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    "It's like a best friend, but more. It's the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. Someone who makes you a better person. Actually, they don't make you a better person - you do that yourself. Because they inspire you. It's the first person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did... Or when no one else would."

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    Amara injured Castiel's grace and he's dying. He thinks the Winchesters won't care. Just how far will Dean go to prove him wrong?

    “My grace has settled.” His voice sounds bitter to his own ears.
    Dean winces, and he can practically feel the man draw away. From the way the veil drops over his open, inviting gaze to how his eyes now flit everywhere but to Castiel’s.
    “You only did this to keep me alive Dean.”
    “How do we know it even worked?” demands Dean, “You don’t even know for sure? Let’s just finish what we started.”
    Almost amused, Castiel grins, “Well, seeing as I’ve had my grace for millions of years, I believe my opinion will do.”
    “No! It – you – Jesus!” Dean hooks his ankles over Castiel and turns them so fast they almost tumble off the bed. Castiel realises what Dean wants… what he’s trying to do.
    He wants this to continue as much as Castiel does. But he’s too scared to ask. Castiel can see the shame swirling in his eyes, filtering back into his brain like poison. Dean will destroy himself over this whether or not it happens.
    He brings his lips to Dean’s once more shifting his hips so that the tips of their erections graze each other. “Let’s finish this Dean.”

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    Castiel发现他沉迷于电视节目,越来越难摆脱。当Winchester兄弟处理完应该是Lizzie的幽灵回去时,他们开始注意到。

    Sam和Dean尽全力帮助Castiel接受并从受到的精神和情感伤害中恢复,但他们并没有摆脱掉自己受到的伤害,治愈这个是他们无人教授过的一次挑战。

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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    1
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    It’s AU were Dean and Cas are brothers who are in love with each other. They were each other’s first kiss and first sex. But Dean understood that the relationship between him and Cas was wrong and in the end it was going hurt them both so in means of protecting his little brother from all the hurt their relationship would cause he decided to date one of school’s new cheerleaders, Lisa to distract himself from Cas. But can he actually do that ? Can he forget all those things they shared, all those things they did ?

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    10/?
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    Remember Anna Milton? The angel who fell from Heaven and was reborn as human? Well, what if the same had happened to Dean?

    Dean Winchester, hunter, righteous man, son of John and Mary Winchester and brother of Sam Winchester. Jensen, archangel, angel of family, son of God and fiancé of Castiel.

    Two sides of the same coin. Literally. Dean Winchester is an angel, the fifth archangel Jensen. After Michael's attempt to kill him failed, he falls from Heaven and is reborn as human. For 30 years, he lives as a human and hunter, never knowing who he really was. Until Castiel pulled him out of Hell.

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    11/?
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    Cas had a friend who saw the meditative benefits to fishing. If only he agreed, and still could call Dean a friend. If only he could call Dean something more. Alas none of that was possible, so he sat on a dock every day with a fishing pole in hand. Hoping that he can finally catch his first fish.

    But how long can you toss your line out and expect something to happen that never does? Doing it again and again can drive you to the breaking point.

    What happens when you shatter?

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    Dean Winchester is just starting his Jr year of High School and is somehow already overburdened with sky-high expectations and responsibilities. Will he be able to leave the drama in the Drama Department, buckle down on his studies, and focus on his future? Or will Dean give in to his heart and allow himself to become romantically entangled with new kid Castiel, despite mounting concerns over Cas's frequent substance abuse and mental health...?

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    14/?
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    The angels have fallen and Castiel becomes human, leaving him wide open to the foulest of human experiences.

    Dean's there to help him through it all.

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    1/1
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    From a prompt in the Destiel Port FB Group! "Asexual Incubus!Cas and Demisexual Vamp!Dean"

    Asexual!Incubus!Cas who has to have sex to feed to stay alive and has always resented it, until he meets Demi!vampire!Dean and discovers that being fed on... actually turns him on, and makes feeding not feel miserable for the first time ever. Imagine Ace!incubus!Cas starving for a long time because he can't stomach the thought of having sex, and then here comes Demi!vamp!Dean feeding on Cas, giving him gratification he thought can only be gained from having sex.

     

    And, you know, they live happily ever after.

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    Unable to do much of anything until Rowena finds them, the boys are forced to wait out the storm at the high school. Along with their new... 'friend'.

    Belphegor gets bored easily, though. Will the boys be able to entertain him? Or is there more to this babysitting duty?

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    Castiel doesn't even see the time go by anymore; he barely even see what happens around him anymore. And if he could, he would stay like that forever, or until the darkness came and stopped everything. But Dean's there and he isn't letting Castiel give up.

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    He reaches forward to pull the door and his body seizes up with shock.

    There he is, behind the cash register with some too bright blue vest and scruff. He doesn’t even look like an angel anymore. The guilt hits him next. It should have been no competition. Sam versus Cass. He should have said yes in a heart-beat and felt justified because he was saving his brother.

    Instead he’s begged Ezekiel. He’d almost caused the angel to ditch Sam and somehow, he almost hadn’t made it through ‘you need to leave.’ And after he really had left Dean had drowned himself in a bottle of whiskey and tried not to think about what the angel would do without his mojo. He’d already gotten himself killed. What did he think of Dean now? After everything, after he called him family, Dean had thrown him out into the cold like a dick; sans any reasonable explanation.

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    rewtite of Heaven Can't Wait... just because.

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    [21:33] I’m at the hospital rn

    [21:36] wait wtf?
    [21:36] WHY???

    [21:37] please just come ASAP
    [21:38] you’ll want to be here

    [22:02] it’s Cas

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    There's a light in his eyes that wasn't there before. It's a good thing, but you didn't put it there and it scares you. He's starting to grow, and it has nothing to do with you. Still, you're gonna move heaven and hell to make sure to keep that there, even if it means buying a goddamn bee farm.

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    He should never have been born, for he had been born the wrong sex. Castiel wanted to hide it, but when he presented at age twelve, his two brother's sold him. Now at age 19, Castiel has been taken from that life by an Alpha that want's revenge against the man who brought him. Castiel will learn that Dean can be just a cruel and mean as Alastair was. Yet will these two share similarities in their past and learn to truly care for one another, or will Alastair come to claim what he paid for?

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    9/?
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    Castiel sipped his tea, gazed out over the beach, and was surprised to see a human figure walking slowly along the shore. As it grew closer, he saw it was a man, a beautiful one at that, dark-haired and tall; the man caught sight of him and stopped, turned his eyes away from the ocean. Something about the set of his shoulders seemed so defeated, so lost, Castiel forgot his lack of social skills and waved. "Hello," he called over the wind.

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    The 5 year old boy with dazzling blue eyes, who witnessed his parents' death, grew up to be the typical Punk senior, but with a twist...

    The 6 year old kid with fanfiction green eyes, who's mother died in a house fire, grew up to be the Popular Jock senior, but with a twist..

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    7/?
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    After 2 weeks of living blissfully since getting engaged, injured former marathon runner Castiel and his fiancée Dean couldn't be happier. Or at least that's what Cas thought.
    All it takes is an argument for their world to come crashing down. From happy to desperate in a single day can Dean fix what has shattered in time to save their relationship and his husband to be.

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    Castiel was an abusive drunk. His omega mate, Dean, was on the receiving end of his addiction; feeling the full blows of his fists and nasty words.

    Every time he promises to stop drinking but ends up going back on his word. So what happens when Castiel goes too far?

    Dean can’t take it anymore and puts Cas and the little town of Sioux Falls in his rearview mirror.

    10 years later, his little brothers wedding brings him back to Sioux Falls.

    And when he sees the man who robbed him of everything…

    Will Dean ever find it in his heart to forgive Cas- his former mate?

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    Comments:
    576
    Kudos:
    543
    Bookmarks:
    54
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