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    As Dean grieves, Jack tells them of an old story, one that has been told and sung over and over again anyway. Two lovers challenge the universe to escape death. They walk the long way home, but the one in front is not allowed to turn around for the whole way. Every entity of grand power knows this, for the pact has to be respected were it ever to be attempted again.

    Of course, Dean goes to find Castiel, because if anyone can do this, it's them.

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    “You dumb son of a bitch,” he mumbles, and Cas tightens his fingers around the seal, the light hitting him with cruelty, but it doesn’t hurt as much as the look on Dean’s face.

    [OR time travel episode but it's glitchy and cas gets transported to every time dean lost him]

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    Cas is taken by the Empty. Chuck has dusted everyone. Sam, Jack, and Dean are alone, and must once again find a way to save the world and bring back those they love. Other than that, I don't know. As a great angel once said, "We're making it up as we go." (will update summary when fic is finished, whenever that is).

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    Dean doesn't know what to do.

    Cas is telling him things- things like i love you and all he can think about is how to stop it.

    or: we test the theory of whether or not an angel can experience true happiness while the love of his life hurts him. (over, and over, and over)

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    Castiel is Dean's hope.

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    Sam finds a tape Dean made, while in his room. Post canon

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    "For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part [and recognise in part]; but then shall I know even as I also am known." ~ 1 Corinthians 13:12, King James Bible

    "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone" ~ John 8:7, same as above

    Unto the ages of ages, even spied carefully behind dark glass, there is world without end.

    Things cannot end like this. Jack pours his love for Cas into the Empty, forcing light and life within, hauling his father back. The family he's got - including that of Sam and Dean - they have to preserve it. And in some ways, to heal it; drawing out the darkness like infection from a wound.

    Yet he must keep going, be strong, and brave - he has godly power, and so he must be strong enough to fix things.

    But what happens if -actually, when- he needs fixing?

    (Or, Jack is having a hard time adjusting to his status as God, and after doing his best to make things right, receives some aid in a manner - and from a quarter - unexpected)

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    It’s like The French Mistake, except they were just about to film the Destiel kiss (in 15x18 Despair).

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    It's not a decision. Not more than the immobility was that had frozen his muscles before and made it impossible to move. It isn't a thought that drives him to throw himself at Cas, between Cas and this supernatural entity he knows he can't defeat. He's done it before he even knows he moved at all, arms wrapped around the angel as tightly as possible. It was more like a reflex, an instinct, maybe. There was nothing else to be done, so why not do something insanely stupid?

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    This is just the confession scene from Cas's POV because he deserved better than the writers treated him.

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    What if Dean had confessed his feelings to Cas in purgatory in s15e09 but Cas rejects him, because of the Empty deal?

    There is again a wall between them and Dean blames himself for ruining their friendship. Until Cas confesses his feelings for Dean in s15e18 and Dean realizes Cas was in love with him all along, but it was too late.

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    Cas opened his eyes. He didn’t need to sleep, not yet, but he chose to. He liked it. He liked closing his eyes after exchanging “I love you”s with Dean. And he liked waking up with him in his arms. He liked that like this, day after day, every morning, he got confirmation that he really could have the one thing he wanted. After everything they had been through the last 12 or so years it was very reassuring that he could fade away into the land of unconsciousness and every time, without fail, when he returned, the first thing he would see would be Dean.

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    This is just Dean and Cas being in love and married and thinking back to Cas confessing his love for Dean and getting taken by the empty six months ago. Not much plot but there are emotions.

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    Compilation of 100/200 word Destiel drabbles - Cas wanting Dean, Dean praying to Cas, Cas looking after Dean, and Dean being soft for Jack and Cas.

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    Dean Winchester wakes up in Heaven and meets someone there he thought he'd lost forever.

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    It takes Dean three days, eighteen hours, thirty-eight minutes and seventeen seconds to call Claire.

    Or

    Cas is dead, and Dean needs to break the news of yet another father figure lost to Claire (and this one is his fault too).

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    Everything that happened in "Despair" but Dean actually does something instead of standing there dumbfounded

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    “I love you.”

     
    Dean barely has time to comprehend those words because suddenly there’s a flash in Cas’ eyes, there for just a second and then it’s gone again. Dean hasn’t seen anything like it in him before, and it should worry him, really, but he can’t think about it right now, not with everything that is happening.

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    'all of the "hello, dean"s and this was goodbye.'

    cas' confession scene and the thought process of both dean and cas in the moment, i guess.

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    Cas was gone.
    Dean felt the loss as surely as if one of his lungs had been ripped out. Maybe it had. Maybe that’s why it was so fucking hard to breathe. And still he kept dragging in air, each breath a razor blade - Inhale. Exhale - forcing himself to endure the exquisite pain of survival.

    I guess this is my interpretation of what Dean went through after Cas was taken by The Empty, his realisation that they've been tied together since the very start and how Cas' handprint has become a symbol of belonging rather than a mark of possession.

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    Dean has finally found the courage to face his long-buried feelings for Cas. And now that his angel is back from the Empty, Dean is ready to tell him the only way he knows how: through a mix tape of cheesy 80's power ballads.

    Featuring a nervous Dean, an angsty Cas, and a first date that may or may not turn into a total disaster.

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