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    What happens if they get Cas back, but something isn't quite right?

    Bold of anyone to assume that Dean Winchester would just eat pie and stay out of trouble

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    In which Dean tells Cas how he feels and the Empty doesn’t eat Cas.

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    “ but Dean!... Just, just listen for a minute ــــ ” 

    “Yeah yeah I know! But hear me out, all the feelings that I have for you, all that we have for each other we get a chance to live it now man! It just so much all the time you’ve got to understand ـــــ” 

    “Dean, I love you.” 

    “Me too, Cas. me too, you don’t know how much, but I love you too.”
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    part of #TheirLoveWasReal Challenge Day 0: Canonverse

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    "What is the name of this song?"

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    "It's an old song!
    It's an old tale from way back when
    And we're gonna sing
    We're gonna sing
    We're gonna sing it again!"
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    they were here before, he felt it , lived it, had to come for the other side of it... and he's gonna do it again and again and again...
    and this time, they gonna make it through.
    because this time, they're truly free.
    this time, he's gonna get Cas back... he heard that melody before, what's is following it another time 'round?!
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    part of #TheirLoveWasReal Challenge Day 6: Myth

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    It's not a decision. Not more than the immobility was that had frozen his muscles before and made it impossible to move. It isn't a thought that drives him to throw himself at Cas, between Cas and this supernatural entity he knows he can't defeat. He's done it before he even knows he moved at all, arms wrapped around the angel as tightly as possible. It was more like a reflex, an instinct, maybe. There was nothing else to be done, so why not do something insanely stupid?

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    Did you hate the season finale? Same! This is the fic for you.

    We pick up at the beginning of 15x18 with Jack about to explode and no clue how to take down Chuck. The gays are all okay at the end, and Dean doesn't die on a rusty nail. I promise a happy ending and actual regular updates. Loosely based on the canon episodes.

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    I wasn’t there when you were born, and I missed the first time you died.

    I wanted to be there both times. I planned to be there. I didn't know it would happen so fast.

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    *Originally on Wattpad but thought I’d start posting on both platforms because why not. Update every Friday.*

    SPN series finale rewrite and continuation! Starts in 15.18 then continues from there. There is a new character as it is a continuation of a scene from my Falling for Jared Padalecki fic. I recommend you read at least up to that point in the other fic but if you don't want to, a quick summary is in the first chapter. Destiel is canon. This is what I think that Sam, Dean, Cas, Jack, and Mia's (new character) lives should have been like instead of the disaster they call a finale.

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    Just Dean Winchester being a dumbass and realizing he might be in love with Castiel (he is)

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    A series of ficlets of unconnected possible scenes for when Cas comes back after 15x18.

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    Basically: Dean and Cas’s aesthetic if the confession is the same but Cas is not sucked into the Empty. Angry shouting and love confessions abound.

    From a TikTok prompt.

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    Death is literally banging at the door. Castiel prepares to tell the man he loves his truth, but in this fic Dean gets to tell his truth too.

    And no one goes to gay super hell.

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    After a hunt and in the midst of grieving Cas, Dean suddenly wakes up trapped in the mind of an actor named Jensen Ackles.

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    Cas returns from the Empty and Dean needs to tell him how he feels. A movie night with just the two of them may be the perfect opportunity.

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    Coda for 15x18 Despair

    What happened after Cas got taken to the Empty?

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    “What the hell?” he asks, voice hoarse around the high note. “Guys?”

    When there’s no immediate answer, Dean’s instincts kick in. He pulls out his gun and gently drops his bag, waiting a moment for his eyes to adjust so he can try for the stairs.

    Before he can, though, the lights kick back on. His gaze locks onto the scene below, and Dean slowly lowers his gun.

    “Happy birthday!” Jack says, the sound of a party horn whining shortly after. Beside him, Cas pulls the string of a party popper, and he jerks as bits of confetti fall around him and into his hair.

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    Dean knows they left things off pretty rough...they probably shouldn't have gone on a case so soon afterwards.

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    Jack doesn't understand what changed...hadn't Cas said that he was far from happy?

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    Exhausted and grieving, Dean is barely going through the daily motions while Sam has decided to find a way out of the hunting life. While Sam's future is hopeful, Dean is stuck on what, or more specifically who, he has lost.

    An unexpected discovery reveals more to him about the angel that he thought he had known so well, and maybe, just maybe Cas has left him the clues to find a way home.

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