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    THIS IS SIX BOOKS IN ONE.

    In an A/B/O universe where there are two genders (male/female) and three designations, life could be better for an om. Federal and state laws are restrictive, making life for an unmated omega all but impossible to navigate.

    Sam Campbell and Dean Winchester meet when Dean is enrolled with his younger brother, Adam, in a boarding school that trains alphas to be hunters. Adam and Dean's father, John, is a transient hunter while Sam's grandfather is a powerful official with the Federal Department of Hunters, but despite their differences the three young boys become friends. When Dean presents unexpectedly as an omega and is expelled, his friendship with Sam is fundamentally changed. Dean goes on to be a hunter and Sam goes off to college, returning to the life after a few years.

    Now all grown up and active hunters themselves, Sam and Dean hate each other. Or do they...? One night, a hotel room, and a Lord of the Rings drinking game are about to change everything.

    This is rarely domestic or fluffy. Please read the tags.

    tldr: My love letter to Sam and Dean, complete with the happy ending the show will never give them.

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    I had tried to write for whumptober last year and never quite finished. However, I do have a few that I did write and am sort of proud of. Most of them are Sam-centric because i'm a sucker for hurt Sam.

    So here's what I did end up writing for whumptober 2019

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    While on a case, Sam is infected by a creature that forces it's victims to re-live their worst moments until it drive them to suicide. Dean, helpless to stop the symptoms, has to care of his younger brother as he rides out the pretty harsh side affects.
    !Trigger Warning!
    mentions of suicide and suicide attempts.

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    Now, no matter what came, Jack would stay by his side and help.

    Because that's what family did.

    Correction: That's what his family did.

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    Who do you pray to, when your personal God is dead but still very angry at you?

    Old habits and fears die hard, and sometimes traumatic memories can be very persistent.

    After his failed confrontation with Chuck, Sam discovers that God's wrath can shatter walls between worlds. And he might not always like the outcome.

    Hurt Sam, obviously. Lot's of hurt Sam.
    Non-con Sam/Lucifer, and Sam/Jack as the father-son relationship that was forgotten by the show. Hallucinations (or not, who knows), BM scenes between brothers - in one word, ENJOY! :>

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    Sam's sick and he's fever dreamin'

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    At age 16, Sam started noticing something off; what began as shadows at the corner of his eye and whispers of his name grew into something unignorable, something that worried him. With every passing year, it just seemed to get worse. He wasn't sure what it was--a curse, maybe? Some other supernatural phenomenon?--but he knew one thing for sure; he wouldn't drag anyone else down with his problems.

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    When Sam opens the Book of the damned he finds some letters left by Rowena which talk about Crowley's father, Lucifer, Ketch and, him.

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    Have you ever stopped and thought about what Hell might do if it no longer had a leader?

    Well, neither had Team Free Will 2.0, until they had to...

    Sam, stricken seemingly by madness, ends up in a secure clinic. But when Sam disappears from the clinic, Dean, Cas and Jack realize that this isn't Sam's life finally taking its toll on his mental health. Racing to find a way down into the depths of Hell, the rest of Team Free Will hope they can reach Sam in time and bring him back in one piece. Of course nothing is ever just that simple.

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    For as long as there’s been time, there’s been stories of the true Boy King who would one day come to rule all of Hell.

    This is the story of Sam Winchester’s destiny and how he rose from the darkness inside himself to choose his own way.

     

    {A/N: Please heed the warnings. This is a dark fic through and through, some chapters are a little heavier than others. Also, this carries an Explicit rating for violence and horror elements, not for nsfw reasons. The pairing is Sam/Dean but it hovers a little above show level in this first part of this particular verse.}

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    Dean离开了Sam…Sam只能等待不可逃避的空虚。

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    Sam is hurt badly and the only person in Sam's book who they can reach does not make either of them feel at ease.
    That Sam's wall is broken brings a whole other layer of problems.

    Timeline is in the beginning notes, because of spoilers up to middle of season 7.

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    Dean finds various pill bottles in Sams bag and comes to a wrong conclusion about his brother. Season 8 centric.

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    WARNING: THIS DOES HAVE ELEMENTS OF SELF-HARM
    It's pretty mild but it is there.

    This takes place sometime in early season 7. Sam is using the scar on his left hand to keep his hallucinations at bay.
    But the visions seem to be getting stronger and harder to get rid of.

    How can Sam keep them away?

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    The Non-con, Violence and the abusive relationship is not between Cas and Sam so don't worry. :) I'm listing this as explicit just to be safe. More tags will be added as the fic goes on. So please read the tags. The title of this fic is from a Nicole Dollanganger song.

    Sam Winchester was found after being hit by a car. Wandering the streets with a broken wrist and hallucinating the devil. He ends up in a psychiatric hospital, where he meets Castiel. A far too slender blue-eyed man, beautiful enough to be a fallen angel.
    This is their story.

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    After opening the door to Purgatory and releasing the Leviathans upon the world, Castiel is subjected to serve penance for his mistakes; trapped inside his own mind, forced to watch as his Father's first beasts tear the earth apart.

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    The beginning of season 14 finds Sam trying his best to find his brother, along with the helpful and not so helpful voices in his head manifesting and talking to him.

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    Season 7x17 The Born Again Identity.
    "All this time, and you still haven't asked me why I'm here. Why I'm doing this to you." Lucifer said.
    Sam finally asks why Lucifer is tormenting him, and the answer isn't what he expects. Samifer.

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    After the wall in Sam's head came crumbling down, the division between reality and hallucinations of hell blur. Dean refuses to bring his brother to a hospital just yet, and so Sam attempts to fight Lucifer alone in Bobby's barricade.

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    You and Sam are engaged when Cas breaks the dam holding back all the memories of Sam’s time in the cage with Lucifer. You try to do everything you can to help, but will he be able to control himself when Lucifer shows up?

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