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    Most people only have one type of flower..

    So

    Why do they have two?

     

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    Sincerely, Three flower identifying soulmate AU!
    AKA I'm bad at summaries and I'm writing this during class and when I should be going to bed :)

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    It's been months since Evan came clean. To everyone. And things are getting better, despite the guilt and the whispering about him--things are looking up.

    And now Evan has a boyfriend.

    How the fuck do you explain that?

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    ‘Ohh, God help me.’ His plea came out in a soft whine as dull blue eyes fell on the many stairs before him. Lifting a freckled hand, Evan wiped blood from his forehead before grabbing a hold of the rail beside the stairs before beginning to hoist himself up, pausing every so often to take in as much oxygen as his body would let him. Once reaching the door at the top of the basement stairs, Evan let his body fall against it, allowing his eyes to fall on the tiny sliver of light below the door.  

    It must have been getting dark, because the light slowly faded as Evan sank against the door, losing hope. Heidi was meant to visit tonight; There was no way Mark would keep him downstairs- Heidi would lose her shit if she got one glimpse of Evan’s bruises.  

    Speak of the devil.  

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    Connor stares down at his work; big, obnoxious letters spelling out his name having been scribbled across Evan’s cast after putting in more effort than Connor has put into anything in his highschool career. A small part of him whispers at the back of his mind that they’re connected now - if not by just a single, thin thread, and that maybe it isn’t a good idea. It’s not like they’re going to be friends, Connor doesn’t have the time to make a friend. He’s running out of time, the seconds ticking by, as he glances up to the clock on the wall.
    Three more hours.
    Maybe it’s cruel to weave that thread to Evan’s cast and then tie it back to Connor’s sharpie.

    or
    a fic where connor doesn't kill himself and evan instead admires zoe rather than being in love with her

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    Evan Hansen has been trying to get himself together. He wants to prove to himself that he can be self sufficient and not crushingly mentally ill. He packs up and moves to New York City, prepared for a city that is every bit as cynical as he is.

    But then, there's a gorgeous guy on Evan's train. Connor, with his vintage new wave charm and his devastating smile. At first Evan dismisses it as just a fleeting infatuation, one of those public transit daydreams. He's fallen in love with plenty of strangers for a few moments before. This is nothing.

    Until, of course, it isn't. As they get to know one another, Evan becomes the sort of person who looks forward to his commute because of his subway crush. So, naturally there's a snag: Connor isn't someone with a vintage sense of style. He's literally vintage. Unstuck in time and trapped on the subway.

    ****

    Inspired by One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston.

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    OH MY GOD,, YOU THOUGHT I WOULDN'T?!?!!??!

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    Being a kid with social anxieties could be tough, but when you live in a small town where it goes undiagnosed and suppressed, things are even harder. Evan Hansen was exactly all of the above. His mom was too busy to be there for him, his dad wanted to put him in a mental hospital,  the people in town thought he was a retarded moron, and yet he still couldn't seem to figure out what was wrong with himself. However, things started to take a turn for Evan when a boy showed up on the front yard tree near his house.

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    this is my first fic ever so it might suck but please bear with me im literally in middle school lmao -_-

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    Connor Murphy didn't die that night, huzzah. What happens now? How does his family react? What is he supposed to do with the Evan Hansen situation? This story follows Connor Murphy through the trials and tribulations that come with getting better after hitting rock bottom. Not everything is perfect, and it doesn't have to be. All that matters is that you are able to persevere, that you are able to survive.

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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    All my hope is pinned on you.

     

     

    The blare of my alarm startles me awake. I force open my eyes, gasping awake and find myself staring at upside down posters cramming up all the space of otherwise white walls. My body is bent awkwardly against the wooden floor as I hang backwards off the bed, my legs still tangled in the sheets above me.

    My long dead heart is thumping painfully against my chest. I feel for my pulse in my wrist and and then my neck just to make sure. My fingers are cold and clammy but the skin I touch is warm and blood pulses through underneath.

    I’m in my room. I’m alive.

    “What the fuck.”

     

    Connor is sent back to his first day of senior year.
    ---
    [HIATUS]

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    'O-oh, I'm- I'm sorry, I just wondered how the v- view would look from- uh, from up so high.'

    Connor clapped his hands sarcastically.

    'Damn, nice. You can climb a fucking tree. Can you climb the fuck down so I can smoke in peace?'

    He had specifically used the excuse of smoking to scare the kid- he would presume it wouldn't be nicotine, due to Connor's nickname as the school's resident stoner.

    Connor didn't want to smoke weed- or any other form of drug. Heck, he hasn't even carried it on him since he took the blame for Miguel and got kicked out of his former highschool.

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    Evan and Connor move into their first apartment after college. Chaos ensues, featuring Connor riding (and crashing) supermarket shopping carts, admitting defeat against IKEA furniture, and having Feelings about how far he and Evan have come in the last few years, not to mention how far he and his family have come.

    ~*~*~

    For BeccatheBiscuitBaker for the Sincerely, Us gift exchange

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    (hel-lio-phi-lia)

    (n) The desire to stay in the sun; the love of sunlight

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    Its the beginning of Freshman year. Connor is not excited to be going to highschool. And there are rumors about him already spreading. Could things get any worse? Definitley. Then he meets a nervous guy who seems to wear the same blue polo every day. They don't quite click at first, but that could change

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    Dear Evan Hansen but from Connors Perspective.

    Connor Murphy doesn't give a shit if he ever sees these people again. He just wants out. Out of his too-big house, a factory of robots they call high school, his family who doesn’t give two shits about him. If he can, senior year is gonna be the last year he ever has to worry about. Fortunately, it's just not that easy.

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    Connor fights with Larry, so he goes to see his boyfriend, Evan.

    Turns out cuddles are the best medicine.

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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    Connor Murphy, the school's resident stoner, asks Evan Hansen, the school's resident plant expert, to secretly help him grow weed. Evan reluctantly agrees.

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    When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.

    Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.

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