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    The Wolfsbane Potion can cause dangerous side effects and when Lupin finds himself struggling with them, Snape has a change of heart about their complicated past, deciding to help. After a critical night, their bond grows stronger and leads them to a new path.

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    If there was one thing Remus Lupin knew for certain, it was that he did not want to be here.

    In which Remus Lupin starts at a new school, a special ed school for students who struggle with anxiety, depression, PTSD, school phobia, and other similar afflictions and meets Sirius Black, a borderline struggling to keep himself alive, James Potter, his hyperactive best friend, and Lily Evans, his obsessive-compulsive girlfriend. While the four of them struggle to get out of bed every morning and fail to see how their therapists are helping them, they form an unbreakable bond; a trauma bond.

    This fic includes many serious and triggering topics such as mental illness, suicide attempts/suicidal ideation, self-harm, psychiatric wards/hospitilization, drug use, etc. please do not read if you are easily triggered.

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    "When he opened his eyes, Remus Lupin was sure he was dead. Not that it mattered, for all of his instincts were screaming at him DEFEND, PROTECT, FIGHT! His wolf (would he never be free of it?) was acting without his consent, his body reacting. As the wizard was still trying to understand his surroundings, his standing changed to a fighting-stance, his hands were formed like claws and his eyes had taken on an amber glow. A growl was etching through his throat.

    Wherever Remus was, it was definitively not Hogwarts, nor its surrounding lands. There was no battle. No spells and curses were slicing through the air, no bodies were hitting the ground, no smell of death and destruction lay above everything."

     

    A promise once given by young boys towards each other was soon forgotten in the war that followed.
    But now, after a lifetime lived the time to fulfil it has come.
    And there is no turning back...

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    Det krävs en ansenlig mängd alkohol för att få en varulv berusad till den grad att sinnena dämpas och känslorna trubbas av. Remus vet, för han har testat alla gränser som möjligen går de senaste tre åren. Tänjt dem tills de brustit, om och om igen. Han vet på droppen hur mycket alkohol som krävs för att komma dit, till det tillstånd då han inte längre minns vem Remus Lupin är eller någonsin har varit.

    Vartenda ett av Remus minnen hotar att tvinga honom utför kanten från den lilla trygga klippa han står på. Det är de dåliga minnena, av sorg och förtvivlan, av förlorat hopp och en framtid förvandlad till aska. Det är de goda minnena, men de gör om möjligt ännu ondare. Så Remus fortsätter dricka, fortsätter söka efter stunder som inte lämnar något att minnas.

    Remus Lupin älskar fortfarande Sirius Black och det gör honom till den största förrädaren av de två.

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    "if you miss me while you're away, take a look at the night sky. no matter how far away we are from each other, we'll always be looking at the stars together." except it had been a month and remus still couldn't bring himself to look at the stars without the painful memory of the boy he loved haunting him.

    dancing with myself - day 21 of lilgaypestotober from pestoprongs and lilgaywolf

    trigger warnings: alcohol consumption, smoking

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    It was no secret that Remus Lupin put a wall between himself and society. How could he not when it was that same society that marked him as an outcast?
    In some sort of twisted event, Remus found himself looking after the daughter of none other than Severus Snape. Keeping an unknown contract to her mother, Remus makes sure Severa never runs into her real father until it is time for her schooling to start.
    Read as the house of cards comes falling down and Severa tries her best to heal both men while finding out secrets about her mother and herself.

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    Remus Lupin was proud to say that he was very normal, thank you very much.

    He was a shy ten-year-old with brown hair, hazel eyes, and a very skinny frame. He liked to read and memorize 19th-century poetry, even though he wasn't very good at memorizing things. He owned exactly seventeen socks—yes, he had counted. Frequently.

    Oh, who was he kidding? Remus Lupin was not normal whatsoever, even by wizarding standards. In fact, he was probably the most abnormal child in the area—in the country—on the continent—in the world? He wouldn't be surprised.

    Normal, his mum always said, was overrated.

    Normal, his dad always said, was a myth.

    It didn't matter what normal was, though; not really. Whatever is was, Remus Lupin wasn't it.

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    It’s the Christmas holidays, and like every year, Remus goes home to spend it with his parents. But there’s nothing worse than feeling homesick when you’re already home.

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    Sirius Black is stage manager for a production of Romeo and Juliet in which his best friend, Remus Lupin, plays the lead. When the play's new director, Severus Snape, coaxes Remus into a relationship, Sirius notices something isn't right. He's always been very protective of the man he loves with an almost romantic zeal that goes beyond a typical friendship, and he'll fight to save him from Snape's abuse. But it's hard to convince Remus that he's worthy of real love and care.

    BTW, the title is a slightly altered quote from Romeo and Juliet.

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    Title from "The Wisp Sings"

    Life through Remus's view after the events of October 31st 1981.

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    It takes a considerable amount of alcohol to push a werewolf over the limit to where the mind is all foggy and the senses are numb. Remus knows, because he has pushed all the limits as far as he possibly can over the last three years. Pushed them until they break and he falls, over and over again. He knows by the drop how much alcohol it takes to get there, to get to the state where he does not remember who Remus Lupin is or who he has ever been.

    Every single one of Remus' memories threatens to push him over the edge of the small, safe cliff he stands on. There are the bad ones, the ones of grief and agony, of lost hope and a future turned to ashes. And there are the good ones, but they hurt just as much. So Remus keeps drinking. Keeps searching for moments that will leave nothing to remember.

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    Loving you was the easiest thing I ever did in my life. And how could it not? When that white smile weakened my legs. How could I not love you? If every time you laughed your nose wrinkled and your jet black hair danced with every movement of your head. How could I not love you? If your gray eyes told me 'I love you' after each kiss.

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    This fic is about Remus John Lupin and his life from pre to post Hogwarts, it's meant to be told from a third person POV and tries to capture the trauma Remus and co. went through and the general struggles of going from a teenager to young adult.
    I've listed some trigger warnings and a brief storyline.
    This story is not romanticising any sort of mental illness, abuse, trauma, etc.
    I have either experienced or researched things I've written about but if you believe I've written it wrong I'm happy to edit this.

    WARNING: This fanfiction will mention eating disorders, toxic relationships, injury/ description of wounds, era typical homophobia (this is very brief), death, depression, mental illness, abusive homes, era typical sexism, and underage drinking, underage sex, war, murder, and suicide mention.
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    This fic follows Remus's life and it's fairly angsty.
    I might write smut but I'm not sure I have the stomach for that.
    I hope you enjoy!
    xx

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    Sirius is kidnapped by Voldemort's followers and has to watch Remus be tortured unless he reveals the Order's plans.

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    Sirius Black is eleven years old and all he knows is what his mother tells him. He knows he is going to Hogwarts. He knows he is pureblood and should despise anyone who isn't pureblood. He knows he will be placed into Slytherin and make the Black family proud. Sirius doesn't know why all of this is true, but he has no reason to believe differently. Not until he wanders into a Magical Menagerie and sees the boy in the cage and wants to be brave.

    Remus has only ever known the cage. Since he can remember his world has been made of four walls of bars, pain, and a dingy sky above. He doesn't know why his life is like this, just that it is. He's never had anyone look at him kindly until the boy with the grey eyes and dark hair peers into his cage and Remus feels hope.

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    Harry acepta la oportunidad de regresar cuando llega a King's Cross despues de recibir el avada de Voldemort.

    Lo que no esperaba era regresar en el tiempo y nacer como su propio hermano gemelo. Con esta preciosa oportunidad de hacer las cosas mejor ¿que tan mal podrian ir las cosas? Claro que a su simple misión se suman dos mortífagos redimidos, manipulaciones, sangre puras y una adopción de sangre para nada ilegal

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    Remus trying to move on from Sirius, after he is imprisoned.

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    Remus had an accident with a memory spell that ended up altering his memory; for example, he doesn’t recognize Sirius anymore, but he knows that he knows someone named Sirius. He’s taken to St Mungos where they check one of his memories with Sirius, everything else in the memory is how it’s supposed to be, except that Sirius’ face and voice are gone as if hidden behind a veil that they cannot remove.

    This is not going to be fun btw.

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    Remus Lupin couldn’t stand noise.

    Sirius had once told him that he was ridiculous not to like noise. He was after all, a famous musician. But that had been a long time ago. When Sirius and Remus had played together, before Remus had started his solo career.

    And now here he sat. On the familiar old couch of the Potter’s music room, completely encompassed by noise. James sitting in front of him with a pleading look on his face, one that had always caused Remus to cave into his ridiculous plans when they were younger. Like starting a band.

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    This work consists of two parts: Marauders Era (1978) and post-Azkaban (Year 3)
    Changing POV's, but mainly Remus Lupin

    Sometimes, life leads you back to your significant other in strange ways and everything that seemed to be lost is re-inserted like a puzzle piece. Right into the depths of our soul. These moments of unspeakable happiness, shattering heartbreak and indescribable trust have to be honored and captured. That is what you can expect while reading this. A story about friendship, loss, everyday feelings of love, intimacy and doubt, which, nonchalantly, are parts of every heart and yet of magical origin. A story about outer and inner magic, if you will.

    The first part of the story follows the Marauders during their final year at Hogwarts, a special winter in which a Christmas ball causes a stir. James, Sirius, Remus, and Peter rise to the challenge and, in addition to having fun growing up, find out some very interesting things about each other. The second part picks up with Remus' employment as a teacher at Hogwarts. A job, through which the lycanthrope hopes to finally come to terms with his traumatizing past and the betrayal by the love of his life. But what if the past is not done with him yet?

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