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Philip is having a hard time adjusting to Tivoli. He meets his crush in the woods.
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It’s Anne Shea’s funeral. Lukas has a lot of thoughts.
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- Part 2 of The Onwards verse
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Just trying to collect and archive all the stuff I made through the years.
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- Part 17 of willowsmarika's edits
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No one’s tearing them apart.
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Lukas chuckled, pressing their foreheads together. "I just... it's nice. I don't feel guilty anymore. I just... I always thought that guys like me... don't get happy endings."
"And?" Philip cupped the back of his neck and rubbed it with his thumb.
"I got one right now."
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- Part 2 of Eyewitness Week 2018
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"He... this is his passion. He loves it."
"You can tell." Helen elbowed him. "I've only seen him be passionate about two things. Motocross-"
"And you." Gabe cut her off but finished her sentence nonetheless.
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AU in which Philip was getting sexually abused by his mother's boyfriend and when the police found out the court ruled Anne an unfit mother and Philip was sent into foster care.
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- Part 1 of Dirty Windows
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"You really love pushing me, don't you?" A shiver ran down Lukas' spine, his blood running cold. "You should consider yourself lucky. I still let you see that Philip boy when this whole "gay" thing is turning sponsors away left aand right." How was he awake? He always slept through the night when he was drunk. "I was trying to be forgiving, Lukas, but you just had to push me." Lukas was sure the only person being pushed towards the edge was himself.
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Takes place right after the confrontation with Ryan. Helen and Philip go to the hospital, where Lukas has been taken—again. When Lukas wakes up, he and Philip have a conversation.
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- Part 1 of The Onwards verse
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"Grief is like an earthquake. The first one hits you and the world falls apart. Even after you put the world together again there are aftershocks, and you never really know when those will come." - unknown
Or, a story following episode 1x10 of Eyewitness, detailing the repercussions of Lukas and Philip's trauma.
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It's just a stupid dance. That's what Philip keeps telling himself.
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Some years have passed since the Tivoli events. Lukas and Philip are going through a painful break up. It seems like nothing can fix the situation, although they are both trying.
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Philip is nervous about the date Lukas has planned. Lukas is terrified about Philip not liking where they're going. They both want to make this work, but will 'Bowling' be the right place to go?
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- Part 1 of Sweet Philkas Love
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Lukas pulls Philip into a hug. They don’t say anything either—Philip just closes his eyes and holds on to Lukas, the two of them swaying back and forth.
You’re amazing. I mean, you’re awesome. The words echo in his ears. Times past, love growing in the midst of fear and uncertainty. All that horror giving way to softness, dedication, the kind of relationship he could only dream about. He realizes he doesn’t need to focus hard on all this to keep it in place. He’s found something special, and it’s simply part of his life now.
“Let’s go get married, babe,” Philip says, kissing Lukas’s neck.
“Yeah,” Lukas says, when they break apart. “Yeah, that sounds fun.”
(Philip and Lukas's Wedding)
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- Part 58 of Philkas College Verse
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“I’m really proud of you,” Helen says, running her hand through his hair. “You two, well—you’ve—you’ve accomplished a lot. You didn’t let anything stop you, and I’m really, really proud of everything you’ve done. The man you grew to be.”
Philip dips his head down and smiles softly, shaking his head. “We didn’t—” He knows he’s about to insult himself, and he’s so used to saying we, but doesn’t want to insult Lukas too. “I didn’t do anything,” he says. “Just, you know—normal shit.”
Helen shakes her head at him. “You’re anything but normal, kid. You’re incredibly special and I just…don’t want you to forget it. She’d be so, so proud of everything you are.”
He’s been thinking about his mom a lot lately. He wishes she was here so, so badly. He feels emotion welling up in his throat and he laughs to quell it, looking up at Helen. “Getting sentimental with me, huh?”
“Of course,” she says, pulling him in and kissing the top of his head. “It’s graduation day!”
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- Part 56 of Philkas College Verse
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Philip's thoughts during the dinner in Episode 6 (The Yellow Couch)
Inspired by the absolutely heartbreaking looks Philip gave everyone after what Lukas says. I still have no idea how Philip forgave him for that one.
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“Philip,” she said, her voice broken, and Philip immediately knew that something was off. “There’s something I need to tell you.”
An anxious expression entered his dull and bloodshot eyes when he felt Gabe’s sturdy hand on his shoulder as well – his grip gentle yet firm, reassuring. He wanted to shake both of them off, but the sinking feeling in his stomach left him paralyzed with fear.
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Headcanons and AUs that I thought of but never wrote.
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Memories of the five main photos Philip has in his senior photography portfolio, all focusing on Lukas
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- Part 54 of Philkas College Verse
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Today is the last day to buy a dead flower
Lukas is even more confused now. He glances up, sees Mr. Farrier writing some long equation on the board, and he starts typing out a response.
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He feels it properly demonstrates his emotions. He opens Philip’s message again and there’s still no reply to his last statement. Lukas pouts at his phone, wondering if Mrs. Henley is giving Philip a hard time again and actually making him pay attention in class. So goddamn rude.
Another message from Rose. Dead flowers for valentine’s day from the drama club!!! They’re supporting Noises Off and you should get one for Philip.
Lukas clicks his tongue. He’s vaguely heard about the play they’re putting on in April but he hasn’t heard shit about dead flowers. Who wants dead flowers?