19 Works in Dean Winchester's Terrible Life

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    Castiel, who shares leadership of the Hells Angels biker gang with his two older alpha brothers, finds out that a rival gang has been encroaching on their territory. During a tense meeting with the Devil's Blood gang in Lawrence, KS, he becomes the owner of a scared, broken young omega named Dean. Having forgotten how to speak after a decade under Azazel's cruel ownership, can the young omega learn to trust his new family, and maybe reconnect with the one he lost?

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    This would all be so much easier if Cas didn't look at him like that.

    Months after making his peace with dying, Dean finds himself forced to live in this world of angels and apocalypses, and Sammy running away to be with a sadistic demigod, and nothing much making sense except the conversations he has with Cas while no one's looking.

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    There's just this... thing between them, you know?

    Breath softly huffs from Sam's smile-flared nostrils.

    They're in love. Simple as that.

    - who dares to love forever?

    when love must die -

    The lyrics echo back to Sam and he suddenly gets it, like the bullet he once took to his gut in a wood cabin in Wallowa-Whitman National Forest.

    Dean is scared that if he allows himself to be happy, he'll lose Cas.

    And sure, okay, so then there's the whole Dean being so far in the closet he's in freaking Narnia issue which Sam has always solely attributed to Dean's decision to hold back… but Sam knows his brother. And therefore now knows inherently that it must be this--Dean's abject fear of losing Cas altogether--that's really holding him back.

     
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    The one where Sam is done with a capital D.

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    Dean and Cas aren't broken--just in need of some mending.

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    Dean pops in his wayward earplug. "Who Wants To Live Forever" begins with the strange, synthy-build artfully climbing. It always reminds him of the classic eighties movie Highlander--which usually makes Dean think fondly of Connery, confidently riding a white steed along the beach in those fantastically tight, red breeches.

    But this time Freddie's kind of magic conjures up snapshots of a different beach…

    Dean is stood on jagged rocks at the edge of white sands. It's somewhere beautiful he's never been and there's so much grey sky and tumbling ocean. Out by the water he spots beige coattails and dark, wild hair rippling in a warm but whipping wind. Even from a distance, a blazing gaze pierces right through Dean like a celestial diamond laser, forged from a bluer-than-blue lightforce; striking and brilliant and impossible...

    Dean chews at bottom lip. His Dad has been gone a long time now.

    BISEXUAL

    There you go, boy, you did it. Managed to actually think it out loud… ya goddamn idjit.

    Ah, screw you, inner-Bobby-monologue.

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    The one where Dean gets a little (definitely not blue) ballsy.

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    Being an asshole is Dean's protection. So, over the years, he's built himself thick, Asshole Walls to protect himself--hell, he's built a whole damn castle. To keep everybody out... and to keep something frightening inside.

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    Upon realizing that Jack has simply been a marionette puppet in God's favourite show his whole life (as indeed they all have), Dean's feelings of rage towards the fallen Nephilim begin to simmer down.

    Meaning, other than his apologetic words for 'the kid', his growing anger and blasphemy for Chuck is all he has left.

    Screw you, omnipotent deity.

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    Sammy got Dean a Hunter's journal, and Dean doesn't use it as a Hunters journal. Everyday there will be an update, I'll make sure to cover a lot of things. As he get's older the entries are longer. Until the Diary eventually stops.

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    Dean grew up as soon as his father put Sammy in his arms and shouted 'run!' But when the burden is too heavy to carry, and when the load on your back breaks you down; if all you've ever known is darkness. Can you really be blamed when darkness is what you become?

    Dean wouldn’t speak after his mother died. Not for a long while. He knew if he did he wouldn’t control the things that came out of his mouth. But late at night, after Daddy had gone to sleep, in seedy motel rooms and dirty beds. He would sing to baby Sammy as he was tucked under his chin. Rehearsed words and melody, so familiar after four years of going to bed with the tune in his ear
    “Hey Jude
    Don’t make it bad
    Take a sad song and make it better….”

    Darkness was always something Dean feared, he grew to love it. To use it, to hunt the things in it.
    Until darkness he became.
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    And then Dean woke. And his eyes were black.

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    Mary finds a photo album in the bunker that documents her sons's lives in pictures.

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    Black pontiac, pocket of cash, foot on the gas...

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    In our lives, we often face uneven odds. Dean knows that all too well. He's lost everyone in his family, and just knows his end is bound to come soon. The few people left in his family reach out to him to show him he's worth it.

    A short fic inspired by Sleeping at Last's song, Uneven Odds.

    (Set sometime after 4x22)

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    Everyone told Dean he couldn't escape the life.

    Or

    The one where Dean escapes the life.

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    Castiel is stuck in the wrong reality. In addition to fighting yet another war in Heaven and trying to stay alive, he has to find the woman he loves, deal with a belligerent Dean and soulless Sam, and reunite the three mismatched hunters, whether they want to or not.

    Oh, and the King of Hell fancies a chat, Purgatory is prime real estate, betrayal lurks around every corner, and time travel is on the agenda.

    It's going to be a long year.

     

    Alternate Season 6, fourth (and last) in a series

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    The cage is open, and the Apocalypse is nigh. Lucifer has half of his weapon. Hope is lost. Now, at the end of times, Eli is going to have to make a choice: Save the ones she loves, or save herself. Either way, someone is going to die.

    Alternate Season 5, sequel to "It's The End."


    Bobby rolled toward him. "All of you stupid people, just lining up to become martyrs. Did any of you ever stop to think that it might be the cowardly thing to do, sacrificing yourself? That you all want to do it because it's easier than staying here, in this miserable existence, alone? Hell, we're all gonna die eventually, right? It's just a matter of who gets to jump in first, and who has to wait around a few more years." He tossed the bag to Castiel, who caught it in a dazed manner. "Now stop whining and load the damn truck."

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    Once upon a time, everything fell apart. In the fight for survival, everyone changes, everyone is betrayed, and everyone loses.

    This is how the world ends.

     

    Croatoan/Endverse AU, companion piece to "Of The World"

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    There were many things Dean regretted. This is one of them.
    (Or, how, with the help of a unwitting and unwilling Zachariah, Dean reconnects with a part of himself he lost decades ago.)

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    Manchmal vermutete Dean, dass Gott nicht so untätig war wie die Engl glaubten, sondern viel mehr weiterhin im Verborgenen die Strippen zog und sich damit amüsierte, das dadurch entstehende Chaos zu beobachten. Es würde zumindest einiges in seinem Leben erklären.

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    It's just a normal day at Hogwarts when a book appears along with a note from God to read it. Now, the entirety of Hogwarts is learning more about the 'crazy' Team Free Will. Changing Circumstances belongs to Eclipse Wing. Set in the Changing Circumstances 'verse. Takes place sometime during the Teams 6th year (Harry's 5th). Check out CC before reading this. Go forth, my minions!

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