18 Works in Eddie Kaspbrak is Bad at Feelings

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    Bill : yeah so i realized we all need a group chat like 7 minutes ago

     

    Bill : so i

     

    Bill : did this

     

    Eddie : it was for fun and not for anything important, huh?

     

    Bill : maybe

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    Bill makes a group chat for the Losers Club and it's a total disaster

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    “Out of all the losers… why did you choose me?”
    “You’re the only one that my mom trusts me to have in the house when both of them are away.”
    “That is most definitely the wrong choice.”
    “Damn right it is.”
    “I still get tingles every time I look at you, and for once I’m not talking about sexually.”
    “Rich, you shouldn’t be saying that.”
    “Yeah, I know. I’m the one who fucked it up, but I look at you and I forget all of it. Ya know? It’s like it’s all happening again. I never could fight against my feelings for you, Stanny. It’s no shock it wouldn’t be different now.”
    “I could never tell.”
    “Eds could.”

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    Or Stan and Richie unintentionally become the start of the Poly Losers' Club by breaking up.

    This is 1000% based off of ABBA songs. It gets really sad in some areas.

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    Richie and his family left Derry without a word a few months before Loser's high school graduation and none of the them knew why or where they moved to. It stayed that way for years until he suddenly started reconnecting with all of them after college. Well, not really all of them. Surprisingly, he never even tried to get in touch with Eddie, not that Eddie really cared about that anymore. Sure, at the start it really sucked and he would lie if he said it didn't hurt, but nowadays he never even thought about Richie. He had a well paid job, nice apartment and a lovely girlfriend, everything anyone at his age could ever want. He was fine.

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    ‘Where’s Richie?’ Eddie asked.
    Ben said, ‘He’s probably down the music block again.’
    ‘Whoever decided to give Richie Tozier a guitar was an evil man,’ Stan chuckled. ‘He’s loud enough as it is.’

    Latter half of high school, Richie gets a guitar and Eddie absolutely hates it. That is, until the day he catches Richie singing a love song which he's written about one of his best friends.

    Concept sounds kinda cheesy maybe, but this is actually pretty angsty and involves a lot of Eddie being a mess and discovering his sexuality, and Richie being soft as hell and trying not to get his heart broken. They're both shit at talking about how they feel and fuck up a lot, and there's music.

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    Its been two years since the Losers defeated Pennywise, now they have to figure out themselves.

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    After they killed pennywise Richie carries Eddie outside not wanting to leave him in that cursed place. He is brought into the hospital. Join the Losers, especially Richie and Eddie, as they start to get better and start to heal.

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    The man had on a pair of cherry red shorts that barely scraped the top of his thigh, paired with a hoodie cropped to just above his navel, knee-high white socks, and perfectly clean Keds.

    Richie was almost certain that his face was redder than the dancer's shorts as he watched him approach the pole.

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    Eddie has a breakdown after his mother manipulates him to avoid his friends. It's up to Richie to help him out of it before his actions do worse damage.

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    they were playing in a small bar, and people were waiting for them to come out. they all walked out from backstage and the crowd cheered. eddie walked up to where his keyboard and mic is. he looked out towards the crowd and took a deep breath. the lights were beating down on him. he froze for a minute and then richie smiled at him. he began talking "hi, hey everyone. i know i'm not the typical lead singer and i'm sorry about that, but i.. but our lead is not feeling too well so.. here i am."

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    And he felt that bitterness in his mouth, that weight on his stomach… that feeling of emptiness, in finding that nothing seemed to come back to mind even while seeing it. To think that he was so close to the other, that he had come so far as to become a real PDA show, because that was what it was. Freak show. For everybody to see.

    [In which Richie Tozier finally make out with his crush]

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    He wished he could have been more emotional, more vulnerable with Eddie. He wished he hadn't run away just when things were getting good. They could have stuck it out, made it through the summer. They could have called and texted and video chatted and wrote letters and any other thing, too. Richie wished they had.

    title is from "hourglass" by catfish and the bottlemen

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    There was something Eddie had come to learn about Richie Tozier that threw him for a loop. He was still processing everything he had seen, mind micro-focusing on different details of the scene.

    Of course, this wasn’t something he had planned on seeing, and it was definitely something he was never going to be able to unsee.

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    Sometimes Eddie’s past visits him in his dreams.
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    After a moment, they locked eyes and Richie asked, “Do you want to go for a ride?”
    “A what?”
    Richie smiled, taking Eddie’s hand in his. “A ride, just you and me. It won’t be long.”

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    eddie kaspbrak has finally come to terms with his feelings.

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    "Baby, if you wanna leave
    Come to California
    Be a freak like me, too
    Screw your anonymity
    Loving me is all you need to feel, like I do"

    Or Eddie realizes he is not happy with Myra and feels like his marriage is restraining him, so he confides in his best friend Richie.

    {I don't own any of the It characters. All character rights go to Stephen King. I just own the few characters I've made up and the story/plot-line.}

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    Stan motions to the two new guys in the room. Eddie doesn't even have time to focus on Bill, because he's too distracted by the lanky boy sprawled out across his bed. With his dark curls and pale skin, it's undeniable. It's the guy from last night.

    "Well, hello there, princess." Richie says with a smirk, and Eddie can feel the flush in his cheeks.

    Fuck.

    here's a playlist for this fic made by hotpocketgf (on tumblr)!!!!

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    He’s not ready to think yet. Richie knows something horrible sits inside him, something that craves. Richie’s spent his whole life with evading eyes, lived as a constant force of movement. There are times where something sneaks into his eyeline like hammocks or arcade lights or a closet where someone’s dying, and he bites it back. Because staring at anything while it’s still is terrifying.

    or Eddie and Richie deal with regaining their memories, as well as it's side affects.

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    Goddamit!
     

    He didn't want this.

     
    He wanted tonight to be normal.

     
    Well, I guess normal isn't really usual for people in Derry.

     

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