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    When John comes back from war broken, a mysterious stranger that seems to know too much about him pulls him out of his depression and his bland life with an unusual gift.

    An alternative first meeting for John and Sherlock.

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    5/?
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    --has a brief-but-not-really existential crisis, gets caught having such feelings by almost everyone, gets involved in more than a few somewhat one-shot events, all that conclude with him being engulfed by the human emotion called friendship, hence eventually coming to terms with his said repressed feelings and learning more about his friends and himself; This includes terrible narrating, subtle and not subtle mental breakdowns, friendship moments, reconciliation moments, somewhat caliginous moments, heart-to-heart talks and lots of stupid monologues.

    TL;DR: a somewhat depressed John Egbert learns a little more about grieving and acceptance towards change with the help of his friends.

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    2/?
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    John was still heartbroken about the sudden suicide of his best friend. There are so many things he wished he could've said, should've said but didn’t. "Married to my work" was pretty clear. Two years later still at 221B, John is barely living. He doesn't stray too far from the flat anymore, just to go for a shift at the surgery or to Tesco's around the corner. He's lost nearly two stone and he's honestly given up on properly functioning. He's ready to give up and end. All he wants is to be with Sherlock again.

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    5/?
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    17
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    78
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    Your name is John Egbert, and you have never felt weaker. Everyone is enjoying their happy ending, and you have never felt more alone and more pathetic.

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    1/1
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    Maybe a bus will work better than a gun at ending it all...

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    1/1
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    Sherlock wakes from a nightmare and ponders the way his life has changed since Eurus--especially through John.

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    1/1
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    25
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    4
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    They had both lost the man they loved three months ago. They may not have loved him in the same way but he did love Sherlock. Sherlock was the best friend he’d ever had. Some days he felt like he couldn’t even breathe without Sherlock, like his lungs just didn’t want to expand and contract to give him oxygen anymore. It was like he was unconsciously trying to follow after Sherlock. That is, when he wasn’t doing it consciously.

     

    It’s been three months since Sherlock jumped and John isn’t coping.

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    17
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    6
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    In the summer of 2010, I met him, the man that would forever change my world. (im going to change the summary later)

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    4/?
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    Dean and Sam are going through challenges as being rare human/gem hybrids such as harsh prejudice from humans due to the infamous Gem Invasion while the superhuman John is still somewhat traumatized about what has happened to him in Gem Homeworld breeding facility for Project Organic Gem & facing his loss of his beloved Emerald Gem who saved him, Bobby & Dean from Homeworld.

    Despite winning the war, the rebel gems literally have to pick up the pieces & captured the corrupted gems. Lucifer the leader of the rebel gems have a strong feeling that Homeworld is not done with Earth yet.

    The rebel gems are trying to recruit the Winchester brothers & other gem hybrids to join them due to the high chance of another Gem Invasion much to John's displease not wanting the boys to be involve with them.

    When a Homeworld Celestine comes to the planet, it alarms the Winchesters. The Celestine claims to be sent here as to research on the gem Hybrids and the superhumans & said that Homeworld isn't planning to invade again but the Winchesters don't trust him. Despite this, they are hiding him from Lucifer's Gems for their own motives

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    7/?
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    6
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    18
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    8
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    HELP: John is a failure in every way. He is depressed, he is haunted by nightmares, he cuts. He lives in agony, he dreads waking up, he needs help.
    HIGH: Sherlock notices. Sherlock helps. John has a new high, something that keeps him from falling apart.
    HAPPINESS: Eventual fluff!
    (May be uncomfortable for some readers. Read the tags)

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    Castiel and Dean have been together for a long time. Castiel's taken Dean for granted. Massive mistake he'll need to fix, he'll have to conquer his own fears and ghosts, to finally get the love of his life back.

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    2/3
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    5
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    419
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    What they do isn't easy, and they both have days that take their toll. But Harold will be damned if he isn't there to help John through.

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    1/1
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    14
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    45
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    2
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    After Sherlock's fall from St Bart's, a grief-stricken John Watson is driven from London--and to America--by his memories.

    A BBC Sherlock/Trapper John, MD fusion.

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    Chapters:
    5/6
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    77
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    109
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    28
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    Sherlock was gone. John was now too.

    The night Sherlock falls, John returns to 221B.

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    1/1
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    He can say good bye. He can jump. He can fall. He can land, break every bone in his body and he can die. But the one thing Sherlock Holmes can never do is leaving.

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    5/5
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    Castiel attempts to change Dean and Sam's life by going back in time and killing Azazel before he can kill their mother and infect Sam with his blood, but he never considered that destiny would play a part in their lives.

    After losing his mother nine years exactly later, Dean's life spirals downwards and Castiel vows to heal his anguished soul, only to find not only Dean's life but his own changed forever.

    But
    * Will Heaven and Hell still attempt to break the seals?
    *Will Raphael and Michael finally catch up with Castiel and carry out their threats towards him?
    *And How will Dean react to the revelation of Castiel being an Angel and will it end their relationship forever?

     

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    Newly promoted, Dave takes on the role of personal knight to the prince. Despite his sister's concerns, he feels confident that he has everything under control. That is, until he meets John. Swept up in a sudden attraction, can he ignore his feelings and carry out his job as intended? No. No he can't.

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    3/?
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    16
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    25
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    3
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    john's boyfriend, Alexander Hamilton, was taking a trip back to his homeland, Nevis, when his private jet becomes a death scene. John learns a little too late that you can never give up hope.

     

    sorry terrible with summaries!

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    "How can anyone ever say that they are happy when they have all those things left in their minds? At least I'm honest. I can never be happy." A short drabble about John Watson and his inner demons from his private notes. The fifth part of my "The Private Stories of John Watson" series.

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    617
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    205
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    What if John didn’t run into Mike Stamford? He would have never been introduced to Sherlock, and so how would their lives play out? Here they keep crossing paths… Season 1 events still happen, but play out differently as Sherlock and John are slowly brought together.

    Language:
    English
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    21,201
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    69
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    1119

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