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    Hunter Castiel has been fighting this battle alone, since he lost Anna, his only ally, and his dear brother Balt was killed. From nowhere, two new angels, scribe Sam and archer Dean, arrive to dedicate themselves to his mission to close the gates of Heaven.

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    After winning against God and finally being able to spend the rest of his life in peace, Dean tells himself he's fine.

    Except he really isn't, and what else is there left to do for him than to go back to the meadow where he spread the ashes of his best friend, somehow involuntary travel back in time, and meet his past grieving self.

    It goes about as well as you would expect.

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    Six months. 

    Six months on the day, and Dean couldn't do it anymore.

    He hadn't told anyone. Not even Sam.

    Dean wished it didn't have to be this way, wished he didn't have to do this.

    He wished this would be enough. His family surrounding him, peaceful and happy. He wished they were enough.

    Forgive me.

    With a last deep breath, Dean straightened, blinked the tears from his eyes.

    And went. 

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    Nearly a year after Cas' death, Dean finds himself, of all places, at an AA meeting.

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    Dean and Sam visit a synagogue for a case. Dean ponders his faith, in Judaism and in Cas. He grieves with a rabbi.

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    Facing our worst hits might just be the key to finding our true happiness.

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    Nach Castiels Verschwinden, als Dean irgendwie versucht, weiterzumachen, fallen ihm die Vögel auf dem Hügel über dem Bunker auf.
    Doch auch die sind irgendwann verschwunden. Erstaunlicherweise hat das sehr viel mehr mit Cas zu tun, als Dean lieb ist.
    Oder ist das vielleicht gerade ein Glück?

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    Time travel. That actually makes sense. It would also explain why his grace feels so weak, why his body aches so much. But Castiel can’t remember traveling through time. He wouldn’t do that without a reason, right? 

    The Winchesters are still looking at him, waiting for an answer. 

    “2008.”, Castiel answers and his eyes wander to Dean again, “September 2008.”

    Dean draws in a sharp breath.

    “Son of a bitch”, he hisses.

    ---

    Dean is still mourning the loss of his best friend, when something decides to drop the Castiel from 2008 right into the bunker. Now Dean is not only confronted with a pissed off angel he can barely look at, they also have to find out what brought Castiel into their timeline. And especially, what's the reason behind this?

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    One moment Sam's in his bed after a college Halloween party, the next he's apparently some fourteen years in the future in an underground bunker. He's got mixed feelings about finding out he's dead here, that he's apparently saved the world, and that his very dead mother is alive now. And Dean might be gay? That's cool. Good for him.

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    alternate lebanon where sam stayed dead after 13.21, alternate michael stays in apocalypse world and baby!sam shows up in the bunker instead of john

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    Dean only tells him about Billie after the case is solved. He tells him how he’s lost faith, because why wouldn’t he? That’s the worst part of this whole thing, Dean thinks savagely. All he wants to do is scream and rage and break and move mountains and oceans and wage a war against Heaven itself –

    “Hello, Dean.”

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    Dean's always loved books.

    (OR: You know how Dean Winchester is an autodidact who built an EMF machine out of a Walkman, got his GED just because, knows the difference and nuances in Vonnegut's works, is good at strategy and LARPs, easily references Tolstoy and ancient Greek fables, and has a huge pop culture knowledge base because he soaks up everything like a sponge? Me too. And you know how Supernatural usually wants us to pretend that's not true? Yeah ... how about fuck that?

    A #DeanStudies fic that proposes Dean has an interior life, a brain in his head, and the urge to do better. Oh and, of course, it fixes the finale!)

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    Single dad Dean Winchester Works at Singers Auto. There just so happens to be another shop called Singers in the area. Sure one of them is a Mechanics while the other is Tattoo's and Piercing, but apparently people still fuck up and call the wrong Singer's on a daily basis. Dean usually isn't in charge of phones at the auto shop but ends up having to transfer a call, thus meeting Castiel Shurley. He hasn't wanted to date since the death of his wife but that may be about to change.

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    Azazel cursed you and your twin brother with demon blood as babies, and it’s your fault that Sam died and Dean sold his soul to get him back, leaving you and your twin on your own.

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    "dean?" a voice says, and dean turns to see a flash of blonde hair, hair he hadn't seen since the night he got sam from stanford, someone he hadn't seen since her death.

    jessica moore, his brother's ex girlfriend, who had died the same violent way their mother had.

    "jessica?"

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    Dean can do this. He can. He can raise Jack Kline, Lucifer’s baby. No, not Lucifer’s… Cas’ kid. Their kid.

    With his mother gone, and Castiel dead, Dean finds himself hanging on by a thread. Castiel has died so many times on him, Dean is half-convinced himself that Cas will return to him. Dean evades the pain of the truth, carrying on in false hope until his soul renders into a million pieces. He learns quickly that taking care of a newborn is not for the faint of heart, sleep-deprivation, grief, and feedings rule most of the early days. During this time, Dean is forced to build a new life for himself. With a new name and identity change, Dean becomes a Dad. Something Castiel would be proud of. Dean cooks, he cleans, he reads, he sings his ABCs and 123s, and ultimately Dean does his best for Jack. It’s not until Jack grows into a small child that Dean feels like he can breathe again. The grief no longer suffocates him. His new life has meaning. He sees family and he allows himself to miss Castiel. To mourn him, to love him in death. And when Jack goes to school, Dean is once again reunited with friends and enemies from his past.

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    Cas is mad at Dean because he learned about dean’s suicide in Advanced Thanatology. Apparently all I know how to write is deancas being angry at each other because this is now like a companion to my dean being mad at cas for the empty deal fic. I should start a series. Anyway.

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    Before he even opens his eyes he can feel the throbbing sensation in his head, damn near matching up with the throbbing in his ankle with every spike. When he cracks open his eyes he realizes he’s laying face down on the map table and when he turns his head he’s met with a needle, a tissue crunchy with dried blood, and a broken pen. The ink from the pen is spilling out of it on to the tray beneath it, smudged in a few places, but surprisingly still wet.

    “What the hell.” He rasps and his ankle gives a responding twitch of pain. It’s a tender, itchy feeling.

    It almost reminds him of when he got his anti possession tattoo.

    -

    Monthly snapshots of Dean honoring Cas’s memory and discovering a few new coping mechanisms along the way.

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    ((Written for the November 5th Big Bang!))

    What happens when a brand new God who believes in happy endings sees how broken his family is? He made a promise to not interfere, but he could right some wrongs... right?

    Dean is left not knowing where to go or what to do with his life when he decides to take over a different sort of Family buisness: Singer Salvage. Not knowing that in a few short months everything will be turned right upside down again with just one phone call. One that has him racing halfway across the country to a soul mate that he thought he would never see again, and a family he always secretly dreamed he would have one day. With the help of some amazing women and one beautiful little girl, maybe he can make it out of this mess okay, especially if one messy haired blue eyed angel has any say in it.

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    When Sam finds Dean after the Empty, after everything, there is blood on his brother’s face. A handprint laid across his cheek in what should be reminiscent of their father’s brutal touch but only appears as reverence, as worship. Dean is in the middle of the dungeon, his hands gripping his thighs so tightly Sam knows they’ll be bruised, and he is on his knees. He looks like he’s praying.

    To what, Sam will never understand.

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    A Dean/Cas comic. Words from the Tom Waits song "Green Grass," though the verses are in reverse order.
    A re-imagining of Dean after “All Along the Watchtower,” featuring: the spot where Dean spread Cas’s ashes; excuses for me to draw Dean hanging out in lush green fields; and Cas’s return.

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