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    Even after leaving London, Jon and Martin are not free, not really. Maybe they never will be.

    But for now they can be themselves, and maybe in the end, that's enough.

    (The obligatory post-159 fic!)

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    27 year old Dean has always had it pretty tough. He left home when he was 18, along with his beloved Impala, which his father still hasn't asked for, to pursue a career in English. He never looked back that day - drove straight to NY, where he lived until Sam got an easy major in history, at which point Dean flew him out to NY where Sam took a job as the history professor at the local Uni. Dean, the librarian, the charmer, the badass, is doing just perfectly fine on his own thank you very much until he meets this angelic guy, the son of his favourite author. This guy seems chill enough, right? Nope, Cas tears at Dean's heart strings, taking control of his soul and tugging him any way he wants - willingly, mind you. Cas, 26, turns out to be a run away, got the hell out of dodge the moment he turned 18, leaving behind his alcoholic, drug abusing father and his remaining siblings, Micheal and Gabe, since Lucifer had already left for greater things. He finally gathers the courage to talk to this cranberry of a man he noticed three years ago at his father's book signing in the library, and finds Dean is not just looks and swagger.

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    This feeling had crept up on him after the not-apocalypse like a plague, enveloping him in its spindly arms and clinging to him like some cheap perfume. He couldn't shake it, and the longer he felt like it, the further he fell into the ravine that was his current depression.

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    "The heart monitors practically trumpeted in his ears as he descended into the room, Roger was sleeping with his head lazily slack to the side but he didn't look peaceful. The sight of the man who used to be so close to him was shocking, and nearly brought tears to his eyes. Roger was thin and pale, dark circles consuming his eyes cruelly. His body was covered in deep purple and green bruises along with fresh blood-soaked bandages cloaking his arms and torso. The young man had discarded his gown earlier in the visit, which exposed his damaged body further."

     

    It's been nearly five years since Brian and Roger have seen each other but when Roger jumps from a bridge, Brian rushes to his side to be his support. When Roger moves in with Brian and his roommates Freddie and John, Brian realizes it's not nearly as easy as he thought to take care of someone who needs it most.

    Or, Brian and Roger learn to love each other again and Roger learns how to live

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    Smock wished he could stop himself from moving and crawling into place, rolling onto his wounded back and wincing in discomfort and pain as he laid there, on his wings. He wanted to get up and hit Axel again and force him to the ground to see how he liked it, but it didn't seem that he'd be doing that anytime soon. "You sure like that fuckin' name a lot."
    Axel couldn't help but let out a dry laugh before moving to once again straddle smock, the dagger still in his hand, tracing lines across the lower membrane of one wing very, very gently. "Oh, I really do. It's rather pretty." The other hand moved to pin both of Smock's, holding him down securely. The Changeling seemed fascinated by the jittery movements of the wing under his blade, watching the twitches carefully as though he were calculating something. Smock didn't like it one bit.
    "Yeah, pretty fuckin' annoying coming from your mouth." Smock retorted, not giving in even with a blade to his wing and his hands pinned above his head.

    Basically, two fucking idiots are stupid and one tries to fuck the other but ultimately fails immediately after getting in a good spot
    dnd ocs. stupid fuckin,, pirate

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    Crowley finds himself falling into old habits after armageddon, despite the new relationship he's formed with Aziraphale. Will he learn how to let Aziraphale in or will he push him away for good this time? Can Aziraphale even get over the fact that their classifications don't match?

    Or Crowley is a little and is having a hard time adjusting to life after armageddon in a world where littles are harshly discriminated against.

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    Tony,

    I’m surprised you ever gave me the chance to know you after the things I said when we met. But when I saw you fly that nuke into the sky, knowing it was a one way trip, I knew then how wrong I was. You didn’t just lie down on the wire, you threw yourself headlong into the fray, knowing it would mean your death, because it was the right thing to do.

    You’ve been on that wire for years Tony, protecting humanity, saving lives, doing good. You’re a better man than I ever gave you credit for, a better man than me because you were always a friend when I needed you.

    I understand if you never want to see me again after all the ways I’ve let you down, I’ll understand. I’ll go away Tony, I’ll give you whatever you want, because you’re everything to me, and I owe you that.

    Steve

     

    Tony folds the letter carefully and tucks it into his pocket, stares out the window at the stars, and proceeds to get blind drunk.

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    Entrapta finds herself on Primes ship at the end of season 4.
    The Emperor quickly takes a liking to her.

     

    Is this a nice fic where nice things happen after season 4?

    Nooo...... sorry.

     

    Will it have a happy ending?

    Yes. Sort of. Maybe.

     
    Am I going to put trigger warnings before every chapter?

    As much as I can. Remind me in the comments if I forget. As much as I hate to admit it, I am actually human. Mistakes will almost certainly be made, but I'll do my best. I'm not out here to be edgy and intentionally trigger someone.

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    Trust is a simple enough concept to understand. It meant believing in something or someone in a number of different things.

    Yet, for Ravi, trust was needlessly complicated. A complication he stupidly decided to believe in.

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    After being alive for thousands of years, Kurama thought that he’d seen the depths of humanity’s idiocy long before he ever was forced into bondage at the hands of an idealistic idiot and his seal-master of a wife.

    Given the current situation surrounding his latest jailor clearly he’d been wrong.

    Considering how high that bar was before the latest clusterfuck he was witness to while bound and contained inside an insignificant human – fleshies, he’d never understand how they functioned with all their oozing and shedding and blech, give him good clean chakra any day – it was almost impressive.

    Almost.

    If the reason for their current idiocy wasn’t something as fucking idiotic as human politics and as ridiculous as taking wrongful revenge on an innocent human-kit, that was.

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    Kurama is done with humans, his vessel clearly wasn't being taken care of, and Naruto ends up raised away from Konoha by a skulk of spirit foxes and one very grumpy fox bijuu who has issues with intermittent bouts of rage against humans in general and idiotic seal masters in particular.

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    Death and gloom seems to be the only thing residing on Earth's future now. The smallest sparks of contrast are treasured so dearly but are also so easily extinguished.
    In the end all there is is tragedy, even for those that may hope for a brighter future.
    Entry #0: We're all gonna die, aren't we?

    Warning: This is basically all angst, not really much as far as a happy ending. A lot of character death, implied violence, and yes, there are a few smut scenes 'cause even in the darkest most foreboding of stories I will have people fuck.
    Also as listed in the tags, there is heavy insinuation to depression and eventual suicide towards the end.

    I would so like to give credit where it's due. This was a collab piece with a few friends of mine and they had played a decent role in forming the story's structure.
    Instagram:
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    Check them out, they are pretty rad!

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    May Parker suffers from a series of health issues and when it is clear that she will not make it, Peter feels his soul leave his body.
    Very dramatic wording for falling into a deep depression, but Peter doesn't bother to think about it.
    Headfirst into unhealthy coping mechanisms, he doesn't notice how many people actually care about him.

     

     

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    Coping through fics is healthy right?!

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    Fate is such a fickle lady, just and unjust simultaneity. However, it is not behind Fate to see when she is wrong and where changes can be made, be it for better or for worse does not matter for her but simply that a chance would be given. Albus Potter and Scorpius Malfoy had never intended to find himself in Fate's radar, but as it happened, they're the perfect pawns in her game, willingly or not, the pieces had been set.

    Albus and Scorpius had thought that they were done with traveling through time after the nearly catastrophic results of their last trip, alas, Fate had decided her plans for them and she's not asking for permission.

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    Steve Rogers died saving the universe and bringing back the dusted, leaving Bucky behind to mourn and self-destruct. Despite the efforts of the team to help him heal, he enters a downward spiral of hurt and despair that affects everyone around him.

    Six months later, when things finally seem to be getting better, a visitor arrives that throws his still-fragile world sideways, and maybe, just possibly, gives him hope that not all is what it seems.

    For Cap BB 2019
    (story will finish posting on the 15th 😉)

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    It’s when Chloe returns to the day it all started does she realise that she’s not who she once was.

    It’s when Max sees Chloe with redness in her eyes and a blue dye does she realise how much people can change in five years.

    It’s when Rachel laughs does the storm return.

    It’s a second chance. It’s a fresh start. And it’s, as always, strange.

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    One year ago Deceit broke up with his boyfriend, and although life is better, he can't seem to escape the past. But after a bad flashback in the middle of his dormitory, he gains new friends who get him help and support him through his recovery, however long it may take. Nobody ever said it'd be easy to recover, but at least he doesn't have to do it alone.
    AKA. I project onto Deceit heavily.

    (Note: Updates may slow a little due to health reasons.)

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    Tuesday nights were Jungkook’s worst enemy and closest friend. Tuesdays meant sitting down in Hoseok’s garden, munching on Jin’s homemade brownies, and keeping the alcohol away from Jimin.
    Tuesdays meant missing Taehyung.

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    After the fragments split in his head, Tucker quickly realizes that the additive pull of the AIs is a slippery slope.

    His patience running thin and his sanity slipping, he comes to the conclusion that,

    He kind of likes the power.

    And he also kind of likes Wash.

    Sadly enough, he can't have both.

     

    Or Meta Tucker >:3

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    What led you to this path wasn’t important, what is important is that this is what you’re doing now. Some might call you insane for uprooting your entire life and moving to a different country, just to do what many view as risking your life everyday. The people that knew you certainly think so. But a fresh start and an opportunity to make a little bit of the world a little bit better is irresistible to you.

    Too bad literally everything’s going to do it’s damndest to make that as hard as possible.

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    Disclaimer: I know next to nothing about Tokyo Ghoul and am only pulling shit from the wiki to suit my needs. Also, this is super duper inspired by InvertedPhantasmagorica’s What a Difference You Can Make which everyone must read right now immediately.

    This is going to be very self indulgent. Title from Crying’s ES

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    Jacob Seed was the last person on Earth Hyrum wanted to be stuck in a bunker with. But clearly God planned his life better than he did, because now he was indeed trapped with the former Herald of Whitetail Mountains. Making matters worse, Joseph had been right - the Collapse had come, setting the world ablaze.

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