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    The angels have fallen, Heaven is broken, Castiel burns through a grace that isn't his own. Everything seems hopeless, but Dean is determined to help his homesick, heartbroken angel and give him a home on Earth.

    Week 8 of the SPN Stay At Home Challenge. Prompt: Hope

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    Castiel is injured on the way back from a hunt. But that’s not all. His grace has been stolen and his chest covered in ruins carved into him. He is human again, badly injured with no idea who has his grace and why. He must also battle the demons in his head that seem heightened now that he is human again, and they don’t want him to live.

    Dean wants to help Sammy and Rowena track down the witches that nearly killed his best friend. But he can’t. He can’t leave Castiel alone, not when he sees the angel slip into a deep depression. While Sam and Rowena hunt down Castiel’s grace, Dean must become the light for Castiel and keep him for loosing his battle with his own demons. He soon realises the only way he can help the angel is by admitting to feelings he had learnt to bury a long time ago.

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    When Castiel was homeless it took a toll on his physical, mental and emotional health. He never told Sam or Dean about it. He felt shame but he turns that shame into helping homeless people out whenever Sam and Dean are asleep, or he's not with them. He knows he shouldn't keep it a secret but he can't bring himself to tell the brothers what he's doing because then he'd have to explain how he really lived as a human.
    Castiel just wants to help everyone out.
    Sam and Dean are concerned that their friend is hiding something from them.
    Flashbacks to season 9 throughout.
    NOT COMPLETE BUT A NEW CHAPTER EVERY COUPLE DAYS

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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    33/45
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    Amara injured Castiel's grace and he's dying. He thinks the Winchesters won't care. Just how far will Dean go to prove him wrong?

    “My grace has settled.” His voice sounds bitter to his own ears.
    Dean winces, and he can practically feel the man draw away. From the way the veil drops over his open, inviting gaze to how his eyes now flit everywhere but to Castiel’s.
    “You only did this to keep me alive Dean.”
    “How do we know it even worked?” demands Dean, “You don’t even know for sure? Let’s just finish what we started.”
    Almost amused, Castiel grins, “Well, seeing as I’ve had my grace for millions of years, I believe my opinion will do.”
    “No! It – you – Jesus!” Dean hooks his ankles over Castiel and turns them so fast they almost tumble off the bed. Castiel realises what Dean wants… what he’s trying to do.
    He wants this to continue as much as Castiel does. But he’s too scared to ask. Castiel can see the shame swirling in his eyes, filtering back into his brain like poison. Dean will destroy himself over this whether or not it happens.
    He brings his lips to Dean’s once more shifting his hips so that the tips of their erections graze each other. “Let’s finish this Dean.”

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    The archangel Gabriel appears suddenly, out of the blue and miraculously alive. Unfortunately, it seems the Winchester's worlds have become just a little to quiet. As Sam begins to learn more about an archangel without his wings, it becomes clear that he means more to him than just a second chance. Meanwhile, Dean struggles with his own feelings with his own blue-eyed guardian angel, unfortunate timing considering the fact that the dead are on the rise - though not in the way a hunter might expect.

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    Castiel is tired of convincing Dean. He has decided it's time for a little space between him and the Winchesters. Castiel set out on a new solo adventure with new friends, new stories, and a new enemy.

    While also trying to find his peace after losing Jack.

    Has Castiel forge is own path without the Winchesters or will it go down in flames?

    Is there still hope for Dean and Cas friendship or is this their curtain call?

    Most importantly has Castile been lied to for all these years, has there always been a different angel underneath? How far is he willing to go in search of those answers?

    This story will take place in an Alternative Universe sat after The Rupture and will include new people, new stories, and a new outlook on a character we love. With the addition of a new origin story for Castiel!

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    Dean Winchester is just starting his Jr year of High School and is somehow already overburdened with sky-high expectations and responsibilities. Will he be able to leave the drama in the Drama Department, buckle down on his studies, and focus on his future? Or will Dean give in to his heart and allow himself to become romantically entangled with new kid Castiel, despite mounting concerns over Cas's frequent substance abuse and mental health...?

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    17/?
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    'We interrupt this broadcast of LawrenceNow on TV to bring you breaking news of a supposed multiple-fatality car accident just outside of town. Reports conclude the crash involved a trailer and a classic 1967 Chevy Impala, on Country highway no. 37. The paramedics are on their way as we speak, and experts are looking into the crash. No information has been revealed about the number of passengers injured or the identities of said passengers. More after the break.'

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    Remember Anna Milton? The angel who fell from Heaven and was reborn as human? Well, what if the same had happened to Dean?

    Dean Winchester, hunter, righteous man, son of John and Mary Winchester and brother of Sam Winchester. Jensen, archangel, angel of family, son of God and fiancé of Castiel.

    Two sides of the same coin. Literally. Dean Winchester is an angel, the fifth archangel Jensen. After Michael's attempt to kill him failed, he falls from Heaven and is reborn as human. For 30 years, he lives as a human and hunter, never knowing who he really was. Until Castiel pulled him out of Hell.

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    'I'll run like the river, I'll follow the sun, I'll fly like an eagle to where i belong' ~ I Will Always Return by Bryan Adams from Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron

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    Castiel has been mute ever since he was three years old. This always made him an easy target for bullies. But what happens when a certain quarterback shows him what true love feels like? Is it enough to get Castiel talking again?

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    6/?
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    After Canon verse Dean goes back to his own timeline, set on preventing the Croatian outbreak and rise of Lucifer in Sam's body, the Castiel from that time line finds his Dean's body in that Detroit garden. And the ex angel is torn apart

    This is inspired by Cas-Watches-Over-You-artblog on Tumblr, and their wonderful Endverse!Cas art

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    The world changed after the battle on Halloween, humanity stricken with fear, and a traumatized Dean and Castiel are left trying to pick up the pieces. With Sam now ruling Hell they'll stop at nothing to end his reign and bring him home, but Sam has plans of his own and his family are at the center of it all.

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    After Mary dies and Chuck reveals his true colors everything falls apart. Dean, Sam and Cas are more apart than ever but have to stick together to get through the aftermath - grief, anger, depression, fading powers and a goddamn apocalypse - together. Working through all of their their issues proves to be complicated though, especially when there are Dean's feelings for Cas in the mix.

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    Castiel Novak has always been second to his twin, Jimmy. Growing up, Jimmy got all of the dates. And if Castiel did get one, it was so they could be closer to Jimmy. He accepted long ago that nobody would truly want him. But then he met Dean Winchester, who changed everything.

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    1,292
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    1/?
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    7
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    39
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    7
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    It’s AU were Dean and Cas are brothers who are in love with each other. They were each other’s first kiss and first sex. But Dean understood that the relationship between him and Cas was wrong and in the end it was going hurt them both so in means of protecting his little brother from all the hurt their relationship would cause he decided to date one of school’s new cheerleaders, Lisa to distract himself from Cas. But can he actually do that ? Can he forget all those things they shared, all those things they did?

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    10/?
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    9
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    "It's like a best friend, but more. It's the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. Someone who makes you a better person. Actually, they don't make you a better person - you do that yourself. Because they inspire you. It's the first person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did... Or when no one else would."

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    71/?
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    17
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    2450
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    This is me. Writing all my favorite Supernatural characters in various amounts of pain. Suggestions are appreciated! Leave requests as well if you'd like!

     

    Major warning.
    All of these will provide an injury of some sort. There will be nothing on self-harm or anything on the matter. However, there will be anxiety attacks, depressive episodes and minor anorexia. Please stay safe. Thanks, guys!

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    2/?
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    Thursdays have been particularly hard for Cas ever since he fell completely and became human. They are the days he feels extra-useless. Up until one particular day, when Dean annoys Cas long enough to figure out the problem.

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    1/1
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    14
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