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    Castiel writes about his feelings towards Dean in his diary after they break up and they don't talk anymore. He regrets not saying a lot of things to Dean while they were best friends or still together. So he writes them down in his journal when Dean starts ignoring him.

    It's not like Dean will ever see his diary right?

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    Dean isn't taking the chance to eject Michael from his mind, so Sam steps in to see what the problem is. He finds a version of Dean that he's never had to face before, but one that perhaps he's been needing to have a conversation with for some time.

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    Reader and Dean knew each other ever since they were kids, both coming from families of hunters. They were the closest, even Sam wasn’t as close to Dean as the reader. But with a starting apocalypse, Dean seems to fall more and more. Will the reader be able to pull him up?

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    Gabriel was just scouting another location for an expansion of Morningstar when he happened upon Dean Winchester in the shittiest BDSM club he'd been to in a long while. From the second he saw those haunted green eyes, he felt an indescribable connection. The problem - Dean Winchester had been beaten and abused beyond anything Gabriel had ever seen. He prayed he had the strength to put him back together because there was little doubt, Dean was a legendary Omega - something he'd never actually believed was real.

    Two new chapters. A little Sam/Lucifer <3. ;-D

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    There was a post on the Destiel Port FB group about voices or noise in your own head that made it hard to complete a thought or sentence. This made me think of my own issues with noise that buzzes in my head that causes my depression/anxiety to cave in on me and leads me into a dark place or toward a panic attack or other pattern of self-deprecation or harm. This train of thought brought to mind Dean Winchester (my spirit animal ♡)
    ☆ Dean has untapped artistic abilities that are uncovered while he is in an inpatient care unit for depression/anxiety/self-harm. Castiel is an artist who volunteers at the care unit.

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    Dean can’t help but feel as tho he’s being left out.

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    Dean's family is killed in a house fire when he was eight.
    Castiel's family was killed in a car accident when he was ten.
    Both boys blame themselves.
    Stuck at the same hospital, and later the same foster care, they have no choice but to become friends, especially because they are roommates.
    Through the years, the boys became close friends, best friends, until suddenly they were more.
    That is until Castiel disappeared.
    Now, years later, a serial killer by the name of Morningstar is making headlines, and Dean knows it's Castiel.

    Or the story when Dean falls in love with a serial killer.

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    Dean's only scared of flying, right?

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    Dean is disturbingly depressed and starts on a long and painful journey to healing himself.

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    Tag to 9x10. Sam's thoughts as Dean runs out on him at the end of the episode.

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    The one where Cas breaks a wing. PLATONIC version of the sequel to Forgotten. (This fic "Broken" is the platonic version of the Destiel fic "Flight" - exact same fic and 95% the exact same text, just without the Destel.) A/U from mid S9; Castiel is human and wounded, and Dean and Sam need to get his grace back - and his wings. Things do not go as intended and Cas faces a difficult road. NO SLASH but super-strong emphasis on TFW friendship/family bonds. Hurt Castiel + hurt/comfort, leading (as Cas recovers) into a long plotty case fic with road trips, canon-type action, and exciting big baddies. Also features my stupidly elaborate headcanon on angels, wings, and flight, and the return of Schmidt-Nielsen's "The Physiology of Angels." :)

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    Someday someone will love you.

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    Find Yourself A Man Who's Strong And Tall And Christian
    Or the five times Dean and Cas prayed for Sam and the one time it worked.
    ...
    Sam is really sick and John's gone off to find some supernatural cure, but Sam's not getting any better so Dean turns to religion. Religion in the form of an incredibly fuckable Cas.

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    Once there was a man who didn’t believe in Heaven; so he met an angel who believed in him first.

    After the death of his younger brother Sam, Dean Winchester loses everything. As the last sliver of faith leaves him, Dean plunges into a sea of despair... until one day, in a haze of whiskey-induced delirium, he comes across a feather, burning on wet gravel, and beside it a hurricane-haired angel with scorched wings.

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    Sam Winchester is working his way through college as a cashier at a supermarket. Fun stuff, he knows. One day, a dorky guy comes in and decides to ask Sam for advice on how to woo his best friend into being his boyfriend. (Of course, Sam doesn't know that this guy happens to be the roommate of his somewhat estranged brother, Dean. But what he doesn't know won't hurt him, right?)

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    Dean is the owner of "The Roadhouse," a coffee shop in a small town in Kansas. Castiel and his brother Gabriel have recently moved into town. Cas and Dean meet on a rainy day when Cas is stuck outside after closing hours without an umbrella.

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    6/?
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    Dean loved Castiel. He always had. It’d always been too little and too much. He was suffocating. Dean was drowning in his dreams of the angel and he didn’t want it to stop, even though he wanted Castiel to save him at the same time. He wanted the angel to march into his room and give him the breath he so longed to take.

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    What happens when the cut on Dean's arm, done to prove he is human, gets noticed by the school? They come to certain conclusions and Dean finds himself forced to go to the school counsellor. The young hunter has to play along or they will call John, only for them to find out that John is not in the picture at the moment and the boy's are living alone out of a motel room.
    During Dean's sessions he is forced to confront the doubts he has buried in his head over the life they live. He is forced to really think about his life and for the first time, to think about what he wants to do with it. Dean is forced to confront his pain. Pain he didn't realise he had, and didn't dare recognise before now.
    With the boy's alone Dean and Sam are safe to enjoy normality for once. Dean could now concentrate on; his brother, homework, providing and creating a home for Sam and a pair of blue eyes Dean keeps seeing when waiting for his counselling sessions, and cant get out of his head. Blue eyes belonging to a boy Dean found himself compelled to try to save and protect.
    Good things do not last forever, Dean knew that more than anyone. He knew it was only a matter of time until John returned.

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    28/?
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    When Dean is plagued with several symptoms of illness, he becomes a target for a malicious plot against his life. A rogue reaper left with little power makes several attempts on Dean’s life and almost succeeds. With no way to even reach the reaper, will they be able to save Dean in time?

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    Chapters:
    10/12
    Comments:
    10
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    53
    Bookmarks:
    7
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