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    Dean wears short sleeves when he’s with Sam. Only when he’s with Sam. He’s embarrassed of the way his arms look, he thinks they’re gross; Sam doesn’t, though. Sam says that it’s okay for the scars to be out in the open, that he doesn’t need to feel ashamed. What he doesn’t say is that it’s also easier to make sure that there’s no new ones, that way, but they both know it.

    It’s routine. Dean wears short sleeves. Sam checks on him.

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    Every kid dreams of being a superhero, every kid dreams of being able to fly and being able to save lives with a snap of the fingers, every kid except for Dean Winchester. Dean Winchester had only ever dreamed of being a cop, just like his father and Dean was an excellent detective until the night that changed everything forever.

    Soon after that day, a vigilante in a mask had appeared on the streets. He had no name but the media took to calling him Chicago’s Guardian Angel. He definitely looks like an angel; complete with wings and a halo.

    Dean though, he never wanted to be a superhero, he never wanted to become a vigilante and defy the very law that he swore to uphold. He wasn’t bitten by a radioactive spider, he wasn’t mutated by gamma radiation, and he doesn’t have a shield made out of vibranium but what he does have is anger. A whole lot of anger.

    The police are bound by law, they can’t do what needs to be done and the so-called ‘Guardian Angel’ is too busy with uptown Chicago crime to help. Who’ll help the lower classes of Chicago? Well, that all falls on the shoulders of Dean Winchester, a boy who never wanted the fate that destiny laid out for him.

    Superhero AU.

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    When the Avengers, Sam and Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, the Doctor, Rory and Amy all end up in the same place, they realize that something is wrong. Someone messed with the parallel universes, and now they have to fix everything, because that's just what heroes do, right ?

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    Dean snaps. He remembers Famine and he's hurt. Dancing.

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    Dean Winchester was not your typical omega. This was obvious to anyone who saw him, as he was taller and broader than most male omegas. In fact, most people naturally assumed he was an alpha. Not that Dean minded being different. Dean’s dating attitude was unusual. Dean tended to date around. Alphas, betas, omegas, it didn’t matter. If Dean liked their personality and enjoyed looking at them, he would usually ask them out. He wasn’t looking for a mate. He didn’t want to settle down, and all the people who were close to him just accepted that, and didn’t push, unlike the families of most omegas in their society.
    Enter Nick Monroe, a federal agent with a love of classic cars. An alpha, as most law enforcement personnel were.
    It turned out to be Dean’s longest running relationship. Nick was great. He didn’t care that Dean wasn’t the typical “stay at home” omega. Nick was great, he was Dean’s ideal alpha. Until he wasn’t.
    Hospitalized, he was placed in the care of one Dr. Castiel Novak, an alpha who specialized in omega recovery. He switched majors in med school when his own mate was attacked, violated, and brutalized, taking their own life when they suffered a miscarriage.

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    Both Dean and Castiel have... thoughts. Secret thoughts. What if they're the same secret thoughts?

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    Dean’s life is a mess. The Mark of Cain is a ticking time bomb, no-one knows how to get rid of it, and in a stellar show of Worst Timing Ever, Cas suddenly figures out he’s got the hots for Dean. To be fair, the last of these complications… doesn’t suck. Talk about giving Dean incentive to live. Time to curb stomp this curse and grab that happily ever after with an angel of the Lord.

    … But as it turns out, the curse-beating part has already been handled. Back when he was a Knight of Hell, black-eyed Dean instinctively implemented a solution that will pass the Mark on to an innocent child. His child. Evil? Well, yeah, but that’s right up there in a Hell Knight’s job description, along with the fuckton of magic necessary for the anti-miracle of getting himself - a dude - knocked up.

    Dean is going to have to deal with this insanity and the consequences, but not Cas. No. If Dean has anything to say in the matter, his angel will never, ever find out.

    Ever.

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    Dean Winchester works hard to be a good big brother, to not disappoint his friends, and to hide his deeply submissive side from the world. Which is working out sort of okay for him, until Benny pieces the whole thing together and drags Dean to a BDSM event in the city. While there, Dean runs into a ghost that's been haunting him for years, but also a ridiculously gorgeous angel who swoops in to save the day. The only problem: with all his freaking out, he forgot to get the guy's number.

    Things pretty much go the route of a Destiel BDSM love story from there.

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    Dean Winchester is a man with secrets. He's a paediatrician along with his best friend Charlie and he loves his job immensely. He's loved by everyone, his colleagues, his patients and, of course, their parents. He always wears a smile on his face and takes pleasure being around the kids in his care, happy for the world to see. Underneath, though, Dean is a mess. He's depressed, closeted Gay and his father, John Winchester, who is also the Chief of Surgery, is the biggest Homophobe you will ever meet. He believes that he will be alone forever and will never come out. It isn't until he meets Benny, that his life begins to change, especially when he's introduced to Castiel. Dean falls hard, very fast. Will Cass reciprocate, or will Dean's heart get broken?

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    A few months after Sam and Castiel start dating, the angel is killed. Still reeling from the loss of his best friend, Dean can’t just sit and watch Sam’s heartbreak slowly pull him away, too.

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    Castiel had a suitcase at his heels, a duffle bag on his shoulder, instructions to find a Robert Singer, and nothing much else to lose.

     

    You know the story, kid ends up in the care of his Vodka Aunt in New York when his mom dies tragically and his father is too grief-stricken to raise him, then he ends up in Catholic school when his aunt is too busy to watch a teenager, and then—because apparently the coat closet of a Catholic school isn't the best place for your first gay make-out—he ends up on his dad's doorstep for the first time since he was five.

    And then there's Dean Winchester.

     

    Or, What You Wish They Taught You At Sunday School

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    After the end of Season 13, Michael figures he's all set to take over the universe now that he has his Sword. Boy was he wrong.

    In which Dean is not the ideal vessel for some very mundane reasons.

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    Dean's been working the streets for a long time. He's seen all kinds of weird stuff, and even weirder people. Then he meets Castiel, all blue eyes and words that are too kind to be for Dean. And then all of Dean's life goes completely, decesively and thoroughly to shit.

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    Dean and Sam's points of views on their relationships and lives throughout the years. John Winchester is more harmful than good, especially to Dean. Sam struggles with the guilt of what his brother's given up for him over the years. Dean suffers from abuse, low esteem. TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders/abuse. Pre-series. UPDATED: Periodic point of views from John and Bobby as well. John is a real SOB.

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    For Castiel, Dean is perfect.

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    18-year-old Sam Winchester went missing somewhere between Las Vegas and Los Angeles on his way to Stanford, and it's Dean's job to find and save his little brother

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    Dean Winchester is a lot of things, a veteran, a mechanic, a brother. He's never been someone that's worth anything. He's never been worth loving. When he makes friends with a young college student with problems of his own, Dean's world is changed. Maybe for the better.

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    Superluminal:
    /sōōpər’lōōmənl/
    Adjective (Physics):
    Denoting or having a speed or force greater than that of light.

    A series of one-shots looking at the relationship between Dean and Castiel from the very start.

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    Castiel has the power to heal wounded human bodies. What he needs this time is the ability to heal a bruised and battered human soul. Dean and Sam Winchester's souls, to be exact.

    After the events of First Blood, Dean is still wounded from having been locked away in solitary confinement. When Cas finds him passed out in the garage clinging to a bottle and his car, Cas petitions Chuck for the ability to heal the invisible wounds his friends still carry. It works - sort of. Allowed access to Dean's soul, he discovers this isn't about fixing; Dean's wounds make him who he is. But he can offer the true comfort Dean needs desperately, and help Dean forgive himself.

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    After Sam decides he doesn't want to be brothers anymore, Dean falls into a deep depression, but Cas is there to see him through it.
    Just read the Damn fic

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