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    warnings: light swearing

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    Castiel made dying for Dean Winchester look easy.

    Dean knows how to die for someone. Dean knows how to lay down his life for those he cares about, to say yes in their place, to sacrifice himself in the moment to save the day. To save someone. To save Sam, Mary, John, Jack.

    Cas.

    And for all his knowledge about how to die, he has. While memories of the Pit remain locked in a distant corner of his mind, he’ll never forget the sacrifice he made for Sam, for the good of the world. Willingly. Happily. Dean remembers every death. How each one he welcomed if it made the difference, saved family, people. Dean Winchester would sacrifice himself ten times over for family, or the world, if it meant they would make it through in his stead. Dying for someone was easy to Dean.

    But Dean Winchester didn’t know how to be saved. Not when Sam offered up his life, not when anyone else did. Dean didn’t know how to keep on living so that sacrifice wasn’t all for nothing. How in the hell is he supposed to do that? To accept that?

    He doesn't.

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    Jack and Amara with Dean's help go after Cas after bringing everyone back. After all is over, team free will 3.0 makes plans for the future and begins to feel how freedom really looks like.

    I'm kind of discouraged to continue writing something after this freak show that was this con in Denver...I think I abandoned this fanfic, sorry if anyone was following.

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    All Dean does nowadays is look for a way to get Cas out of the Empty, slowly self-destruct in his grief, and pray. He doesn’t know if Cas can hear him, but he prays to him every day just in case.

    What if Cas starts talking back?

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    A sequel/continuation of In Which Rescue Is Just The Beginning. Castiel continues to heal (sort of) after being rescued from The Empty. Mostly he reflects on his feelings a lot, gets together with Dean, and relives some traumatic memories. (Because of the pacing, there is probably an element of the "healing cock" trope, so steer clear if that bugs you.)

    Also includes:
    - Love confessions
    - The Empty being awful
    - Jack coming home
    - Cas gets to keep his family

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    Dean is hurt and Cas wants to check the wound, which means that Dean is going to have to explain what's now on his torso. How awkward.

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    They sat in companionable silence, watching the sunset, but really Dean was just watching Cas.

    “Why do you keep looking at me and not the horizon?” Cas questioned after he had caught Dean staring for approximately the fifth time.

    “Sorry, you’re just…” Dean paused, contemplating his words, “You’re distracting. I’ve never seen you look so happy.”

    They made eye contact as the moment settled around them. Dean was hyper-aware of Cas’ gaze searching every inch of his face, but he didn’t dare turn away.

    ***

    Cas has never received a birthday gift, but Dean changes that by giving him a classic convertible that he restored just for Cas.

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    From the moment he left Kansas to enlist until the day he left the Navy, Dean wrote Cas letters. From the shores of Lake Michigan to the waves of California, sitting outside his shed in Afghanistan or on the bench of a C-17 flying home from a mission in the Middle East, Dean put pen to paper and wrote about loss and grief and how to make it through a decade without knowing if the man you still love so deeply is doing okay.

    These are the letters that didn't make it into Patient Love with the 17 others, but that are still inherently important to Dean’s journey as a character pre and during Patient Love.

    [this will be updated on a semi regular-basis]

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    It was finally over, Amara and Chuck were heading off to explore together, but first she wanted to reward Dean. Oh, how about a total restart? This time Dean's aware of what's at stake. But Amara gave him another reward, but this one has to wait...

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    Castiel answers a call from Demon Dean and ends up chained to a ceiling completely naked and at Dean's mercy.

    All Dean wants is for his angel to admit who he belongs to, he'll make him if he has to.

    When they finally cure Dean, he and Castiel will have to deal with what happened that night.

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    Eyes glowing a menacingly red, sharp fangs glistening with froth, towering dark wings beating the air, and massive, clawed hands digging into the soft dirt under its immense body.

    Or,

    The one where Dean finds a wounded angel and realizes immediately that he’s dead meat.

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    What if Dean lost Cas before he was supposed to? (AKA what if the writers had been bigger jerks?)

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    It all begins with a rainy day at the bunker. Except, it doesn't, not really. It could begin with an emerald green skirt, or maybe with Jack stumbling upon it and deciding to put it on. Maybe it begins with The skirt being bought, with shifty eyes and jumpy movements. Maybe it begins with "Princess".

    Really, it begins with Dean just trying to bake some brownies, and some proof of how much the universe hates him.

    It doesn't really matter. What matters is where it goes, and where it ends.

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    A partial rewrite of episode 8*08. When Cas admits he had suicidal ideations over what he did in heaven when the leviathans were inside of him, Dean takes Cas for a drive and makes him talk it out. He's not letting it go until he gets through to Cas.

    There is also a bit of a gap filler at the end for Naomi connecting the dots of Cas’ weaknesses.

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    Dean and Cas had fought. Not that they don't do that often, but this time Cas had run out of patience. He leaves, tired of feeling like he's not wanted at the bunker, but still planning to return the next morning. Dean is tired of feeling trapped in his home and his skin. Thinking that Cas won't be returning, he leaves for good. Maybe some space would do everyone a bit of good, even if missing Cas hurts like a bitch.

    This is the story of Cas in the months after their fight, going from place to place, hoping he might stumble upon Dean, hoping they might patch up their friendship.

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    They're finally free. Their lives are open to anything and everything but Dean just stops. The world moves on around him but he can't seem to do anything but trap himself in his head. Jack has other plans for Dean Winchester.

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    When it was all said and done, with God defeated and Jack gone, the first thing Dean does is cry.

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    Dean needs to get out of the bunker.
    He needs to talk to someone who can understand.
    So he packs a bag and goes to Jody's.
    He remembers that he's not the only one mourning.

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    There's five things Dean hates about the lakehouse he shares with Cas, and he's about to hear about all of them.

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    The trope where Dean asks Cas to stay and also the rain kiss trope. :)

    I encourage you to listen to Neptune by Sleeping at Last while you read this. And while you're at it listen to all their songs!

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