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    It all starts with a bottle of Whiskey and a stick and poke tattoo.

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    Snapshots from every month as Dean grieves Cas and learns to cope in a brand new way.

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    Jack and Amara with Dean's help go after Cas after bringing everyone back.

     

    ❗❗So...I thought I was done, but ideas keep popping up...I'm still getting organized, I changed several things in the first chapter and I'm thinking about doing a second part... First fanfic that I write where there actually is a plot.

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    while on a hunt, Dean is trapped in a djinn-dream, and it is up to Sam to rescue him. However, when Sam dream-walks and finds Castiel alive, Dean refuses to wake up. What must Sam say in order to rescue Dean? And how will Dean cope when he learns the truth?

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    please be mindful of the tags!

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    This was the moment when their lives were supposed to begin, and instead it was all over before it even started.

    Dean has lost track of time, it could be days, weeks or months since they defeated Chuck. He doesn't know, and he doesn't care.

    Sam was patient at first, sat by his side in bed and talked softly, helped him to the bathroom when Dean was too drunk to stand on his own two feet, and brought him water to dilute the alcohol in his bloodstream.

    When that didn't help, he became desperate, he yelled at him, anything to get some kind of reaction. Now it's the silent treatment, the last thing Sam said was that he won't be around to see Dean slowly kill himself.

    And that's fine, he shouldn't, because everyone Dean loves and cares about gets killed or worse.

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    Team Free Will gets back together again and pair up with an unlikely ally to defeat the most savage enemy anyone's had to face.

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    Dean should’ve known the Empty wouldn’t let Cas escape unscathed. It's not that he wasn't prepared for something with the rescue going sideways; he had kinda been expecting Cas to tumble through the portal human, weak and tired, maybe traumatized from God knows whatever the Empty used to torture him. Dean didn't care, he'd take whatever he could get of Cas with open arms.

    He had not, however, anticipated returning with a suspiciously Cas-shaped child.

    Introducing Castiel, former Angel of the Lord, currently about three feet tall and a good few decades younger than his vessel’s correct age. Baby in a trench coat, indeed.

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    “I don’t like being God.” Jack confesses, “Even with Amara and all the angels, it’s lonely. I want to give my powers over to her, perfect harmony, and come back home. Before I can do that, I think I need to make good on what I said to him.”

    “Are you saying-?” He can’t bring himself to say it, afraid to be wrong. If he’s wrong he knows he’ll continue to do what he does best, figure it the fuck out, but he’s just so tired of things being difficult.

    He hopes for it to be this simple, if only just this once.

    “My last act as God is going to be saving Cas from the Empty.”

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    In which Castiel is saved from the Empty and becomes a bartender at a western themed bar, Dean fights his alcohol addiction and his own feelings, and everyone else is confused as to why they’re not together already.

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    Cas was resurrected. Dean told Cas that he loves him, that he can have everything he wanted, but Cas has to stay with him. Cas promised that he would. The thing is, he didn’t realize how literal Dean was being.

    Now, Cas works on rebuilding Heaven with the angels, while he builds a new life with Dean. Neither of those things are as easy as Cas would have liked.

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    “Angels have been interfering for too long,” Jack insists. “Humanity deserves some peace, and I intend to give it to them.”

    “Then why did Cas go back?” Anna demands.

    “That doesn’t matter,” Cas says, willing Anna to just let it go.

    “Yes it does!” she argues instead.

    “And Heaven deserves some peace too!” Jack continues, raising his voice. “That won’t happen if we’re getting into conflicts on Earth.”

    “Then why does Cas get to go back and I don’t?”

    “That’s different,” Jack says. Cas cringes.

    “Why, because it’s the Winchesters?” Anna asks. “The old God is dead, why are they still the centre of the universe?”

    “Because it’s Dean,” Cas says.

    “And?!”

    “And I love him!”

    "It's still not fair. You can't set up rules and exceptions and call Heaven free."

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    Castiel got what he wanted. To save Dean, even if it meant the angel's own life. And to finally confess his true feelings to the hunter. Now Sam, Dean, Jack, and help from an unforseen ally, uncover solutions to return everyone back to Earth. . . But most importantly their angel.

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    Facing our worst hits might just be the key to finding our true happiness.

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    Castiel was saved on a Tuesday morning. Not that Dean knew that it was morning or even that it was Tuesday...
    Dean and Cas start their soft epilogue on a Saturday morning.

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    Step 1: Accept that Cas loves you
    Step 2: Realize you've been dating for months (years?)
    Step 3: Have a crisis over how badly you don't want to fuck this up and ALL THE REASONS you're certain you will

    Or, Dean Winchester slowly confronts the mortifying ordeal of being loved and frustrates the hell out of those who know he's worthy of it while they try to convince HIM what they've known all along.

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    “Thank you, Sam.” Cas smiles at the man in front of him, trying hard to offer comfort even though Cas hadn’t been able to explain that he was having a problem. “You’re a good man. I love you, too.”

    Sam blinks, for some reason surprised by this response. Cas thinks about how Dean would react in this moment, but Cas doesn’t think making fun of Sam’s hair or calling him a hippie would quite communicate what he intends. Cas hasn’t mastered Dean’s ability to make insults affectionate, and he doesn’t really think this is the moment to try.

    “Uhm. Thank you?” Sam says, his tone questioning. Cas plods on anyway. Sam has been the object of Dean’s love for as long as he has existed. A different love, yes, but still, Sam is perhaps the one person who can help Cas find a way to respond.

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    After reading this letter I hope that you forget about it. I hope you forget about me. I hope these words have as much trouble clinging to the condemnatory curvatures of your memory as they have sticking to the fabric of reality itself. Burn this letter and burn me with it, my dear.

    Sam's wife writes her son a letter.

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    A study in learned helplessness, set in the Men of Letters Bunker.

    Cas clings hard to what he has, and doesn't think about the things he doesn't.

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    “Who is Castiel?” The words burst out of his mouth before he could stop them and Jack froze. There was something decidedly off about him and had been ever since Dean arrived here in Heaven. Dean could tell immediately that the question unnerved the figure wearing Jack's face, in a way that he had never seen before. For a moment, not-Jack looked…uncertain, maybe even afraid. It was then that Dean knew. This was not Jack. There was no way that this was Jack.

    Not-Jack snapped back to in an instant, promptly ignoring the question. “Goodbye Dean,” the figure wearing Jack’s face said. Hands gripped Dean’s arms in vise-like grips, dragging him backwards through the white hallways. Under any other circumstance, Dean would have fought back, but he couldn't, not through the torrent of confusion and thoughts pouring through his mind.

    This wasn’t Heaven at all. Maybe it was meant to be, but if it was a place where he was trapped, where the people he loved weren’t safe, it was no Heaven to Dean Winchester.

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    Now that the fighting is done, Dean has nothing to distract him from the pain of what- of who- has been lost. Nothing to distract from the knowledge that he should have fought from the beginning for what mattered most. Now, it is too late and he cannot bear to look at the shattered pieces of missed chances.
    Can a broken heart heal? Is pain the only possible way for a heart to ache?
    At what point is it really too late?

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    "It was in 1983 that a researcher called Walter Kaiser made a new discovery: that honeybees slept.

    As he watched through his observation hive, Kaiser noted how a bee's legs would first start to flex, bringing its head to the floor. Its antennae would stop moving. In some cases, a bee would fall over sideways, as if intoxicated by tiredness."

    - Alex Riley for BBC Earth (2016)

     

    The dandelion teaches the bee how to sleep. Then, a familiar face finds them a home.

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    So, there’s a big push to get the Dean/Cas tag to over 100k, which is why I wrote you a fluff filled, crack filled one shot. Doing my little part.

    No idea where this came from, just that it suddenly came to me that Dean probably has very strong opinions on what proper shoes and boots are fit for a man to wear. This is pure fluff and crack with maybe a few thoughts from Dean about what is really important in life.

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    Jack and Castiel discover Crocs. Dean is offended. The plastic shoes are ugly and not fit footgear for a man to wear.

    Castiel insists they make him happy.

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    He hears a door open behind him, followed by a voice he’s not heard in years. “Dean Winchester,” it says with a note of amusement. “What, may I ask, brings you to my home?”

    Dean turns and looks the skinny, colorfully dressed man in front of him up and down. He means to make some sort of joke about the years not being kind – the irony of which would not be lost on this person, given that he’s immortal and has looked the same for the last 500-something years – but when he opens his mouth, all that comes out is a disbelieving “Magnus Bane?” The man smirks a little and Dean’s suspicion is confirmed. “Dude, I never thought I would see you again.”

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    In which the SPN crew meet the SH crew.

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    One-Shot: sometimes old men go on road trips together and reminisce in soft repose

    Part of 'we deserve a soft epilogue' where they're in love, married, and living their best life.

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