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    To love Dean Winchester was to dance with death, everyone he ever loved was swiftly punished for even daring to think he was worthy of affection. Cas tried to rebel against this notion with devastating results. Dean is left with the choice to process the loss or to plan a way to bring his angel back.

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    I’m just gonna pretend that the finale doesn’t exist.

    After the Winchesters succeed in bringing everyone back they go on hunts. But something is wearing on Dean. Sam has an idea, but he doesn’t know for sure.

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    Dean was ready to die that night in that barn. With Castiel gone he had nothing to live for, nothing to fight for, not anymore. Then Sam called for help. Dean didn't understand why but Sam called for help...

    Sam saw that his brother was in emotional pain, that he hadn't been right since the day Castiel vanished Dean has been suffering. Sam is tired of seeing his brother in pain. Sam is going to do something about it, no matter what.

    Trapped in darkness, Castiel has to survive, he has to escape, if not for himself then for Dean. He'll do it for Dean, like everything in his life. He will do it for his beloved Dean.

    Salvation means many things to different people. For Sam it's saving his brother, for Dean, it's learning to love himself, and for Castiel, it's righting the wrongs he had created.

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    What would happen if it were Dean taken by the Empty, rendering Castiel human and alone?

    An alternate 15x18 idea I stumbled across in my mind.... hope y'all like it

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    Alice felt the urge to slap Dean. Or kick him. Or grab him by the shirt and kiss him and cry. Instead, she said; "You could have asked me, you know. I probably could have done it."

    Dean shrugged. This only made the young woman even more furious. In her frustration with the whole stupid world, she punched the wall hard enough to break the plaster. When this failed to get Dean's attention, Alice's temper exploded.

    "WHAT DO YOU THINK SAM'S REACTION IS GONNA BE, HMM?!?!?!?!! WHEN HE FINDS OUT YOU DAMNED YOUR SOUL TO HELL TO SAVE HIM!!!!," she screamed.

    "HE ISN'T GOING TO FIND OUT!!!!," Dean shouted right back.

    Suddenly, Alice went quiet. Very quiet. Dean felt his stomach drop and turned slowly to see his younger brother in the doorway, having witnessed the whole thing.

    "Dean...what the hell did you do?"

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    [podfic version]
    Dean is going to get Castiel out of the Empty, no matter what it takes, even if he has to do it himself. Not even the new "hands-off" Jack will be able to stop him.

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    while on a hunt, Dean is trapped in a djinn-dream, and it is up to Sam to rescue him. However, when Sam dream-walks and finds Castiel alive, Dean refuses to wake up. What must Sam say in order to rescue Dean? And how will Dean cope when he learns the truth?

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    please be mindful of the tags!

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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    Dean and his family move to Iowa to, as his father put it, start a new chapter. Dean hated it, just as he hated everything. But then he meets a boy, one with a different story than his. Maybe he didn't hate it as much as he thought from the beginning. Maybe he could come to terms with what happened in Kansas.

     

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    "All of his sorrow won't fit in his chest
    It just burns like a fire in the pit of his chest
    And his heart is a bird on a spit in his chest
    How long, how long, how long?"
    - Persephone (Hadestown)
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    Dean hasn't seen or heard from his family in over a year. After one too many ignored phone calls, Dean decides he's better off dead than alone. Bobby disagrees.

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    what happens when a tired lone hunter meets a fake psychic detective? .... they start dating and slowly fall in love, of course!

    random moments of dean and shawn's lives spent together.

    co-written in different time-zones and zero sleep between the two of us.

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    In thirteen hours, happy endings will be the only game in town. Sam and Dean missed the memo. Pre-15x20.

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    Dean took Sammy and ran away from their abusive dad. Dean's worked as a mechanic his entire life in order to support Sam's dream of becoming a lawyer. Then someone catches Dean doing advanced math and wants to know more about Dean's life and who he is.

    Something bad happens and Dean needs help. He needs to face his fear and go to court again. He doesn't want to burden Sam, who can he call? Will Dean be able to stay sober?

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    Dean accidentally calls Cas’ voicemail once. Then he does it again, on purpose. Then he keeps doing it.

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    I decided to challenge myself. I gave myself a hypothetical. What if I was given this episode of SPN, and was allowed to write this scene however I want (within reason) but the only rule is that Cas, HAS to die/be taken to the empty. How would I do it in a way that makes sense but still makes me “happy” I guess. I don’t know...But this was the best I could think of. I hope one day SPN gets a reboot so we can get what we deserve. Also Misha Collins is amazing for being so supportive of us. (Also happy birthday!!) ~ iris/personalspace

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    Post 10x14. References 10x10 ending scene where Dean almost gets whacked thanks to Claire.

    After killing Cain, Sam is worried when Dean seems to only get worse. A few tiring, but relatively uneventful hunts later, Cas goes off to search for other leads, while Sam slips into endless, obsessive research. Unable to sleep, Dean wanders around the bunker and finds an equally insomnia-ridden Sam Winchester. Sleep is for the weak, anyway.

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    No longer able to take the loneliness anymore, Dean Winchester took a dive to find the lost love of his life... literally.

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    Dean ends up on a case with vampires, and gets turned.

    Oh, also his newfound vampirism apparently pissed off Heaven, so now he has a guardian angel named Castiel?

    AKA an AU where Dean becomes a vampire right before going to Sam about their father being missing.

    (This story isn't required to understand the rest of the AU since the most important things are part of the AU's summary.)

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    In spring of the year 1946, an epic love started blooming like a white rose under a chilling night. Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak met. Two different souls, with different dreams, thoughts, memories, experiences, traumas and Iives. How these did two boys fall in love even though they are so different but at the same time so unlike.

    One thing is sure, they met under the spring rain, and they fell in love under the full moon. They loved each other completely and infinitely . A lot of bad things happened, they went through a lot and even more to be together. To live their lives together. And in the end, will they reach their destination? Their Ithaca? Or will they get lost in the seas forever?

    Dean loved Cas more than the ocean, and cas loved dean more than the moon and the stars. Cas was like the ocean to Dean. Full of peace. Although some times the sea which he loved so much would become his storms that would drown him there endlessly. And Dean... Dean for Cas was like the moon, one of his side was always hidden.

    And in the end, all these things that happened to their lifes... Maybe it was meant to be.

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    The grief he’s carrying is a familiar weight, one his body has adjusted to carrying over his lifetime— but this time it's different and he knows it. This time, there's something dangerous about it.

    At the crossroads of the end and beginning of all things, as the God he knew withers alone somewhere, and the God he raised sits alone in Heaven, Dean knows that he’s just a hair's width away from completely and utterly succumbing to the weight of it all.


    Three months after Cas gets taken by the Empty, Dean takes a case.

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