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    Yuuri was a man who was used to being forgotten. Victor Nikiforov was a man meant to be remembered.
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    The Victuuri Dead Poets Society AU that no one asked for (aka self-service)

    (Alternate endings based on your desired angst levels, you're welcome)

    **Tags after ENDING 1 or ENDING 2 apply only to that ending**

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    “You’re that ice skater, aren’t you?” the driver says finally. “The one who wins gold every year?”
    Viktor’s heart sinks, hand shaking a little as he tries to open the car door. Not this, not now.
    “Shame what happened to you.”

    After a career-ending injury and the loss of a beloved pet, Viktor falls into a deep depression. He expects to be left alone to grieve, but luckily for him, Katsuki Yuuri has other ideas.

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    Viktor felt alone in the way you’d feel if you were to find yourself in a room full of people who speak a completely different language than yours, with no dictionary or translator in sight.
    He was always deemed ‘special’, considered a skating prodigy. The moment he picked up skating, his fate had been determined: a skating legend.

     

    (the events before canon, Viktor's pov before leaving for Hatetsu)

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    Viktor had forgotten when he had last felt the rush of adrenaline giving way to drunken euphoria.
    As the photographers raised their cameras, he hid the emptiness in his heart behind a dazzling smile, sculptured to perfection in two decades of competitive figure skating. Flashlights ripped through the arena like sheet lightning on a murky summer night. Viktor swept back his hair and lifted the golden disk that hung heavy around his neck to his lips. A collective sigh rippled through the crowd as he performed the ritualistic kiss of his medal. Viktor flashed the press another star-smile. Then he hopped off the podium.

    Twenty years of being Russia’s poster athlete have drained Viktor Nikiforov off the passion he once had held for his sport, but caught up in duty and habit he cannot escape the icon he has become. Thoughts of retirement cross his mind when a drunken Japanese Cinderella dances into his life, stirring a dream of life and love beyond scores and medals. But that which sets his heart on fire also holds the power to throw Viktor into an even darker state of mind.

    This canon story covers the four months between the GPF and Viktor deciding to become Yuuri’s coach.

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    Viktor slow realization of how fucked up his childhood was as he moves forward on the path of healing.

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    "Why did you cut your hair?" is probably one of the most common questions Victor is asked.

    (5 possible reasons why Victor cut his hair, plus the truth...?)

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    All of my oneshots for Yuuri!!! On Ice, featuring lots of gays, family dynamics, and general bullshittry.

    NOTICE: This, as well as all of my other oneshot works, are undergoing a formatting change. Instead of a single book format like this, they will all be individual (found in series, like my Rowenverse oneshots). If this book shows up as missing, you can find the series completed and uploaded onto my account!

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    The display case in his living room is robust, and his life has never been this thin. It feels like it matters, suddenly, like it’s one of the greatest oversights of his twenty-one years. Maintaining the image for others can’t be enough anymore, he wants it for himself, he wants the myth so badly that he trembles with it.

    (Viktor is lonely.)

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    After an accident, Yuuri is unable to remember anything from the past 5 years. Unable to heal together, he and Victor have to reconcile their new relationship and come to terms with the loss of someone who is still alive.

    Not Beta Read.

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    5 times Victor Nikiforov wasn’t okay + 1 time he was

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    December, 2015 (Night of the Sochi Banquet)
    “He mentally prepared for all the “what’s next?” questions he would receive and he felt the ache in his chest when the only answer was I don’t know.”

    January, 2016 (one month after Russian Nationals)
    “He was better off alone. Everything hurt less that way. He could ride out his fame and then die quietly and alone.”

    December, 2016 (Grand Prix Final, Barcelona)
    “Yuuri was quitting. He was leaving skating behind after just one competition run with Victor. He couldn’t help thinking maybe he had failed Yuuri.”

    January 2017 (a month after Yuuri moved to Russia)
    “He was so miserable and lonely but now he had Yuuri. He was happy, he was supposed to be happy.”

    February 2018 (2 months before their wedding)
    “This was a truth, an unavoidable truth he accepted long before he met Yuuri. He hoped Yuuri would have been different.”

    January 2028 (10 years later)
    “He was okay.”

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    Miserable and alone, Viktor is unable to forget about Yuuri after a magical night spent together at the Royal Banquet. So he takes the only logical step a pining mer prince can make: strike a deal with the royal Sea Witch in order to find his beloved. But unfortunately for Viktor, love and magic are not a game, especially when the object of one's affection is determined not to play. And what he could end up finding out about Yuuri may become a deal breaker.

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    Yuuri, a lonely Sea Witch who works his magic in secret, is determined to never see Viktor again. But late one night he is awoken by a friend, who is terrified that the young mer prince has gotten himself lost in his attempts to find Yuuri again. Although scared of what another meeting might bring, Yuuri sets out to find Viktor before anything can happen to him.

    The two find each other again - but not in ways either of them expected, and with consequences neither of them could have ever anticipated.

    [Or: the story of a Sea Witch who helps a prince learn how to save himself, all while hopelessly falling in love along the way]

    [Sequel to "I Want Something Just Like This"]

    [Fanfic with accompanying art]

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    Three days into working together, Yuri Plisetsky can blueprint Victor Nikiforov for mass production.

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    Katsuki Yuuri is an okay skater with a few fans, none of which he’s made a significant impact on. Or so he thought. When he finds out he has fan mail, he is skeptical but it ends up changing his season. He has people who look up to him and are rooting for him. He can’t let them down.

    And when he receives a nice passive aggressive letter from a teenager in Russia, he never imagined he would gain a friend out of it.

    Yuri Plisetsky was not expected a response when he wrote a letter to his favorite skater. He just had to tell him that his skating was good and he better up the difficulty before Yuri kicked his ass in seniors.

    But Yuuri responded and wanted him to write back, in fact they kept writing letters back and forth. He was becoming friends with his idol.

    And somehow Yuuri had gotten him to sympathize with the silver haired idiot. Maybe Viktor was more sad then he let on...

    This season was going to be different, skating, friends, relationships, and family.

    ‘Dear Yuuri Katsuki,

    Your skating is not terrible.

    Well that was one way to start a letter...’

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    It's 2010 and the Christmas season is in full swing, only a certain brokenhearted someone isn't feeling the holiday spirit (much less his own birthday) this year. Not one to sit back and watch an old friend be miserable, Chris takes matters in his own hands. Those matters might just be a new set of small, furry paws.

    Or: the story of Viktor, Makkachin, and the friend who brings them together.

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    Viktor Nikiforov is tired, he hardly finds joy in competing anymore. Yet everyone is expecting him to continue. He’s at what he secretly thinks will be his last Grand Prix final when he Mets Yuuri Katsuki. After a whirlwind of a night, he’s falling hard. So why not follow him around the world on a modeling tour during the off season?

    “Did you know I also model?”

    “Oh,” Viktor is not surprised, the man in front of him is gorgeous.

    “I got offered a big contract to do this world tour over the summer. You should come!”

    Katsuki Yuuri gets drunk enough to ask Viktor to dance, call him lonely, sneak away with him from the banquet, then ask him to join him on his summer modeling tour. And he remembers it all. Now he’s spending the summer traveling the world with a very clingy Viktor Nikiforov and he has no idea what to do with himself.

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    He didn’t leave room in his heart from Yuuri to reject him. He was so positive Yuuri would say yes to a date, his heart couldn’t take it when he said no.

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    Viktor waits and waits for Yuuri to come back. But, Yuuri can never come back. Yuuri can never know that Viktor is head over heels in love with him.

    [Or]

    Viktor Nikiforov had everything a person could dream of, except for the one thing he yearned.

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    It's Victor's 18th birthday, what better way to celebrate then in a dark, gloomy house alone with his best friend.

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    Kintsugi: The Japanese art of putting broken pottery pieces back together with gold — built on the idea that in embracing flaws and imperfections, you can create an even stronger, more beautiful piece of art.

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    Victor takes figure skating seriously, takes Yuri Katsuki seriously as a competitor, and really doesn't see that banquet coming.

    Podfic of 16 Glasses by Cesare. Original here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/8846626/chapters/20285611

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