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What’s left after we will be gone? Dean can’t stop thinking about it, so pour yourself a drink and join the ride of misery.
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- Part 20 of 21st's SPN writing challenge
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Dean has been in hell for nearly a hundred years when Castiel finally finds him and returns him to earth. He and the angel quickly strike up a friendship that baffles everyone who once knew Dean, but what with his brother's erratic behavior, the looming rise of Lucifer, and memories of hell haunting him at every turn, Dean has to take his comfort where he can get it. After all, good things do happen... right?
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It was probably a decent idea to back off, give him space. But the second he did, one of Cas’ arms curled around him and it was like backing into a wrought-iron fence. Cas stared at him, head to the side like he had been asked a question.
“Cas. It’s - I’m…” Dean could do this. “Good to see you. Really, really good timing.”
He could make this right. He could call Sam, tell him he’d been an idiot for saying they should split up. Make it so that nightmare future never happened. Take better care of Cas.
… but then there was Jimmy Novak.
(Authors' note: The fic is complete and updating weekly.)Series
- Part 1 of Jimmyverse
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Rasplin hears a cry for his help and it’s one that he can’t ignore. (Continuation of StarBound & StarFire verse story)
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- Part 2 of StarBound & StarFire
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All Sam Winchester wants for this Christmas is his big brother back from the dead after supposedly being blown up on his first tour in Afghanistan. Some times miracles do happen.
But what do you do after a miracle?
You have to put yourself back together, at least so Sam and Dean are learning. When they meet an odd stranger in a worn trench coat they may also begin to learn that some times good things do happen. -
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“As for your current predicament… there may be something I can do to help.” Cas looks hesitant even as he says it, casting his eyes sidelong at Dean.
Dean turns to him. “What d’you mean?”
Castiel’s lips press into a thin line, all of the jovial glint gone from his eyes. “PTSD and trauma can alter pathways and connections in your brain, in a very physical way. Because these changes are physical… it may be possible to… heal them, in a sense.”
“Heal my brain?” Dean shoots back incredulously.
or the one where they finally talk about what cas said before the empty took him
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A missing scene most of the way through the plot in an AU where Jessica Moore spent time as a Reaper and was resurrected.
Dean tries to ask Jess what it was like when she and Sam were together at Stanford.
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- Part 22 of Reconcilliation (Reaper Jessica Moore)
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One day, Dean goes to a local park with plans on downing a bunch of pills and ending his own life, until his path crosses with a bright-eyed little girl, introducing herself as Claire, who proclaims that she’s lost. Dean takes care of her until her father, a local surgeon named Castiel Novak, shows up to come and retrieve her. Dean thinks that will be the end of it. What he didn’t count on was for those two to somehow manage to worm their way into his life.
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This fic deals with heavy themes, please check the tags and the trigger warnings listed in the notes. -
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When Bobby swiped the Impala’s distributor cap before the boys could run after Lilith without him, asking simply, “Where do you think you’re going?” it was far from the first time he’d met Dean and his obsession with doing everything on his own with those exact actions and words.
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I genuinely have no idea how to do a summary but basically this is 1519, but Dean runs into one last soul that gives him a chance on talking to Cas after his inevitable ending :) it's pain all the way through. But hey, it ends happy (bittersweet)!
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Castiel si siede sul letto e gli posa una mano sulla fronte.
“Ieri sera avevi un po' di febbre” gli dice. “Ora come ti senti?”
“Non lo so” sospira in risposta. “Cosa ho fatto?”
Castiel stira le labbra in una smorfia divertita e gli passa le dita tra i capelli.
“Eri talmente ubriaco, che ti sei pisciato nei pantaloni.” -
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"The end is nigh, isn’t it? So why not eat dessert for lunch and drive halfway across the country to spend a few days letting yourself have fun. One last hurrah before you buckle down and save the world. Do your best to ignore that nagging voice in your head that tells you you’re being selfish, that the devil is out there somewhere, that he's going to take your brother and that you should be trying to stop him. But what if you can’t? What if this is one last hurrah before you fail and everything goes to shit.
Maybe this is a last meal, but it’s also the best damn pie Dean's ever had. As he glances over at his brother and his angel -- still talking about who knows what -- a smaller, quieter voice answers the chorus of self doubt echoing through his head.
Or what if we succeed?"
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OR: Dean's back from the future, Sam's back from his break, and Cas is, well, Cas. As good a time as any to finally take that road trip to the Star Trek Experience Dean's been thinking about since he crawled out of the ground and learned the Apocalypse was a real goddamn thing. All he has to do now is remember how to have fun.
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Pre-Canon: what if Dean Winchester is cursed by a Horseman of the Apocalypse as a child with a form of telepathy. This helps him as a hunter, but it takes a toll on him too. Because he has to face how people really feel around him, and sometimes he escapes feeling anything with drugs and sex.
Canon Div: After Dean is gripped tight and raised from perdition, he finds the one thing he’s always wanted but never thought he could have.
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One Supernatural Story for every day until Christmas my friends!!
Most of them will be centered around hurt/comfort, prompts are gathered from past whumptober lists and similar sites if they look familiar to you x'DFirst Chapter is a detailed list/summary of the topics for every entry, they can be read as stand alones, so there is no need to read all of them if a prompt sounds triggering or otherwise gross or uninteresting to you, completed with all the characters that are featured in the stories! (There are more detailed triggers in the summaries of the corresponding chapter) Tags are in order of appearance
M/M won't be explicit, there are slight mentions of Castiel/Dean but it's mostly themed around familial love :3 Tags will be added as I goI hope you'll enjoy and leave feedback in the comments, I wish you a beautiful advent time <3
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Try hunting Zombies when you're 3-feet tall? Not fun. Good thing Dean's there to help! ... physically de-aged!Sam and later some sick!hurt!Sammy too. As a bonus: some awesome!bigbrother!Dean coming your way! Updated!
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Dean Winchester is smart. He knows he has problems. He knows he had a terrible childhood. He knows his father was shit. He knows he's in love with his best friend. Dean Winchester - a thirty-two-year-old mechanic - sorts through his shit, and eventually has an important talk with Castiel.
I cannot stress this enough - this fic contains internalized homophobia, homophobic language, emotional abuse, and physical abuse so please please please be aware of that before you read.
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After Sam and Dean part ways, Dean is kidnapped and finds himself in a living hell. Can he escape?
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This work is finished!!
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Dean is a Veteran of the Vietnam war and after years of being imprisoned he finally comes back home to Castiel right before Christmas, whom he lived together with before he got drafted four years ago.
The fact that Homosexuality is still forbidden and Dean's PTSD are not helping the progress of finding back into the lightness of their relationship so Cas decides to go on a roadtrip over the Christmas days in the hope that they find back to being as close as before.
What at first doesn't seem too difficult soon turns into something close to a nightmare for Cas, one that Dean just escaped -
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Ever since Dean had gotten out of Purgatory something had been off. He'd been prone to violent outbursts, rarely slept, rarely ate. Sam is at a loss of what to do to help his brother. Dean is at a loss how to cope back on earth surrounded by humans.
A chance meeting with a veteran in a storm shelter may finally allow Dean to begin to heal.