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Somehow, someday, Jensen knows that Jared's going to wake up and realize that he deserves so much better than some fat-ass songwriter with a maybe eating disorder. And, really, it's almost cruel, the way the universe keeps dangling the threat of an imminent breakup over Jensen's head. Why can't Jared just smell the coffee already? Isn't that supposed to be part of his fucking job?
Fandoms: Supernatural RPF
09 May 2013
Jared loves Jensen, an aspiring cartoonist just starting grad school, who has a history of yo-yo dieting and some inexplicable habit of attracting weirdos (though he didn't really get a choice with Danneel). Jensen loves Jared, two years his junior, currently doing a semester abroad at Oxford and entertaining dreams of being Charles Xavier when he grows up. Without completely clueing Jared into what's at play, Jensen wants to put on at least another fifty pounds while Jared's at Oxford, by way of indulging in their mutual kink… This is where Misha comes in.
Misha is Jensen's best friend, roommate, and fellow grad student. He has some problems with anxiety, emotional awareness (in that he has very little), and nonchalantly committing crimes against nature. Misha's also been in unrequited love with Jensen for four years, and in denial about having an eating disorder for even longer than he realizes. And he's fairly certain that he's pissed off some Supreme Cosmic Power, because between the sexual frustration and his looming relapse, it really looks like the universe is trying to screw him over.
- Part 1 of 22 Weeks Is A Long Time
Jensen loves Jared. Misha loves Jensen. This is a problem because Jensen is his best friend, his roommate, and dating someone else. It's also a problem because Jensen loves Misha back, but there's a difference between romantic love and 'you're the best friend I've ever had' love, and Jensen and Misha are both trying to parse through that, which… is hard. Not least because Misha has the emotional awareness of a toothbrush, and an eating disorder,
Granted, it's not entirely his fault, because, for better and usually for worse, Jensen is chronically oblivious. …and all of this comes to a head because they have twenty-two weeks until Jared comes back from Oxford, and Jensen has this SUPER COOL IDEA for a surprise to give his boy — but he needs to draft his best friend's help in making it happen. Misha can't help wondering if the universe is trying to screw him over, and if maybe his attempt at creating a Deforrest Kelley zombie isn't somehow responsible.
And with all the introspection going on, it's sort of like, "In Search Of Lost Time" with kink and varying degrees of body-consciousness.
Fandom: Actor RPF, Supernatural RPF, White Collar RPF
05 Aug 2012
Misha Collins is a lot of things. Friend, boyfriend, older brother. Sometimes poet, pseudo-intellectual, snark-master and casual pain in the ass. Cubicle jockey, caffeine junky, aspiring Chaotic Neutral overlord. Geek, weirdo, more than a little bit neurotic.
Kinky, submissive, getting increasingly sick of his significant other's refusal to give him a straight answer on whether or not Richard's ready to commit to collaring him. Almost thirty, slowly getting comfortable in his own skin for the first time in his life, not always that great at making his point (assuming that he even has one).
Misha Collins is also asexual and an Omega. Which, between all the presumptions people make about these things and how much Misha hates correcting them and trying to explain things, throws a giant monkey-wrench in his notions of being more open about himself with people.
Well. At least Misha's used to things failing to come together as he planned. He guesses that's a positive thing to keep in mind.