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Evan has been pee shy for most of his life. Usually, he can deal with it just fine. That is until one day, when Evan is more desperate than he's ever been before, and he can't use the bathroom at school.
That's when Connor Murphy steps in.
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Set to the same story you all know, Connor dies, Evan fucks some shit up and regrets it, as you all already know, but what if Evan got a second chance, a redo? Or maybe several redos... What if...
Of course gay, Evan/Connor, Zoe/Alana, Jared is going to be so gay, omfg Jared is so fruity, he is so fruity, fruity as fuck, FRUITY!!!
(I'M PANROMANTIC DON'T COME AT ME IF ITS SO FRUITY THAT IT SEEMS HOMOPHOBIC)Be prepared for some oblivious gays.
And maybe Evan fucks a ghost. /j
TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL IDEATION AND ATTEMPTS, MAYBE PANIC ATTACKS IF I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE THEM PROPERLY(i dont wanna misrepresent something :] ) HOMOPHOBIAI'll try not to abandon this or at least give it a proper probably rushed ending if i do feel live giving up on writing it.
I am in school and have homework often, so sorry if its not updated regularly but I'll try my best to update as quickly as I can.I'm Fern btw :)
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Evan Hansen falls in a forest, but this time there's someone around.
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Young-Blood Rebels by LillyMae, Winter_Witch
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
23 Nov 2021
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Have you ever felt like every day you could just melt into the background? like no one would even notice if you disappeared? Evan Hansen has felt like that every day of his life. He can't talk to anyone, not even his own sister. Elle Hansen is just as Fuc*ed as Evan in the mental health department, but she has a creative outlet, a secret one that no one can know about. Not even her best friend, Rie Beck. Alana's easy-going sister with her own issues. Rie starts fake dating Jared, to help them both get closer to the object of their affections. (psst, it's Evan.) Evan is a clueless anxiety bean who is hopelessly enamored with Zoe Murphy who is in the middle of rethinking her sexuality. And then there's Connor, who is slowly but surely falling helplessly in love with Evan Hansen's little sister.
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Because There's You by MysteriousMidnight
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
21 Nov 2021
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When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.
Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.
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In a world full of soulmates, Connor Murphy is shocked to find that his perfect person is none other than Evan Hansen--one of the most famous teen stars in the world. With a long untreated case of depressive disorder Connor feels hesitant to bond with Evan, fearing he may scare him off.
Cynthia and Larry just want what's best for their family, both tired and frustrated from fighting with their troubled son for years. When Connor suddenly stops antagonizing them, they jump at the opportunity to reconnect with their child--possibly overstepping boundaries, but having good intentions. They won't let this chance to make things better slip away.
Will Cynthia and Larry get through, or will their attempts to bond cause Connor to shut them out entirely? Will Connor open up, letting his parents and new found soulmate in, or will he break under the pressure?
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“I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”
Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”
Her voice was small.
The room was quiet.
And still. So still.
It was like she was whispering into the void.
She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”
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If I Could Tell Him by rainbowmiracles
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
27 Oct 2021
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Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy have been friends since junior year. That is, until their big falling out the summer before senior year.
Evan thought that they’d be okay. They’d talk and everything would be okay. But, when Connor steals his letter and Principal Howard calls him in three days later, he finds out that Connor was dead. Connor killed himself. Oh gosh, he killed himself. This was all his fault.
The Murphy's invite him to Connor’s house and Evan accepts. He doesn’t know what else to do.
He loved him. He loved him. He loved him. And he disappeared. (They promised to get better. They promised! But, then again, Evan broke that promise first.)
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What Came Before Won’t Count Anymore by MysteriousMidnight
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
24 Oct 2021
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When Zoe goes to sleep one night, it’s December. Connor has been dead since September, the Connor Project has come and gone, and Evan’s lies have been exposed.
When Zoe wakes up, it’s September again - the first day of senior year. The Connor Project hasn’t happened yet. And Connor is still alive.
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Dear Evan Hanson,
Today is going to be a great day, and here's why.
My mother says to seize the day. Today is the day to seize the day, which I don’t understand. I told her, “Mom, seize the day already means ‘today is the day’.” And she just laughed at me saying that she isn't a language guy and I am. Or something like that. I don’t remember it exactly.
But I did decide to check my horoscope for the day. It wasn’t a good one. My mother tells me that I'm a true Pisces. The sign for a Pisces is two fish tied together facing away.
But that doesn’t matter. Because today all I have to do is just be myself. But I have to be confident. And that I'm important and interesting. I have to be easy to talk to. Approachable, and that I don’t hide, either. I have to reveal myself to others. But not in a pervy way, don’t disrobe. Just be me, And be true to myself.
Sincerely, Me.
or Connor (And Zoe) and Evan switch places. Make sure creator's style is on. Tw: Suicide.
Inspired by this Tumblr post
https://marauders4evr.tumblr.com/post/662981215166611456/i-recognize-that-its-100-am-but-it-just-hit-me
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Bandaids Don’t Fix Bullet Holes by enchantedlokii
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
07 Oct 2021
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No. 4 — TRUST FALL
[ x ] “Do you trust me?”
[ x ] taken hostage
[ - ] pushedSeries
- Part 4 of Whumptober 2021
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All the eggshells are on the ground. by jayguts420
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
02 Oct 2021
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Connor lives instead of Evan, that's pretty much it
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Help Me, Help Me, I'm All Out Of Lies (And Ways To Say You Died) by ConsiderableColors
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
30 Sep 2021
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"What's he doing?" Miguel repeats, voice filled with dread.
"I don't know," Connor murmurs.
Hansen's hand starts to lessen its grip, the first finger lifts off the branch, he can hear Miguel inhale sharply, and Connor screams, at the top of his lungs, "Stop!"
Hansen's head jerks toward him, his hand lets go, and he falls.
"Shit," Connor says.
Or, Connor and Miguel try to save a life.
Title from 50 Ways To Say Goodbye by Train.
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maybe we don't have to pretend by shark_boi
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
26 Sep 2021
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Evan Hansen knew he put Zoe Murphy up on a pedestal. He made her out to be this perfect person when he didn't even know her. He knew he wasn't in love with her but more the idea of her. He knew that if he ever got to know her it probably wouldn't change a thing. He knew that. Still, all his hope was pinned on Zoe. Until-
Connor Murphy went into that computer lab hoping that he could find a reason to hold on one more day. Just a simple sign that he didn't screw up everything, that he didn't always have to leave a trail of destruction in his wake.
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What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter. (feat. lots of pining, cuddles, fluff, and rebuilding/forming relationships)
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Evan Hansen was ready to have a completely normal High School experience (or as normal as it gets for the stuttering anxious mess that he is), but his family friend Jared somehow convinced him to change that. Now, Evan finds himself at a school full of very artistically talented teenagers and he’s not sure if he can keep up. Especially not with the elusive Connor Murphy, who’s performances are almost as entrancing as his artwork. But even though Evan would never admit it, he belongs there as much as anyone, especially with a passion for writing and a voice like an Angel.
(I suck at summaries, just read it)
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Replaced by him, replaced by you [illustrated] by anyanp
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
08 Sep 2021
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Evan never really knew Connor, but he pretends he did.
Jared and Connor were close, too close, but he pretends they weren’t.
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Rebuilding Relationships by hunterishere
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
20 Aug 2021
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Evan Hansen is alone and anxious and hates the cafeteria. One interaction with Connor Murphy strikes him in an unexpected way. On the journey to friendship with his fellow outcast, Evan Hansen finds Jared Kleinman to be much more friendly than usual. Is this what making friends is like?
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Connor Murphy is found in a ditch one late night. Larry Murphy (how incredibly ironic that they have the same last name, right?) Searches his case.
Or: Connor needs saving. Larry's never been too good with that.
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- Part 1 of be nice to me
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Evan And Connor *actually* email by A_Confused_Child
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
05 Aug 2021
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The title....
Connor and Evan ended up trading emails. They ended up becoming friends very quickly, then falling.... out of trees!!!!
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- Part 9 of I'm bored lol
- Part 5 of 30 Days of August (No, not 31)
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In which Evan talks to a ghost for a while and I meta my way through my own feelings.