has to guard over Evan Hansen. Perhaps if he can keep the boy alive long enough he can return to a peaceful life in the afterlife.

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    Connor Murphy is exactly who you'd think he is: a highschooler with anger issues and contradicting thoughts. But for fucks sake, at least he was better than Jared Kleinman, a wasted sack of flesh. Right? So when Connor realizes that the scrawny kid who follows him around is being treated shitty by Jared, Connor obviously has to treat him decently, Right?

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    Just because Connor is dead in the musical, it doesn't mean he was never there. This story follows the events of the musical through Connor's perspective after his death.

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    Connor Hansen's letters to himself over the years.

    (AU where Evan raises a deaged Connor in secret as his own son)

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    Sometimes his mom wanted to see the photos he took after he got them developed and she'd always stare at them with a mixture of shock and distaste as she flicked through the images. Connor wanted his emotions to feed into his work to get all the bad shit out of his system, so it wasn't as if he was going out photographing rainbows and smiles. He was more into gritty pavements and blood stains and abandoned places.

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    "People commit suicide..." His mother trailed off, her eyes sweeping over to the setting sun. "People commit suicide because - because they don't have friends, family, or dreams."

    Connor looked back at his mother expectantly. She gave him a smile, a smile only to sedate him. Connor bought it of course, he was only a child back then.

    "Connor, promise me that you won't ever, ever think about doing that, okay?"

    "I won't." And Connor shuddered. He had friends, family and dreams. He won't ever kill himself.

    'And well, too bad promises were made to be broken.' Connor thought as he held with the bottle of pills in his hand.

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    Connors recovery story.

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    Connor Murphy wakes up.

    Only... he could have sworn he'd been dead, that he'd been watching that endearing annoying loser Evan Hansen wrap himself up in a perfect friendship the two of them had never had.

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    Connor Murphy had known Evan Hansen long before they met.

    Since the moment that Evan had told him that he had just "fallen" from the tree, everything had become clear to Connor.

    Evan hadn't fallen. Judging by the desperation and sadness and please don't ask any more questions in his eyes, Connor was sure that Evan hadn't fallen.

    Evan had let go.

    And it made him stagger slightly, lose his breath, and simply begin to see this boy with new eyes.

    Because they were both so broken.

     

    (TRIGGER WARNING: Please read the tags. If you are triggered by suicide and depression, please don't read.)

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