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    When Castiel first met Dean it felt like love at first sight. But now years into their supposed wedded bliss, Dean's past vices and demons are bubbling back to the surface of his could be apple pie life...

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    After vampire slits Dean's wrists he ends up in a hospital. Will they get over their issues when Dean's life is in danger and Sam learns some horrible truths about his brother?

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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    After Sam's death Dean hits rock bottom and Cas doesn't know how to help him

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    In a reality where Sam died while shutting down Hell, where Castiel locked himself and the other angels in Heaven, and where the monsters mostly keep their noses clean, it doesn’t take long for Dean to come to the conclusion that he has no purpose anymore.

    With no way to get Sam, or Cas, or even Bobby back – he tried, even Death won’t answer his calls anymore – all Dean wants is to die. Since ending his own life might just send him back to Hell, then he’ll make sure he too gets some kind of sweet ever after before he dies.

    While his dream life unfolds in a way he could never have anticipated, a new – yet old – threat looms over the Earth. And the only one who has any chance of saving the world is Dean Winchester.

    Or so the stranger tells him after snatching him from the close-to-perfect life he sacrificed himself to live.

     

    PLEASE READ THE TAGS AND NOTES. I WOULDN’T WANNA HAVE TO SAY "I TOLD YOU SO!". ;)

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    11/?
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    It was a Christmas Eve and Dean decided he had had enough. Sam was pushing him away, anger draining the life out of him and he decided to give in. What was his life worth anyway? Will Sam save his slipping brother?

    TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide attempt

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    Dean is tired.
    He’s tired of his friends dying, hating himself, knowing this is all his fault. that’s why Cas found him in the forest that day.
    He swears that this will be the end.

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    Dean Winchester has a great life.

    Seriously, ask anyone. He has a great job, great friends, and an even greater family. It’s all just something out of a fairytale, really.

    Until it’s not.

    ...

    Castiel is fairly content with his life. Not happy, but…content. It works for him.

    Until it doesn't.

    And it's at this place, between unhappiness and discontent, where everything changes.

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    Sam dies on May 3rd
    He dies alone.

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    Dean is disturbingly depressed and starts on a long and painful journey to healing himself.

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    Castiel died in a freak car accident.

    "It gets easier." people would tell him and for a little while Dean would believe them.

    "You need to move on at some point." people would tell him and Dean would cut them off.

    "I believe that you are suffering from depression, Mr Winchester." Oh really? He wondered why that could be.

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    Dean Smith has had a few...rough years. Nothing seems to go his way and his home life isn't what you would consider a "home". It's hell.

    Please note: This story will contain rape and flashbacks of rape. I will notify you when the rape is about to happen or of a flashback. If you are not comfortable with reading about rape, this story is not for you. Please read at your own risk and remember; rape isn't the victims' fault and it is not something to laugh about.

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    3/?
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    Lucifero sembra essere tornato e con lui anche la sua furia.
    La storia prosegue la stagione n'12.
    Contenuti Hurt , Samifer .
    (Storia con doppio punto di vista Sam - Dean)
    Si ripercorrono alcuni ricordi passati di Sam ma nulla è come sembra.
    [...] sentii la porta del bagno aprirsi ma la mia visuale era occupata dagli occhi freddi ed infernali di Lucifero.
    Dean.
    “Dean! Dean …va via!" [...]
    Fui travolto da una violenza improvvisa e senza capire come mi ritrovai disteso a terra.
    La mia tempia sbattè con forza sul pavimento e rantolai dal dolore. Lucifero mi stava tenendo la testa contro il parquet ...

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    16/?
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    What if Sam had made a different choice when Dean returned from Purgatory? Where would that leave Dean? And how could a vampire help him?

    Potential Trigger Warning: This story includes suicidal themes. Please consider your health and safety first if you feel this may affect you.

    A divergence from S08E01 "We Need to Talk About Kevin"

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    This is a sad story about Dean being a addict and trying to deal with his brothers death.
    Sam dies at the beginning of this story thats why there is a warning about a major character death so please don't read if you can't deal with this.
    It plays in the 70s.

    Castiel will be a helpful friend and later on more then a friend, helping Dean through his addiction,
    slow burn and loads of drama to come.

    Read the tags this story is about drug use, alcoholism and suicidal thoughts,
    so dont read if you get triggered by that.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
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    Chuck dies and the sun fades.

    Sam and Dean and Cas clutch at each other, holding on and shivering along with the whole rest of the world as the cold descends—the darkness.

    Tears prick at Dean’s eyes as he realizes that they’ve failed. He looks at his brother. “Sammy!”

    Sam disappears. Cas disappears. Their warmth is gone. Dean finds himself alone, in a dark expanse. “No no no...!” He mutters to himself, still cold and shivering. He knows this place. “No!”

    Amara appears.

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    1/1
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    Dean has trouble adjusting to life on the outside. Sam has terrible timing.

    Short/One Shot. Season 4 AU.

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    1/1
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    Post 14x12 coda based on speculation

    Dean's plan - the lone happy ending in all his books - didn't work. Spiraling in a depression, he is left adrift in the seas of destiny, feeling like they're pushing him towards a fate he cannot bear. What makes it worse is the lighthouse shining from across the way, acting as if he has any choice in stopping himself from hitting the rocky shore.

    Why can't Castiel get the hint?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    99
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    747

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