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“I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. Let’s face it, would anyone notice if I disappeared tomorrow? You, you wrote that. You meant that.”
Evan swallows, the motion getting caught in his throat. He lifts one pathetic shoulder in a half-hearted shrug. “I mean,” he says softly. “Yeah.”
“So why haven’t you done it yet?”
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maybe we don't have to pretend by shark_boi
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
23 Sep 2021
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Evan Hansen knew he put Zoe Murphy up on a pedestal. He made her out to be this perfect person when he didn't even know her. He knew he wasn't in love with her but more the idea of her. He knew that if he ever got to know her it probably wouldn't change a thing. He knew that. Still, all his hope was pinned on Zoe. Until-
Connor Murphy went into that computer lab hoping that he could find a reason to hold on one more day. Just a simple sign that he didn't screw up everything, that he didn't always have to leave a trail of destruction in his wake.
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What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter.
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Wherever You Stray I'll Follow by ZoeWithNoY
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
21 Sep 2021
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But wondering wasn’t going to do her any good, so Zoe takes a deep breath and forces herself to get up from the edge of the tub and walk to the counter. On the count of three she would look.
One. It was going to be nothing, she had nothing to be freaked out about.Two. She was being crazy, working herself up into a tizzy for no reason. She was just stressed. Three.
And Zoe can’t believe it when she sees two lines on the test and the dark circle around pregnant.
She reads it over and over again, her hand covering her mouth stifling any sound that might escape even though no one was home to hear it. How was this test positive? How was this even possible?
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- Part 1 of Life Was a Willow
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Begged And Borrowed Time by a_walking_contradiction
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
21 Sep 2021
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Evan Hansen had time to adjust to living a lie. He learned to tune out voices in his head that were critical of his actions, swiftly repeating to himself, like a mantra, that he was a victim of circumstances.
However, all of that changed the moment he encountered a ghostly presence of Connor Murphy, who turned back time, successfully wrecking Evan's plans.
With the knowledge of possible future chains of events, it's up to the anxious student to decide the fate of his schoolmate. Even the smallest change could alter the story in ways he wouldn't be able to predict, therefore Evan would have to make a choice between letting the events play out the way they previously did for the sake of his own comfort, or use his power to save one human being, even if it meant walking straight into the unknown, with seemingly nothing to gain and a lot to lose.
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My Love is Like to Ice by BeccatheBiscuitBaker for vividxpages
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
21 Sep 2021
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Evan isn't sure what to expect when he decided to chase after Connor for the letter,
what he gets sure wasn't in his idea book.
Some boys trying their best when they both need help.
Title from "My Love is Like to Ice" by Edmund Spenser
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your skin, it cries a soft weep like mine by maneaterpersonified
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
20 Sep 2021
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Mom isn't living in his head. She doesn't see what goes on in his head. He knows every little thing, every little thought that shouldn't even be crossing his mind. He knows.
She doesn't.
She never even asks.
OR: For the first time, someone looks at him. Really, really looks at him.
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Perfect Match by BeccatheBiscuitBaker for TsundereFloOf
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
19 Sep 2021
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There was an old story that your perfect person--perfect match--was the one who was the complete opposite of you. Of course that only applied to those with powers, in which numbers were dwindling.
So, when Jared learned that Evan had water powers...It made him think...
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Matter to You by and_they_were_wombmates
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
19 Sep 2021
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In his twenty-two years of life, Connor Murphy has only been in one relationship: a truly terrible one with his drug dealer in high school.
So when he falls in love with his college roommate in his senior year, he has absolutely no intention of acting on his feelings. Because love is only meant to make you hurt, right?
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Did I Even Make A Sound by TomatoBrain
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
18 Sep 2021
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Conner and Vittoria have been dating for years now, but now as they start their senior year of highschool it seems as the world comes crashing down around them.
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Connor and Alana take their relationship to the next level and learn the hard way that sex isn't always perfect, but that being with the right person can make all the difference.
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- Part 21 of Dear Evan Hansen Smut One Shots
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What Came Before Won’t Count Anymore by MysteriousMidnight
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
17 Sep 2021
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When Zoe goes to sleep one night, it’s December. Connor has been dead since September, the Connor Project has come and gone, and Evan’s lies have been exposed.
When Zoe wakes up, it’s September again - the first day of senior year. The Connor Project hasn’t happened yet. And Connor is still alive.
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Falling All Over Again by Sylver_Enigma
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
17 Sep 2021
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All my hope is pinned on you.
The blare of my alarm startles me awake. I force open my eyes, gasping awake and find myself staring at upside down posters cramming up all the space of otherwise white walls. My body is bent awkwardly against the wooden floor as I hang backwards off the bed, my legs still tangled in the sheets above me.
My long dead heart is thumping painfully against my chest. I feel for my pulse in my wrist and and then my neck just to make sure. My fingers are cold and clammy but the skin I touch is warm and blood pulses through underneath.
I’m in my room. I’m alive.
“What the fuck.”
Connor is sent back to his first day of senior year.
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Connor Murphy, in Dear Evan Hansen as we all know, ends up committing suicide. However, he had a deep past filled with more questions than answers. This one-shot follows what Connor was like before and during his drug use.
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Because There's You by MysteriousMidnight
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
10 Sep 2021
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When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.
Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.
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Untitled(for now) by CTTheSeaWing
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
10 Sep 2021
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A story of Michael and Connor being college roommates
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Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind - Treebros by great_value_candle
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
10 Sep 2021
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There's an old proverb that says that when something is 'out of sight, out of mind', it means that you forget things that aren't there anymore.
That's how I am. Invisible. Unseen, unheard. A face in the crowd. Alone in my own little lifeboat, floating in the sea.
I try not to care, I really do. I try not to let it bother me how everyone's gaze slides off of me like water, as if I'm not even there.
Except for his.
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- Part 1 of Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind
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"Why Zoe? Why is she part of it?"
AU where Connor lives after reading Evan's letter.
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Hold Me Without Hurting Me by DearWeirdKid
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
08 Sep 2021
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It has been almost a month since the accident, Connor is gone, and Evan is miserable.
But, then, he finds Connor, nearly dead. How will he save him?
Read to find out.
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“I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”
Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”
Her voice was small.
The room was quiet.
And still. So still.
It was like she was whispering into the void.
She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”
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Connor Murphy kills himself after his fiancé, Evan Hansen's death.
But, instead of dying, Connor wakes up in a strange, alternate world.