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    Out of millions of chances that life had given them time after time this was it. He still couldn't believe it, it still felt like a dream, strange realization as it hit him. If it was indeed a dream, he preferred to stay in it and never wake up but it wasn't. He was finally having his happy ending and it was cheesy. He hope life got more for him, he hope in reality it was just the start of a new adventure. The adventure of a new opportunity, an adventure of second chances.

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    After a close call in their last hunt, Bobby is left to try to repair the damage done to fourteen-year-old Dean by the weight of more responsibility and blame than any person was meant to bear.

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    what happens when a tired lone hunter meets a fake psychic detective? .... they start dating and slowly fall in love, of course!

    random moments of dean and shawn's lives spent together.

    co-written in different time-zones and zero sleep between the two of us.

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    Dean and his family move to Iowa to, as his father put it, start a new chapter. Dean hated it, just as he hated everything. But then he meets a boy, one with a different story than his. Maybe he didn't hate it as much as he thought from the beginning. Maybe he could come to terms with what happened in Kansas.

     

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    I’m just gonna pretend that the finale doesn’t exist.

    After the Winchesters succeed in bringing everyone back they go on hunts. But something is wearing on Dean. Sam has an idea, but he doesn’t know for sure.

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    Dean is a transgender man from ancient Moab, and after the death of his husband follows his mother-in-law Naomi back to her homeland of Judah. Castiel is a wealthy, influential, land owner in Bethlehem that stumbles into Dean, while he gleans leftover barley from a pasture. And John is an abusive parent that convinces his kids that monsters killed their mother because the pagan gods were angry at the way people lived their lives.

    Or

    Me rubbing my trans hands all over:
    - Spn characters and lore
    - Book of Ruth
    - Judah circa 1000 BCE

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    Sam's idea wasn't one Dean thought he could get behind, but with persistence and beginning to lose himself he had agreed to try. However he didn't expect to actually get attached to some stranger he'd never met thousands of miles away. When the letters finally stop though and he doesn't have a source to work through his thoughts with, it all starts rolling back down hill. Then again they were just words on paper after all, and paper can only carry you so far.

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    After Swan Song Cas goes to see Dean.

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    It’s been over four years since Dean saw Castiel take his last step off that ledge. Now a sophomore in college, he’s finally worked up the courage to read Cas’s journal.

    Along the way, Dean discovers things he never thought he’d find and learns some new things about himself that he didn’t want to uncover.

    (UPDATES EVERY OTHER WEEK)

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    “We did it,” Sam says, a strange look on his face. A mixture of disbelief and ease. “We beat Chuck. We beat God.”
    Slowly, Dean nods. They're standing in the war room in the bunker, and they just came back home. Jack left to be the new God and only he knows what he's going to do next. And Dean knows what he's supposed to feel, but he can't find what he's seeing on his brother's face inside of him. They defeated the mightiest threat they've ever faced, and Dean is still hopeless. Lifeless. Empty. At that one word, his heart convulses.

    Will Dean save Castiel from the Empty? Will they—and their loved ones—finally get the happy ending they deserve?
    The answer is simple. Yes.

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    WARNING: This is a post-finale fiction based on the alternative ending that Sam died and Dean survived.

    Inspiration for this was Jensen's statement that if Sam died first, Dean would continue living but he would fade away in the back of a pool hall.

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    Dean took Sammy and ran away from their abusive dad. Dean's worked as a mechanic his entire life in order to support Sam's dream of becoming a lawyer. Then someone catches Dean doing advanced math and wants to know more about Dean's life and who he is.

    Something bad happens and Dean needs help. He needs to face his fear and go to court again. He doesn't want to burden Sam, who can he call? Will Dean be able to stay sober?

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    Dean will never be the same after Michael's possession. Michael left a crack in Dean's mind that remains open even after Michael's death. When the brothers realize that they might finally have to give up their way of life, a new hunt forces them to grapple with their new circumstances.

    Season 14 alternate timeline. Physically disabled Dean.

    Inspired by 14x10, Nihilism--Michael's line: "What do you think I'd leave behind? You'd be nothing but blood and bone."

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    He felt himself slipping away and he let himself go.

    Anything to escape the pain…

    "Stay safe, Sammy. I’ll see you soon..."

    He wouldn’t though.

    It would be a lifetime before he would see Sammy again.

    Maybe if he’d known that he would have fought harder to stay.

    But he didn’t know.

    And he let the darkness take him.

    ***
    “Jack… I know we don’t know a Jack. I’m not crazy, Sam. No friggin’ hit to the head could make me forget someone who saved Cas.” His tone sounded completed bewildered.

    (Or, Six Times Sam Tried To Watch Out For Dean And One Time Dean Didn't Let Him.)

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    au verse - with a family this crazy, it just needed to be told.

    at age 15, dean winchester was a mute son and brother to serial killers, who cut him open, shot him and left him for dead. that was until uncle bobby, aunt jody and aunt donna got wind of it all.

    now, at age 19, bound to live forever, thanks to aunt rowena teaching witchcraft, dean was living his best life. married to castiel, with eight kids, living in the family farmhouse and dealing with bratty brother-in-laws, life really couldnt be sweeter.

    crazy things happen in sioux falls, south dakota. dontchaknow?

    🌼 verse chapter
    🌸 au within the au chapter
    🥀 the sad boys club chapter

    (requests are always open)

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    The third and final part to Houses of the Holy

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    They defeated Chuck, Jack is God, and the people are back. Sam gets Eileen back and Dean gets...a message.

    He needs to go back to where it all started.

    He's gotta get back to the barn, and pray he's not too late.

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    Dean pressed down on his phone and it started to ring.

    Ring, ring ring. Ring, ring, ring. Ring, ring, ring.

    “This is my voicemail. Make your voice… a mail.”

    Beep.

    Dean let out a breath he didn’t know he had been holding. As he let it out, the tears began to fall once again. He doesn’t even notice when they start or when they stop anymore, everything is a blur.

     
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    After Cas was taken to the Empty, Dean was lost, he was broken, he felt guilty and he didn’t know what to do. He sought comfort in any piece of Cas that was left behind, which just so happened to include his voicemail. Dean just needed to hear his voice, just one more time...

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    John finds out that Dean has been cutting himself and dumps him and Sam at Bobby's.

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    Modern day Paris, two uni students going about their lives happily, but missing something neither of them can quite place their finger on. On a beautiful Parisian morning, Dean Winchester burns his tongue. Who knew burning your tongue could give you so much, but also take so much away from you. Love is like a rose, but everyone ignores the thorns that come with one. So tell me, if you leave for your love, do you even leave at all?

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    2/?
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