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    Dean Winchester is not hungry. He's well-fed. He has to be. He's convinced he is. The indeciferable longing he feels when he looks at Castiel is just a conincidence. He is not starving.

    TWs for internalized homophobia, alluding to slurs, mention of John Winchester, and this is a rewrite of basically the second half of 5.14 My Blood Valentine so there's some binge eating and drinking. I swear it has a happy ending, but it's a long walk. Enjoy :)

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    For that brief moment he thinks Dean will turn to him and smile a little, and say, hey, at least you did it, Sammy, you got him, we got the ring. Then his stomach turns as Dean just looks away, tension knitting his brow, and he feels sick that he even thought it in the first place.

    The conversation that leads up to Sam ending up in the panic room, again, to detox from demon blood.

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    “You said—Tain, if you’re listening right now,” Julian murmurs, Garak’s head in his lap. He cards his fingers through Garak’s hair, feeling his heart swell at the way Garak's mullet curls up under his ears. “Is there something after? On Cardassia, do you believe in an after?”

    Garak adjusts the blanket over him. In the vent he’d been sweating and now he shivers.

    Oblivion. Tain dead. There is never the right time, right age, for a conversation like this.

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    Coda to "My Bloody Valentine". Dean's hungry for Cas.

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    They’re supposed to be on a stakeout, watching for Famine, but Dean can barely focus. He is too aware of Castiel sitting next to him. Too aware of the muscle jumping in his jaw as he chews his burger, too aware of the sideways glances he shoots Dean from beneath those hooded lids.

    “Even now, you deny yourself,” says Cas, and he sounds amazed. “I’m Angel of the Lord, and still Famine overcomes me.”

    “Yeah, well.” Dean snorts. “If I wanted burgers, maybe I’d get them, too.”

    Cas tilts his head, narrows his eyes. “But you don’t want burgers.” He leans over the console and adds, “I’ve seen your soul, Dean Winchester. I know what you want.

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    Famine said that Dean was already dead inside. But is this true?

    (Songfic based on the Gershwin classic)

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    In the aftermath of their encounter with Famine, Sam finds himself once again locked down inside the panic room to detox.
    Dean is convinced he's doing the right thing, but he can't bring himself to leave his brother.

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    Dean doesn’t believe for a second that the detox can really kill Sam. That’s not the only thing Dean’s wrong about.

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    Голод сказал, что он мёртв внутри и ошибся. Дин не хочет быть мёртвым, ни внутри, ни снаружи. И не хочет, чтобы Сэмми был. (Пропущенная сцена в конце серии 5х14. Что-то вроде.)

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    When Dean is twenty-six years old, he stands in the middle of a grimy, rundown shack for a safe house. His brother is knocked out cold in the corner, and Dean is pointing a gun at his dad’s face.

    He clicks off the safety, tucks his finger against the trigger, and—freezes.

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    There is a quote about good intention and Hell that may apply to Sam Winchester. Castiel isn't so certain.

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    У Дина есть голод. Это любовь Сэма.

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    Hawkeye and B.J. navigate the difficulties of being in love during the war, not at all aided by their unit's constant interruptions.

    (Or, five times Hawkeye and B.J. are almost caught, and the time they are.)

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    Food is complicated for Dean. Although, it’s not food as much as it is hunger. He can appreciate a good hamburger for just being a hamburger, but starvation he has a more complicated relationship with. The feeling should be something that’s easier to condemn than it is, but it’s intermingled with nostalgia and memories of his father and the feeling of doing good by Sam. He loves food, but he misses missing it sometimes.

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    Dean’s POV after My Bloody Valentine.

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    After My Bloody Valentine, Sam still needs to detox. Dean is stressed and angry and worried, and he just can't be around Sam just then. Bobby is unable to get down the stairs, so Sam is alone. But what happens when something goes very, very wrong in Sam's detox?

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    Sisfic tag for 5x14 "My Bloody Valentine". Takes place post-ep, a little sibling fluff for y'all. Part of the Shay 'verse.

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    Post 5x14: The panic room was originally meant to be locked from the inside, which is currently giving Dean the first emotion he's felt since Famine laid eyes on him: fear.

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    When Famine looked into Dean, he couldn't except that Dean was unaffected by his power. Dean shouldn't not hunger for anything, but here he was, in front of him and as normal as he can be. This was unbelievable, he was envious about his hunger for nothing. But to be satisfied without hungering for anything anymore? He must have it. Only to find the answer to Dean's immunity as a gift for a certain Archangel.

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    “Haven’t you wondered Dean?”

    No, he’d already known and hadn’t wanted to confirm it, not even in the depths of his own mind.

    “You aren’t hungry Dean, because you’re already dead inside,”

    And he’d known it to be true.

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    After defeating Famine, after days of suffering through demon blood withdrawal in the panic room, Sam needs time to clear his head. Early in the morning, he heads to a small lake seeking solitude, but instead finds an unexpected ally.

    (for the prompt: Sam learning and using witchcraft or spellcraft. Max, Rowena, or Patrick (from 5.7) particularly welcome, whether gen or pairing.)

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