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    Dr. Y/L/N feels like her world is caving in when one day, a man with piercing eyes and a familiar face shows up in her E.R. Who is he, and why does he refuse to sleep without one eye open? Little does she know that maybe she should be keeping a close watch as well.

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    Facing our worst hits might just be the key to finding our true happiness.

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    Now that the fighting is done, Dean has nothing to distract him from the pain of what- of who- has been lost. Nothing to distract from the knowledge that he should have fought from the beginning for what mattered most. Now, it is too late and he cannot bear to look at the shattered pieces of missed chances.
    Can a broken heart heal? Is pain the only possible way for a heart to ache?
    At what point is it really too late?

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    After defeating Chuck and saving the world, now it's time to get down to the business of living life...and moving on. Dean struggles with the loss of Cas and adjusting to life without the looming threat of the end of the world. He would do anything to pull the angel out of the empty, and when demons come calling maybe he might just get one last chance to save him.

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    Dean Winchester II at age seven, sixteen, nineteen, and twenty-six.

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    Vivian never wanted to fall in love, even before she knew it felt like this. All she wants now is to break the spell, but that’s easier said than done when the cure is true love’s kiss, something that isn’t really in the cards for her.

    When a much darker (and far less kempt) Morgana Pendragon waltzes into King Olaf’s castle, intent on helping Vivian for reasons she’d rather keep to herself, Vivian begins to hope again. She might even be able to help Morgana in return.

    At the very least, she could do something about that godawful hair.

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    “I don’t like being God.” Jack confesses, “Even with Amara and all the angels, it’s lonely. I want to give my powers over to her, perfect harmony, and come back home. Before I can do that, I think I need to make good on what I said to him.”

    “Are you saying-?” He can’t bring himself to say it, afraid to be wrong. If he’s wrong he knows he’ll continue to do what he does best, figure it the fuck out, but he’s just so tired of things being difficult.

    He hopes for it to be this simple, if only just this once.

    “My last act as God is going to be saving Cas from the Empty.”

    -

    In which Castiel is saved from the Empty and becomes a bartender at a western themed bar, Dean fights his alcohol addiction and his own feelings, and everyone else is confused as to why they’re not together already.

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    while on a hunt, Dean is trapped in a djinn-dream, and it is up to Sam to rescue him. However, when Sam dream-walks and finds Castiel alive, Dean refuses to wake up. What must Sam say in order to rescue Dean? And how will Dean cope when he learns the truth?

    ---
    please be mindful of the tags!

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    Dean means to look away when he knows the man will be half-facing him but he doesn’t, and when the man turns, Dean can't remember how to breathe.

    Cas, blue-eyed, and alive stands several feet away from him at the Akron Pie Festival, wearing fucking bumble bee crocs.

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    “You saved me,” Cas says.

    Dean wants to crawl inside that low rumble of a voice and curl up there forever. Delirious, he says, “Yes.”

    Then Cas says, “You kissed me.”

    Dean swallows. “And?”

    Cas kisses him. Something burns at the hem of Dean’s shirt and his eyelashes flutter darker and it’s much, much later when he realizes he’d felt a spark from the lightbulbs blowing out.

    *

    Dean barely talks since Cas died. Even once they save him, it's too damn hard. In which fucked up coping styles leave both Cas and Dean convinced the other doesn't really love them. Cas thinks Dean is offering to sleep with him out of the goodness of his heart, or so Cas won't leave. Dean is trying to be less of a dick and ends up crying all the time. Cas just wants Dean to let him be the big spoon. They get to heal and be in love.

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    Dean should’ve known the Empty wouldn’t let Cas escape unscathed. It's not that he wasn't prepared for something with the rescue going sideways; he had kinda been expecting Cas to tumble through the portal human, weak and tired, maybe traumatized from God knows whatever the Empty used to torture him. Dean didn't care, he'd take whatever he could get of Cas with open arms.

    He had not, however, anticipated returning with a suspiciously Cas-shaped child.

    Introducing Castiel, former Angel of the Lord, currently about three feet tall and a good few decades younger than his vessel’s correct age. Baby in a trench coat, indeed.

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    God was gone, lost somewhere in this world. Everyone he had dissolved was back. Jack had left, probably creating a new Heaven, with Amara by his side.
    (...)
    "I lost my grace."

    [Basically my other fanfiction, but Explicit, as requested.]

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    “Thought it was me at first,” Dean said. “Just not in my nature to settle. But then I thought: there’s not supposed to be suffering here. So what’s with the heartache?” He sighed. “I know I can’t make Cas show up if he doesn’t want to. Maybe he doesn’t want to take a chance on me. Maybe he’s moved on. But then I gotta feel lonesome for eternity and call it Paradise?”

    “Dean,” said Mary. “Are you going on a hunt in Heaven?”

    “Yeah,” said Dean. “I reckon I am.”

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    The universe played by its own rules. The universe was also a romantic.
    -- Companion piece to "Defining Heaven", Cas' perspective

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    “He’s not even surprised when he finds himself impaled on a piece of rebar in some random barn after some random fight. That’s how the story would end.

    He wasn’t trying to kill himself. He wasn’t trying to make Cas’ sacrifice for nothing. But even in a tragic love story, there are multiple kinds of endings, and there’s no Titanic ending here - where goes on to live a long, happy life that Cas would be proud of. He wishes he could say there was, if only because he knows how much it would hurt Cas to know how it really ended. The bleakest possible ending - one lover sacrifices himself to save the other, the remaining one follows shortly after, too drunk on alcohol and grief to even take down a couple of vamps without getting himself killed. Take that, Romeo and Juliet.”

    Or: how to kill the author and break the narrative with the power of love and family - for real this time.

    Or: a slightly meta reflection on how Dean’s repression of his bisexuality is as much a facet of the show he exists in and the character he’s supposed to be as it is a character trait.

    Or: my “Fuck the writers and fuck the finale” manifesto.

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    “Who is Castiel?” The words burst out of his mouth before he could stop them and Jack froze. There was something decidedly off about him and had been ever since Dean arrived here in Heaven. Dean could tell immediately that the question unnerved the figure wearing Jack's face, in a way that he had never seen before. For a moment, not-Jack looked…uncertain, maybe even afraid. It was then that Dean knew. This was not Jack. There was no way that this was Jack.

    Not-Jack snapped back to in an instant, promptly ignoring the question. “Goodbye Dean,” the figure wearing Jack’s face said. Hands gripped Dean’s arms in vise-like grips, dragging him backwards through the white hallways. Under any other circumstance, Dean would have fought back, but he couldn't, not through the torrent of confusion and thoughts pouring through his mind.

    This wasn’t Heaven at all. Maybe it was meant to be, but if it was a place where he was trapped, where the people he loved weren’t safe, it was no Heaven to Dean Winchester.

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    After Cas returns from the Empty Dean finally gets to tell him that his feelings are reciprocated. But Cas is worried what his lack of sexual attraction will mean for their relationship.

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    “Hey, Lucy," says Sam. "I’m Sam Winchester. This is my friend Eileen. We help monsters.”

    or: sam, post canon

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    Cas is stuck in The Empty, Chuck has Thanos-snapped everyone they’ve ever known to fuck knows where, and now Jack’s going through some kind of cosmic puberty Dean’s eighth grade health class definitely did not prepare him for. They’ve got two hunters at the end of their rope, a recently-exploded half-angel kid, a witch who just came back from the dead (again), and Billie Mark II, who’s only redeeming quality is that she hasn’t actually killed Dean...yet. Team Free Will 3.0. Here we go.

    **This fic is completely written and updates weekly on Tuesdays.**

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    Dean's fine.

    Then he gets a piece of metal stuck through his ribs. But he doesn’t die, even though he’s pretty sure he should’ve.

    He’s still— fine. No matter what Sam thinks.

    (And Cas is still gone.)

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