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    In a world void of the people who had taught Hanzo how he was supposed to think, to feel, to act, he is constantly unsure of himself, and unsure of those around him. Individuality was only allowed to Genji, and that had ultimately gotten him killed. Now, surrounded by the newly-reformed Overwatch and its colorful, bizarre agents, as well as his not-dead brother, Hanzo struggles to keep up, to understand how he fits in. Jesse McCree seems to have some ideas about that.

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    Hanzo is a disaster, Jesse can't help but fall for him, and the two find solace in each other. Mind the tags. It's not TOO dark though. For me, anyway.

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    My spirit is bent and there's blood on my hands
    The more I'm down, the less I understand
    Once so found, now so lost
    I ask no questions, it's just one more bridge to cross

    All is black and white
    Wouldn't change even if I could
    I'll take what I'm handed
    Whether it's damned or if it's good

    (Black Label Society/Bridge to Cross)

     

    [Second half of the fic deleted because I hated it and hopefully to be rewritten. Keep your fingers crossed!]

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    Everything seems to be going wrong, and endless spiral downwards even as Hanzo tries to claw himself to the top. It'd hard, and seems very much hopeless, but maybe the words of another can help him finally begin to climb upward.

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    A MCHANZO AU

    Hanzo is a Lieutenant who has been hospitalised after an accident causes him to loose both his legs.

    Jesse is his doctor and is there to make sure he is taken care of and can get back onto two feet.

    A slow romance will begin to build between them.

    Will Hanzo be able to cope with the oncoming emotions while also trying to deal with the demons of his past?

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    Jesse treats Hanzo like he actually matters, and Hanzo doesn’t think he deserves it.

    Jesse makes sure Hanzo knows he’s loved.

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    Hanzo is trying to settle into base, even after having been there for a while, but it's not as easy as it seems. Jesse is a sweetheart, and they end up finding more common ground than they initially appear to have.

    "He regretted, daily, following Genji to Overwatch, even if it was the punishment he rightly deserved. Hanzo finally ensconced himself within his assigned quarters, a little metal box with a bunk, a prison-style toilet nook, and a closet. It wasn’t much, but it functioned as a shield from the rest of the world, which was something Hanzo needed after four days of Tracer being loud and bubbly, Reinhardt being loud and boisterous, Mercy being snippy and jabbing needles where needles had no business being, D.Va. having no respect for people that wanted quiet, and, finally, Genji being himself – it was all grating on Hanzo’s last nerve."

    AN: Rating subject to change, as is tags.

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    In another world, Overwatch rose and fell to different forces. Its agents loved and lost and kept up some very strange and complicated traditions regarding a card game, half of which had been lost in a shipping malfunction years ago. Join us for sauerkraut, cheez whiz, and the most adorable little death bunny you've ever seen.

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    Formerly Cards Against Rationality. We found this card and couldn't resist the name change.

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    Arms (noun):

    1. Weapons and ammunition.
    2. The two upper limbs of the human body from the shoulder to the hand.
    3. Used to hold someone tightly in a hug, typically to express affection.

    Storm Bow is to Peacekeeper Revolver as ink is to metal; they just don't know it yet. When the jovial gunman and stoic archer are ordered to collaborate, it sets off a series of events neither could have foreseen coming.

    UPDATE: *Reformatted/re-edited June 2019*

    This is my first work ever, all feedback is welcome!

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    After McCree takes a bullet for Hanzo, McCree insists they friends now. After a some though, Hanzo agrees.

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    “The circus offered me a place to rest in safety. To remain on the move and out of sight. The people were trusting and kind – and I betrayed them.”

    A circus is the perfect place to work if you need to stay on the move. You meet interesting people there. Learn interesting skills. Share a kiss with a cowboy who stares at you like you’re something worth watching. Watch the people who called you family burn. Go running after a brother who shouldn’t even be alive….

    You can only run from the past for so long before it catches up with you. You can only turn down a stubborn man so many times before you give in. You can only betray your family, blood and found, so many times before one of them stops forgiving you. Hanzo just wants one decent night of rest.

     

    “I trusted you to catch me.”

    “You were a fool to do so.”

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    Contains: a birthday party, a grumpy lawyer, his cheerful brother, an accidental striptease and probably some sort of romance... eventually.

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    “The cowboy always rides off into the sunset by himself
    And monsters don’t get happy endings.”
     
    When Jesse McCree first set out to a certain abandoned village for a chance to lay low, he didn't expect to encounter a monster, let alone end up sticking around.
    (a beauty and the beast au)

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    “You have been asking to be purified,” Genji says, setting the bowl aside. “Begging the spirits to forgive you. Stop asking, anija. “

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    They had forgotten, somehow, that he was a Shimada.

    Or rather, they had forgotten that he was a trained ninja, in favor of all the pieces of evidence he had left for them to find. The rich playboy who went out into town every day and night, gambling away bits of the family fortune, that was who they all thought of him as.

     

    ‘A few days’ turned out to be a little less than a week. Five days until the Overwatch team could come and retrieve him. Five days to continue pretending to still be who he had once been. Five days to pretend he had not woken up, one day, and realized how little he had done with his life.

    Genji could pretend for one more week.

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    Young love rarely lasts. Life tends to separate them before their love can bloom. What happens when life gives two lovers a second chance to rekindle the flame they once shared?

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    ‘Blood. Elbow. Fall. Hat, but not glasses. See. Hair. Black. Blue. Yellow. Nod. Head. Your. My. Theirs.”

    Little words. Big words. Little phrases. Big phrases. Clear stuff that cleans. Red stuff that's warm.

    He'll figure out all the words eventually... Hopefully...

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    "why are you dating me if you're so ashamed of me?!"
    "I'm not darlin' I'm not I just..."
    "You are! we don't go out in public! you don't call me your boyfriend! and you never stand up for me!"
    "but Hanzo I..."
    "STOP LYING TO ME!"

    That was 10 years ago....back when he was unsure of himself...of his sexuality....but Now.

    Hanzo runs an small, independent, and popular hair salon. he is confident in his skill and everyday he gives people a new start. whether its through their hair, through talking, or just giving them a safe space...Hanzo is going to make them feel better.
    He was fine where he was. working with Bastion, Hana, Fareeha, and Reinhardt, being his own boss, and having loyal customers who trust him.
    Then....
    They came back into his life
    He came back into his life

     

    .......

     
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    McCree had been brainwashed by Talon, acting on their behalf until Overwatch finally managed to bring him home. Hanzo is there for him immediately.

    A short hurt/comfort drabble.

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    Hanzo wanted to tell Jesse how much he loved him. He wanted to tell Jesse that he changed Hanzo for the better, helped him become a happier man with his stupid jokes and even stupider smiles. He wanted to tell Jesse that all those nights they spent drinking together on the highest tower at Gibraltar at night made him see life in a different way....

    But every time he tried, his throat would close up and refuse to utter a sound. Speechless. Soundless. Heartless.

     

    McHanzo Week Day One: Morning/Night

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    Such beauty, is wasted upon the soul of a killer...

    He had tried everything, but still Hanzo Shimada could not shake the feeling of regret that had plagued him for years. One rainy night, he finally decides to show his shame the traditional Japanese way - by shaving his head.

    Of course he'd get Jesse McCree, his lover, to carry out the task. Even if he has some... feelings about it.

     

    UPDATE: Now with a short epilogue!

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