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    Imagine a world, where the person you lived for, was living for someone else.

    When a slightly apologetic Connor returns Evans' letter and arrives home late his entire life turns into a mess he wants no part of. Still, if staying on this ride means he gets to keep Evans' warm smiles and bright eyes and precious little blushes in his life, he can handle it.

    If only Evans' looks of love were directed at him though.

    (I'm bad at summaries but the fic is better than it sounds. Also the point of view will shift from in-between Evan and Connor.)

    Language:
    English
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    10,116
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    293
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    Though my breathing was still too quick to really be useful I looked around the unfamiliar room. The red blankets were still on the floor from when I threw them off of me upon waking up in this tiny room. My first thought was that I was kidnapped, but that doesn’t make any sense. I remember going to bed last night in the apartment, I didn’t even go out Spider-Manning, I had too much homework. Mr. Stark keeps telling me I can’t choose patrolling over school anymore.

    Mr. Stark! I have to call him! I have to ask him to come get me.

    No, no he’ll think I’m crazy. He’ll think I’m insane and then he’ll take the suit away again and he’ll tell May and then she’ll get so worried. I’ve been getting better! The nightmares aren’t as frequent, I’ve finally started to get better, I can’t ruin it.

    But I’m alone. I’m alone in someone else’s body.

    That thought, even to me, still sounds insane.

    ...

    In which Peter Parker and Evan Hansen switch bodies

    Language:
    English
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    18,214
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    73
    Kudos:
    122
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    1182
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    Connor is storming away again, clutching Evan’s letter in his fist and Evan tries to yell after him and plead for it back, but Connor seems like he’s on a mission. And, thankfully, he didn’t hit Evan, so Evan doesn’t feel like he needs to chase after Connor, but then again: he has Evan’s letter. And that letter is more personal than it usually would be and now Connor Murphy has it and it directly talks about Zoe Murphy and if Connor is as bad as everyone says he is, it will be plastered all over social media tomorrow, if not printed out and hung in the hallways for everyone to see and laugh at.

    Evan makes a decision.

    He chases after Connor.

    +++

    or the one where Evan explains himself to Connor and they become friends.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    54,484
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    81
    Kudos:
    178
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    1882
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    It begins with a summer-long planned visit to Colorado with his father and step family at the beginning of the summer between his junior and senior year. The other involved isn't even in the same state when it begins, but it begins there all the same.

    Or a story about finding love in unexpected places.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    42,920
    Chapters:
    15/19
    Comments:
    93
    Kudos:
    224
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    2028
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    Two scenes from the musical, novelized, and an extra scene where Evan tells his mother the complete truth.

    (It's honestly better than it sounds)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    885
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    5
    Hits:
    111
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    Language:
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    99
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    947
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    Connor finds himself aiding Evan Hansen, the boy he had called 911 for after watching him fall out of a tree, during his nearly two month long coma. He had fully expected to be told off about his presence once Evan had woken up, only to be surprised when Evan woke up not only with a broken arm but amnesia as well. With Evan’s mom, and therefore this new Evan, thinking that they’re friends and have been for the entirety of the summer, Connor can’t find it in himself to decline Heidi’s suggestion to stick around Evan and try to get him to remember everything.

    “One thing though, how does one go about making someone remember something that you don’t even know yourself?”

     

    Or, the one where Evan gets amnesia from the tree and Connor is there to try to help him remember who everyone is.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,594
    Chapters:
    1/32
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    51
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    445
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    When You're falling in a forest…

    Memories of his attempted suicide filled his head.

    And there’s nobody around…

    He was alone. Only trees.

    Do you ever really crash…

    Memories of pain, memories of lying there waiting for someone to find him…

    Or even make a sound?

    He felt a tidal wave of tears fill his eyes. He couldn't stop them. He couldn't even stop himself.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    991
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    130
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    Connor had never been angrier.

    Although this time, he's angry at himself, because he knows that he's a reason. And now the soft and warm boy he once knew is being lowered in the ground while Connor is left alone. That should make him mad. He should be fucking furious, and he wants nothing more than to be angry with Evan, but he knows it's wrong. He just wants someone other than himself to blame.

    Or...

    The aftermath of Evans suicide.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    1,821
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    117
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    917
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    Writing prompt: "children who die at a very young age are given a special roll in the afterlife: they become imaginary friends assigned to children who need them back in the living world"

    When 7 year old Connor Murphy dies, he doesn't expect to wake up. He especially didn't expect to wake up in a bedroom that's not his own.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,037
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    17
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    Evan Hansen has anxiety. Everyone who has ever even glanced at him can tell that. But, no one knows what made his anxiety so bad. Everyone assumes that it was his dad leaving that made his anxiety worse. Oh, how they couldn't be more wrong.

    Connor Murphy has anger issues. Everyone knows this. No one knows why, or even wants to ask. But, Connor sometimes wishes someone would. What he wouldn't give for someone to understand him...

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    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    370
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    “Connor...attempted to take his own life. He’s in the hospital right now in a medically induced coma.”
    The moment those words were uttered, Evan Hansen’s heart almost stopped.

    Your standard Connor survives AU. What if Evan told the truth? What happens when Connor wakes up? Will Evan still end up making a difference in the Murphy family and his school? Will all of his problems be solved, or will it lead to different ones?

    This is my first fic I've ever had the guts to publish online, which is super nerve-wrecking, and I hope you enjoy it! Stay safe and happy, friends!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    48,562
    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    131
    Kudos:
    274
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    4335
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    There’s no need to say that everybody in the Murphy’s house got completely shocked when one day Connor just went downstairs to have breakfast and blurted out “hey, Dad, can you borrow me a suit for the prom?”.

    Language:
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    87
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1422
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    Evan just graduated college. He's in a relationship with Jared but he's not even attracted to him. Nothing feels right in Evan's life, like he's stuck in a hole he dug for himself.

    Evan gets sent back to the first day of his senior year of high school, getting a redo on everything that went wrong. Getting to be with Connor...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,338
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    106
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    2108
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    Jared fucked up, and now he's at Evan's door asking for help.

    Language:
    English
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    985
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    348
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    The only thing that stuck in Evan's head was how Connor’s eyes could shine so beautifully and the next minute be consumed with anger.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,538
    Chapters:
    2/10
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    421
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    “I kind of had a feeling.” Connor looked up. “That you were gay.” She added.
    “You did?” A nod. “How?”
    She shrugged. “Mother’s intuition, I guess?”
    -
    After telling his parents that he's gay, Connor find unexpected comfort in Heidi.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    973
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    70
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    344
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    Connor disappeared a year ago. Kids haven't stopped disappearing since. Now Zoe, along with Alana, Evan and Jared try to find out what happened to her little brother and what the clown they keep seeing has to do with it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    468
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    10
    Hits:
    154
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    DID YOU JUST THROW YOUR FUCKING PHONE AT THE WINDOW?
    Based on text post by :incorrectdearevanhansen on tumblr
    // Evan misses his dad, but doesnt at the same time, so Jared comes and makes it better

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    838
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    118
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1161
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    Evan Hansen wrote a letter to himself that got into the wrong hands. Those wrong hands got really pissed off. Then those hands grabbed Evan's clammy, sweaty ones.

     

    AKA what (I think) would have happened if Evan was able to tell Connor the letter at the beginning of the play was an assignment from his therapist.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,270
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    97
    Kudos:
    488
    Bookmarks:
    51
    Hits:
    4294

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