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    On the night before the first day of senior year, Connor can´t shake the fear of possibly losing Evan.
    Full of doubt about what the future will bring for him, he falls asleep.
    And wakes up to discover that some things have changed over night.

    Or: Connor Murphy travels through different lives and doesn`t know how to stop it.

    Language:
    English
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    31,756
    Chapters:
    6/10
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    Senior year of college. End of winter semester. Evan has a rough week. Connor wants to give him a nice day.

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    Chapters:
    3/10
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    A Connor Lives au, set to the same story we've all cried over.

    Evan Hansen believes that nothing he does will ever be remembered and that he will be forgotten. During a confrontation his world gets flipped upside down, causing him to get everything he wanted. All he has to do is pretend to be friends with a fellow classmate that tried to kill himself.

    This is a Connor Lives au.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    72
    Kudos:
    86
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    1933
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    Second grade isn’t fun.

    Isn’t fun in any way, Evan thinks. Even though Mom thinks so strongly that this is a new chance, a new day, or some sort of thing like that.

    OR: Evan and Connor are soulmates, and meet in second grade in the principal's office.

    Language:
    English
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    5,698
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    111
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    There's an old proverb that says that when something is 'out of sight, out of mind', it means that you forget things that aren't there anymore.

    That's how I am. Invisible. Unseen, unheard. A face in the crowd. Alone in my own little lifeboat, floating in the sea.

    I try not to care, I really do. I try not to let it bother me how everyone's gaze slides off of me like water, as if I'm not even there.

    Except for his.

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    Words:
    18,046
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    404
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    Two boys desperate for friendship stumble across each other on an anonymous site and strike up a conversation. Rated T for lots of coarse language (you should really expect this from Connor, really) it calms down a lot after the first chapter though, I promise.

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    English
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    11,024
    Chapters:
    65/?
    Comments:
    73
    Kudos:
    104
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1268
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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    139
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    When Evan is called into the principal's office, he just knows that it's about the letter. The letter that Connor took from him and completely misunderstood. So when he steps into the office and sees two adults who can be none other than Mr. and Mrs. Murphy, he knows he's done for.

    But Evan's problems have really only just begun when the principal informs him that Connor attempted to kill himself and is now comatose in a hospital. Evan has to juggle a fake friendship, a growing relationship with the girl of his dreams and her parents, worry about a boy in a hospital bed potentially waking up and exposing all of his lies, and deal internally with what he's been struggling with since last summer but refuses to properly acknowledge.

    And things only get worse when Connor wakes up. Or... maybe they're getting better?

    Follow along as two dumb-asses, and a supporting cast I suppose, figure out how to navigate life and their feelings during their senior year of high school.

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    English
    Words:
    42,673
    Chapters:
    15/23
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    132
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1538
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    There was an old story that your perfect person--perfect match--was the one who was the complete opposite of you. Of course that only applied to those with powers, in which numbers were dwindling.

    So, when Jared learned that Evan had water powers...It made him think...

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    156
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    It isn't until Evan feels someone sit down right next to his head, blocking the sun from his barely open eyes, and touches his shoulder that he believes a real person found him. And they ask him again, “Are you okay? What I can I do to help?”

    Evan tries really hard to open his eyes more, to see who had found him on the worst day of his life and when he does, he’s pretty sure he was wrong and is actually dead or hallucinating, because there was absolutely no way in hell that Zoe Murphy just found him.

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    English
    Words:
    160,384
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    108
    Kudos:
    45
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    1148
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    There’s a guy next to him.

     

    Well, he wasn’t there a few moments ago, because Evan distinctly remembers sitting in a spot that was free for at least like. Five other spaces. It’s the whole social anxiety thing.

     
    (Previously named 'brand new city'.)
    OR: Evan and Connor meet in a new city on a stinky subway. Chaos ensues.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,113
    Chapters:
    3/6
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    142
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    The Connor Project. Evan. The lies.

    It had happened.

    Right?

    Unless...

    Maybe it had been some weird, twisted, elaborate dream?

    (OR: Zoe is sent back in time to the first day of school, and has the chance to save Connor and make things right)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,550
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    46
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    286
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    Literally just what the title says.

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    Chapters:
    25/25
    Kudos:
    7
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    29
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    After the events of High School, a couple years later letters start appearing in Jared Kleinman and Connor Murphy's dorm room. Two letters, tied together with a simple ribbon, one for each of them. The sophomores put aside their differences and work together to figure out who wrote them. Working through feelings for a person they're not even sure they've met yet, as well as feelings for one another, Jared and Connor just want to figure out who wrote those Silly Love Songs.

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    Chapters:
    1/60
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    18
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    Everyone knew they hated each other. Everyone. For years, Connor Murphy and Evan Hansen fought constantly. We're talking all out fist fights. People loved to gather around to watch and record. However, one summer would change everything.

    This is a story were Evan has anxiety, but he’s not one to back down. Connor has anger issues. The two don’t mix well, but the boys might? Also, Jared is actually a pretty dope friend to Evan, but they do enjoy teasing each other.

     

    UPDATE 6/25: FINALLY working on chapter 13 (it halfway done aye). also going through and editing. thank you, lads. <3

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    48,453
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    83
    Kudos:
    209
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    2457
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    Evan's subconscious is telling him to just get it over and done with. No point waiting around any longer.

    He's here to finally do what he needs to do.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    907
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    5
    Hits:
    21
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    Connor sends a slightly kinky photo to Evan, a guy he met at a company party, the problem is they were too drunk to remember each other.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,287
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    94
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    1230
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    Connor Murphy was ready to end... Everything. The 17-year-old boy was fed up with everyone hating him, even his family. He was fed up with not being able to control himself, that he was always messing everything up. He planned to end his life (it was not the first time), but then he met Evan Hansen.

    "We don't have to pretend." - These three words were enough to make Connor want to live. After all, life with friends is much better, isn't it? But the question arises: what happens when a relationship becomes stronger than friendship?

     

    (English is not my native language, sorry for the mistakes.)

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    Chapters:
    3/28
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    226
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    Evan Hansen has decided to end his life. He's made his decision, he's made his plan, and he intends to follow through with it. That is, until Connor Murphy happens upon him just before he has the chance to.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    135,227
    Chapters:
    49/?
    Comments:
    957
    Kudos:
    849
    Bookmarks:
    84
    Hits:
    17985
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    I just wanted to try writing a story about what, at least in my experience, living with mental illness as a teen is. No glorification and fetishising of it. Just life. I have no idea where this will go, but I will update this as we go along. With each character's perspective, I will do my best to change my writing style to show their personalities and thoughts, as well as I can. Thank you for sticking around!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    808
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    1
    Hits:
    18

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