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    Art post for DCBB 2021, Never Taken by MakennaSweets1967

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    in which history repeats itself.

    inspired by this tumblr post

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    Alternate ending of the 15x18 episode of Supernatural, where the Empty comes but only takes Billie leaving Cas to suffer the consequences of his words.

    Where everything is the same except Castiel is not taken.

    Maybe it's a good idea to do more chapters when I finish the other fanfic I'm doing ❤️❤️❤️

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    The Empty was coming to drag Castiel away, to take him where Dean will never be able to reach.
    Dean throws his arms around Cas, and just doesn't let go.

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    A poem about Cas from his early days all up to the end he deserved.

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    A study in learned helplessness, set in the Men of Letters Bunker.

    Cas clings hard to what he has, and doesn't think about what he doesn't.

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    A short process of Dean's emotions after Cas was taken by the Empty.

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    Dean’s got no real reason to bother. He’s never really been a flowers kind of guy. He doesn’t send them and he sure as hell doesn’t get them, but.

    He sees chrysanthemums, yellow and bright and tall, and he thinks—Cas. He thinks of Cas.

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    Dean buys Cas flowers and gives them to him, too.

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    The Empty comes for Castiel in 15x18, but isn't satisfied, leaving Dean and Castiel alone in a room with everything Castiel told him.

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    Don't let the title fool you, this is a fix-it.

    Among other things, in this fic:
    I see whatever the hell 15.19 was, and raise you some actual (irreverant) theology
    Team Free Will goes to Miami for hot gay shit
    Everyone breaks the narrative and finds some goddamn peace

    (Epilogue to Crossing Lines, but can be read on its own)

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    Cas is stuck in The Empty, Chuck has Thanos-snapped everyone they’ve ever known to fuck knows where, and now Jack’s going through some kind of cosmic puberty Dean’s eighth grade health class definitely did not prepare him for. They’ve got two hunters at the end of their rope, a recently-exploded half-angel kid, a witch who just came back from the dead (again), and Billie Mark II, who’s only redeeming quality is that she hasn’t actually killed Dean...yet. Team Free Will 3.0. Here we go.

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    Inspired by this tumblr post: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/aheartofgold/657419478776283136

    A reverse 15*18 where Dean confesses first in the Dungeon, and the empty takes Cas before he can respond, leaving Dean to wonder why.

    Dean mourns Cas, and Jack tells him about the deal with the Empty. Realizing what that means, as soon as Jack ascends, Dean rushes to the Bunker to embrace his love.

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    With Billie dying, who will be there to take her place and reap Chuck? That is, if the Winchesters can track him down and figure out a way to kill him. But when all of their allies start disappearing, leaving no one left to help them, what drastic measures will the boys be forced to take in order to set the world right? Can things even go back to normal after this? Or will everything will be changed forever?
    (aka the ending sucked so I tried to make it better: a rewrite of 15x18 thru 15x20)

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    Cas is looking at him and he’s crying and he’s in love and it’s killing him. So Dean does the only thing he can do; react.

     

    Or: how the confession should have gone, the supernatural we deserve.

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    The story of Dean and Castiel's relationship, as told by the photographs Dean takes along the way.

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    "He has disappointed and left Cas behind too many times already. He will not let that stupid son of a bitch just leave like that. Cas can’t just drop the L-bomb on him and then fuck off to super-mega-hell and leave him behind, eternally wondering about “what-ifs”."

    This is the story about how Dean refuses to let Cas be his "what-if".

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    Dean wants to scream and yell and fight like he’s going to lose everything because fuck, he is going to lose everything.

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    This has some MAJOR spoilers for 15x18 read with cation
    this happens right after 15x18
    sad dean goes to a bar after Cas died and uses bad coping mechanisms to help with the death. while at the bar he makes a drunken realization that may change his life forever

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    It starts with anger, of course; most of the ideas Castiel has have been met with that. This time, though, instead of the anger coming solely from the elder Winchester, it is a united chorus from all of them. The choir flows into bargaining, eventually being backed by a full orchestra of third day denial. The percussion of depression comes soon after the fourth day. By the time they reach acceptance on Saturday, the conductor has already put down his bow.

    They end up agreeing to Castiel’s plan without actually saying those words. They just stop.

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    A reimagining of the 15x18 confession scene where the Empty creeps slowly over Castiel instead of how quickly things happened, giving Dean the time to get up from the floor for some final words with Castiel.

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