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    How are you Dean?”
    “Me? I’m good Cass. Walking on water.”
    With pride he informs Dean that the saying is actually, “Walking on air.”

    A strange noise comes through the speakers then. A noise that he’d only heard a few times before: a morbid cross between a sob and a scream.

    “Why didn’t you call me?” the questions slips out. Sam had gotten a goodbye at least and Dean had planned to spend a few days with Mary. Did he have any time set aside for Castiel at all? “When you and your stupid plan were heading to the bottom of the ocean… you never called me.”

    “I was going to.” He hears how much the admission drains Dean. “I knew– I knew, only two people would be able to stop me: Sam- and you.”

    “I would have called you… I planned to in fact, the moment that Billie locked me in and I knew that there was no way to turn back. Then I’d call you.”

    “Sometimes I’d dream –” Castiel hears him struggling for breath. He imagines his friend. Alone. Drowning. Dean had told him that Michael kept him underwater while he possessed him. Now it would be the same. Dean would be drowning with Michael. Forever. “I dreamt that I’d be in the box… then my phone would die and I wouldn’t get to call you.”

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    The 2nd day of November, the day Dean’s mother died, is always a tough one to get through. This time however, Y/N is by his side to offer him support. (Dean x Reader oneshot. Angst, fluff)

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    Robyn has been on the run since the fall of Hydra, moving from place to place before finally settling on an Island in Scotland.

    But when faces from a past she doesn't remember appear in her life, all hell breaks loose but maybe, just maybe this is the start of her recovering from a life of pain and suffering. Maybe she can have something better for her daughter.

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    Castiel is in his favorite place.

    If only circumstances were different.

    If only Dean would stop crying.

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    Sometimes it's better to go for a good old fashioned hotel in the city vacation. There's usually less death by psychopath.

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    She finds a spell that gives her telepathy for an hour. What do you call sexting if you’re doing it with your mind?

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    Childhood dotted with bodies. Let them go, let them be ghosts. No, I said. Make them stay, make them stone.

     

     

    After Cas leaves, after his heart stops thundering in his chest like it’s trying to escape, after the bright raw pain of a fresh wound dulls into a lingering throb, Dean finally moves. He unfolds himself from the table, releases his grip on the chair. His knuckles ache with the sudden rush of blood and it’s only then that he realizes how tightly he was holding on.

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    Free will. Choice. What Dean believed in was freedom, the liberty of chance that seemingly allowed them to sway their odds either way. What Dean believed in was their actions and efforts—his, Cas’, and Sam’s— that allowed them to garner the victories they had accumulated through time.

     

    To a point, Dean was a man of faith, shot down over and over again only to come back with more belief in “Team Free Will”. He was anchored, and despite the struggles, he was present in what he thought was reality.

     

    And then he arrived at that graveyard.

     

    And then Chuck happened.

     

    And there was no going back from that.

     

    alt; an exploration into Dean and his relationship with his faith and other outer factors

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    After he watched Castiel die at the hands of Lucifer, Dean tried his best to keep his emotions at bay. It was after deciding to listen to the mixtape he’d given Cas, that Dean found he couldn’t do that.

    Dean was tired of losing the people he loved.

    He just really needed a win.

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    Cas heaves himself into a sitting position, away from Dean, and the hunter’s hand falls limply to his side.

    “Cas?” Dean probes, and for a split second the angel looks at him, before he turns around like he is expecting someone else to react to the name. The hunter swallows hard as Cas finally speaks.

    “I’m sorry,” Cas hesitates, “are you talking to me?”

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    This is part of a series, but in case you want to read it as a standalone, there is a short summary of what you need to know in the notes at the beginning.

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    Castiel comes back to the bunker after a fruitless search for Lucifer to find Dean suffering from a nightmare. After learning Mary has left the bunker, needing some "time", Castiel is confronted with an emotionally insecure Dean Winchester. The two begin spending more and more time together and feelings Castiel has tried so hard to suppress keep fluttering to the surface.

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    Being an asshole is Dean's protection. So, over the years, he's built himself thick, Asshole Walls to protect himself--hell, he's built a whole damn castle. To keep everybody out... and to keep something frightening inside.

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    Mary died in that fire...John was torn to shreds about it. He did his research, got involved in the hunting life. He decided to keep his sons as far away from it as possible. But fate doesn't work like that now does it?

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    Day three of Whumptober- Delirium

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    Dean is depressed and feels he has no purpose in life until he finds, his omega next door neighbor, Castiel unconscious in the hall of their apartment building and near death. What happens between them will change their lives forever.

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    “Cas, please, you’ve gotta be more careful,” Dean says, softer this time. Cas stares at him, his brows furrowed with confusion.

    “Dean, I don’t understand.”

     

    or, dean finally tells cas what he needs to hear.

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    A flux in time leaves Dean in the middle of a rock and a hard place

    To avoid confusion, present!Cas will be called "Cas", and past!Cas will be called "Castiel"

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    Visitor Information for Lawrence Correctional Facility

    - Please see Visitor Schedule for the rotating schedule for visitation per cell block.
    - Please see Visitation Conduct Gudelines for information about permissible conduct during your visit.
    - Please see Visitation Dress Code for a list of acceptable attire to wear during your visit.

    Inmates are encouraged to maintain close relationships with family, friends, and business associates through the inmate visitation program.

    (Dean is the church Castiel worships at now, the only institution worthy of his time. Dean is his higher calling, his system of morality, the singular point which his entire universe revolves around.)

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    For the following prompt from the LJ Kink Communty:

    "Many fics skim over the part where Dean has a belly full of eggs. I want to see that explored. The eggs inside Dean have to incubate for months before he can lay them. Meanwhile Dean has to figure out how to continue with his regular life while pregnant with an increasingly large and heavy belly of eggs. He also has to build a nest for when he lays the eggs.

    Bonus if Cas is the father and is part of Dean and the eggs' life. Doesn't matter what species the eggs are from, but bonus if it is something unusual. Bonus if Dean gains a few features from that species, temporary or permanent. No wincest."

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    Coda to 14x13 (based on what I hope happens)

    When John was brought back, he thought things would be like they used to with his boys. Then Mary appeared, and he knew things were better.

    Except no one is like how he remembered. The clear difference is their willingness to shelter an angel on the belief that it's 'family'. John knows family, and it begins and ends with blood. What happened while he was gone. Castiel can't remember, but he clears things up for John better than anyone else can.

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