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    Sam grapples with concern for his brother and old anger as the brothers encounter Gadreel again. The Mark starts taking its toll on Dean. 9x18.

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    En un bar de mala muerte donde ninguno de los dos debía estar, sus pasados se entrelazaron y el dolor que alguna vez destruyó su futuro, ahora podría reconstruirlo.

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    He's tall, handsome, strong, caring, smart, selfless, maybe a bit reckless. And those eyes, god those eyes! The greenest eyes I've ever seen, and when rays of sun touch them... ugh, I could stare at them forever. They sparkle like emeralds. He is just amazing. I've never felt this way about anyone before.

    But he doesn't see me like that.

    Why do I have to fall in love with my best friend's brother?

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    At the end of a case Dean knocks over a Japanese sculpture. Now a creature made of light is following him around and wants to "make him happy".

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    Urged on by Charlie, Dean goes to a support group for single fathers, only to meet a quirky man named Castiel who is hiding issues of his own.

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    Ten times Dean tried to kill himself.
    And the one time Sam stopped him.

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    Tag to 9x11, First Born. Only the worthy can bear the Mark. Well if anyone's worthy, it's Dean.

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    Getting into bed at three in the afternoon is generally frowned upon.

    So Dean lies on the couch instead.

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    Snapshots of Dean Winchester's existence. All this happened, more or less...

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    It's one of those days that everything seems to go wrong. Maybe Dean should have stayed in bed. Or maybe the twins would be better off without him...

    The twins have other ideas about Dean's train of thought, however, and set about to convince him otherwise.

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    Bobby and the Winchesters had been your family, they'd been your everything, but you'd left them and the hunting life behind. Now you need them more than ever before; will they help you? Will they be able to forgive you? Will Dean?

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    You never realize how many lies you tell and secrets you keep until you can't do it any more. Dean unfortunately found this out with an honesty spell. Too bad he only has a little over a day to not only confess his feelings to Cas (since the stupid curse only activated because of his "longing for love" for the angel), but that "becoming one with your love" thing sounds straight out a freaking Disney movie. What's a hunter in deep denial about his feelings to do?

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    When Dean meets Castiel for the first time and wonders why he has so much hope for him.

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    en·tro·py
    ˈentrəpē/
    noun
    1- A thermodynamic quantity representing the unavailability of a system's thermal energy for conversion into mechanical work, often interpreted as the degree of disorder or randomness in the system.
    2 - Lack of order or predictability; gradual decline into disorder.

    Sam Winchester always wished to be able to know hs brother better, to see past his barriers and deflections. But, when a hunt goes south and Dean is the one caught in the crossfire, he'll realize he should be careful what he wishes for!

    Or, the one with de-aged Dean with a twist, serious amount of angst, past hurt/no comfort, present hurt/comfort, and Winchesters taking care of each other.

    (This contains seriously disturbing themes, that might be triggering. Each chapter will have it's own warnings, but please read the tags).

    (Inspired by "Playing Mary" because I believe that the abuse Dean endured took place in a similar fashion to how the fic describes and by "The Galilei Program" because I can see one stuation from the fc happening, but it'll all be explained later in the story).

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    Dean gave up long ago on ever finding the right person for him. When he meets the Novak twins— Cas and Jimmy— he’s surprised to find himself quickly too far gone to deny them anything. If only his self-doubt would stop getting in the way.

    Jimmy and Cas spent most of their lives as outcasts. As great as fitting in was, it wasn’t worth the cost. After even their family disowned them, they were sure they would never find an alpha that truly accepted them. Then Dean entered their lives, everything clicked, and the outside world didn’t matter anymore.

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    Dean and Castiel haven't been friends for a long time. It's complicated. But when Castiel ties himself to the tree outside Dean's house as part of a peaceful protest, avoiding him becomes impossible. And so does ignoring his true feelings for the boy next door...

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    Dean doesn't spend that year with Lisa and Ben. This is what happens instead.

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    Sam, Dean, and Cas run into trouble fighting a witch. She's injected Dean with a truth serum, causing him to speak whatever comes to mind. The serum will only stop if Dean spills his deepest fear. Turns out he’s got a lot of abandonment and inadequacy issues, and Sam and Cas desperately try to tape him back together in the aftermath without making everything worse.

     

    Well, shit. Dean licks his lips, ignoring the heavy metallic taste of his blood, and studiously refuses to lift his gaze from the sheets.
    “That’s your deepest fear? For real?” Sam sounds like he can hardly believe it. “It’s not flying, or a beer shortage or something?”
    Dean’s glad Sam hasn’t noticed the shift in Dean’s behavior recently. His extra clinginess, the way Dean’s been following them around like a lost dog since he got back from Hell. He refused to be in any room but theirs at the bunker, always keeping them within his line of sight, even during hunts.
    Cas’ reprimanding, “Dean,” shakes him from his train of thought. Cas looks like a stern father, his brows furrowed and eyes full of disappointment. “That’s a stupid thing to fear.”
    There’s no other way to explain it- Dean just shatters

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    “He didn’t abuse me!” Dean insisted, “It was just…discipline…”

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    Dean would do anything for Sam, even if it was only for a couple of twenties.

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