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Set post 11x3. The Mark of Cain is gone, but Dean has no idea how to deal with the aftermath. His relationship to Castiel is frayed, and he doesn't know how to talk to Sam anymore. The boys tackle a mysterious hunt, which quickly turns very dangerous to Dean, and he has to fight for his survival. Will he be able to work through his own guilt and fix things with the love of his life and his brother, before it's too late?
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Nearly killed by a hellhound Dean Winchester, 16 year old hunter, is saved by a witch. A witch that invites him to his home, takes care of him and offers him a place to stay after Dean learns he can´t return home. His father would kill him.
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How are you Dean?”
“Me? I’m good Cass. Walking on water.”
With pride he informs Dean that the saying is actually, “Walking on air.”A strange noise comes through the speakers then. A noise that he’d only heard a few times before: a morbid cross between a sob and a scream.
“Why didn’t you call me?” the questions slips out. Sam had gotten a goodbye at least and Dean had planned to spend a few days with Mary. Did he have any time set aside for Castiel at all? “When you and your stupid plan were heading to the bottom of the ocean… you never called me.”
“I was going to.” He hears how much the admission drains Dean. “I knew– I knew, only two people would be able to stop me: Sam- and you.”
“I would have called you… I planned to in fact, the moment that Billie locked me in and I knew that there was no way to turn back. Then I’d call you.”
“Sometimes I’d dream –” Castiel hears him struggling for breath. He imagines his friend. Alone. Drowning. Dean had told him that Michael kept him underwater while he possessed him. Now it would be the same. Dean would be drowning with Michael. Forever. “I dreamt that I’d be in the box… then my phone would die and I wouldn’t get to call you.”
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“I think it’s time for me to move on.” Everyone leaves.
A calliope of sound bombards him.
So much for ‘we are real.’ So much for them.
Maybe they could have fixed things. He knew they’d both done things and said things. There hadn’t been time to think about what he feels… to separate emotion from adrenaline. But the angel had decided it was too late. He’d decided it was too late just like he’d decided not to tell them about Jack… when he decided to change the plan.
Maybe this is for the best. But…
Every receding footstep thuds like a nail.
Clang.
Clang.
Against the metal stair case that leads to the door.
‘Welcome to the end.’
Nailing him to his coffin.
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He can move on.
But his feet remain rooted to the dirt outside the bunker door; the home that was never really his.
After thousands of years he can tell when something is broken... and yet, he’d stood in the glass, bleeding out for far too long.
The moon shone brightly, the insects chirped and the world carried on once more… utterly oblivious to how close it had been to ending.
Castiel walks away numbly yet all too raw. The earth may be fine but his world had just imploded.
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1. The colour of his soul
2. His green eyes
3. The way his smile has crow’s feet
4. The way he obsesses over pie and bacon
5. The way he calls me buddy and pats my shoulder – even though I’m an angel
6. His aptitude level
7. ‘Baby’ – that car is almost a part of him
8. Flannel
9. His cooking
10. His disposition
11. His taste in music and movies (Especially the mix tape he gave me.)
12. The way he looks at me
Dean finds a list of all the things Cass doesn’t like about it. It’s getting closer to Christmas so he wants the angel to stick around. The only logical thing to do is to fix everything on the list.
Right?
Castiel feels lonely and unwanted after leaving the bunker. What has always made him happiest. He reads online that you can make yourself happier by making a list about the things you love. Dean is never supposed to find it.
Right?
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Misunderstandings and Christmas fluff galore.
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Dean is a sex slave contracted to Alastair for four days a week. The other three days are now owned by Cas Novak. His time with Alastair is rough, there are no safewords, only pain and misery. Cas plans on saving him - if he can be saved.
There are non-con elements in this, be warned, and pretty extreme BDSM.
Also I've added a list of tags to the notes at the beginning of each chapter so you know what you're getting yourself in for ;)
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John Winchester never imagined he’d see his runaway son-in-law, Castiel Novak, standing outside his doorstep at 4 in the afternoon. The man was badly bruised- spotting a black eye and busted lip- cradling what looked like a 3 year old, sandy blonde haired, sleeping boy in his arms.
Castiel whispered, “I didn’t know where else to go”.
John kept his cool and nodded at the sleeping child, “He yours?”
Castiel released a barely there smile, “He’s yours too”.
“What do you mean!?” Wait a minute! John’s eyes began to widen, “Is that?”
“Dean’s son. Your grandson”.
Well, he couldn’t turn Castiel away now.
However…
How would Dean take the return of his husband who willingly left, 3 and a half years ago? What happens when his eldest finds out he has a son he never knew about?
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Sam ran away from home when he was seventeen, years passed with no contact and slowly the Winchesters lost all hope of ever seeing their youngest ever again. Until one day Dean is kidnapped by a man with black eyes only to be rescued by his brother.
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- Part 53 of 2019 365 Days of Writing
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High school is one of the hardest times in your life, trying to fit in, find yourself, and just get to the next day, but how wild it be if you were moving around all the time? Or never had parents there to help you, well, Dean has faced that pain his whole live, but at least now he has people to lean on, his real family, the Singers, his brother Sam, and his friends. With an unsupportive and alcohol abusing father, Dean has to try an live a secret life and keep Sam’s the same so they don’t get hurt anymore, but sometimes, you can’t always protect those you love, and sometimes you hurt them on accident in the process... join Dean and his brother as they navigate through high school, falling in love, and dealing with the drama it throws at you.
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Dean knows Sam is perfect. Or, as perfect as Dean deserves. And it isn't like he's asking for a lot. He just wants Dean to get hard, stay hard and bend over for him. Why is that too much to ask for?
Cas is Dean's boss. He's reliable, boring and nice. Very, very nice. And handsome. And way out of Dean's league. Despite what Cas says. Cas thinks Dean is meant to be his 'good boy,' and he'll take Dean any way he can get him. Even if it means helping Dean become comfortable with anal sex so Dean can finally give Sam what he wants.
Dean knows it's fucked up, but he trusts Cas. In fact, he has no problem getting hard or staying hard for Cas, and if Dean has any chance at all of getting comfortable with sex enough to let Sam fuck him, Cas is the one he trusts to make it happen. The panties, soft kisses and kind words are just a bonus. A bonus Dean can't let himself get used to.
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“Cass said yes.” Dean chirps happily. He leans closer to Sam, “when I asked him to marry me.”
Choking, Sam gives him an incredulous look.
“I know right.” Dean chuckles, “It only take you almost killing a guy to realise that you’re in love.”
“I don’t think this is a good idea.”
Sam’s voice is choked and Dean is suddenly pissed again. “You can’t even be happy for us. After all we’ve been through; we finally found something worth living for.”
“You’re right Dean. I’m sorry.”
“Sammy why are you crying?”
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What if Dean didn't miss and instead of stabbing the book, he stabs Cass?
What if his mind blocks out the trauma leading Dean to believe Cass is still alive... just invisible?
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Missing Scene/Tag for 15X07 "Last Call." Dean stands in the middle of the thrashed bar for what feels like forever, pulse calming, adrenaline fading. He stares down at Lee's body, waiting for his mind to settle so he can work through what's just happened. He wanted a hunt. He didn't want this. Or did he?
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Carrying the body to the pyre is the hardest thing he’s ever done.
Each step makes his bones feel like lead. His muscles protest the act as though his very soul rejects the thought of burning Cass. But he know he has to. If he allows himself to… he’d wait forever. Sam offers to help. But Dean has to do this. He half wonders whether he should keep the trench-coat. For the memories.
No.
He isn’t coming back.
His eyes drift of their own volition to the charred wing marks in the mud. The mud. Cass had died in the dirt and soon enough the last remnants of himself, his scorched wings, would be either washed away or trampled into nothing. Everyone knows what charred wings mean. But he’d had one last shred of hope. Dean sees it leaving; he lets it float away, it’s useless to him now.
Cass would never look at him again. Never hug him or touch him or tease him. They’d never talk again. They’d been fighting, it seems like they’re always fighting.
The coat has to burn.
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What Dean went through emotionally after Castiel is killed by Lucifer in the season 12 finale
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Since the first demon raids of the 1970s, everyone agrees on three things:
1. Demons are humanity's greatest threat.
2. Demons can only possess willing hosts.
3. The children of possessed hosts aren't human, but they do turn a profit.It takes Dean Winchester a long time to change his mind.
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When it all went up in flames, screams, and screechers, the Winchester brothers learned to keep their hearts tucked in tight behind iron walls. There was no point in ever becoming a part of something bigger than themselves. Less attachment was better. They had each other and they would survive together.
As they watched the smoke of their little community drift in the air, Dean put a hand on Sam’s shoulder and turned to face him. “You and me, Sammy,” he said, resolutely, “just you and me.”
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This is part two of Through Mist and Madness Series.
Dean is six months into his deal with Crowley while old enemies plot against him. Once again faced with betrayal and tormented by a mysterious being, Dean tries to find his way back to his brother and angel, but a deep dark secret threatens to break them apart again. Sorry, I still suck at summaries. Long fic but not as long as the first one.
Note: You don't necessarily have to read the first one although there will be references to it so it might possibly be confusing. I will put summaries on chapters that mention the first story.
Underage tag is in references to past abuse only.
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- Part 2 of Through Mist and Madness Series
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How To Take Care Of Your Guardian Angel - Chuck Shurley by sandean_cas
Fandoms: Supernatural
13 Dec 2019
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Castiel’s breath trembles as he marches away from Mary Winchester. He’s managed to go years without drawing attention from Sam and Dean. Every being they’d ever met - friend or enemy – had poked fun at Castiel’s affections. But the Winchesters, they were too adverse to the idea of being loved by someone so new in their lives… they’d never believed a word. And he was thankful for their oversight.
Castiel won’t survive being told to leave again. Things had just began to feel normal. Dean had given him a room. Carved a place out for him inside the bunker, Dean’s home. Dean would be betrayed to know about his feelings… disgusted even.
Castiel sits at the table, eyeing Mary, the ticking time bomb. She looks back.
Will she tell him? He doesn't know.
So he prays. Prays to to Chuck: please don’t let them know.
MEANWHILE
Dean has an obsession. It’s borderline crazy sometimes, as obsessions tend to get. Sometimes he spends hours behind it, frantically investigating.
Dean stalks Chuck Shurley.
So it’s shocking when he sees a new book appear. Because he’d signed up for all the alerts and pre-alerts.
‘How To Take Care Of Your Guardian Angel’
He shouldn’t… Dean clicks purchase.
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In which Michael did not trick Dean with contentment, but instead designed trials that progressively grew worse and required Dean to face his worst fears and greatest insecurities. Dean couldn't face his fears alone, but maybe with Sam and Cas by his side he can.
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- Part 4 of Destiel deserves better
- Part 4 of I make myself sad but then happy (angst with a happy ending)
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He watches from behind the wall as Dean creeps slowly down the stairs, ensuring that his footfalls are almost silent. Stranger still is huge bag strapped to his back… if Sam didn’t know better he’s say its… moving?
“Dean!” he snaps, letting his worry show, “Cass just… vanished in a plume of … trench-coat and before that… I saw something… I don’t even understand this.” He sputters.
Impassive, Dean just glances towards the exit.
“Did you hear me?” he tries again.
“Yup.” Dean assures, still glancing at the door, “Heard you like a bell. We’ll talk in the morning Sammy. Night.”
“Night?” he parrots. “Cass is in trouble.”
“Cass is a um, heh.” He laughs, “Big boy.”
Why isn’t he doing anything? And what’s in that damn bag?
Sam wrenches it open.
Sam takes a good long look at the child who now sits happily at their table. Glow-y blue eyes, hair dark as night, an unflinching stare that seems to be directed only at Dean, chewing on Dean’s index finger like it’s candy. With jerky motions he wraps the trench-coat around the child, still unable to reconcile what he knows with what he sees.
Dean laughs, “Now you really are a baby in a trench-coat.” Cass bites down.
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When Gabriel finds a man chained to a basement wall, he calls on Doctor Novak to help the victim.
The first thing that hits him is the smell. It’s something otherworldly; like death. He holds a cloth over his nose as he descends the stairs into the basement. The police have already been in and turned on the lights, though it doesn’t do much to illuminate the vast darkness of the space.