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    Dean's world ends with a fight, a letter, and the slam of a door.

    And they were singin', bye-bye, Miss American Pie
    Drove my Chevy to the levee, but the levee was dry
    And them good ol' boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye
    Singin', "This'll be the day that I die

    (A canon-compliant story inspired by the song American Pie by Don McClean)

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    It’s been six months since Sam left to go to Stanford, and two months since John died on a random, nameless vamp hunt. Dean is all by himself, barely hanging onto his sanity, throwing himself into hunts so the emptiness around and inside him seems a little more bearable.

    One such hunt leads the Omega to Silver Peak, a small Washington town where someone is targeting Alphas and killing them gruesomely. Dean’s plan is to get in and get out, but that changes when he walks into the Honeybee Bakery and meets Castiel Novak.

    Suddenly, Dean finds all of his buried desires for a family, an Alpha, and a normal life coming roaring to the surface, and they aren’t backing down. It doesn’t help that every time he thinks he finds a solid reason why a life of happiness and love can’t be for him, Castiel somehow manages to find a counterargument without even trying.

     

    Or, a loosely-canon A/B/O story where Castiel is just a sweet, gentle Alpha civilian and Dean is a lonely Omega hunter starving for any scraps of affection and love he can get.

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    Castiel, a newly minted anthropology PhD, moves to southeastern Massachusetts to accept a tenure-track position at Hockomock College. Sure, he may have to live and teach in the middle of nowhere, but he never liked the hustle and bustle of Boston much anyway. Plus, Hockomock’s location in the center of the Bridgewater Triangle seems like a perfect fit for his research on the cultural experience of paranormal phenomena.

    He even found an amazing deal on a small house outside of town, one his parents helped him make a down payment on because the price was just too good to pass up. Okay, maybe it’s in the middle of a creepy swamp, and on the same road as a graveyard and nothing else, but Castiel can handle that. If he were the kind of person who spooked easily, he wouldn’t do the research he does.

    And then, a few days before Halloween, Castiel sees a frightening green creature standing in front of the graveyard, and he finds out just how easily he can spook.

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    Dean’s life is defined by emptiness. It seems to be divided into sections, really. Before the Fire, and After. Before Hell, and After.

    Before Castiel, and After.

    It's that last After that might just give him the love and fulfillment he needs to get rid of his emptiness forever.

    Or: A fix-it fic featuring Dean being sad, and Castiel making it better, Castiel making it worse, and the two boys finally pulling their heads out of their asses, even if it takes death and Heaven and One Very Tired Moose to get there.

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    Dean’s not blind. He’s noticed Sam gradually morphing out of that awkward, scrawny teenager phase, but this—this feral woodland creature, wild hair and barefoot, tiniest scrap of fabric covering him like a loincloth, and draped in this otherworldly easy confidence—this is a physical shock.

    (In the summer of 2000, Dean takes stock of his image of the future—him, Sam and Dad, a solid unit of three, stretching infinitely onwards—and discovers that Sam has other ideas.)

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    Dean doesn’t know what to do. Dean wants to say stay with me, stay with me and never leave. Dean wants to apologize. Dean wants to set his mouth at the hollow of Cas’s throat as gently as he’s ever done anything, feel the beat of Cas’s heart beneath his lips. Dean is so lonely, and he’s missed him so much.

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    A year and a half after Cas is saved from the Empty, Dean is living out his days alone on a piece of farmland in rural Kansas. One day, Cas shows up on his porch.

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    Hunters don’t get happy endings- they whispered-Your life was forfeit the minute you travel down this path

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    It's been two years since Dean has seen this town, this house, and the Dom that lives here. It's been two years since he ran away, scared of the commitment gently offered, of the possibility of a life outside of the one he knows.

    It's been two years, and in that span of time, Dean's lost his brother, lost his father, and lost himself. He's a Submissive who's afraid of his own biology, and the only time he's ever felt safe around a Dom is when he spent a few short, precious days with the very man who lives here.

    It's been two years, and Dean is back. Now he can only pray that he'll be forgiven.

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    "All of his sorrow won't fit in his chest
    It just burns like a fire in the pit of his chest
    And his heart is a bird on a spit in his chest
    How long, how long, how long?"
    - Persephone (Hadestown)
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    Dean hasn't seen or heard from his family in over a year. After one too many ignored phone calls, Dean decides he's better off dead than alone. Bobby disagrees.

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    Cas and Dean have been dating for a few months, but there's been no rush to take it "all the way". Dean's gift on Christmas Eve seems to put Cas in the mood, though.

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    The pandemic's been raging for a year, and Castiel's anxiety and stress levels are getting worse. What he needs is a little human touch. Enter Dean Winchester.

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    Castiel gets turned into a cat while killing a witch, and is brought back to the bunker by an unsuspecting Sam and Dean. He tries to get a message across to them, tell them that he isn't actually a cat, but maybe its not so bad... especially with how open Dean is now that he thinks Castiel is just an animal who can't understand his words.

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    Thinking about it made him feel like a goddamned girl, but at some point, the truth became unavoidable: Dean was lonely.

    Sam was off in school, making something of himself, too busy for the dwindling, already-distant phone calls of his first days in Stanford. Dad checked in every now and then, bouncing from hunt to hunt with the same single-minded zeal he’d always had. When he called, he’d say something like, “I’m in Nevada hunting a wraith,” and Dean would ask, “Want me to come by?” and Dad said no every time.

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    Sam's got a date, Cas is fixing Heaven, and Dean Winchester is sitting miserably in his motel room, alone. So he decides to see if Cas wants to have a little fun over the phone.

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    In which Dean, in the months following Sam's departure for university, always goes to Stanford / or in which John and Dean meet in Stanford without having arrived there together.
    "He never feels alone, he really doesn't. It's just that, sometimes, all that responsibility is a burden he can't handle. He might tell his brother about it, if only Sam hadn't ditched him for a private university like any bored and spoiled kid would do."
    [Dean!centric - Sam&Dean - no incest]

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    “Dude.” Sam sounds incredulous, terrified and pissed off, all at the same time at his end of the line. Dean’s awesome like that. “Don't make me call Cas.”

    “Sure.” Dean goads. “And how do you think he’s going to stop me all the way from Michigan?”

    “I think he’d have his ways.”

    “You think he’d have -” Dean starts, in his best (worst) Sam voice but cuts himself off, because okay, Sam might have a point. Cas would have his ways. And Dean’s not exactly in favor of getting his boyfriend mad at him right now when he’s already not seen Cas in eight days. No way he’s throwing reunion sex off the table for something he can easily just annoy Sam about and be done with. “Yeah, right. Whatever. Shut up.”

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    Really giving how the year’s been going Dean shouldn’t be surprised. After all, the only thing missing from the end of the world was aliens.

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    So Dean's been working alone for a while, keeping touch with his dad with texting and trying to avoid the state of California that reminds him too much of his brother who literally deserted him.

    But after working a particularly difficult job while sick, his dad sends him coordinates very near Palo Alto and his fevered mind starts playing tricks on him.

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    Sam left him, and Dad left him. He's lonely and he has no one left to make him feel wanted, so he finds a stranger to substitute.

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    “The fuck…?” he grumbles to himself, pulling the carafe of hot coffee out of its holder with his right hand and steadying his mug on the counter with his left. He looks down into the mug and yelps, surprised to see something white and wriggling at the bottom of his cup.

    “What the fuck!” he yells, spilling hot coffee all over the counter, when the wriggling shape resolves itself into something resembling a miniscule white snake.

    With wings.

    There was… there was a goddamn dragon is his fucking coffee cup.

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    253
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