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    In the grand scheme of things, not much has changed. But, Castiel thinks he’s not the same anymore. He doesn’t know if it’s for the better or the worse—sometimes it’s simply just so—and he rarely lets himself dwell on what he had to leave behind. He doesn’t know if the people he knew back then are still the same; if they even remember him, but he’s not upset over it. Castiel isn’t expecting them to wait when they hadn’t asked him to stay.

    It’s easier to pretend to be stupid, to pretend all the bullets, bacon and booze is filling that hole in him just as it used to. The hunts always scratch that itch a little bit, but there are days when he wants to itch and dig until he sees blood. The Cas shaped hole in him is rotting and festering, while Dean tries to convince himself that three years should be enough to get over a feeling he doesn’t even have a name for.

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    Castiel builds a life for himself as a hunter after leaving the bunker, and Dean spends the days counting up to the moment when he gets to see Cas again.

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    Kind hearted veterinarian Castiel Novak will do almost anything to help the animals. Including offering himself up like some prize. While he doesn’t expect anything besides a good donation to come out of his predicted misery he is more than a little surprised when it does. It turns out Dean is just as surprised by the unplanned outcome of the fundraiser, granted in a different way as his own secret comes to light. Because without even trying everything that is Castiel Novak weakens the iron gate he keeps around himself.

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    When three couples fall victim to the supernatural in a small town in Vermont and Sam suggests to infiltrate the community, Dean isn't exactly thrilled at the prospect of playing house with Cas. He knows that it doesn't, strictly, have to mean anything, but it's harder than expected to keep a clear head around the best friend he's been gone over for years. Especially when everything around him, from their perfect little semi to the shockingly normal neighbors, seems to mock him by showing him what he'll never really get to have. And the fact that Cas takes to their fake domesticity like a fish to water doesn't exactly make it any easier either.

    Things take a turn for the worse, though, when they realize they might be up against something entirely different than initially expected.

     

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    His eyes weren’t drawn to the deep gash in the man’s neck, but rather his face. His eyes and the sockets around them were scorched, like they had been burned from the inside out. He had never seen anything like it. Pamela pulled down the cloth to uncover the rest of his body to reveal that his lower stomach had been cut just as badly as his neck. The other two were the same, more or less. One was missing a finger and the other had a nasty bruise shaping at his temple.

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    In the land of Eden, strange things are occurring. Demons are quoting prophecies, the land's boarders are being overrun with monsters, and a strange witch is hiding something that may change the course of the world's very existence. Sam and Dean Winchester, Hunters of the Guild, are sent to find why the witch has been hiding, and why it involves them...

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    And finally, Dean thought about Cas.

    What it would all mean to have Cas in his entirety, in every way imaginable. To have him sleep caressed and sun-kissed beneath early morning sheets, the weight of his fingers tracing Dean’s palm down peaceful corridors, his scent cloaked in Dean’s very bones. To have his warmth as comfort and his hands as a guide that slid over Dean’s skin with familiarity. No more tentativeness, no more skimming the edges and tracing the seams of their story.

    Peace. He wanted peace. But with Cas back from the Empty with his memories shredded, and Jack nowhere to be seen, what would peace even look like? And, after everything, was it something Dean deserved?

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    Dean Winchester can't figure out if he has commitment issues or if he's aromantic and starts to spiral because of it. Luckily, he has a pretty good support team at his back.

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    Jack has restored the world, and Dean finally gets to speak his truth to Cas. They find happiness in just being; in the little things in life. Dean struggles with letting go of the need to be a hero. He finds out the hard way that he and Sam are more vulnerable than they used to be, and makes a deeper connection with Cas in the process.

    By opening up to Cas about his self-doubts, Dean begins to heal from his trauma and repression, and Cas nurtures in Dean a better sense of self-worth. It must be working, because Dean goes out of his way to attend a festival dedicated to one of his favorite things in the world, besides Cas that is.

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    fix-it fic starting in 15x20. don't wanna spoil too much but basically, jack as god isn't going as smoothly as it seems, and cas is still alive.

    the details of the final episode are changed and i can't be bothered to make them accurate because no way am i watching the flaming pile of garbage that was 15x20 again. just go with it.

    (wip) (in the end, will be about 10 chapters, all around the same length)

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    Since moving to Colorado Dean and Sam have struck a friendship up with Castiel Allen. An alpha that draws Dean in despite all the reasons he shouldn't. Supposedly religious, and on the verge of divorced being the primary ones. Yet that doesn't stop everything in his soul from wanting more when he knows he shouldn't. What happens when he is on the verge of getting it? A lot more than expected.

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    接着11季完结后剧歇时的fic。Dean活着,Sam活着,Cas被驱逐咒弹飞了,他们要去把他找回来,一切终于都变好了。Dean站在世界之颠。
    在他的脑后有个声音轻轻地说道“从来就没这么简单。”但Dean无视它。

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    John Winchester taught her how to wield many weapons--

    except for the ones she was born with.

    Or, five times Deanna Winchester wielded her face as a weapon,

    And one time she didn't.

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    Small towns and boarding schools are not the best environments for self discovery. Unfortunately for Dean and Castiel, these are the places such things must happen. In Connecticut, in 1963, the lives of the two will be forever changed.

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    “Look, it’s terrible about her dad, but it kinda sounds like a standard car accident. I’m not seeing how it fits with what we do. Which, by the way, how does she know what we do?” Sam asks.

    Dean looks shifty and uncomfortable. The pieces click together for Sam.

    “You told her,” he accuses. “You told her the secret! Our big family rule number one. We do what we do and we shut up about it.” The more Sam talks, the bitchier he gets. “For a year, I do nothing but lie to Gabriel, and you go out with this chick in Ohio a couple’a times and you tell her everything?”

    “Yeah. Looks like,” Dean mutters, blankly staring at the road ahead and laying harder on the gas.

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    When Sam and Dean are thrust into an alternate universe, they find they are the Co-CEOs of the international corporation HunterCorp. In order to find a way home, they must adapt. And...maybe Other Sam and Dean have figured out more than they realize.

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    After a long hunt, Dean and Sam head to a local bar to celebrate.

    Except, Dean wakes up cursed with a truth spell, a headache from hell, and all sorts of confusing feelings.

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    Dean Winchester is not hungry. He's well-fed. He has to be. He's convinced he is. The indeciferable longing he feels when he looks at Castiel is just a conincidence. He is not starving.

    TWs for internalized homophobia, alluding to slurs, mention of John Winchester, and this is a rewrite of basically the second half of 5.14 My Blood Valentine so there's some binge eating and drinking. I swear it has a happy ending, but it's a long walk. Enjoy :)

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    I’m just gonna pretend that the finale doesn’t exist.

    After the Winchesters succeed in bringing everyone back they go on hunts. But something is wearing on Dean. Sam has an idea, but he doesn’t know for sure.

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    Cas feels horrible when he sees Dean with someone else. As a new human he doesn't really understand feelings, so, he seeks help from the only person he can: Dean. As feelings are revealed, Dean finishes his three goals, one of which he's had for years.

    Don't ask me when this takes place because I can't canon anymore.

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    Dean was going to die in one year and there was nothing that Sam could do about it. Worse, since the pact was made a few months ago, now Dean was going to die in months and there was nothing that Sam could do about it.

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    The signals got crossed along the way. In a good way. Dean has a bottle of top-shelf scotch in one hand, the other leaning against the elevator wall. They were supposed to be talking. Two authors sharing truths about how to get the ‘it factor’ that keeps readers coming back to your work while leaving some parts of your soul intact, or as intact as it will ever be once the trials of life begin to take their toll. But, as if under the influence of some magnetic field, Castiel has gravitated into Dean’s orbit.
     

    Two authors. One conference. Three meetings. Castiel is over writing poetry. Not because he isn’t good at it or because he doesn’t sell books, but because what is the point? The book that catapulted him into the spotlight is now a millstone around his neck. Dean Winchester is the cocky bad boy of the industry loved by the media more for the headlines his personal life creates than for his books. Dean doesn’t do relationships. Castiel doesn’t do hook-ups. When wayward attraction strikes, it becomes clear to their brothers that Castiel and Dean might just be each other’s only exception.

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