Fear of Abandonment
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It may be a world of ceaseless wonders but that doesn't make any of them immortal. A health scare prompts an unexpected dive into past and present issues. (Father/Daughter Artie & Claudia) (Post-S1)
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Trapped indoors by summer heat, Sherlock and Greg take to casually making deep and hypothetical conversations.
Greg accidentally says the wrong thing.
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Happy Hour by Ysabetwordsmith
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
28 Mar 2014
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Tony rescues Happy from an abusive employer. Happy rescues Tony from himself. But of course it's never really that simple ...
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- Part 13 of Love Is For Children
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Amicus Certus In Re Incerta by wintergrey
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
06 Jul 2014
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A sure friend is seen in an uncertain matter.
“Where’s he going?” Steve moves her out of the way, gently, but Sam is gone. Steve closes the front door, goes to the window instead. The car is still where they left it and, as long as Steve stands there, Sam doesn’t appear.
“Out.” Natasha’s voice is gentle now. She puts a hand on Steve’s good shoulder. “Go get some pants on, big guy, you’re distracting me from my mission. I told Sam I’d get some ice on that dislocation, keep an eye on you.”
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- Part 9 of Vade Mecum
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The Wind in the Cave by Good_Evening
Fandoms: Rise of the Guardians (2012), Guardians of Childhood - William Joyce
08 Aug 2014
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Pitch Black takes part in Jack's creation, to the horror of the Man in the Moon. Over the next few centuries, Pitch observes Jack's uncertainty about his existence, realizing too late how closely it mirrors his own.
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He’s the drummer that Pete’s always admired from afar. The cheeky man with the heart of gold, and the talent paralleled by none. He’s Patrick, the guy hiding behind his drums, and robbing the world from a talent unhindered by any roadblock. Pete never wanted to fall in love with him, because he never really wanted to meet him, but irony is cruel. It’s too late to save Pete’s heart lost in the music, or Patrick’s heart that’s lost in the words. Patrick’s a rising star though, and Pete’s afraid of being left behind.
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Babysitter by eerian_sadow
Fandoms: Transformers Generation One, Transformers - All Media Types
17 Sep 2010
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Blaster needs a babysitter and nominates his best friend for the position.
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"I missed you," Rodimus said.
Drift looked him in the optics and smiled,
"I missed you too."
Set post Drift's return to the Lost Light. Multiple ships.
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(So Don't Come Round Here) And Tell Me I Told You So by Taste_of_Suburbia
Fandoms: Supernatural
03 Jul 2015
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Dean and airplanes don’t mix. Dean and Gabriel, however, mix better than Dean thinks.
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Amethyst tells Steven about the problem with love. Based on the lion king.
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They both think they're monsters. They're wrong.
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In Matters of Life and Death by DoctorsOrders
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
20 Dec 2015
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The nightmares about losing Jim won't stop, even when Jim is beside him.
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And all I know is I wanna be here with you from now on by phxy
Fandoms: Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball
08 Aug 2016
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Kagami Taiga has given up on finding a boyfriend and his grandmother is obsessed with his non-existent love life.
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What Dreams May Come by The_Dark_Becomes_You
Fandoms: Star Wars, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), star wars all media types
25 Jul 2016
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"You are a legacy Ben Solo."
"You have limitless potential."
Ben Solo didn't know where the voice had come from, only that it whispered things to him. Bad things. Terrible things. And it wasn't just the promise of power. It was also the pledge of companionship and the desire for purpose.
Ben had always felt lost. But now even more so. And the voice, It picked away at him day by day. Piece by piece.
Until one day Ben simply followed the voice into the darkness.
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If Love Is Blind I Guess I'll Buy Myself a Cane by Tethysian
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars - All Media Types
02 Dec 2017
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Years after they first start having sex, Hux and Kylo eventually get the hang of it.
Sequel to "If You Can't Be With the One You Hate." Hux and Kylo stumble through embarrassing accidents, general stupidity, miscommunication, and mistrust on their way to something that resembles a relationship.
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- Part 2 of Love the One You're With
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Tears of Atonement by The_Dark_Becomes_You
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), star wars fandoms, Star Wars - All Media Types
19 May 2018
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Art thou weary, art thou languid, art thou sore distressed?
“Come to me,” saith One, “and coming, be at rest.”
- Stephen of Mar Saba, 8th CenturyRey doesn't understand what a Force Bond means, or why Kylo Ren would defect from the First Order so soon after the destruction of Starkiller Base. If anything, the jagged scar she gave him should've kept him away. But it seems to bind them together just like the pull of the Force. Rey doesn't want anything to do with him and yet she still feels the need to pull him from the dark and into the light.
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Alec Lightwood has hapnophobia: the fear of touch. This makes the thought of finding his soulmate a little terrifying. Unfortunately for him Magnus Bane can't be ignored, but luckily his siblings and their bondmates are there to back him up. Magnus is understanding of Alec's quirks, mainly because he has a few quirks himself...
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Immortality is either a curse and a blessing. Perhaps both. Ray never really did figure out where he stood when it came to that topic. All he knew was that he absolutely hated it.
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Immortal Fake AH Crew AU - Ray is something of my writing muse, whenever I want to vent out or just write in general, he's always my main character. -
They're Going to Leave You by bpdmatsu (orphan_account)
Fandoms: おそ松さん | Osomatsu-san (Anime)
15 Apr 2016
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It's kind of sad, really. Your brothers are the most important people to you. They're your favorite people, yet it's like they want nothing to do with you.
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- Part 2 of BPD Matsu fics
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Heart's Desire Needs No Search by orphan_account
Fandoms: Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard - Rick Riordan
10 Jul 2016
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"...will you search for your heart’s desire, knowing it may doom you as it doomed your father?" Loki's words now echoed hauntingly in Magnus' ears.
"Blades before babes, you know what I'm saying?" Jack thought, wondering if Magnus would even follow that rule. After all, it was not his einherji owner that had said it. Maybe - just maybe - it'd be like father like son.
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the greatest magic trick of all time by unsungillumination
Fandoms: 逆転裁判 | Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney
15 Sep 2017
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eight (almost nine!) year old trucy wright does not know much about mr. edgeworth just yet. but she does know this:
1. mr. edgeworth and her daddy care about each other very much.
2. mr. edgeworth feels like he owes her daddy a lot.
deciding that mr. edgeworth is not so different from herself, trucy takes it upon herself to come up with a plan that will help them both.(shared issues of abandonment, guilt, confusion, and love come to light when miles agrees to babysit for a night.)
done as a commission for soupery on tumblr!
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in this storm (a thunder cloud sleeps) by chimout for kookiek (mwahnamkook)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
11 Jan 2021
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he wonders, belatedly, where he is right now—if he’s still at the office, pouring over documents and accounts and everything in between. wishes that a part of him misses jeongguk as much as jeongguk is missing him.
he probably doesn’t. jeongguk doesn’t need to be told so, not when he hasn’t seen his boyfriend in three weeks.
namjoon doesn’t love him, jeongguk decides. not anymore.
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- Part 3 of prompts & anecdotes
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Rey has been working as Senator Leia Organa-Solo's personal assistant for 3 months, and she knows one thing for certain: she despises Ben Solo, Leia's stuck-up son. As she's preparing the Organa family cabin for a ski trip, a snowstorm traps her and Ben inside the house together. However, it's nothing a little wine and a game of Monopoly can't fix. But, what happens when the snow melts?
TL;DR - Rey and Ben get snowed in and get real close real fast while playing Monopoly. Then, things get very complicated.
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set your old heart free by words-writ-in-starlight (Gunmetal_Crown)
Fandom: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
15 Oct 2020
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It's been a long sixteen years.
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set your old heart free
by words-writ-in-starlight (Gunmetal_Crown)
Wangxianficrecs post here. (Archived 4 works.)Ah, this is a beautiful series, the FEELS and the journey and finally, the rest they earn at the end of it. First story is the 13 years of waiting, from A-Yuan's POV (and oh, how he adores his father!) Second is a flash of Lan Xichen's perspective on his little brother after wwx died: and how terrified the dimming of lwj's light made him. Third is all sweetness and utter adorableness, when Lan Sizhui (who has finally figured out he just needs to straighten out all the adults and set them on their proper paths) dumps a class of baby Lans with Wen Ning. They call him Ghost Laoshi, and it'll warm the cockles of your heart. In the final story, wwx tries to address lwj's trauma and fear of abandonment through patience and talking (so much talking) and lovely, emotional, intimate sex.
4 works in the series so far.
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This is the one where A-Yuan's lullaby is actually lwj's Inquiry, which he innocently plays for lxc to translate:Are you there?
Are you lost?
Are you at peace?
Are you with your sister? Your parents? Your people?
Are you waiting?
I miss you.
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Dragontongue by writersBlockade
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
25 Dec 2018
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A quest is when you set out to complete a task, a journey is when the trip is more important than the destination, and an adventure is when you set out without a destination and let the road take you where you need to be.
Izuku is a boy with a thirst for adventure! But when he and his new friends go to investigate the tale of a vicious dragon in a tower they find instead something most unexpected.
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- Part 1 of Dragon Tails and Mermaid Scales
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chiaroscuro: the interplay of darkness and light.
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“We’re called guardians,” Kuro says. “Over time, people have had different names for us, but it really all comes back to that. We’re shifters, shaper-changers… the name doesn’t really matter. What does is that we’re supposed to keep the two kinds of magical forces in the world balanced.” He rattles this off with a roll of his eyes, as though it’s something he’s heard many times over.
Kenma thinks back to the curling snake made of shadows, to Sugawara’s words: People who shine brightly attract a lot of darkness.
“Shadows and light,” he says, not quite a question.
Kuro nods approvingly. “Basically, yeah. There’s a bit more to it than that—shadow magic is born of independence, of isolation and loneliness. Light magic is connections, the relationships between people. Most people have a low dose of both, go through their entire lives not realizing there’s magic in the world.”
“But not you,” Kenma prompts.
“Unfortunately.”
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09 May 2020
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chiaroscuro [2]
nts: author says it's supposed to a trilogy; last updated: 2017
cw: depression, anxiety, violence, blood
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By Design by orphan_account for slifer_the_sky_noodle
Fandoms: Nightwing (Comics), Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
06 Aug 2019
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Dick should have been an omega.
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Vermillion Seeds 《 此物最相思 》 by iskendaris
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, Mo Dao Zu Shi, The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, The Founder of Diabolism, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
06 Nov 2018
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Only in Gusu does a wedding feel like a funeral, Wuxian thought ruefully to himself.
Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji are finally to be married, and little did he expect that planning a wedding would be so much work!
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- Part 1 of yearning《相思》
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Vermillion Seeds 《 此物最相思 》
by iskendaris
Wangxianficrecs post here. (Archived.)Um. I cried. This is so full of angst and feels. Wei WuXian just feels really... small. Lan WangJi adores him, of course, but, he doesn't have any confidence that anyone else does. WangJi just outright says it:
“Wei Ying,” He considered his words carefully. “Wei Ying, sometimes it’s alright to be selfish.”
Wuxian’s eyes widened, his eyebrows rising so high they disappeared into his hair. “Selfish?”
“Yes.” Wangji breathed, tangling their hands together again. “You give your smiles so easily to everyone, you want to change the world, you want to make people happy, so you give everything away…..”
“But?” Wuxian prompted, trying to see where the conversation was going.
“But.” Wangji’s head dipped in acknowledgement, kissing his nape. “You don’t have to give anything to me, Wei Ying. I don’t want anything from you, only you.”
“Lan Zhan….”
“I won’t abandon you. You won’t lose me. So, you don’t need to give everything away, okay?”
And there is was, this old old fear. So old, he couldn’t remember a time without it. Fear that wrapped around him, driving him into feats of fearlessness. It was never about having courage, only fear.
Fear that chased him down the streets of hunger and hopelessness, dogs nipping on his heels even as he snatched and scavenged for his next meal. Fear at the back of his mouth, thick and heavy as bile thrown up at the bodies of Jiang’s disciples piled high, mountains of slain with their blank, unseeing eyes.
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So he struggles to be cheerful and accepted and doesn't even try to invite Jiang Cheng, because he's certain he won't come, because his brother still hates him.
But then, of course, everything finally falls into place and there's a lovely happy ending.
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A BTS Foster Care AU
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03 Feb 2018
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Namjoon snorted and looked to Taehyung. “Are you dying, kid?” he asked as Taehyung managed to smash his face further into the bench.
“No,” Taehyung said. “I’m already dead.”
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Sometimes, Misaki is still afraid that Saruhiko will leave her again.
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- Part 11 of Sarufem!mi
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Steve's Point of View of the events in Heart Breaker. (Starts from the search for Tony.)
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- Part 2 of Conditions of the Heart
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01 Jul 2016
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Steve's POV of rescuing Tony in Heart Breaker.
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To Prove a Hero is Allowed to Have Some of His Own by Era_Penn
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 May 2015
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Or, five(ish) times Tony thought a teammate would leave him behind, and one time he knew they wouldn't.
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15 Feb 2016
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Times when team members helped Tony without expecting anything in return.
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In an ideal world, he'd be talking to Kougami.
Instead, Kougami is on the other end of his dominator.