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    It wasn't worth it. After everything he had done to get here...it wasn't worth it.

    He gave up everything and it still wasn't worth it.

    It wasn't worth the mockery or the scorn. The endless whining from the others or their ignoring him.

    It just wasn't worth it.

    So Janus locked his door, closing out the sounds of all of the others having fun during family movie night. Something he had never been invited to and now never would be. It would never be his turn to pick a movie or hold the popcorn bowl. Or have someone lean against him.

    He was the villain, villains don't get nice things. They get hatred and dismissals. They get to make their own food while everyone else eats together. They get their appearance sneered at, whispered about with disgust.

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    Janus wakes up with a scratchy throat and thinks it's just a cold but when he starts coughing up flowers and blood maybe it's not that simple...

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    Hey, your therapist might as well be the past version of you, right? Even better if you're their therapist too!

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    Janus was done. He was DONE with this stupid unforgiving bullshit world. It should have been completely done and over with, that was the whole point.

    But, APPARENTLY, the world had a personal grudge against him. And people wonder why he hates living in it so much. The world decided he wasn't allowed to die, even when he definitely should have. Nope, no death for him. So, here he was, being forced to try life one more time. And this time around, it's with the weirdest foster family he'd ever seen. A stereotypical nerd and a fully grown adult Emo as parents, and a Disney loving foster brother with a loud mouth.

    Fantastic. It's JUST what he wanted.

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    "Being an imaginary figment of someone's mind had its benefits, but for every positive aspect of his existence came a negative one, this being a prime example of his plight."

    When an odd side effect of being Logic comes back to give him a hard time, Logan tries to deal with it on his own, accidently worrying the other sides in the process.

    One crisis leads to another and everyone ends up knee deep in problems they thought they buried.

    Updates every Friday

    And maybe Roman can get the others to calm down for 5 minutes.

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    Janus has been giving a bad start to life. He looks like a freak, his mother left, father is abusive, and he overall is just a sarcastic lying jerk. But something happens that pulls him away from his old life, and is able to start fresh. New school, new friends (well friend), many new challenges are ahead. Is Janus able to change his mind and believe his life is worth living?

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    Logan's scared of the dark. The power goes out in the middle of an argument with Remus and Janus. Angst/comfort ensues

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    Roman wasn't fond of going to clubs, he really didn't have any reason to go there anyways. But today, he was invited by his friends to this infamous strip club downtown. He didn't denied though, he was slightly interested about it.

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    Remus and Lucas's plan has to wait. First, they have to take care of their nerd. Only problem: They don't know how to take care of a person.

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    bunch of ficlets that didn't deserve their own fic from prompts i got on tumblr/here. this is gonna be a lot of intrulogical. tumblr is @justmeandmygayships if ya feel like sending a request in there

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    Janus is more snake than previously perceived and reacts violently at the sight of the others hugging, only for it to be revealed Janus hasn’t been hugged in years, so long my that he's even forgotten what hugs are,,,, just how touch-starved is he? How long has he been like this? And Why?

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    Janus was alone.

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    When a snake offers you the chance to be rid of your past and step into a world that you never thought was possible, would you leave it? Or would you take it?

     

    When Logan stumbles upon a ghost town in the west, he never considered that lurking within the desert sands he might find the answer to his problems. The fresh start he had always desired.
    There is no such thing as a free lunch though, and soon Logan finds out that not everything is as it seems...

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    He sat up, lifting a hand to his head when it throbbed and mumbling something incoherent when he felt bandages there. Glancing around, he found the lack of familiarity odd. The walls were cream in color and littered with photographs of people and colorful artworks, both of which were currently blurry to him, and fairy lights were strewn around the top of the walls. The room was warm in feeling, in emotions. He decided he’d prefer it to be warm in temperature and pulled the fuzzy brown blanket on his lower half up more, pulling it around his torso.
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    Janus gets injured and remembers very little. The light sides aren't sure what to do, but Remus is just happy they're still friends despite it all.

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    Janus can’t sleep.

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    Nightmares - Janus & Remus

    He lifted a hand, pushing weakly at the door. “Noia… Noia, no, I… don’t wanna…”
    Footsteps. Footsteps receding.
    “...die.”

    ***

    He didn’t want to go in the closet. He hated the closet, he HATED it.
    It was dark, the kind of dark you couldn’t see at ALL through. It was SOLID, and even more confining than the walls.
    He couldn’t go in. If he went in he wouldn’t ever come out.

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    Janus is a newly-single dad just trying to navigate co-parenting with his ex-husband to be the best father he can be

    Edit 09/18/2021: now there's a second chapter

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    He doesn’t know how this happened. Hell, he doesn’t even know where he is. It looks almost like his castle, but not. The details are all wrong, the architecture too dark and sprawling, gothic, unlike his own, a mix of light modern and deep classical.

    His head is splitting in pain, a migraine worse than anything, and he clenches a fist, forcing himself to his feet.

    For a moment, he is stunned by his reflection. His hair is long, pulled back in a pony tail. His black fur lined cape is embroidered in deep emerald, just barely trailing the floor behind him, slung over one shoulder. His shirt is a deep crimson, golden thread making it shimmer, his sword and shield crest embossed over his heart. His black leather boots reach to his knees, the slight heel giving him an extra inch of height to his already tall stature. The familiar weight of his twin crescent moon blades resting against his back helps put him at ease, though he is ensnared by his own eyes.

    Usually a soft honey brown, one was now brilliant emerald, the other a soft ruby red.

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    It's time for Virgil to speak to Janus, but first, he must get past the entryway to the Mirrorscape.

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