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    Castiel Novak is the lead singer of Dean Winchester's favorite rock and roll band "The Angels"
    Dean is just a nerdy IT guy. Obviously he doesn't stand a chance with Castiel.
    Well at least not until his best friend Charlie enters his name in the "Date With an Angel" contest and he actually wins.
    This is the story of two men who are brought together by fate. In each other they find the strength to overcome their dark past of forced prostitution and rape, and to stand up for what they believe in; to stand up for love.

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    Benny lost it all. Now, grieving the loss of his mate and pup, a stranger pops into his life that may change everything. His name is Dean. A Male Omega who ran into the road one summer night broken and bruised.

    How a stranger could change everything.

    Dean was in trouble. After spending ten years locked away in place where regaurd for human life was none existent. Where you were given a number and your name taken from you. Where the cocaine and heroine ran rampant and every choice you made could possibly cost you your life. A place he could only describe as hell. One of dirty beds and nice suites where people in high government positions would go as an "escape." One where he had seen murder, where he had felt knots ripped from his body.

    He finally escapes, unknowingly falling in the path of a life he never knew he wanted. One where it smelled like home with every inhale of breath and every shared glance with a man he thought he couldn't trust. A place where he could finally see a future that wasn't cut short by the barrel of gun waved in his face. A home. Somewhere where he felt loved. Someone to love. His Alpha.

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    Remember Anna Milton? The angel who fell from Heaven and was reborn as human? Well, what if the same had happened to Dean?

    Dean Winchester, hunter, righteous man, son of John and Mary Winchester and brother of Sam Winchester. Jensen, archangel, angel of family, son of God and fiancé of Castiel.

    Two sides of the same coin. Literally. Dean Winchester is an angel, the fifth archangel Jensen. After Michael's attempt to kill him failed, he falls from Heaven and is reborn as human. For 30 years, he lives as a human and hunter, never knowing who he really was. Until Castiel pulled him out of Hell.

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    Dad’s just disowned him for fucking a guy, Sammy’s at Stanford, and Dean has nowhere to go. And then he finds New Hope Shelter, a youth homeless shelter run by Castiel Novak, the most intriguing guy Dean’s ever met, and the first person who seems to genuinely care about him.

    When he enters New Hope, however, he has to struggle with his repressed trauma, abuse, and depression, and with the help of Cas and his new family, learn to build a future for himself with the people he loves.

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    Emma Singer, the niece of Bobby Singer, was raised as a hunter with her brother Luke and twin sister Lucy. Running from her past, the three find their way to the Winchesters. Lives are lost, deals are made. Bonds are formed that could change the course of fate herself. Emma grapples with finding hope in a damaged world, but something dark is brewing in the shadows and it's coming straight for her.

    ****First Fic I've been brave enough to upload. Be nice, be honest and excuse me while I vomit. I'm cherry picking here. I'm taking things from other seasons and pulling the rest from my ass. Theres lots of angst, lots of action, lots of fluff, and possible some steamy stuff but I'm not sure where the story is headed. Dear Sam take the back seat of that impala because I'm on a Dean kick. I have a plan but I want this to evolve on its own! Thanks!! Also if you like it yay but please don't take my shit.****

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    Lisa Braeden is young. Painfully so.
    And Dean Winchester might of been her first mistake, but now he’s her 3rd, too.

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    After the last zombie Chuck cracked open from the earth is slain, and a battered and bruised Team Free Will make their way back to the bunker, Castiel and Dean have a fight that’s been a long time coming.
    (Written before S15 began airing).

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    Castiel offers to watch over him, and for once, Dean accepts.

    Will probably change the title eventually, I’m sure it’s been used and overused.

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    Alastair is so close Dean can hear both their hearts beating now, his loud in his ears, the demon’s just below the surface of his chest, and it really shouldn’t surprise him that hearts can beat in Hell. The fact still clenches in his throat, proof of something he can’t name.

    He knows, somehow, that right about now there’s supposed to be someone else there. Someone here to save him.

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    Cas leaves. Dean deals.

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    “Look! Sam, Dean, a play!”

    And damn it all if Dean doesn’t almost swerve off the road and crash as he takes in the sign.

    ‘Supernatural: The Musical. And of course, Marie’s face is plastered on the side. Don’t kids ever learn anything?

    “Dean hates that play.” Sam provides, as Dean continues to sulk in silence.

    He hates people knowing about his life. About things that he hadn’t even told his brother… things that he didn’t want to acknowledge as real.

    Cass frowns. “From what I can see it seems like it’s a fairly accurate portrayal of your lives.

    “Yeah, but it’s our lives Cass. It talks about all our rough patches and fights and every bad thing that ever happened. Why would we watch it?”

    “Because I want to see it. I’ve never seen a musical before.”

    “Yea, well, you can barely call this a musical.” He mutters, turning on his indicator anyway.

    ...

    Team Free Will 2.0 watch the supernatural play... only some things in the second act have changed.

    When Dean finds out Castiel thinks they could be a good couple how will he cope?

    Will he push him away?

    Or will unforeseen circumstances force them to face the music?

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    AU -
    Dean is a Veteran of the Vietnam war and after years of being imprisoned he finally comes back home to Castiel right before Christmas, whom he lived together with before he got drafted four years ago.
    The fact that Homosexuality is still forbidden and Dean's PTSD are not helping the progress of finding back into the lightness of their relationship so Cas decides to go on a roadtrip over the Christmas days in the hope that they find back to being as close as before.
    What at first doesn't seem too difficult soon turns into something close to a nightmare for Cas, one that Dean just escaped

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    God, some days Dean just hurts.
    It’s the guns in the trunk or the one under his bed or the scars he should have but doesn’t anymore.
    It’s the pressure that this job holds him under, this weight, crushing him.
    It’s Sammy, who isn’t small anymore, who doesn’t look at Dean like he’s the world because at some point Sam grew up. (Dean doesn’t know when.)
    God, he hurts.

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    "God helps whoever dares cross your way, Winchester..." 

    Dean has the rest of his life to do whatever the hell he wants and he's spending it on life regrets. Years of military duty has left him hollow; there's no way he'll ever dump his unstable self on his family's doorstep, no matter how much they say they wouldn't mind it.

    Of course, he never expect a teenager to be the one to fix him. She probably has just as much issues as he does, but Krissy gives him the one thing he never even think of: normalcy. His new friends consisted of two rebellious lesbians and a paranoid dog, and he wouldn't ask for anything else.

    As a cherry on the top, a certain angel is still willing to pick up his broken pieces.

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    The story of how some people are just a bit rude to Dean. But it's ok cause he's got his buddies and his family and Cas. Basically this is what shit it would take in a world without monsters to make Dean the man we see on the show. Yes there will be heartbreak on this journey but there will also be people to help. We love a good helping hand. Also just to point out this may get dark but I know some of you guys out there love a dark one to feed your teenage emotional experience ;)

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    It's been three years since Dean's had any kind of vacation. Until now. Sam and Eileen gift him a cruise as a thank you for all the things he's done for Sam, for them, for the whole family.

    A week away at sea seems like an ideal vacation. Still, when your name is Dean Winchester, and nothing in your life has ever gone your way, it looks like a disaster waiting to happen. Can a new friend help him turn his luck around and help him navigate the rough waters?

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    On a rainy day in September, Dean bakes a pie. Not just any pie. Chocolate pecan pie

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    Dean, a coveted and abused Omega, finds himself thrust on to a new path. One where, in search for his own stability and his brother Sam, he's introduced to an instinctual itch that takes every ounce of self control not to scratch.

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    A WIP that will be updated every Tuesday and Friday!

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    One day, Dean goes to a local park with plans on downing a bunch of pills and ending his own life, until his path crosses with a bright-eyed little girl, introducing herself as Claire, who proclaims that she’s lost. Dean takes care of her until her father, a local surgeon named Castiel Novak, shows up to come and retrieve her. Dean thinks that will be the end of it. What he didn’t count on was for those two to somehow manage to worm their way into his life.
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    This fic deals with heavy themes, please check the tags and the trigger warnings listed in the notes.

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    Dean Winchester is a teenage boy, who is constantly on the road with his grumbling father John Winchester and his quirky, younger, brother Sam Winchester. They all move to be closer to a family friend by the name of Bobby Singer for a while. Moving into the way, way outskirts of the cities into an old, tar smelling house, in the middle of a broken, old town, in the middle of nowhere. He suddenly bumps into a boy who caught Dean's curiosities and attention as a whole.
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    Castiel Novak has a knack for photography and an odd obsession with cameras, currently engulfed in Polaroids and bees. He teaches Dean the fun and the brokenness of small-town life and how things, people and social status form together there. Castiel gives a new meaning to life to Dean, all the while Dean teaches Castiel new ways of expressing his photography by being Castiel's ultimate and irrevocable inspiration.
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    It's 1942, America has declared war on Japan join the second World War.

    Castiel just wants to be a soldier,. He wants to do his part for his country, but because of a severe case of asthma and bad eyesight he has been deemed ineligible to fight... eight times. Finally, he gives up trying, but his best friend, Meg, convinces him that there is one way he could still help: Writing letters to a lonely soldier.

    His soldier assignment? Winchester. A name fitting for a soldier.... right?

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