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    Hinata Shouyou lives alone for the most part, at home with his cat who brings him comfort yet that doesn't mean he's all that happy. Being the extrovert he is, he craves talking and being around with people he can make friends with anyone if he did his best.

    Though, there is only so much loneliness you can take before your heart snaps and your now black and white.

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    2/?
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    Hinata's going through a really tough time, but he'd rather not burden his team.
    The Karasuno Volleyball Team begin to worry anyways. And all at once, everything starts falling apart.

    !TRIGGER WARNINGS!
    Abuse, Cutting/Self-Harm, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempts, Rape, Sexual Harrasment
    (other triggers will be added on as story progresses, if any more to be added)
    !TRIGGER WARNINGS!

    **See Chapter 14 for Discontinuation Announcement**

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    16/?
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    It's not that Shouyou is being especially difficult; it's just that he's in a difficult position—but that doesn't make him any less infuriatingly stubborn. The truth—which you are trying to tell him—is that he needs to pull back. Level himself out. He's so used to endlessly throwing himself at life until it gives him what he wants that he doesn't know how to play defensively. He won't talk to his professors about his illness or his anxiety or his ADHD; he won't go to therapy…you sense that he's on a collision course, but you're not sure if—in his whole life—he has ever really tried to avoid one.

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    1/1
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    6
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    Hinata is depressed and about to end it all. Read to know how the team reacts.

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    1/1
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    5
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    58
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    6
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    sunshine: is it still me that makes you sweat
    saltyshima: am i who you think about in bed
    sunshine: ew no
    dadchi: GO TO SLEEP
    dadchi: BOTH OF YOU
    dadchi: IT'S 4AM

     

    (yeet this is my first fic!!)

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    7/?
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    217
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    17
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    sunshine: is it still me that makes you sweat
    saltyshima: am i who you think about in bed
    sunshine: ew no
    dadchi: GO TO SLEEP
    dadchi: BOTH OF YOU
    dadchi: IT'S 4AM

     

    (yeet this is my first fic!!)

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    2
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    28
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    2
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    If you asked Hinata’s team to describe him in one word, they’d all say the same thing. “Happy.”
    If you asked the boy himself, he’d reply with “normal.”

    If you asked Hinata’s team to say one thing he was good at, they’d say “volleyball.”
    If you asked Hinata, he would reply with “nothing really.”

    If you asked Hinata’s team what they thought of him, they would say “great guy”, “friendly”, “great for the team.”
    Hinata himself would answer “worthless.”

    On the outside, Hinata Shouyou looked like an ordinary person. He was always smiling, cracking jokes, and generally acted as though the sun came out his ass. To other people, he looked happy.

    On the inside, he felt useless. Stupid. Pathetic.
    Hinata Shouyou was suffering, and no one could tell.

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    3/?
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    Behind the smile and brightness, Hinata's light is dimming with each passing day. Sugawara discovers this, and tries to bring the warmth the dimming sun desperately needs. But when Hinata's mental stability collapses thanks to Kageyama, the light that is his heart threatens to extinguish. Will Sugawara be able to reach Hinata in time?

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    1/1
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    138
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    15
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    Hinata gets an injury during the game against Shiratorizawa that leaves his leg crippled, and him unable to play volleyball. The team, having grown selfish from the fame during the tournament. They blame Hinata and ignore him, spreading rumors around school, not even letting him watch practice.

    Hinata gets desperate, and finally admits his love for Kageyama. But it ends horribly, and Kageyama reveals it. Suddenly the bullying gets worse and worse, more and more violent until Hinata finally reaches his breaking point.

    Hinata's mother finds out about this abuse after an unfortunate incident, and decides that it's time they leave Miyagi. Years later, a guilty Karasuno finally find Hinata again. They want to apologize, Hinata, they want to show they have changed. But will Hinata forgive them? Does he even have a reason to?

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    56
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    Hinata wants Kageyama as his mate, beta or not. He's definitely not.

    OR Hinata has a heat and alpha!Kags takes care of him.

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    137
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    Hinata committed suicide, and no one knows why yet.
    Kageyama is mentally broken
    The team is mentally deteriorating

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    Chapters:
    4/12
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    73
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    "Contrary to popular belief, Hinata was not stupid. On paper, it may seem that way, but his test scores and assignments that have such a low grade are not a representation of his stupidity, but his motivation. "

    A.K.A. A story about Hinata's inability to ask for help when he needs it most.

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    5/?
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    29
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    192
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    17
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    Hinata is a cannibal who was created by the government. He goes to Karasuno High and plays volleyball like normal, but inside he is hurting. When the team finds out about Hinata, will they hate him? Or That one depressing sad fic with a happy ending eventually. No one wanted this fic, but the asshole author did it anyway

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    111
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    2856
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    Hinata is falling, spiraling down in a never ending staircase of darkness. Each step brings him closer to his darkness and deeper in depression. No matter how hard he tries, things just keep getting worse and worse. At volley ball or at home neither made Hinata feel like he belongs. What had caused this? Maybe it was the loss at Aoba Johsai, or when Kageyama told him it was all his fault. Or maybe this darkness was with him his whole life, it just needed a reason to break out…

    (Basically this is like how Hinata slowly develops anxiety and depression after the loss of Aoba Johsai. Sorry I suck at titles but just read it, you’ll get it.)

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    16
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    104
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    12
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    1314
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    He thought he was doing better
    (UPDATED)
    TRIGGER WARNING

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    225
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    19
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    3058
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    How do you tell your mother,
    the woman who brought you into this world
    that you want to die?

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    141
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    Hinata was broken.
    Everyone could see it.

    But they just didn't know how they could help.

     

    [

    " Even a child with no level of maturity could tell that there was something wrong with Hinata Shoyo.

    There always had been, really. "

    ]

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    English
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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    32
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    347
    Bookmarks:
    35
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    4760
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    Kageyama was going on ahead. That meant Hinata was being left behind.

    OR where Hinata feels really depressed after his new boyfriend gets accepted into a prestigious training camp, pushing him forward in the volleyball world and the decoy back. Kageyama doesn't know how to be a good boyfriend until it's too late to say sorry.
    (Angst but with a happy ending, ya'll know I hate sad endings fam)

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    English
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    2,394
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    109
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    2301
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    "Come with me, and I'll take care of you." was what he said, so Hinata did just that.

    Something nasty happened between Kageyama and Hinata, and Oikawa chances upon Hinata, miserably alone on a cold night outdoors and took him in unconditionally. Oikawa doesn't get any answers from Hinata though, but he'll find out, slowly but surely...and it's gonna come as a shock.

    Because Tobio is a real sneaky kid.

    Basically just an OiHina fic.

    Language:
    English
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    15,081
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    72
    Kudos:
    431
    Bookmarks:
    64
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    4974
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    Kageyama Tobio a 16 year old boy, lives in an abusive household and uses volleyball as an escape. Hinata Shouyou who just turned 17 suffers from depression but finds happiness in volleyball. These two boys cross paths and see volleyball as their salvation, but when volleyball fails to save them, can they save each other?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,321
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    136
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    2150

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