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    Dean’s heart sticks in his throat as he watches the burst of white light flash and sizzle right in front of him. Someone’s shouting, screaming no! but it can’t be him; his brain isn’t working correctly at the moment.

    Because he just saw Cas die right in front of him, going out in a blaze of glory like Dean always said he would, and that can’t be right. He tries to swallow, but all of the moisture has fled from his mouth all of a sudden.

    He drops to his knees, tracing the blackened ground beneath him. Blackened from...Cas’s wings.

    He’s going to be sick.

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    “Dad says we should just get back to normal,” said Patience. She nodded and then added, “Maybe he’s right.”
    “He is,” said Dean.
    He said it before Jody could speak, and she turned to look at him, surprise evident.

    Or, Dean realizes the depth of his feelings for Cas, but only after he's gone.

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    just a little something i wrote while i was having some feelings about dean with babies. a baby would have fixed him

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    Dean struggles to raise a baby that isn’t his while simultaneously coping with a massive amount of grief.

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    Crowley is dead, Mary is gone, and Cas…
    Jack is born as a baby, and the Winchesters must face with parenting. It’s an alternative to season 13. I promise happy ending.

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    What does one do when a newborn Nephilim gets a fever?

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    He whispers. “What are we doing, Dean?”

    Dean shrugs, cheeks wet. He hadn’t realised he’d been crying.

    “He’s our responsibility now.”

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    "words unsaid dying in the throat 
    your heavy heart, now it shall splinter"

    In the aftermath of Castiel's departure, Dean is left with nothing.

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    There’s a lump in Dean’s throat that sticks and catches every breath. When Claire looks at him, asking for what is not the first time, “Where’s Cas?”, Dean opens his mouth.

    He’s dead. He’s not dead, I’m going to fix this, I’m going to bring him back. He’s gone. He’s in my pocket. He’s right here. He’s never coming back.

    Dean chokes, and says nothing at all. Claire’s expression shutters like she heard him anyway. Her blue eyes fill with tears.

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    Dean has officially lost everything. Castiel is dead. Mary is Gone. His hope is drained. All that is left is a monster that needs taking care of.

    AU where everything is the same up until Jack's birth where the boys find an infant instead of a fully grown Nephilim. How will dean react to the observation that the monster is just a baby?

    This was another request fulfillment so if you would like to see a certain theme, scene, or ship make it on paper, leave a request in the comments or message me on my tumblr, rowanspn!

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    Dean keeps going back.

    When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.

    He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.

    He likes to talk.

    There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.

    Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.

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    On the pyre, Castiel burns. Dean lights a torch.

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    It was love.

    Or the cosmic, life shattering equivalent of it.

    Dean’s been in love before. But this? The way he feels about Castiel is bigger than anything he’s ever felt. This is… cosmic. This is Dean’s world, his universe, his everything. He’s constantly consumed by the extravagance of his love for Castiel. He never shows it though, and he knows he doesn’t treat Cas the best at times. Or… didn’t. He’ll never get the chance to do better now.

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    Cas dies, and Dean has a baby to take care of. He copes, to varying degrees of success.

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    He’d been standing in the field for a while now: an hour, maybe two, maybe three. Enough time for the sun to beat down a little too hard on his neck, harsh and unrelenting, telling him to get a move on by leaving his skin a sore red. Later, in the mirror, he’d look at the burn and smile. Cas had always been too vigilant with suncream; it was nice to know that Dean could disappoint him even in death.

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    Cas deserved better.
    Dean couldn’t just leave him there.

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    or, looking at the world through borrowed eyes.

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    baby jack widower arc my beloved

    Dean taking newborn Jack with him to scatter Cas's ashes as implied by the tombstone script

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    After Cas is killed and they burn his body Dean sneaks away for a moment alone to make sure Cas is finally someplace he's sure the angel would like.

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    As the sun rises over the horizon and casts light across the lake, Dean takes his trembling hand, and shuts Castiel’s eyes. Dean drags his hand back, over Castiel’s forehead and through his hair. He lingers for a moment, giving himself leeway to feel this. Whatever this is. Whatever nightmare reality he’s been cast into.

    Dean had let himself hope for a moment. Just for one small moment, things were going to be okay. And then- the brightest, bluest, worst flash of light he’s ever seen. Castiel is gone. Dean suddenly can’t remember the past nine years of his life. Like Cas just… never existed. Gone.

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