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    Surfing the internet, Cas discovers a little thing called Kinktober and decides to convince Dean to play along. Who is Dean to say no to anything Cas wants? Unless of course, Cas wants to talk about these things in front of Sam. Because, no, that would not be cool.

    Check the chapter titles and beginning notes of each chapter for the kinks contained within that particular chapter and any applicable warnings. Tags will be updated as I go since this is not entirely written yet and I'm not 100% where the boys will want to take this. If you think I've missed a tag, please please please please tell me so I can fix it.

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    Comments:
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    Bookmarks:
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    With all of the things the Winchesters have seen — all the things they’ve done, and had done to them — sometimes they have bad days. Today it’s Dean’s turn.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    69
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    Set in Season 9 sometime after Blade Runners and then goes AU. Dean and Sam's relationship is in a very bad place. Dean is trying to deal with the Mark of Cain and survive when old and new enemies come after him. Dean finds an ally in an old foe, but is it all what it appears to be? Will Dean and Sam's relationship improve, will Dean be able to keep it together and not lose control to the Mark, will he survive his fight with Abaddon? Lots and lots of angst. Sorry I'm bad at summaries. Long fic.

    Underage tag is in references to past abuse only.

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    21/?
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    43
    Bookmarks:
    8
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    937
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    As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

    What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

    (It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)

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    3/19
    Comments:
    148
    Kudos:
    245
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    37
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    1642
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    18-year-old Sam Winchester went missing somewhere between Las Vegas and Los Angeles on his way to Stanford, and it's Dean's job to find and save his little brother

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    11,601
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    85
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1659
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    It happened again.

    He killed innocents.

    He had to make sure it doesn't happen again.

    He needed a reminder.

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    1,295
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    2
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    5
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    68
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    Sometimes, the biggest of changes start with the smol-est of creatures, especially if those changes are long-time coming.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    7
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    73
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    489
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    Dean and Sam's points of views on their relationships and lives throughout the years. John Winchester is more harmful than good, especially to Dean. Sam struggles with the guilt of what his brother's given up for him over the years. Dean suffers from abuse, low esteem. TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders/abuse. Pre-series. UPDATED: Periodic point of views from John and Bobby as well. John is a real SOB.

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    Chapters:
    61/?
    Comments:
    397
    Kudos:
    920
    Bookmarks:
    88
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    Dean never thought he would actually get arrested, but here he is. Two years in Bucklin Prison, locked in and separated from his brother and father. His big-brother persona gets him in trouble when he crosses paths with Alastair, Bucklin's greatest bully, and he finds himself stuck between wanting to help and wanting to get out as soon as possible.
    The real problem, however, is when he meets the dark-haired inmate, Castiel, and the two slowly form a relationship that surely was never meant to last.

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    30,116
    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    49
    Kudos:
    77
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1309
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    Dean Winchester works hard to be a good big brother, to not disappoint his friends, and to hide his deeply submissive side from the world. Which is working out sort of okay for him, until Benny pieces the whole thing together and drags Dean to a BDSM event in the city. While there, Dean runs into a ghost that's been haunting him for years, but also a ridiculously gorgeous angel who swoops in to save the day. The only problem: with all his freaking out, he forgot to get the guy's number.

    Things pretty much go the route of a Destiel BDSM love story from there.

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    86,141
    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
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    691
    Bookmarks:
    134
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    Sam grapples with concern for his brother and old anger as the brothers encounter Gadreel again. The Mark starts taking its toll on Dean. 9x18.

    Series
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    10
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    En un bar de mala muerte donde ninguno de los dos debía estar, sus pasados se entrelazaron y el dolor que alguna vez destruyó su futuro, ahora podría reconstruirlo.

    Language:
    Español
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    1,025
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    2
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    After Mary died, Dean just stopped talking. He only spoke a few times since then, but it was few and far in between. Now nineteen, Dean still lives with his Dad and little brother Sam. His Dad and brother just can't seem to get along, and Dean struggles to keep it together.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    70
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    701
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    He's tall, handsome, strong, caring, smart, selfless, maybe a bit reckless. And those eyes, god those eyes! The greenest eyes I've ever seen, and when rays of sun touch them... ugh, I could stare at them forever. They sparkle like emeralds. He is just amazing. I've never felt this way about anyone before.

    But he doesn't see me like that.

    Why do I have to fall in love with my best friend's brother?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    32,760
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    396
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    At the end of a case Dean knocks over a Japanese sculpture. Now a creature made of light is followed him around and wants to "make him happy".

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    103
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    999
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    Urged on by Charlie, Dean goes to a support group for single fathers, only to meet a quirky man named Castiel who is hiding issues of his own.

    Series
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    Words:
    6,445
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    59
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    704
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    Ten times Dean tried to kill himself.
    And the one time Sam stopped him.

    Series
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    90
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    1273
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    A few months after Sam and Castiel start dating, the angel is killed. Still reeling from the loss of his best friend, Dean can’t just sit and watch Sam’s heartbreak slowly pull him away, too.

    Language:
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    Words:
    11,384
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    79
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1039
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    Tag to 9x11, First Born. Only the worthy can bear the Mark. Well if anyone's worthy, it's Dean.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    279
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    248
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    Getting into bed at three in the afternoon is generally frowned upon.

    So Dean lies on the couch instead.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,094
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    63
    Kudos:
    254
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    2202

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