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    Solving crime isn’t an easy task, and it’s especially harder for Sam, who doesn’t even do it for a living. The Crucifier is still on the loose though, intent on wreaking havoc in ways only he and Gabe, his P.I partner, know. A gang war looms on the horizon, and it’s a race against time to stop the balance in Lawrence from being tipped irrevocably. However, with his own past coming into play, along with his growing feelings for Gabe, Sam finds that things aren’t as simple as just catching the killer anymore.

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    What they don’t yet realize is, this is more than just a search for their father. This is a search for the bond they each think they lost 4 years ago...

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    Sam reaches out to place his fingers against Dean's face, cupping the faint glitter of stubble and garish spread of bruises, blooming like blurred, blighted pansies--purple, yellow, green--across the angle of Dean's cheekbone, ever so carefully in his hand. His thumb brushes the edge of Dean's mouth, smoothing fitfully, tenderly, at the phantom quiver and memory of blood smeared across that full lower lip, as though by doing so he can rub the images out, blot them from his mind and forget Dean's eyes as the demon leaned in close, too close and spilled words like poison from their father's mouth, “They don't need you. Not like you need them.”

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    Coda to Devil’s Trap.

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    Dean's eyes, the cool green of envy or jade and he's aroused, dizzied by want, his skin feverish against Sam's, but his soul isn't behind it, and something in Sam twists painfully, wrenches apart, lies broken. Like Dean's eyes when he left, and he wonders if there's enough glue in all the backwater towns and truck stop convenience stores they've ever passed through to even begin to piece this back together.

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    Guilt floods him when he admits to himself that even with all the love still flicker-fade-simmering in the depths of his soul for Jess, always behind the layers of carefully constructed normal there was a lingering something that didn't quite fit. The nagging half-remembered riff of a song the name of which was forever on the tip of his tongue, drifting just out of reach, or the phantom smell of smoke and gun oil dogging him through his years at Stanford like a poem from that Brit-Lit elective about the scent of roses clinging to the air 'round a vase when the petals have long since withered and fallen away.

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    "Dude. You need to sleep." He can feel Sam's eyes, burning slightly, not unpleasantly, along his skin wherever they settle. The hilt of the knife he usually keeps beneath his pillow is just within reach, as is the butt of the pistol he usually doesn't. The brush of polished wood against his fingertips is a flicker of comfort amidst the throbbing insecurity...or perhaps that's just his shoulder. Or his head.

    Dean grunts slightly in non-reply, refusing to budge in the slightest when Sam squirms beneath him. He can't sleep. The carefully tempered panic he's been riding ever since Sam first vanished plaits tension through his muscles, amplifying his aches and the sharper protests of his injuries, and he's left on edge, wide awake and exhausted and barely willing to permit his eyes to blink for the milliseconds it takes Sam out of his sight.

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    Coda to 'The Benders.'

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    He shakes his head to clear it. Sam invariably always starts thinking about his childhood when Dean comes around and makes it hard for Sam to remember that that isn’t his life anymore. This, Stanford, is what’s real. Dean is just…

    (a joke, a dream)

    Dean is what’s play-pretend, Sam’s mind whispers, not the life he chose for himself here at Stanford. He just wonders how long they’ve got together before the charade falls apart.

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    “Sammy, all I need is for you to go into your room and sleep for 12 hours, okay? You’re exhausted, man, I can tell” Dean had said earlier that day. And Sam was okay with that. He could do that. Because Dean was back. He wasn’t talking about what happened, but he was back. And the not-talking-about-it Sam could deal with.

    So everything should be okay, right?

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    Later that night Sam bolt up, screaming.

    In other words... Set in season 14, where, after being possessed by Michael, Dean and Sam talk about possession, past mistakes, and everything in between. They both have a breaking point. Basically, it's just one big broment. Enjoy!

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    Dean's heavy footfalls on the porch are a death knell. All Sam feels is relief.

    He crashes into the house before Bobby can open the door. Eyes closed, Sam hears a ragged, choked, "Where is he, Bobby? Where's Sammy?"

    It shouldn't hurt this much, the way that old name slides off Dean's tongue like it still belongs there. Dean probably thinks Sam's dead. He wouldn't pick up any calls from Bobby after the first. He doesn't know the truth is infinitely worse.

    Sam imagines this will be the last time he'll hear that name from his brother's lips. He wants to cherish it, right up until he feels the cold steel of a machete against his neck.

    In other words: Sequel to 'Til Human Voices Wake Us. Sam wakes from the agonizing effects of the cure to a darker world. Dean finds out what happened, and the cruel voicemail he didn't actually leave on Sam's phone comes into play.

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    Witches melt in water, right? Sam hopes that's true, because he could use some reassurance right now.

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    Sam doesn't bother explaining, just tips his chin to let Dean see the livid bruising where the witch's doll strangled him.

    Dean hisses. "Jesus, Sam." Callused fingertips run down his neck, lingering over the mottled marks and exerting just the tiniest, fluttering bit of pressure before returning to the wheel. When Sam glances over, his brother is staring at the road again, too intent to be casual. "I guess I know why you didn't mention it, but... man, you gotta let me know if you're really hurting. There's a line when it comes to this kind of thing. A little sore throat is on the sure, okay side of the line, and my-throat-is-swelling-closed-'cause-I-got-freakin'-strangled-nearly-to-death is on the tell me right the hell away side."

    In other words... Placed after the end of 12.20, when Sam doesn't wake up to Dean frantically calling his name. Sam isn't okay, Dean isn't okay, and there's a laundry list a mile long of reasons why. Sam talks. Dean listens. Actual meaningful conversation happens. Sam might sleep in Dean's bed. There was too much pain and too little casual affection and care this episode, honestly. Needless to say, spoilers abound. Proceed with caution.

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    Did you really think God could fit inside a single alcoholic prophet?

     

    ((God's True Vessel consists of more than one person. Unfortunately, not all of those people still have a body to offer.))

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    OFC has had her rollercoaster of a life, and her emotions haven't really helped along the ride. Eventually, keeping her emotions all bottled-up, she breaks down, but the brothers have and will always be there for her.

    [I AM ATTEMPTING TO GET BACK INTO WRITING AND REWRITING]

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    Rituals for orphan brothers on Father's Day.

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    Sequel to "The Air Moves In to Fill the Spaces Where My Body's Been."
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    So, now that Dean knows what Sam’s been up to, they’re fucking like bunnies. They play footsie under the Formica table in the diner while Dean eats waffles, they make out in the backseat when they’re tired of driving, and Dean wants to know if they can have deep-fried Twinkies at the reception when they get gay married in Massachusetts.

    Or, well. That's how Sam had imagined it.

    It actually goes like this:

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    Sam struggles with his denial, Crowley thinks it's cute and Dean is amused.

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    “Sam?” Dean reaches out toward him without thinking.

    Sam reacts to his touch like it burns, eyes wide and unfocused as his hands lash out; under his breath, barely audible, Dean hears Sam whispering no; no, please. Something cold twists in his gut as he retreats, pressing himself against the other side of the stairwell and raising his hands in surrender. “Sam, it's me,” he says. “It's Dean.”

    But Sam doesn't hear him. He's muttering and still holding his hands up, and Dean sees a trickle of blood slide down from his hairline before following the contours of his face into the dip under his eye and then down his nose. Sam knocks himself off the step and fumbles down two more before Dean finally hears him breathe.

    “Dean?” he whispers.

    In other words... After the events of 11x14, Sam's feeling the effects of what Lucifer did to him but figures Dean has enough on his plate. Things don't work out as he planned, and Dean figures out anyway. Needless to say, spoilers abound. Proceed with caution.

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    Everybody needs a safe place.
    Dean Winchester seems to have found his safe place at a coffee shop that stays open till two am.
    Oh and his opinion of the place has nothing to do with the very attractive, annoying as all hell, college student that he always seems to run in to.

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    Dean does it—as he does everything—with a bang. Later, Sam won't be able to remember quite how it went down (he thinks Rowena in chains was involved, remembers sigils and spellwork and maybe even the actual door of the temporary cage being blown off), but he does remember, with perfect clarity, the very first moment he heard Dean's voice, raw and desperate.

    “Damn it, Sam, answer me if you can hear me!”

    He remembers staring, semi-conscious and trembling, through the bars of the temporary cage, remembers leaning toward the voice.

    In other words After what happened to his brother in 11x09, O Brother Where Art Thou, Dean will do anything to get Sam out and get him home. The rest they can figure out as they go. Needless to say, please don't read this if you don't want spoilers for the events of the episode.

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    It takes until Sam is unconscious in a pool of his own blood for Dean to realize that maybe something's gotta give. So maybe Dean's angry. Maybe he gets a little reckless, slow to respond when he hears the sounds of a scuffle. He has a good excuse, though, airtight: he'll protect his brother to the end, no questions, but this? This isn't his brother.

    In other words... It takes near death for Dean to warm up to his soulless brother, but some things are just muscle memory. Sam refuses pain meds, Dean thinks the soulless guy is kinky, and in the end, maybe he understands the fathomless robo-Sam a little better than he did before.

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