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    Steve wakes up in a world where everything’s different, the technology, the culture, New York, and war. No matter how different things may seem though, some things never change...

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    Steve Rogers was no stranger to pain. From birth, he had dealt with a whole slew of illnesses ranging from asthma to scarlet fever. Chronic colds that left him bedridden and trembling. Heart palpitations that stole the breath from his lungs.

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    But the pain of seeing Tony slumped against a stray bit of wreckage that had once been their compound—their home—outclassed every wound Steve had ever received. No stab wound, no gunshot, no repulsor blast had brought him closer to death than this moment.

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    When Tony Stark starts getting letters from a dead man, his comfortable life as a billionaire playboy begins to fall to pieces. But his life is not the only one coming undone. Steve Rogers is a starving artist in Brooklyn, trying to scrape by as best he can in a time when being homosexual was illegal. As time is running out, with war and death looming on the horizon, they fall in love… but for how long?

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    Bucky Barnes is on the run from a gang of Hydra members who are currently chasing him down an alleyway. He slips into a door, only to find an old woman waiting for him.
    The woman talks to Bucky in rhymes, and offers him a deal. Confused, he takes it.
    Next thing he knows he's small, grey and fluffy.

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    When Bucky dies in The Blip, Eve's world comes crashing down around her. True to his word, Steve is there to pick up the pieces as she spirals into depression. But what happens when two grieving friends become something more?

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    Please comment the name of this fic if u recognise it
    I’ve looked everywhere and can’t find it maybe the op used different tags or something but here’s what I remember
    I think Steve and Natasha and Clint go on a mission with a shield team but I can’t remember what the name of the team was
    Think Brock rumlow and the team they were with before Steve jumped off the plane into a boat because Natasha was asking about his love life in the Winter Soldier
    That team
    Anyways the mission itself isn’t talked about much but after Nat and Clint invite everyone from the team as well as Steve to drinks
    Steve is surprised anyone would invite him to drinks and I think he tries to politely decline but everyone’s like nah live a little
    Steve is quiet laughs when needed doesn’t talk much but he did at one point mention his mom
    He cursed and Clint is like
    Wow the great captain America cursed what would your mother say
    And Steve is like lmao my mom is Irish she cursed a lot worse than this
    And he ends up crying in the bar without even knowing it
    Yeah pls help me find it I think it was an old fic too

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    6 months after Civil War everything has changed. 6 months after Steve leaves him in Siberia, that's the moment where Tony hates him so much and don't know if he can forgive him until one day, Bucky told Tony something happens with Steve and when both Tony and Steve are going to Paris, that's the moment when Bucky was right. Can Tony forgive him after this?

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    In which Steve meets Bucky at a Brooklyn bar in the 1930's, and the rest is inevitable.

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    In which the soldier needs to gather intel, and he doesn't leave his best source of data lying by the side of the river.

    Or: Steve wakes up chained to a mattress and finds he doesn't mind it so much.

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    Steve always seems cold no matter how warm it is. Tony tries to help him. There's warmth, of course. There might be love.

    Alternatively, 5 times Tony lent Steve his clothes and 1 time he got something back.

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    See, James was a good person; he never suffered through any existential questions of his morality until today. He didn't want to rob anyone, but with George Barnes' loving nature and strong hands buried six feet under ground, money was a problem. It already destroyed his future, now he wouldn't let it even touch Beccas. So, after much debate and cautious thinking, James has landed himself in an overgrown, yet charming (in theory) house. What he doesn't expect is to save the life of a small fragile boy trying to end his life in a bathtub.

    Tired Steve Rogers remembers the days he used to paint, he remembers the days his mom would sway into the kitchen singing Frank Sinatra, he remembers the days where he wasn't on a constant edge of tiredness and self-hate, and he remembers the days he could walk through his own backyard.

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    Bucky remembers something Steve wishes that he didn't. He runs, but Bucky follows because he does remember.

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    For the past five years, Steve had been living in a sort of limbo. He doesn't remember much, doesn't remember his emotions, doesn't remember the group therapy. The things he remembers the most were the days in March, one year after the other.

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    Steve wakes up from the nightmare, breathing harshly and in time for the first snowfall of the year. It had felt so real right down to the part where everyone around him turned to dust. The compound is quiet, and he realizes he must’ve dozed off on the couch while reading. He feels off-kilter and irritable, annoyed at himself because he’d probably just ruined the possibility of getting any sleep tonight. Taking a few deep breaths, he throws on a jacket and a pair of boots over his warm socks before stepping out. Outside, the snow falls in soft tufts and Steve exhales shakily, deciding against staying. It looked peaceful, and he was warm in his jacket but Steve felt like the cold might seep into his bones anyway.

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    Or, how Steve Rogers builds a life, after losing everything. It is both easier, and harder than it sounds.

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    Steve is hurt in battle and some awful truths come out. (the ending is happy i swear)

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    Steve’s used to getting overlooked. Before the serum, it was all too easy to dismiss him. Ever since the serum, he’s been Cap first, Steve second. Doesn’t mean it ever gets any easier, in any form it may take.

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    Nobody tells Steve it's okay to cry.

    Nobody touches him.

    Nobody remembers Steve Rogers is a person under the mantle. It's okay. He hasn't felt like a person since he watched Bucky fall.

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    He sometimes woke up this way; his head felt like it was stuffed full of cotton and the surrounding noises sounded as if he were underwater, all muffled. 

    He hated it, but he was strong enough to soldier through it. He'd survived a war, seen fellow comrades, men he'd looked up to, brothers in arms, die in front of his eyes. Yes, he could manage this, except, he was so exhausted.

    All he wanted to do was to sleep, yet it eluded him, and his mind was plagued with dreams that didn't make sense, thoughts that made him frown. 

    Sometimes he wished he had never woken up in the first place.

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    [ENDGAME SPOILERS]
    Even though they won, Steve Rogers is very Not Okay. And truth be told, none of them are.

    This is not a fix-it fic.

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    Weeks after the helicarriers go down in the Potomac, Bucky Barnes breaks into Steve's apartment sick and injured. As Steve tries to help Bucky and Bucky tries to figure out who he's supposed to be, they both have to confront everything that's happened to them, and they can't do it alone.

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