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    It had been months since Dean gave his body over to Michael. Almost six. Half a year. Exactly five months, three weeks, six days, eleven hours, thirty-one minutes, and seven seconds, by Castiel’s count. Eight seconds. Nine. Ten. Eleven…each stretching on longer than the last. Staring down Dean—or the body of Dean—across the wall of fire, Castiel made a note to start adding milliseconds if this didn’t work.

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    Dean knows there’s probably no chance of Cas ever forgiving him for being kicked out of the bunker, human and pregnant with with just the clothes on his back when even they belonged to someone else.

    But he doesn’t have it in him not to at least try and atone.

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    An alpha couple always leads the pack and has the highest of ranks. The alpha chooses his mate- either an alpha, delta or an omega. The Winchester Pack Alpha, John Winchester, feels it is time for him to step down and pass his leadership to a much younger, stronger alpha who can serve and protect the pack well. Naturally, he passes it down to his eldest son, Dean Winchester.

    Dean is presented three candidates- one of which he must choose to be his alpha pair- Delta Lisa Braeden, Delta Samandriel Holystar and lastly Omega Castiel Novak. He is given a month to choose who will stand by his side as his mate.

    Personally, Dean can’t see himself tied to a low ranking omega. So prior to meeting the three candidates, he decides he'll only pay attention to the Deltas'.

    But then, he may have to re-evaluate his preferences once his eyes are transfixed on blue ones.

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    3/?
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    12
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    Sequel to 'I Give Myself to you' following on from 'This is the way you left me', part 3 of the fighting life series.
    Castiel Novak lost everything the day his parents found out he was gay.
    From having everything he could ever want or need, to fighting for food every week Castiel has one reason left to live. His baby brother and sister who depend on him for everything.
    After suffering alone in the world and having given everything to protect them, Castiel has lost the fight for a better life for his siblings and given them up into care.
    Now the people that knew him must race to find and save him, from a life without hope or love.

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    4/?
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    Castiel lied to you.
    But why?
    He must have a job; where else would the money come from?
    You know the answer, you’re sure you do, but you don’t want to.

    It's your fault, isn't it?

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    1
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    Sequel to Everything Is Awesome. In the wake of Castiel's decision, Dean is cast adrift. However, while he thinks what happened is hard to recover from, it's nothing compared to what faces him now.

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    5/?
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    74
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    51
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    7
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    839
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    If it wasn’t one thing it's another. The Winchesters could never catch a break, there was always going to be another battle. Sometimes they would lose, and the world would fall into chaos. Yet the boys wouldn’t stop until they fixed what they broke. It cost them, it always cost them sometimes the price was too much to bear. Add second genders, denied emotions, and a kid to the mix. Dean Winchester was tired, he had enough of all the end of the world crap. He just wanted it to stop. For the world to not need saving for once. Michael was still on the loose though, and Dean couldn’t forgive him for the body snatching. So now his mission was to stop Michael from ending the world, it sounded pretty straight forward. Then again when did anything ever go right for the Winchesters.

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    8/?
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    Online dating is hard. Castiel knows this first hand, he's been down that road before. But this time is different. This time he throws caution to the wind. Will he find love, or more heartache?

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    10/?
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    17
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    When a kind stranger offers Cas a roof over his head, he has no choice to accept. He’s starving and pregnant, and Patrick is the first person to treat him kindly in what seems like forever.

    Back in the bunker, Sam has kicked out Gadreel and Dean admits everything that happened which puts their relationship under severe strain.

    That can wait, though; right now all that’s important is finding Cas and making sure he’s okay.

    And then all that matters is persuading him to come home.

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    1/1
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    Castiel and Dean reconnect after many years apart. They were childhood friends. Dean finds Castiel unmated but with a six month old pup named Jack.

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    3/7
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    42
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    12
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    "I'm gonna do your chest and abdomen first, okay?" Dean said softly, making sure Cas knew what was happening. Getting out a cotton ball, he wet it with alcohol and swiped it across the highest cuts on Cas' skin, making his way down. Dean must've punched him harder than he thought he was if he'd broken this much skin. God, he felt awful, Cas was so innocent and kind, he should have just gotten his head out of his ass and ran out the door instantly with Cas in his arms.

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    55/55
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    436
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    84
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    “Castiel’s stomach growled again, as though angered by his decision to not eat. He smiled. This was a way he could pay penance. He deserved more. He deserved Hell. But at the moment, living like this seemed almost worse.”

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    2/2
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    Castiel was sitting on the roof of the bunker and looked up at the starry night sky. He’d been sitting there for at least three or four hours now, maybe more.
    A single tear trickled down his cheek, across his jaw, over his chin, and dropped onto the back of his own hand. It’s such a secret place, the land of tears…

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    When his phone went off, he was reading some papers and it startled the hell out of him. He remembered the meet and greet, put on his jacket and went to the teacher’s lounge. He idly wondered what the new professor would be like. Some old fart, probably.
    He opened the door and took a look around.
    The man was standing in the middle of the room, looking like he’d rather be anywhere but there. And Dean was suddenly wishing he was too… somewhere intimate. Just the two of them.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    91
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    Sam gets injured and cursed on a hunt, leaving Dean and Castiel to try and keep him safe- and alive- while trying to break the spell. After an attempt at fixing the already bad situation, Sam and Cass are hurt and sent to the hospital.

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    414
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    1/?
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    1
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    19
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    2
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    183
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    Dean almost lost Cas today.

    As he tries to care for the angel, his angel, the shock of it pushes him to finally reach where he and Cas were always meant to be.

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    1/1
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    113
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    8
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    After 8 years after leaving Texas, Dean decides to return to the man he loves. But will Castiel be willing to give him another chance?

    The tears keep coming, the incessant need to drive faster making him reckless as he keeps his unfocused vision on the road. There is only one thing that he desperately needs to do and no one, not Michael Novak, not Sam Winchester, nor Samuel Campbell, are going to keep him from doing what he should’ve done years ago. Something he shouldn’t even be forced to do in the first place had he made the right decision to stay in Texas.

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    1/?
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    7
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    26
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    6
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    It has been eleven years. Eleven years since he first walked in through the old doors of a barn, the hinges screaming in protest, lights bursting and exploding in shattered glass and shattered sparks that danced through the air, across his shoulders to tumble along his sides and scatter like stardust around his feet.

    It has been eleven years when he stops counting in 2020.

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    3,259
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Kudos:
    6
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