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    “Um, yeah, I think so. That could be nice,” Zoe tells them and it’s the first little smile that Evan’s seen on her face since they got there. And he couldn’t shake the feeling that Cynthia knew exactly what she was doing, toying with Zoe emotions like this, but he didn’t want to ruin this for her.

    Maybe it’d be okay though? All he had to do was stay with Zoe, be the voice of reason and keep all their ground rules in place. He would keep Zoe and Willow protected at all costs; nothing would stop him from that. But what if Zoe could get both things? What if she could reconnect with her parents and keep them at a safe distance? Maybe that would be worth it.

    It didn’t change the fact that Evan didn’t trust Cynthia or Larry in slightest and neither did Zoe. They trusted each other though, and as long as they stayed vigilant nothing bad would happen.

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    There's an old proverb that says that when something is 'out of sight, out of mind', it means that you forget things that aren't there anymore.

    That's how I am. Invisible. Unseen, unheard. A face in the crowd. Alone in my own little lifeboat, floating in the sea.

    I try not to care, I really do. I try not to let it bother me how everyone's gaze slides off of me like water, as if I'm not even there.

    Except for his.

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    Dear Evan Hanson,

    Today is going to be a great day, and here's why.

    My mother says to seize the day. Today is the day to seize the day, which I don’t understand. I told her, “Mom, seize the day already means ‘today is the day’.” And she just laughed at me saying that she isn't a language guy and I am. Or something like that. I don’t remember it exactly.

    But I did decide to check my horoscope for the day. It wasn’t a good one. My mother tells me that I'm a true Pisces. The sign for a Pisces is two fish tied together facing away.

    But that doesn’t matter. Because today all I have to do is just be myself. But I have to be confident. And that I'm important and interesting. I have to be easy to talk to. Approachable, and that I don’t hide, either. I have to reveal myself to others. But not in a pervy way, don’t disrobe. Just be me, And be true to myself.

    Sincerely, Me.

    or Connor (And Zoe) and Evan switch places. Make sure creator's style is on. Tw: Suicide.

    Inspired by this Tumblr post

    https://marauders4evr.tumblr.com/post/662981215166611456/i-recognize-that-its-100-am-but-it-just-hit-me

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    Soulmates. Two people that are destined to be together. Soulmates are sent into the world with no clue who their other half is. Luckily, The universe is kind enough to give soulmates a red string, one end tied to a person’s finger, and the other end tied to their soulmate’s finger.

    Once the Red string first appears, it disappears and reappears at random. It usually appears for the first time when a person is 5-8 years old, and for 8 year old Evan Hansen, today was that day.

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    basically just a Sincerely Three soulmate au lolol.
    also this is my first time posting on Archive Of Our Own so forgive me if its bad lol

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    All my hope is pinned on you.

    The blare of my alarm startles me awake. I force open my eyes, gasping awake and find myself staring at upside down posters cramming up all the space of otherwise white walls. My body is bent awkwardly against the wooden floor as I hang backwards off the bed, my legs still tangled in the sheets above me.

    My long dead heart is thumping painfully against my chest. I feel for my pulse in my wrist and and then my neck just to make sure. My fingers are cold and clammy but the skin I touch is warm and blood pulses through underneath.

    I’m in my room. I’m alive.

    “What the fuck.”

     

    Connor is sent back to his first day of senior year.

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    Dear Evan Hansen but from Connors Perspective.

    Connor Murphy doesn't give a shit if he ever sees these people again. He just wants out. Out of his too-big house, a factory of robots they call high school, his family who didn't give two shits about him. If he can, senior years gonna be the last year he ever has to worry about. Fortunately, it's just not that easy.

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    "D'you really think we'll always be friends?"

    "Well, duh."

    (Or: a reverse chrono story of how Evan and Jared were best friends, until they weren't.)

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    Ever since Evan fell out of a tree over the summer, he's been plagued by nightmares. Heidi wants to help her son, but she doesn't know how. And then, suddenly, the nightmares lessen and Evan seems to be getting better. When Heidi gets home late from work one night and checks in on Evan, she finds out why.

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    'look at me, please.' with every word he said to evan, he spoke a silent plea.

    'i love you, love me back. please.'

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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    Jared gets a new friend and stops hanging out with Evan as much.

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    Evan Hansen has decided to end his life. He's made his decision, he's made his plan, and he intends to follow through with it. That is, until Connor Murphy happens upon him just before he has the chance to.

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    Evan isn't sure what to expect when he decided to chase after Connor for the letter,

    what he gets sure wasn't in his idea book.

     

    Some boys trying their best when they both need help.

     

    Title from "My Love is Like to Ice" by Edmund Spenser

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    Zoe doesn’t know Evan Hansen. The name sounds kind of familiar, but she can’t picture him. Couldn’t pick him out in a crowd.

     

    And now his mother is standing in front of her.

     

    Why?

     

    Heidi sniffs. Wipes her face with the edge of her sleeve. It’s an oddly childish movement for a woman who has a kid Zoe’s age.

     

    Had. Had a kid.

     

    ***

    A pre-canon DEH AU.

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    Connor lives instead of Evan, that's pretty much it

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    But wondering wasn’t going to do her any good, so Zoe takes a deep breath and forces herself to get up from the edge of the tub and walk to the counter. On the count of three she would look.

    One. It was going to be nothing, she had nothing to be freaked out about.Two. She was being crazy, working herself up into a tizzy for no reason. She was just stressed. Three.

    And Zoe can’t believe it when she sees two lines on the test and the dark circle around pregnant.

    She reads it over and over again, her hand covering her mouth stifling any sound that might escape even though no one was home to hear it. How was this test positive? How was this even possible?

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    Evan Hansen knew he put Zoe Murphy up on a pedestal. He made her out to be this perfect person when he didn't even know her. He knew he wasn't in love with her but more the idea of her. He knew that if he ever got to know her it probably wouldn't change a thing. He knew that. Still, all his hope was pinned on Zoe. Until-

    Connor Murphy went into that computer lab hoping that he could find a reason to hold on one more day. Just a simple sign that he didn't screw up everything, that he didn't always have to leave a trail of destruction in his wake.

    -or-

    What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter. (feat. lots of pining, cuddles, fluff, and rebuilding/forming relationships)

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    Maybe it wouldn’t even be that bad. Maybe he just needed to give her the benefit of the doubt and maybe, just maybe, things could be better for him over there. Maybe he might even come out a better person.
     

    Yeah, right.

    OR: Evan Hansen gets shoved into a boarding school with a bunch of other fucked up kids, including Connor Murphy. What could possibly go wrong?

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    When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.

    Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.

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    Evan Hansen was ready to have a completely normal High School experience (or as normal as it gets for the stuttering anxious mess that he is), but his family friend Jared somehow convinced him to change that. Now, Evan finds himself at a school full of very artistically talented teenagers and he’s not sure if he can keep up. Especially not with the elusive Connor Murphy, who’s performances are almost as entrancing as his artwork. But even though Evan would never admit it, he belongs there as much as anyone, especially with a passion for writing and a voice like an Angel.

    (I suck at summaries, just read it)

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