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    In an alternate universe where there are two genders (male/female) and three designations (alpha/beta/omega) life could be better for an om. Federal and state laws are restrictive, making life for an unmated omega all but impossible to navigate.

    Sam Campbell and Dean Winchester meet when Dean is enrolled with his younger brother, Adam, in a boarding school that trains alphas to be hunters. Adam and Dean's father, John, is a transient hunter while Sam's grandfather is a powerful official with the Federal Department of Hunters, but despite their differences the three young boys become friends. When Dean presents unexpectedly as an omega and is expelled, his friendship with Sam is fundamentally changed. Dean goes on to be a hunter and Sam goes off to college, returning to the life after a few years.

    Now all grown up and active hunters themselves, Sam and Dean hate each other. Or do they...? One night, a hotel room, and a Lord of the Rings drinking game are about to change everything.

    Please read the tags. This is (mostly) not domestic or fluffy.

    tldr: My love letter to Sam and Dean Winchester (who are not related in this fic), complete with the happy ending the show will never give them.

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    Depois de anos de crise diplomática, os reis de Libanon e Caelum finalmente deixaram as diferenças de lado e para selar o acordo de paz, John Winchester e Chuck Novak concordam em acasalar os seus filhos primogênitos.
    Dean, da Casa de Winchester, é um ômega de 18 anos e o único filho de John.
    Dean concorda com o acasalamento e fica comprometido com Castiel, da Casa de Novak, um atraente alfa de 28 anos e primogênito de Chuck.
    Porém Dean descobre, da maneira mais difícil, que Castiel não está feliz com a situação.

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    When something threatens his husband, and his brother, the thing inside Sam takes over to keep them safe.

    It’s just how it does it that Dean has a problem with.

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    Dean has a nightmare. It's not fun.

    Or, in the dark of the night, when his demons come, he seeks out the rhythm of his lover's heart beating.

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    Dean Winchester has a lot going for him: he's beloved by his students, he's finished writing his first book, and he's living comfortably in New York City. The only problem is... he's single. That wouldn't bother him much if his family wouldn't be visiting for the holidays. With cuffing season over, Dean has to face his family alone... or will he?

    Castiel DiAngelo is a simple detective who hasn't really celebrated Christmas in over 9 years, holidays and family being a sore spot for him. But after taking Dean up on an offer, he finds that you can't really avoid the holidays.

    Will these two be able to pull off a seminal holiday trope? Or will certain developments get in the way...

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    Castiel Novak, 34, rich, translator, lonely and oh yeah... asexual. He's built up a life in solitude, working from home, enjoying the simple things in life.
    However, something is missing in that life - a gap he doesn't know how to fill. The need to care, the need to provide.
    There's just nobody that needs him. When he goes on a mandatory work trip, he finds someone that does.

    Introducing Dean Winchester, 24, who suffers from involuntary age regression - making him a baby in an adult body whenever his brain feels like it, unable to take care of himself properly. Panic attacks, periods of regression and overall touch-starvation and loneliness have been his life for the past two years.

    Fate had a hand in putting Dean's motel room next to Castiel's that day.

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    When the only way to be with the one you love is in those moments when no one else is looking...

    Dean and Cas both married for the sake of convention and so, it turns out, did their wives.

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    Dear Dean Winchester,
    Today is going to be a good day and here’s why...

     

     

    Dean's therapist has given him an assignment: write yourself a letter every day telling yourself why it will be good.

    Trouble is... life's not really good for Dean these days. He's got no friends, a broken arm, his baby brother's pulling away from him, and Castiel Novak doesn't even know he's alive.

    His broken arm would heal. Dean just wished those other things had easy answers.

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    Based on a comment I made on an Instagram post (lookin at you mishasmessyhair)

    The post was about Dean being able to see Cas's Trueform through Michael's eyes and I got to thinking about, what if Dean thought Cas was really beautiful and couldn't stop staring at him after he got back in hopes of getting a glimpse of his Trueform again?
    My comment is as follows:
    Think about it:
    Dean comes back and just won't stop staring at Cas, even more than usual. So much so that Cas begins to notice and brings it up with Dean. "When I was possessed by Michael," Dean begins, searching Cas' eyes for something, "I could see glimpses of what he saw, I saw your true form. I keep hoping I'll see it again."
    "Why?" Cas asks self consciously
    Dean gives a lovesick smile, "you're beautiful"

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    Two hundred years ago, there was a horrible war. The Humans surrendered to the Monster and Angels so as not to lose any more lives. That day marked the end of the Century War of Species, yet marked the beginning of oppression to all Humans. After the surrender, humans became slaves to the other races.

    One hundred and ninety four years after the war, Dean Winchester watches his mother get stoned to death, while trying to shield his younger brother from it all, As John Winchester falls apart in his arms, as his younger brother is taken away from him. His only comfort comes from the one thing he hates more than this life, an angel named Castiel.

    Rowena is one of the last witches alive. Her powers are used to keep her abuse to a minimum and to keep her sister, Charlie, safe. Rowena is always there to protect Charlie, but when she doesn't get there in time and Charlie's life is endangered. Rowena makes a deal with a demon ensuring her sister doesn't suffer the fates of their parents and herself. Sam Winchester shows up, and befriends her sister, putting both their positions in danger and Charlie's life. Now, Rowena treads a dangerous line, full of lies and love.

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    Castiel speaks softly. Gently. Like he’s talking to a scared kitten. “Dean… we will find Gabriel. We will.”

    “We better.” Dean manages, just barely, before fleeing from the room, his legs carrying him all the way down the hallway to his bedroom. He can feel the panic setting in: the hairs on the back of his neck prickling, the sweat pooling just beneath the collar of his shirt, the sound of his heart beating in his ears.

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    Taking short online courses is very different from attending an actual college—or at least that's what Dean Winchester tries to tell his younger brother, Sam, when Sam attempts to convince Dean to head back to school at one of the local colleges in Sioux Falls.

    Professor Castiel Novak decides moving to Sioux Falls, South Dakota, is just the thing he needs to get his life back on track after his marriage to his first wife fails.

    Both men come to learn that a great deal can happen on and off campus.

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    Seconds tick away on the clock - it's nearing midnight. Dean milks the minutes he has left until he will inevitably have to head to bed, dreading the nightmares that plague him every single night. They're tearing him apart, breaking him down - that he knows full well. But the emotions they bring out, that's a different story altogether.

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    Dean Winchester has been through too much. One night, it finally comes crashing down and breaks him. Fortunately, Dean has one very caring brother. No wincest, just a whole lot of fluff:)

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    Sam and Dean hunt a mysterious, unknown creature for a missing persons case in Indiana. Things don't go well for Dean when they split up, and he happens upon the creature's web. Spoiler: the creature is Cas.

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    Dean knows something is wrong after his phone conversation with "Cas." He breaks down and confides in Sam and they come up with a plan to get Cas back. Bonus scene of Lucifer and Castiel talking during their confinement in Hell.

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    Author's Note: If you've read the title, you can guess what's up. This is NOT being abandoned, even if I leave it alone for a while. I'm going to try and actually write this with an outline and get a better idea of where I want to go with this. It may be re-written, if I feel like something needs to be changed for any reason. Hopefully I'll get back to this, but it's a larger project and may not happen until the summertime of this year...

     

    Sam and Dean Winchester are used to their father being gone; it's the hazards of having a hunter for a father. But even they are surprised when John leaves them with "Uncle" Bobby, planning to be gone for the whole year. He's never been on a hunt this long before, and Sam and Dean must learn to adapt to their new surroundings in Sioux Falls as they stumble across a broken family, murders, a secret drug ring, and a vicious ghost out for revenge.
    (DISCLAIMER: THIS WORK CONTAINS CHARACTERS WHO SUFFER FROM MENTAL ILLNESS. I DO NOT PERSONALLY HAVE THESE ILLNESSES/DISORDERS, SO PLEASE KINDLY CORRECT ME IF I MISREPRESENT ONE OR MORE IN THIS WORK.)

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    Set right after season 12 finale. Dean is having a breakdown about loosing his best friend and Sam tries to fix it. Happy ending I promise!

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    The exact thing that Dean was panicking about, happens. It turns out to be something he would never change.

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    Following the end of episode 3 of season 12 "The foundry"
    Individual, stand-alone one-shot!
    Mary shuts the door behind her, leaving Dean and Sam stunned and alone. While Sam is hurting, he can understand his mother's decesion. Dean on the other hand can not, and so he shuts himself away from his brother. Sam however, wants to help him, and tries to talk to him... That however, leads to Dean's explosion of anger, and an ugly fight between the brothers. During that fight, Dean says hard words, and then, breaks down...

    Good thing that Sam is always there to help him...

    NO WINCEST VERSION

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