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    “With Michael.” He sees Dean’s face change. “And the Ma’lak box.”

    His voice drops as the bad memory resurfaces. The call from Sam, frantically explaining that something was wrong… that he was headed to Mary’s to figure it out. He’d begged him to head back to the bunker to start working out what was wrong with Dean. He remembers the way Sam had sat him down and explained to him gently what Dean wanted to do.

    “You never called me. Sam got a goodbye. Donna. You spent time with Mary.” He tries and fails to keep the bitterness and jealousy out of his voice.

    Dean clears his throat awkwardly. “I was going to call you.”

    “When?”

    “I was.”

    “Really?” he demands. “And what were you going to say?”

    “I was going to call you.” he insists

    “Dean…” he swallows. “What would you have said?”

    Dean stands suddenly. “Honestly, Cass. I was never going to call you.”

    He finds himself at a loss for words. “But you just said...”

    “I know.” Dean says gently. “But I wasn’t going to call you. I was going to pray to you.”

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    One-shots of all the ways Castiel can be taken by the empty.

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    Trembling fingers wrap around the door knob, twisting it slowly as though diffusing a bomb. Castiel has many expectations for Dean’s heaven. Most revolve around the primary aspects of his personality.

    He imagines Dean reliving all his old cases, maybe even making up new ones so solve with Sam. Or running a bar, like Michael had envisioned. He knows that reality stemmed from Dean’s deepest desires, and, was used by Michael to placate him into complacency so that he would not oppose Michael. Castiel though, knows that Dean would prefer the bunker. His room, his things, the place he dubbed his home the past few years.

    But when he opens the door, the bright sunlight streaming through it tells him that he was dead wrong.

    Dean’s heaven isn’t at the bunker.

    The room he enters is strange and massive. Gold and white curtains billow gently with the light breeze, letting in even more of the morning sun. His eyes drift across the quaint set-up of the room and lock onto Dean almost immediately. He’s lying in bed, almost completely naked, as far as Castiel can tell. He’s asleep. Resting. And he countenance looks more peaceful than ever.

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    接着11季完结后剧歇时的fic。Dean活着,Sam活着,Cas被驱逐咒弹飞了,他们要去把他找回来,一切终于都变好了。Dean站在世界之颠。
    在他的脑后有个声音轻轻地说道“从来就没这么简单。”但Dean无视它。

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    When Dean was eight years old he watched as his baby brother was taken away by strange people with black eyes. He spent years in a mental hospital just to be told that what he'd seen was a trauma. Now he is taken by the FBI to help get information from a serial killer who only wanted to talk to Dean. The man claims to be an angel and that Dean is the savior. Who does he believe? What is he going to do when everything he thought he knew gets turned around?

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    “I want you to tell me why my name was on that DVD!” he shrieks.

    That makes Dean pull up short. Cass is the picture of calm. He doesn’t scream or show emotions in general. “What’re you talking about man?” he asks, forcing his voice not to sound as gruff. He pats the edge of the bed and smiles as the bed dips with Cass’ weight. “Talk to me.”

    Hands gripping the edge of the bed, Cass gulps, turning his head to Dean. He sees the panic in his friend’s eyes. “I just – I don’t understand things. And what I’m feeling right now… it’s just too much. It feels too intense. And I just can’t breathe. It’s wrong. I know it’s wrong to feel like this but I just – I can’t stop it Dean.”

    “What can’t you stop?”

    Eyes, raw and brimming with emotion, Cass stares at him. “Why was my name on that DVD?”

    “I don’t know.” Dean tries to convey his sincerity. “I really don’t know Cass.”

    “But it said Cass.” His voice is small. “When I saw it on your bed, I thought it was mine.”

    A chill goes through him. Cass … he couldn’t mean that DVD… could he?

    “What DVD?” his voice is almost shrill. It’s like the babysitter and the pizza man all over again.

    “Cas-a Erotica.” Says Cass.

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    It’s strange how five little words can change your life forever.

    “I’m in love with Dean.”

    The words aren’t even directed at anyone… rather just said vaguely into the air.

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    Big romantic gestures had never been his thing. But he knows, as much as Dean hates to admit it… he loves chick-flicks. He wants someone who will be over the top just because they love him. Maybe that’s why Sam hadn’t just told Cass to abandon the whole idea.

    Cass and Dean are already sitting in the kitchen when he wakes up and Dean is half surprised that Dean hasn’t already started bar hopping for women. When he whispers his concerns to Cass, the angel just whispers back: “I asked him to stay.”

    Sam is still standing there awestruck when Dean’s teeth make a loud clank.

    “Cass, did you forget a cinnamon stick or something in here.”

    Sam glances across at Cass who nervously leans against the table, analysing Dean’s every move. He assumes Cass is waiting till Dean is done with the pie to talk to him about his feelings.

    “Cass what the hell is this?” Dean’s voice is a combination of breathy, hopeful and terrified.

    Sam whips his gaze around to find Dean holding a silver ring coated in half-chewed pie.

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    “You’re a real Cass-anova, aren’t you?” He hears Dean mumble, but his mind sounds far away. “Man, your penmanship is crappy. You got a pen?” Dean asks.

    “A-at the bunker.”

    Sam is straining to see what’s written on the paper but it’s too crumpled and too far away. He knew he should have brought along his binoculars.

    “We have to leave then.” Dean says gruffly

    ...

    When Sam enters the bunker he’s drenched in complete silence. He had expected to walk in in the middle of their blow out.

    But silence.

    Sam’s eyes dart around looking for anything out of place. It takes him a minute but he finds a crumpled piece of paper on the map table.

    Jolting forward he unwraps the note with trembling fingers.

     

    (2) Country Holmes Apple Pie………$23.00

    Lover’s Double Smoothie……………$5.00

    He casts the paper aside in frustration before he can make it to the taxes. He runs a hand through his hair and he lets the paper drop.

    That’s when he sees it: blue ink on the reverse side of the bill.

    It’s Cass illegibly scribble alright.

     

    Do you want to be my boyfriend?

     

    Yes

     

    No

     

    Maybe

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    Dean and Castiel are friends. Nothing more, nothing less. They’ve never felt any way towards each other other than that.

    One day, Dean goes too far and accidentally drove Castiel away. They part ways and Castiel is forced into a dangerous situation. Dean doesn’t know how to react, he only realized he felt so strongly for Castiel until after he was in trouble.

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    Dean’s eyes crack open in the dim lights and he feels a slight chill.

    Dim lights? He shakes himself awake. It’s supposed to be pitch black. His breath stalls in his throat. It’s Sam, eating his pie.

    Light shuffling comes from the fridge followed by a pause, as though Sam is just standing there in indecision.

    He finally hears the foil peel back from the baking dish. Dean winces as he hears the moaning noises coming from the fridge, almost immediately followed by the crumpling of paper. What’s he doing? Eating the whole damn pie?

    He did make about five or six this time, so Sam probably assumes that he won’t notice if one goes missing. But shit, a whole pie in one sitting? Dean is grudgingly respectful.

    More noises of appreciation come from behind the fridge door until, finally, he feels the chill begin to ebb and the lights begin to dim once more. Soft footfalls sound as Sam exits the room, stepping carefully over Dean’s trap, as though it wasn’t there at all.

    “Freeze! Pie bandit!” he shouts, holding up his spatula like a sword.

    Dean blinks in confusion as he sees Cass standing there, staring at him, confused. “Hello Dean?”

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    Sam decides it's time for Dean and Cas to sort out their relationship.

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    The lights that gleam in the darkness indicate that they’re close to the place Dean now calls his home. It’s made entirely out of wood, with a rocking chair of all things, in the porch. Though the windows and past the gold hued curtains he can make out a king sized bed – memory foam, no doubt – and two recliners facing the jumbo T.V. Past that, is a kitchen. Outfitted with a fridge, stove, hot plate and a small dining table… set with two chairs.

    He stops on the edge of the property, turning to face Dean in shock. “You knew I’d come here.”

    His shrug is anything but nonchalant. “Figured Sammy’d send you after me. But I kind of hoped that you’d want to be here too.”

    “Of course I do.” His hand lingers on the door knob. “And – and what did you expect us to do when I got here?”

    It’s a loaded, and he knows it. They never talked about this so openly before, but if not now… then when?

    “I have two chairs.” Dean says, his hand moving over Castiel’s so that they turn the door knob together. He feels chills from the contact… from the intensity of Dean’s gaze. “I have two recliners.” Dean’s breath ghosts across his neck. “But how many bed’s do you see?”

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    Thoroughly fed up with Dean’s inability to open up emotionally, Cas walks away only to find comfort in another man’s embrace.

    Or,

    The one where Dean realizes his mistakes, but will there be enough time?

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    Nowhere man, give me your hand
    Let me save you, let me save you
    Faithless man, give me your hand
    Let me save you, let me save you

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    [SPN SPOILER 15X08 - 15X09| Missing Moment| Divergenza canonica| Dean!Centric| Amy Pond tirata fuori dal dimenticatoio]
    “Sei qui per combattere?” aveva domandato poi Dean.
    Non sentiva rumori attorno a lui, questo voleva dire che non c’era nessuno – o che erano bravi. Forse la donna aveva solo lo scopo di distrarlo, mentre qualcuno avrebbe provato ad attaccarlo.
    “No” aveva ammesso la donna con un tono un po’ meno carico di amarezza nella voce, “Volevo solo sapere se quello che aveva detto Benny fosse vero” aveva valutato questo
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    The words had been held beneath Dean’s tongue for so long now, occasionally making a break for it, pushing against tightly gritted teeth until he swallowed them back down. He knew, one day, they would escape, but not now, not today. That’s what he had been telling himself, for a decade.

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    Michael has taken everything from Dean: his family. Simply because the hunter had put a definite end to his brother: Lucifer. His revenge is what he calls a gift. But is it really a gift? Dean has no idea what Michael did to him, what has happened to him. Prominently he faces grief and sadness right now. With nothing he thinks is worth living for, what will the last Winchester on the planet do? Or rather: how will he bring everyone back?

    Spoiler warning! This story is set after 12x13 of SPN!
    If you are looking for domestic Destiel fluff, this is not the fanfic you want to read. This is more of a heartbreaker and I hate myself for doing that to my babies. But I promise a happy end, believe it or not! Rated M for later chapters. Beware of language! ( Dean, you and your potty mouth!) There will be trigger warnings at the chapters for alcohol abuse, depression and suicidal thoughts / suicide attempts. Please do not read if these triggers apply to you. <3

    All arts have been done by me. I do not own any characters though, sadly!

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    Sam and Dean Winchester are like the star crossed lovers of Romeo & Juliet, if the iconic forbidden lovers were locked up in a homosexual, incestious relationship. But Sam has even darker secret that goes beyond being tangled in his brother's sheets. A secret that no one knows, except for the darker forces seeking him. Saddled with seemingly uncontrollable powers of unknown origin, and fearful of his family of hunters, he decides to run away, only to run into the arms of the very thing that has sought him since his conception.

    Years pass, and Dean Winchester is forced to visit his wayward brother in a hunter-made prison, where he is the main attraction. Their dad is on a hunting trip and he hasn't been in home in a few days, but the younger Winchester knows exactly why. Forced to join forces to take out the yellow-eyed demon and save their father (both for entirely different reasons) the two brothers fall into old habits. Dean tries to persuade Sam to stay with him, to finally stop running away, but his little brother has been running so long, he doesn't know if he can stop. Dean swears... that he will never let him down again.

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    It was wrong. Wrong to treat his best friend like that. Wrong to treat the angel that dragged him out of hell, and that kept him out of it ever since like that. That came when Dean called even after Dean raged at him.

    It was wrong to treat the love of his life that way.

    And that was what Cas was, wasn't he?

    or Cas has endless forgiveness. Dean has endless anger. Which one of them will outlast the other?

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    It’s usually like this: when they’re particularly busy and preoccupied, when Dean starts feeling worried and guilty and angry at the world, his drinking will kick up a notch; then, as things get better, as problems get solved and they get more than two seconds to breathe and regroup, Dean gets an hang on himself and slowly, slowly, sobers up. Nothing mayor, but he doesn’t get shitfaced every night at least. Sam can only imagine his liver’s relief.

    This time, though, things are different. After a while, Sam starts to feel like he might be missing something; he has to be, because Dean’s not stopping.

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    Set directly after season 14, episode 14 (so spoilers!) After Jack defeats Michael, Team Free Will 2.0 must deal with the fallout—that means burning the dead and heading straight into their next case: a town that started spinning out of control when its inhabitants lost all of their impulse control. (Destiel and a fair bit of swearing!)

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