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    Dean doesn't have feelings for Castiel. And Castiel certainly doesn't have feelings for Dean. Except Sam totally knows that's not true. He thinks Dean knows it's not true. And Cas is pretty sure that human emotions are complicated, but what he feels for Dean is certainly not just friendship.
    First they hold hands, then Dean gets jealous. And Dean realizes that Cas shattered the jar that had been keeping all of Deans feelings hidden away. So now what?
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    “Why did you hold my hand?” Cas asks. Dean swallows.
    “I think my human emotions took over.”
    --

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    It’s been four months since Dean last saw his dad. It’s been about a month since he’d slept in a real bed. It’s been about three days since his last meal. It’s been about one day since his little brother had any food. He’s strapped for cash and it’s been about two minutes since the thought of selling his body crossed his mind.
    This is inspired by something Jensen Ackles said about Dean at a Con. About how he would have done anything for his little brother when they were growing up. Be warned it's not a nice fic.

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    Hannah shows Dean what he’s been missing.

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    Avoiding his emotions is something that Dean has done for most of his life; he was a Winchester after all. After years of stolen glances and confusing thoughts, he is forced to face the urges that he has repressed when he comes face to face with them on a hunt. But will he allow himself to be free to feel? Or will his father's conditioning smother any hope of true happiness?
    A monster of the week type story that takes the boys through some tough realizations and gets them to face certain truths they would have much rather kept ignoring. (I'm so bad at summaries and titles I apologize lol)

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    6/?
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    Basically this is a really conveniently different AU to the show.

     

    Cas died and Dean is sad.
    Lucifer killed Mary.
    Sam and Rowena are a thing.
    Crowley didn't die bc Mary did.
    It's a mess.

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    Sam thought having a soulmate already handpicked for you with the one connection of hearing the songs they listen to was a fantastic idea. Soulmates were a thing regardless, there was someone for everyone, and the music was simply a hint that God gifted humanity with.

    Dean constantly felt as if he was one step behind, just on the outside looking in, and he had too many bad associations with the whole soulmate situation to ever be positive about it. In fact, he'd go as far as saying that he hated it, and he had a couple of times to pretty much anyone he met.

    That, unfortunately, would come back to bite him in the ass.

    ~~~

    Dean could feel the color draining from his face as the next song drifted through his mind, the all too familiar intro to Black Dog playing softly for only two pairs of ears to hear. The song played through, and he waited for the next, somehow just knowing what would come. And sure enough, Dean listened to Black Dog predictably transition into Immigrant Song with a slight crackle that he'd done his best to erase.

    Dean gritted his teeth. "You've got to be fucking kidding me."

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    Dean knew he didn't deserve Cas. He never did. Not now, not when he pulled him out of Hell. And it took Cas more than a decade to realize it.

    It had only been a matter of time until it got to this point.

    Dean checked his phone again, knowing fully well that there would be nothing new.

    There wasn't.

    He sighed, dropped his phone back onto the table, and took another shot of liquor.

    So, this was their ending. It wasn't how Dean expected it would go.

    No- he was expecting some type of cop-out. A deathbed confession, maybe, similar to what Cas pulled a few years before.

    He wanted it to be easy.

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    In the aftermath of a hunt gone wrong, Dean, Sam and Cas are trapped within Dean's own memories. With the only way out hidden somewhere between the layers of Dean's past, and with both the spell and Dean trying their hardest to keep them out, it's up to Sam and Cas to lead the way - without getting distracted by any secrets they discover, of course. Secrets that threaten to overwhelm and entrap them.
    Essentially, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind meets inside out meets supernatural, hope you enjoy it.

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    Sam makes Dean talk to Cas after the catastrophe of Jack's death and everything in between.

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    In which Dean just might be crushing on the IT guy.

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    Celebrity chef Castiel Novak has made something of himself despite leaving his family at a young age. Mechanic and now business owner Dean Winchester is dealing with the death of his father and the arrival of a painful part of his past. When Dean wrecks into Castiel the night of his father's passing, Castiel is ready to exchange information and be done with it. But the humble, embarrassed mechanic that steps out of the truck behind him gets through his guard too quickly. Castiel finds himself sucked into the life of the Winchesters and learning how to live instead of climb. Dean gives up on trying to save everyone and asks for something for himself. Can the two find the next step together?

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    7/?
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    Dean and Cas are roommates, and they're in love. The only problem is that Dean has no idea.

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    Love can be expressed in a variety of ways. One does not have to say "I love you" to communicate one's love to another person. There are a myriad of ways - verbal or otherwise - to do that.

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    5 times Dean Winchester told Castiel that he loved him without ever saying the words + 1 time Cas caught on.

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    Sequel to 'What We Do'. Set after Season 14's finale, Cas is angry at Dean and avoiding him, and Dean can't sleep. Angsty feels follow.

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    Dean's thought's whilst making Cas the mixtape.

    OR

    Acrostic Destiel.

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    Both Dean and Castiel have... thoughts. Secret thoughts. What if they're the same secret thoughts?

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    Dean finds Cas star gazing.
    My Muse was in a strange mood...my apologies.

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    6
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    Y/N meets the Winchesters and Castiel while they are hunting a werewolf. Suspiciously, they seem to have arrived at the time of the Cowboy Western competition, and the friendship sparks fast.

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    Meet Shelby, an Omega on the run. One thing she doesn't like, Alphas. But when she gets the offer to be safe, can she really pass it up?

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    “Please.” Dean’s voice is steady, but it doesn’t hide the breaking of his soul.

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