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    Fuck. Fuck.
    How was he supposed to live with knowing this, knowing he was in love with Buck.

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    “You smell nice,” Eddie says.

    “Uh,” Buck manages, glancing around the bar and tapping his fingers on the empty shot glass a couple times. “Thanks.”

     

    ~

     

    Or Eddie gets pretty drunk on his birthday, which doesn't mix well with pining for one's best friend.

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    "I want you to stop pretending you're ok!" Buck snaps at him and Eddie feels his anger rise to match Bucks. It's the easiest emotion to feel right now.

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    Buck finally confronts Eddie about everything that's been left unsaid.

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    When Eddie finally pulled himself away from his kid, he found Buck sitting on the couch, his knees pulled up to his chest. He just seemed to be staring at the wall. “Buck, we’ve been distant.”

    Buck sighed, but it was like there was something stuck in his throat, and it came out half choked. “Yeah, I know.”

    “It happened after the shooting.” He says quietly, sitting down close next to Buck. “I know it was hard-”

    “I tasted your blood.” It's a breathless whisper. “I washed your blood off of my face. I threw the clothes I was wearing away because every time I put them on, all I saw was your blood.”

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    A coda to Season 5 Episode 8: Defend in Place

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    Eddie couldn't exactly explain why he wanted to get off shift so fast; he knew why, of course, but explaining to the team would take far too long and probably leave them all scandalised.

    Taylor knew exactly what she was doing this time.

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    Eddie owes Taylor on a grand scale and promises her anything she wants. Taylor knows exactly what she wants; Eddie's not sure he'll survive giving her it; Buck is far too smug for anyone's liking.

    Kinktober prompt; threesome

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    Redditors: Is Ana the asshole?

    After trying and failing to move her relationship forward with Eddie, Ana Flores turns to Reddit for advice and consolation, but things soon go awry when she realises that it's not a "what" that's standing between her and happiness, but a "who".

    While Ana's trying to navigate her awkward relationship, her Reddit posts start gaining more and more traction, and the Internet becomes anxious to follow the saga of boyfriend E (m34) and his coworker B (m31).

    Part humor, part character study, part Ana anti-fan club, with an adorable pet snake named Scooter thrown in there for good measure.

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    r/AskReddit ⋅ posted by u/anabanana1989 3 days ago
    Does anyone else's partner hate pet names?
    He gave me that impression very early on, so I call him by his first name but he doesn’t seem to respond well to that either. Maybe he’s just not used to hearing it? He usually goes by a nickname at work and he doesn’t see his parents that often. Not really looking for advice, just haven’t experienced this before. Especially because his coworker seems to call him whatever he wants and he never seems to mind.

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    Basically, canon from the show, but Evan “Buck” Buckley is gay, (was a stripper before joining the LAFD, and still is one) 

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    When searching a burning apartment building, the floor beneath Buddie suddenly gives way and they are plunged below as the rest of the building falls on top of them. They try to move but when Eddie moves, it hurts Buck and when Buck moves it hurts Eddie, only to find out the slab of concrete is crushing them in two different places.

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    Eddie and Buck are impaled together, and if one moves, the other hurts. Whumptober Day 17 Prompt - Please Don't Move

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    Buck's never going to let Eddie get in harms way again, not if he can help it. Maybe that's why he makes the decision he does. Eddie's not okay with it though.
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    Whumptober Day 30: Self-Sacrifice (alt 9)

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    Eddie's still not entirely sure how to deal with the fact that he had a panic attack. He doesn't panic. At least Buck's there to help.
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    Whumptober Day 28: Panic

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    “I don’t know how to start but I think I have feelings for him, which is crazy for a lot of reasons because I had never liked a man before and he’s my best friend and he has just broken up with his girlfriend and…”
    “Eddie, it’s okay” Carlos interrupted him quietly, using his firm voice to calm him down before he could stumble on his own words. “It’s not crazy at all. We can’t choose who to fall in love with and even if I can’t fully understand how you’re feeling, I can understand the fear and the uncertainty when it comes to feelings.”
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    Or, Eddie was afraid of his feelings for Buck but thanks to a long phone call with Carlos, he decided to take the risk of being happy, leaving his fears behind.

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    “Eddie, I'm in love with you, I- I want more than and I know that’s asking a lot but I’m done pretending I don’t feel something more.” he spoke into the tension-filled room.

    The silence returned for a moment, till Buck heard Eddies quiet cries. “Shannons back.” he sobbed out.

    Then it felt as though time stopped. Buck couldn't move, couldn't speak, it felt like he couldn't breathe.

    “Buck we can't do this anymore.”

    Breathe.

    “I'm so sorry, but I have to give her a chance.”

    Fucking breathe.

    “For Christopher.”

    God damn it breathe.

    “I’m so sorry Evan. But you have to know-”

    Buck couldn't be there anymore. So he ran, out the door and to his car. Tears streaming down his face and rain pouring down drenching him. And then he was gone.

    Or: Shannon returns, heartbreak occurs, someone gets hurt, and yet somehow it all turns out okay. Based on the song traitor by Olivia Rodrigo.

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    Missing Scene for 5.02 Desperate Times. Buck controls the animals, but at what cost? And through it all, he still doesn't stop worrying about Eddie.

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    After pinning for his best friend for what feels like forever, Eddie manages to finally confess his feelings after Buck has a breakdown due to one of Christopher's drawings.

    Everything should be right, except for two things:
    - Eddie has girlfriend
    - Buck doesn't speak Spanish

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    Five times Eddie denied his jealousy and one time he didn't.

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    Once he can breathe again, though, Buck has to convince himself to stop whatever the hell he and Eddie are doing right now. “We can't.” Buck finally states, and Eddie hums in agreement. Neither of them pull away. Just existing in each others’ space– it’s enough.

    It has to be.

    But god… it couldn't be further from enough.

    (Or, Buck and Eddie live together during quarantine.)

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    Eddie has another panic attack. This time, instead of calling 9-1-1, Christopher calls for another kind of help.

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    “You don’t give up, do you?” Not on you, not on us. Buck tried to remain calm, but he felt a little guilty for asking, almost as if he was being annoying; he always felt like he was a burden. Eddie played it off, clearly not taking the situation seriously. “I’m fine, Buck.”

     

    Buck sat up a little then, looking to Eddie more sternly. “People who are fine don’t go and see cardiologists.” He willed Eddie to hear him with his next words, needing his best friend to understand his worry. “You need to tell me if something is wrong.” You need to tell me so I can protect you, keep you safe.

     

     -or-

    They talk about Eddie's panic attacks, and Eddie comes to some realizations.

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    Buck's not sure who made the first move.

    He remembers Eddie's hand brushing against his temple, the sharp intake of breath before his lips parted, a sound so loud it may as well have been firecrackers. He remembers the taste of Eddie's tongue — salty from the Fritos he'd snacked on earlier mingling with the sweet and bitter flavors of the brown IPA. Buck put his own tracing skills to the test, mapping out every groove, bump, and divot of Eddie’s mouth. He remembers someone growling, the shuffle of clothes being taken off, and Eddie leaving more permanent marks in Buck's back he felt the next morning when the sun streamed in through the awning above Eddie’s bed.

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    “You okay?” Taylor asks. He lets out a humourless laugh in response. Is he okay? Would anyone be okay if they had just sat through an entire dinner with their girlfriend, their best friend who they’re in love with, and said best friend’s girlfriend?

    aka taylor is way more perceptive than buck thinks, buck is a pining disaster, and eddie is bad at feelings

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