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    Sam is moving on. Then Lucifer appears and Sam is raped, again. Will Gabriel, Cas, and Dean be able to keep him safe? Or will Lucifer claim Sam for his own?

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    Sequel to 'The Forbidden' Gabriel and Sam have overcome the threat angels posed on Sam's life and now reside in Heaven, but things are far from ideal. Sam must overcome the severe prejudice the angels have against his kind, as well as contending with the loss of his brother and his growing powers. Can he overcome it all or is he doomed to live in misery?

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    Sometimes everything just seems to work out exactly how it shouldn't.

    That's exactly what Castiel Novak thinks when Dean Winchester happens to walk in right into the middle of his new beginning with that stupid smile on his handsome face.

    And with Dean, comes the pain that he'll never forget. How could he? You don't forget pain like that.

    At least, he can't. Dean doesn't even seem to remember him at all.

    Pain like that can't just be forgotten. It can't.

    Can it?

    Maybe they can move past their past? Maybe Cas can forgive Dean? Maybe...

    Will the friction light a spark? Or will it smoke out?

    Maybe it'll all go up in flames.

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    The falling-out between Sam and his brother happens weeks after Jessica meets him. She doesn't know much, just that he's named Dean, older than her and Sam by a few years, and was pretty much Sam's role model growing up. They hadn't been seeing much of each other since Sam left for college, but still kept in touch sporadically, until Dean comes for this latest visit and suddenly Sam's knocking down Jessica's dorm room door with a blotchy face and snot in his hair, blubbering, "He's gone and he's not coming back, Jess, he's not coming back...!"

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    Sam doesn't know what to do anymore. He's tired and he's scared. It's not okay for him.

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    Short summary: Demon Dean begins his killing spree and becomes thoroughly addicted to slaughter. He is plagued still by thoughts of Castiel, his thoughts turn to fantasies and he finally decides to see if the "Angel of the Lord" will still answer his prayers.

    NOT A FEEL-GOOD FIC!

    ~Emery

    MY INSPIRATION PLAYLIST (All the songs included in it) FOR THIS FIC CAN BE FOUND HERE:
    https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLazzTOezW68r99LNX7NyxE52T6zPChZSC

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    Sometimes, Sam wonders if he really is saving the world

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    Sam Winchester has fallen into a deep depression that only the one who loves him most in this universe can help him out of. As it turns out, Gabriel is the only one that can save Sam.

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    Sam Winchester grew up loyal to the dream his dead mother had for him. She wanted her boys to be normal.

    Michael is loyal to his father, who may as well be dead with all he's tried to contact them.

    (AKA that one Sam/Michael fic literally nobody asked for where the first ten chapters are horrible because I was just figuring out my writing style but I swear it gets a little better as you go along)

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    Sam’s dealt with a lot of shit in his life and things are finally catching up with him. He wakes up one morning feeling awful and it’s up to his favorite angel boyfriend to make him feel better

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    Takes place after Dean is sent to Purgatory. Sam handles things much worse. Feeling alone and filled with grief after the loss of his brother, Sam takes steps to end it all. However, Sam soon learns he's not as alone as he thought. A certain angel returns and has no intention of letting him take the easy way out.

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    This probably will loosely follow canon, but obviously Jess is alive so it’s not that accurate to the show. I don’t own the characters, though I wish I did, don’t we all? Also I accidentally orphaned it, because my account was acting up, sorry.
    //
    Jess had been sitting on a bed, that much she remembered. She was starting to fall asleep, waiting for Sam to get back and trying not to worry about where the hell he was or what he was doing. She hadn’t slept in four days now, or not well at least. So she fell asleep. First there was the knife plunged into her gut and slicing into it with a searing pain. Then there was fire. Lots of fire, everywhere, and she remembered feeling it burning and smelling her flesh and hair getting singed..

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    When Meg turns up on Sam's doorstep one night, his whole life turns into a race to save Castiel's unborn baby. With Castiel and Dean thought to be dead, how will they, and how till the world handle the new being? Set 4 months after Dean and Cas go to Purgatory!

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    What if Sam refused to go back to Dean after he came out of Purgatory? What if Dean tried to find him and he couldn't? (yeah right, lol) What if Sam never met Amelia and refused to come home when Dean came back? What if Dean left Sam a voicemail that he couldn't help but listen to? Over and over and over.

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    Sam spirals into severe depression while at Stanford. One night things get particularly bad and he finds himself on the edge of ending his life, until in walks a girl who won’t let him out of her sight. Slight AU because of Season 5. TW: SH & Suicide.

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    A depressed teen hunter must pay for his bad choices even after death.

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    A torn teen angel that tosses and turns with nightmares of his beloved every night.

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    He can feel it deep in his bones this time. His brothers not coming back. He knows it, even though his heart discourages it.

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    Gabriel finds Sam just as he's about to take out Lillith and inadvertently start the apocalypse. He's not about to let that happen. Sam hasn't learned the lesson Gabriel tried to teach him, but the archangel has one last option. Since Sam can't seem to make the right decision, Gabriel will take the right to decide away from him.

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    After what happened with ending Dick, Sam’s all alone now and that’s dangerous for an Omega such as Sam. Luckily, help comes in an unlikely form.

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    13.17/18 meta. Takes place sort of in between/during the episodes and is loosely based on promo pics we’ve seen. Sam’s been depressed this season. We’ve seen it in his behavior, but it’s not really being dealt with, so I’m dealing with it here.

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