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    At the age of sixteen, everyone gains the ability to find their soul mate - and no matter what, they always will. Fate itself decrees it so.

    John and Dirk are stranded an entire universe, four hundred years, and thousands of miles apart. Neither knows the other exists. John believes he is straight, Dirk doesn't understand why he has a soul mate at all. At ten, all they have is a few oddly easily-made friendships. At thirteen, they gain powers but it's still not enough to bridge the distance.

    This is the story of how they are brought together anyways. This is John's story - a story of searching, and finding something he never expected.

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    On March 1st, 1971, John Deacon joined the band Queen. On April 1st, 1971, a little band called Ginger Beer found its way into his heart. On April 2nd, 1971, John Deacon found himself in a situation he'd never thought he'd be in before, much less that situation being with a man who was barely a few months older than himself.
    (I was inspired to write this after I read Cherry Smoke and decided Deaky needed some love too, since I haven’t written too much about him even though he’s my favorite!)

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    “And you can get women to vouch for you, too, can't you, Holmes. Can't you, Holmes?"

    Then, he stopped. He realized something. Maybe, just maybe, they´re not right about him but they´re not too wrong about his friend.

    John slowly approached Sherlock, almost glued to him and said:

     

    “Can't you, Holmes?"

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    John watches porn. It's a perfectly normal thing to do.

    If every video he watches happens to feature actors with remarkable physical similarities to his flatmate, well, that's no one's business but his own.

    Or: John is in denial, until his infatuation with Sherlock is impossible to deny anymore.

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    After retconning the timeline, John Egbert wakes up at the beginning of the ship's three-year journey with his memories as well as his retcon powers intact. Now that he can travel anywhere in time and space, albeit with some caveats, he decides make the trip a lot less lonely and visit his friends on the meteor.

    With all the kids able to see each other, and what with relationship dynamics such as Karkat's not-so-caliginous crush on John (as well as general confusion and self-reflection on the topic of sexual identity), things get very complicated very fast.

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    The first applicant took to the mic stand. They introduced themselves and performed some interesting and partially funny comedy. And that was how it went. Thirteen applicants came before Alex, including Thomas who did damn well at his rap. Alex smiled weakly at him as he walked up to the microphone and swallowed hard. He stared at it, then at Martha and then at Washington who was focusing intently on him, his chin propped against his hand. He nodded, as though giving Alex permission to speak to his audience. Alex lifted the large headphones and placed them over his ears.

    “I'm...Alex Hamilton.” He cleared his throat. Stood up straight. Now was not a time for nerves. Now was a time for justice. “ And I have something I'd like to say.”

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    NOW UPDATED!
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    "An annoying fly had come in at some point, and it now perched itself on Sherlock's forehead, its wings caught in the man's dark bangs. In a second, it flew away to buzz around the room.

    John's eyes followed it for a second before turning his attention back to his flatmate. His long curls were ruffled over his forehead now, reaching closer towards his eyebrows.

    And it was long. It had grown more and more towards the man's lean shoulders over time, but Sherlock didn't seem to care. He was never one to dote on his appearance, except when he had to look a certain way for a case.

    John stared at Sherlock, eyebrows raised, with his palm over his mouth as he rested his chin on his wrist.

    Sherlock needed a haircut."

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    When John was in the army, he was paid as a barber to cut hair for his fellow soldiers.

    Time passes, and one day, Sherlock is in his mind palace, and John sees that his hair has grown quite long. To cure his boredom, John decides to give the man that he's been pining after a trim.

    What could possibly go wrong?

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    Five year old Rosie Watson becomes curious after her first exposure to 'gay people'. Her curiosity and penchant for asking blunt questions gets John into a bit of a tight spot with Sherlock. Only, Rosie may have been a bit more calculating with her questions than her father and Godfather ever expected.

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    They had finally beat the game. After years of waiting and fighting, the surviving players had won their prize of a new universe, a whole new Earth. And when they opened the door, it was truly beautiful.

    The dead players had been resurrected in the new universe. Everyone was healed and happy.

    Roxy used her Void powers to create the quest beds of those who could not achieve their God Tier. Once everyone had finished, the Earth was put under protection of the new "Gods and Goddesses of Earth".

    Years pass. this kids and trolls are all around 28 years old. Bonds were formed and broken, and it seemed that the closest bond to have forged over the years was between John and Karkat.

    Now, after finishing the game, John had a lot of time to think about things. He knew how close he was to Karkat. However, odd feelings had arose for the mutant-blooded troll.

    John had always denied that he was homosexual. But...maybe it was only because he didn't want to be a disappointment? Or maybe because he didn't want to have his heart broken?

    Love, rivalry, friendship, matespritship, kismesisitude, and moirailliance will all be mixed together into one big pile of feels.

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    Five times Sherlock Holmes sang to John Watson and the one time he sang back.

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    John Marston never thought he'd be asking Marshal Johnson to dinner. Neither of them were really 'dinner' types.

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    A John no le gustaba Sherlock, ¿verdad? Es decir, tenía novia. No podía gustarle, y definitivamente no le gustaban sus hermosos rizos, o sus perfectos ojos, o su implacable mente, o la manera en que deducía todo acerca de todos con una sola mirada, o su manera de ser, o su adorabilidad en general...
    No, por supuesto que no le gustaba. Ni un poco.

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    [On Hiatus]

    What if, when we come of age, our soul mate's name is marked upon our skin by the forces of nature? But merely the 'first name', of course, life isnt that easy:

    "You have GOT to be kidding me. John. " Sherlock screamed at the black scribble of a mark along his wrist. "There are THOUSANDS of people with that name!"

    "Yeah but only one of those is yours" Mycroft so solemnly spoke, scratching at the 'Greg' burnt absent mindedly along his knuckles.

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    "Sherlock? What kind of a fucking name is that?" John wretched. "I'm not even gay"...

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    John stood on the threshold of something palpable and raw. Sherlock laid there, fingers poised in thought as if he would rip the answers from the very threads of the universe.

    He looked up, grey eyes scanning as John felt every stark detail stripped from him with each breath. The intimacy of the invasion burned and John felt the question hang between them. The secret cleaved from his flesh and silence.

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    Loving Mycroft Holmes is hard when he seems so indifferent. A passionate exchange with Sherlock turns into your only release from love induced agony, meanwhile John struggles with some feelings of his own.
    (Reader doesn't have a specified gender)

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    Sherlock and John come to a tentative peace about their relationship.

    Scene-based fics that are concurrent with events in S3. This is not an S3 fix-it fic.

    HEED THE TAGS because everyone is morally bankrupt in this fic.

    Title from the song "Heartaches by the Number," a popular country song written by Harlan Howard.

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    Sherlock will not go down without a fight. He's planning John's wedding while also planning on how to win John for himself.

    Scene-based fics that are concurrent with events in S3. This is not an S3 fix-it fic.

    HEED THE TAGS because everyone is morally bankrupt in this fic.

    Title from the song "Heartaches by the Number," a popular country song written by Harlan Howard.

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    It only took two little words to shatter John's world. To send him spiraling into a fate worse than death. A constant battle of confusion, anger, and hurt. Two little words.

    "Goodbye John."

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    A couple of drinks give Sherlock the courage to say what needs to be said, and the wheels of a new romance and a journey of mutual exploration are set in motion.

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    John has always claimed to be "not gay" and for a while, Sherlock didn't care. Then he started having feelings that he was unfamiliar with for his flat mate. Love is a confusing concept. It complicates friendships, breaks hearts, and gives joy more powerful than any other. Basically, love complicates everything, especially for Sherlock Holmes.

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