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    Dean gets forced by his best friend, Charlie, to start therapy, because of all the bad stuff that has happened in his past. After weeks of trying, Dean finally gives in, thinking that if he'd just get it over with, Charlie wouldn't bother him anymore. What he didn't expect was that his therapist, Castiel Novak, a close friend of Charlie, would have the ability to look right through him, to actually make him talk about his problems. What he expected even less was the offer to quit therapy and start a friendship instead. Dean's too curious about the guy, but at the same time, he has to try to keep a secret. Will he manage to, or will Castiel be able to look right through him once again?

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    Castiel Novak is coming home to his small home town for the first time in twelve years along with his children. After his divorce with his ex wife Meg, he took full custody of their children and moved back home. His parents had asked him to come home and he agreed. When he finds out that his childhood best friend, Dean Winchester still lives in the town and has two kids of his own, he decides that it might be nice to catch up on old times.

    Dean agrees.

    There’s only one problem. Dean had been struggling with bills due to the pandemic and will soon be losing his family’s Christmas tree farm.

    Will they be able to earn enough money before Christmas?

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    Castiel has moved to town with his twins, Belphegor and Jack. Technically they’re his adopted niblings, but they’re still his. They’re going into 10th grade when they run into some issues with some girls who have decided to narrow in on Jack because they are non- binary.

    Through a second chance friendship, Jack and Emma make their dads meet, and there starts the terrible thing all parents have to go through- interaction. While rocky, awkward, and terribly uncomfortable at first, it quickly snowballs into a strong bond that leads to other things.

    However, as with all relationships, there are several hurdles and hoops to jump, the biggest being the self-destruction these two both struggle with.

    Through thick and thin, joy and sorrow, Castiel and Dean try to make things work in any way they can, try not to hurt each other at the expense of their own heart, breaking both their hearts several times. The question is- will it all be worth it in the end?

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    背景:S4-12‘魔术之巅’后
    设定:恶魔血致纹身半失效,Alastair可在Sam意识薄弱时附身,企图扭曲兄弟关系彻底魔化Sam。

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    But they are all wishes, and Dean knows that there are handful of things in this universe that he wants, but just cannot have. But he dare not put a name to them. To admit it would be to face the reality of his desires, and that is just not something that Dean deserves. Not in this world. Not in this lifetime.

    Any time that he has something worth keeping around, he needs to make sure it is not for his sake. Because whenever Dean gets even a taste of what happiness could be like, it is quickly taken away from under him.

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    AKA where Cas and Dean have near the exact same problems which is why s15 ended the way it did. Lmao :))))
    Takes place from the end of season 13x23, and skips through Season 14. Currently shaping up to be continuing into season 15.

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    Dean's mental health has been on it's lowest for the past few weeks and Sam wants to save his brother from his unhealthy coping mechanisms.

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    "You know, I finally get why you and Dad butted heads so much. You two were practically the same person." - Dean (4x19)
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    Dean's working two jobs trying to care for Sam's needs and wants. With John finally gone the Winchester's can live their life without fear abuse. Until the cycle of abuse continues when the youngest Winchester starts drinking.

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    It’s not always easy. Dean isn’t a talker, and more often than not Castiel will be left to guess as to what exactly is going on inside of a space he’s not completely allowed in. It’s been getting better in the past few months, particularly since Dean started therapy, and since they got Holli. But nevertheless, when the tell-tale of yet another depressive episode starts appearing, Cas braces for impact and watches as Dean goes through the storm mostly on his own, patiently waiting on the shore to be the beacon that calls him home.

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    A Patient Love timestamp where we explore the depth of Dean’s PTS and depression, and the difficulty to come back to a normal life after a decade as a US Navy SEAL.

    (Titled after "Find the Cost of Freedom" by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young)

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    after a fiery incident at sonny’s farm, dean is rendered temporarily mute, not for the first time since he watched his mother burn on the ceiling.

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    two nightmares, a panic attack, and two brothers who don't like asking for help.

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    author is coping <3 (and sucks at summaries)

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    Dean took Sammy and ran away from their abusive dad. Dean's worked as a mechanic his entire life in order to support Sam's dream of becoming a lawyer. Then someone catches Dean doing advanced math and wants to know more about Dean's life and who he is.

    Something bad happens and Dean needs help. He needs to face his fear and go to court again. He doesn't want to burden Sam, who can he call? Will Dean be able to stay sober?

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    Dean is tired. It's been a long week, a long month, a long life. He's tired and sad and he's getting old.

    He knows it's stupid, since he should be happy. He's defeated Chuck, his family is safe, the world is saved, and he's got his angel. He's even going to therapy, for God's sake! He should be happy. He should be. He isn't.

    His angel shows him that it's okay to be sad. Sometimes, he just needs a little TLC.

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    Sam doesn’t know how to try anymore. Try to be happy, try to feel safe and at peace. So Dean tries for both of them.

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    Dean Winchester has anger issues. We all know this. His father is not making it easy for him, and now he has no idea how to cope with these feelings and scars.

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    Five years ago, a malignant mass removed from John Winchester's temporal lobe left behind a quietly ticking bomb that nobody noticed until it decimated everything. Five years ago, John dragged Dean away from everything he'd ever known, hellbent on rescuing him from an imagined threat that felt more real to him than the blood on his hands. Five years ago, Castiel let Dean's hand slip through his fingers as he rescued Sam from what he'd thought was a more immediate threat.

    For five years, Castiel has wondered if there was some way he could have saved Dean, too.

    Now, with a phone call that he'd all but given up hoping for, Castiel has a chance to try again.

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    After a close call in their last hunt, Bobby is left to try to repair the damage done to fourteen-year-old Dean by the weight of more responsibility and blame than any person was meant to bear.

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    Sequel to my 15.19 fix-it fic. 6 months after Cas's return, the four of them are enjoying living together. There are still cases, however, and Dean and Cas are sent to deal with a witch.

    Things go awry as Dean is cursed to speak in gibberish and Cas doesn't realize it because he thinks Dean is just being more dense than usual.

    Dean has to let others help him, and has to learn to deal with his current inner demons.

    (Softer than it sounds, I promise?

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    Jack is a regular at the Gas-N-Sip near the bunker. His parents, however, are not.

    Or, five times Jack was accompanied by a new guardian to the Gas-N-Sip and the one time they all came.

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    Dean's PTSD from being abused by John comes out when Dean's arguing with Cas. Added Destiel cuz no one can stop me.

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    They defeated Chuck, Jack is God, and the people are back. Sam gets Eileen back and Dean gets...a message.

    He needs to go back to where it all started.

    He's gotta get back to the barn, and pray he's not too late.

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