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    After failing to bring Mary back to life Jack just keeps running, not caring where he goes, in search of answers. Eventually he finds himself in another universe where Lucifer won and wears a very familiar face. Endverse!Sam

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    Dean is pissed. Cas wants to say sorry.

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    Being an asshole is Dean's protection. So, over the years, he's built himself thick, Asshole Walls to protect himself--hell, he's built a whole damn castle. To keep everybody out... and to keep something frightening inside.

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    "Your heart felt good
    It was drippin' pitch and made of wood
    And your hands and knees
    Felt cold and wet on the grass beneath
    Well outside naked, shivering, looking blue
    From the cold sunlight that's reflected off the moon
    Baby cum angels, fly around you
    Reminding you we used to be three and not just two
    And that's how the world began
    And that's how the world will end"

    ─"3rd Planet" by Modest Mouse

    coda to the episode "absence," castiel finds himself hurt and upset by dean. he's old, tired, and, frankly, sick of living. but the earth is kind of beautiful and the sun will rise again.

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    what if rowena managed to stop jack from casting the spell?

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    Cas is upset about how Dean has been treating him, and Sam has some advice. Cas takes Sam's advice very seriously, leading to some very unexpected results.

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    A series of phone calls between Castiel and Sam that take place over the course of Episode: s14e19 Jack in the Box. A continuation of Castiel's perspective as the season comes to an end.

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    He was already dead, wasn’t he? He had given that much when he made the deal with the Empty. Another time he had given everything for the Winchesters- for Jack.

    He was a dead man walking.

    ( Not necessarily a man, but he wouldn’t argue that point now. )

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    **Spoilers for 14x18**

    Arthur hears the news and reflects on his relationship with Mary Winchester.

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    After Mary's death Dean draws himself away from Castiel. The angel can't cope with the guilt and hatred from the other man. He lost a battle against his own mind, because he fought it alone.

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    Dean grieves their mother. Sam grieves Dean's grief. That much, at least, he knows he can do.
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    Coda to 14x18, "Absence."

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    Mary's dead. Sam still never got that apology.

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    It's eight o'clock Sunday morning. The human 'Day of Worship' for those who believe. As an angel on earth, it used to be the day to seek Revelation. Not today. no, today is none of those things. Today... is the third day after Mary Winchester's death.

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    Sam wonders where it all went wrong. He knows that Jack was not evil from the beginning - but evil is not the right word for it. Sam has seen true evil, has been touched by it, and Jack is nothing like Lucifer.

    He can't be.

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    Cas’ face paled, and he looked like Dean just kicked him in the gut. His face cracked, just for an instant, and behind the sudden widened eyes, Dean could see the hurt shock before Cas schooled his feature.

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    Whilst taking care of Rowena, reader engages her in a talk about the day's events and Jack's descent into madness.

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    There is an engraving under the table. He shimmies closer and gets his phone out to see better.

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    Neatly carved into the cedar. Blocky and careful.

    He runs his fingers over the mark-delicately tracing the ridges with his pads. He feels a sob catch in his throat. It comes out as a horribly wounded groan. His heart breaks and he can’t keep the tears from rolling down his cheeks, into his hair and finally splashing to the floor. He’s not sure how long he stays there silently weeping as he decides enough is enough.

    NO SPOILERS: I am super behind in the show so please don't stress about that.

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    How do you begin to move on when the worst thing has happened?

    Again.

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    - 14x18 coda

    “I don’t want to hear a damn apology from you! You know why?”, the anger was back in Dean's voice, but this time, not directed at Castiel.
     
    “Because you- because if someone has to apologize it would be me! I said… it’s not true… I could never-“, he broke eye contact, tears threatening to spill. Breathing heavily he walked over to where the angel was standing at the door.

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    Set after season 14 episode 18: Absence.

    As Castiel is burdened by Dean's anger, he feels like nobody wants or needs him around anymore.

    Dean tries to process the recent events and can't help but deeply regret the way he reacted. What he said to Castiel is unforgivable, yet the angel doesn't seem to hold it against him. Then again, Castiel never seems to hold anything against him, so it makes it easier to take it out on him. What if this time, he's gone too far? What if this time, Castiel isn't fine?

    Then Dean has to fix it, before it's too late.

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